A Life Plan Without You.

by Christine Wood

  Damn it what do they want with her? Umm the smile says she’s told them to move away! Well first time back in Heaven wasn’t that bad, apart from waiting from her at the toilets shit I have so many bloody phone numbers thrown at me I took them and placed them all in a lads jacket as he passed someone else could get lucky! She looked wonderful tonight dancing and yeah I was the lucky one, ballroom to disco freak wow, she can dance! She looks calmer now, and as I get her burger I hear the lads in the queue saying they fancy the one at the window, I smile, so do I lads, so do I and I’m the one taking her home too…

  CHAPTER 5

  Sam was by my side with a kiss and as we started walking home burgers eaten, with no sauce spillage. I hadn’t been drinking and Sam had only a few in the pubs, safe and sober to walk. I opened the door letting him in, I went to the kitchen made him a drink and got myself a glass of water. He smiled and took the drink, as I sat right next to him. I could rip all his clothes off and take him, right here and now, he'd made me hot and bothered so many times tonight, with his touches his kisses, he’d opened a flood gate of pent up emotions. I‘m all new to this game, but I knew I wanted him and the sooner the better.

  “Well do you want to see the very expensive underwear, I got yesterday?” He nearly choked on his coffee. “That wasn’t the reaction I wanted Sam. Oh, was that too much?”

  “I did sort of wonder, but I got a real eye full when Cousin Shane, twirled you around.” I blushed.

  “You didn’t say anything. Oh Sam I’m going to kill him, if I ever go near that place again. Oh well I’ll go upstairs and take them off.” He put his drink down.

  “No, please let me?” My stockings had no ladders and my ankles only had the smallest of blisters, he pulled me on to his lap.

  “Are you sure Sam, I wouldn’t want to lead you astray?” He turned my legs to cover his, as his hand was already under my dress and one of the stockings was being skilfully removed, he taken it off slowly and gently, touching and stroking his way down each leg, this it has to be said was the most sensual feeling I’d ever felt.

  My whole body heaving, I just wanted to have him in me. He removed the belt and it was all neatly piled on the sofa arm. Then something happened… Whilst he was kissing me he had moved his fingers near my sex, shit they were a lot closer than near, they were actually invading and he smiled as he put one finger inside me circling. I squirmed under his fingers and as he put in another, Christ, this was bliss.

  His tongue slowly parted my lips and he began kissing me deeply. As his fingers circled within my sex, his thumb massaged my sweet spot and if I thought the first orgasm he gave me was a killer, this was a murderous rampage, this feeling was out of this world, I lay beneath him as he kissed me and then he played harder and quicker I couldn’t hold back.

  “Let go Mi cielo, come for me, you’re so wet and ready I can feel you.” I had my mouth on his shoulder and bit into him trying to muffle the screams and he let out a gasp and kissed me again. I came as he put his fingers further in and pulled them out quickly, that was amazing. I shuddered and shook beneath him. He held me tightly and when I’d finished he pulled me up and kissed me again, he got up quickly and went to the toilet. Coming back, he had a massive grin on his face, as I sat like a fool hugging my legs. He sat closely by my side. That was out of this world and amazing. Umm one happy and sated Michelle, hold me please? He positively does read minds because he pulled me onto his lap!

  “I told you there are loads we can do before the full sex thing, and I’m more than happy to wait, more than happy are you?” The stairs creaked, who had just listened to that? Sam hadn’t noticed, but I had.

  “Umm, a promise is a promise after all and yes angel I will wait, we will wait, how many numbers did you get tonight, I got seven?”

  “What, when who? You didn’t do anything I was with you all night!”

  “Umm seems I may have to go there again, but only with you angel!”

  “What did you do with the numbers?”

  “Gave them the girl who was mooning over you, one of several as I saw!”

  “My old stomping ground, ask Shane he will tell you all you need to know!”

  “Why have you lied?”

  “No.”

  “Well I have no need to ask Shane anything, and as I said old news and yes it will take time for them to drop off, but they will or be told as was the little bitch who called you baby!”

  “Umm, my fighting dancing girl will keep her hands to herself, none of them are you baby none of them!” We kissed again, four in the morning and we were still up, I was knackered too but didn’t want to go to bed! I went through to the back, threw all my clothes in the washing hamper and put on my nightdress. Teddy bears such a good look. I went back in the front room with the sheets and the pillow. He laughed at my nighty, how very rude. My dad would flip if they were the sexy stuff I had looked at.

  “Someone, is gonna get a thump, there’s nowt wrong with pink teddies, Mum has left these out angel apparently you’re expected to stay on the couch, do you want company? You’re very good at not doing the actual thing then. We can go to yours first thing, and use the back path, if that’s ok? Before that let me do something for you?” He took hold of my hands and pulled me down onto his lap, for yet another kiss.

  “You’ve done that a few times tonight, hence the rush to the littlest room, when we were in the pub and again when you were dancing with me in the competition thing, it got a little tricky to say the least, you really are a bad, good girl, but I wouldn’t change you for the world. I’ll stop as long as you sleep in your bed tonight and I'll still be here tomorrow, we have to be up in five hours get that sexy butt to bed.” He kissed me and I tottered off upstairs, I needed the toilet anyway.

  If he passed today’s trial everything would be fine. Dragon Nan was the hardest taskmaster of all and even her children lived in fear. Grandad was a sweet man, so nice and lovely, boy my Gramps and Grandad were true gentlemen. Grandad, I think he is going to love Sam. Nana though? She is going to a bloody awful old witch. I wasn’t her favourite that was Tom. I may have stood a chance if I didn’t look so much like my dad. Hey what can I say, I’d rather be a Welles, than a Dunn. Sleep Michelle, I was so tempted in the middle of the night to go down and sleep with him I didn’t though. God help me, he was turning me into a nymphomaniac, doing it with him was all I could think off, him and sex sheisk…

  I woke, when Susan put a coffee on the table and I sat up and drank it. Smiling just thinking of our previous night’s antics, I’d come in my pants again! Oh, God I needed her, and I want her. I want to bury myself deep inside her. I folded the sheets and placed them in a neat pile, I finished the drink, and I opened the curtains. JJ came running in and sat on the couch.

  “Who are you Mister?” I smiled as he looked just like a miniature version of Michelle, even down to his shinning blue eyes.

  “I’m Sam, Michelle’s friend.” He offered me a Kit-Kat, Michelle had told me he guards these with his life.

  “Thank you JJ. What does JJ mean?” Michelle had never actually said.

  “I’m Michael, James, Joseph Welles, I am three and I goes to big boy school. You goes to big boy school, you big enuff?” I laughed and he gave me another Kit-Kat, I wondered why it wasn’t MJ?

  “No I don’t go to school and you keep the biscuits for later JJ.” He put it in his pocket. Becky came in next, she was like her Mum blonde straight hair and so unlike Michelle…

  “Sam, why are you going out with our Michelle?” I was about to answer when Susan came in.

  “That is none of your business Becks did you sleep alright on there?”

  “I did and made her go to bed, sorry about the other night we were talking and she fell asleep on my arm and I couldn’t and didn’t want to move her, she was asleep. I know I should have but I fell asleep too, busy week with hospital and studies and work, sorry but nothing happened!”

  “It’s fine I didn’t think it had and neither did Mick when h
e saw you he was livid apparently you had words and you’d broken your promise. He thought you had, well you haven’t and well, we don’t want her doing that anywhere but in a safe place, and well she’s co…” Beck came in with more toast, bloody hell they do talk between them, what did Becky interrupt what was she telling me? I smiled, questions from her sister are a little intrusive, and she’s a gobby kid but hell, I love this normal family stuff.

  “Decide why you going out with smarty pants, Princess Michelle of Stockton?”

  “I go out with her because I like her a lot!” She laughed.

  “Why though? She’s a bit of a pain and unless you do as she wants, she can give you a ton of grief. She won’t have you telling her what to do.” I smiled, she wasn’t wrong but that was a part I liked she was feisty and strong willed, nothing wrong with that Becks.

  “Well why wouldn’t I do what she asked me?” She smiled.

  “Because, you shouldn’t have to do as she says, don’t do as she says you will get a gob full, or boss her around and you get shouted at. We do, why you would be any different? Fifty pence says if your boss she around she shouts at you?” I shake her hand.

  “Would you like another coffee and toast we are having another?” Becks was despatched to do the honours.

  “JJ, go wake Michelle tell her she needs to get her bum out of bed, she’s at Nanas later.” He looked at me I can see why Michelle loves her baby brother, and he’s a funny little thing.

  “Nasty Nana, you is stupid, she mean an shout a lot, maked me cry…” I smiled.

  “No. I’m going to see your Nana Dunn. I don’t think you should call her Nasty Nana JJ it’s not nice.” He smiled and went to get Michelle up.

  “Don’t worry Sam my Mother isn’t as bad as everyone says, well not really, JJ broke her late mother’s favourite vase, he threw his action man at Dad and Dad missed, and pow world war three and a smacked bottom for JJ, Dad didn’t fare much better and she was a little upset, normally she’s well behaved. Children should be seen not heard, she’s very old school is my Mum?” She laughed, but then I had to wonder if a three year old didn’t like her would I? There was laughter upstairs.

  “JJ you little sod, come here I don’t want a Kit-Kats, gimmy a mush you little bugger lugs!” He came down the stairs on his bum laughing.

  “She avin a wash, she look funny and mells ov pooh, she gets down in two tits.” I laughed Susan went red and laughed.

  “Two ticks JJ, she smells of pooh?” He looked at me and he was studying me!

  “She smells like you’s and Daddy pooh fags!” We laughed!

  “Smoking her, I don’t think so! Do your friends smoke Sam?” I nod!

  “That’s not a bad habit she has, nor does she drink, Shane sends his love, Susan! He looked out for Michelle like a hawk, one of Michael’s friends?” She laughed!

  “No, well yes, but he’s more Michelle’s friend, they ride horses together, but don’t worry they are like brother and sister!”

  “Horse’s he did say something about ponies and going riding? Is there nothing she can’t put her mind too?”

  “You should see her skating Sam she’s really good, and fast, you want to see her on the ice, Shanes horses are damn mad like her!” Becky praising Michelle, would wonders never cease? I sat watching Michelle’s normal happy family when, Becky brought me in my coffee and toast.

  “Cheers Becks do you like skating too, perhaps we can take you to Altringham, there’s a rink there?”

  “Yeah, I went on Friday Michelle paid for my school trip there, but I’m not as good as her I have a fear of falling and hurting my bum, she spins jumps and well is mad!” I laugh my girl is both fearless and talented!

  “Mum can you, oh never mind got it.” She came down looking so nice again. I missed watching her sleep last night I half hoped she would come down I know her Mum did to check, I pretended to be asleep. I’m dreading meeting her Nana too, but can’t wait for her to meet aunty, and my cousins. We just have to survive the visit, to her grandparents first…

  I woke later than I wanted, to JJ squishing a Kit-Kats in my face, a quick rant at the little git. Shower, hair scrubbed, it smelt of fags JJ was right, I pooh smell. Cleaned and refreshed, fresh undies, underskirt, cheesecloth dress, cream sandals. Cream scarf tied around the wet hair. Sam was already up, eating toast and having a coffee. JJ had even offered him a Kit-Kat, blinking heck he must like him? Becky was giving him the third degree typical. I went to make myself a drink, and Mum was looking at my stuff from last night.

  “Please don’t say anything it looks nice, it felt nice so I bought it. I will be buying more too, I need to grow up a bit, isn’t that what you keep telling me, and to act like a lady? I will be doing loads of overtime in the holidays.” She didn’t say a thing.

  “I’m only at Grams until Sunday, I have jeans and tee shirts there, and so I just need to take a couple of dresses and it all should fit in the two bags Aunt Liz got me, for my birthday. I’ll do the packing when I get home.” I headed into the front room he had finished his drink and toast.

  “Here let me get those off you and get around to yours.” He stood up took his own plate and mug to the kitchen, thanked Mum and thanked her for allowing him to stay. He came back to the front room, took a Kit-Kat off JJ. What had pissed him off at me now? I looked at the faces in the front room and he started talking again, still as stroppy with me as before. Shit, he’s ordering me around.

  “Get a coat or something, the suns not going to be out all day.” I went to the pantry grabbed my fluffy cream cardi. I was in a bad mood now and I hadn’t done anything to upset him or perhaps I had?

  “Really? Have you finished barking orders at me now Samuel Todd?” He really was pushing his luck. He gave Becky fifty pence. What the bloody hell were they up to? They laughed, and Sam grabbed me smiling.

  “See told you she don’t take crap from us, why should you be different?” Bitch will pay for making me think I’d done something wrong.

  “Coming, or staying here, I think you may be safer here, with your fan club?” We walked out, doing the short walk to his house. The house was empty when we got there. He explained about the Becky thing, I had proven her right. I don’t like taking orders, just giving them.

  “Where is everyone?” He shouted up the stairs and made his way to the kitchen to make us a drink and he found a note on fridge. “Jimmy and Mum are already at Aunt Allison’s for tea, they will meet you there. Dad out first thing and I’m at Zoë’s, all was fine last night.” I looked at the clock, what did he mean all was fine last night and where’s he drinking at this time?” He followed me to the front room and laughed. I pushed him on to the couch and sat on his lap.

  “Payback Sam is a bitch.” I unzipped his fly as he watched everything I did. This I had to hope was going to be good? I pulled him free of his pants got to my knees, and pulled them down. He looked down and I smiled sweetly. I had overheard a girl saying this was the best thing she had given her fella. After she had offered him this, he was putty in her hands. I worked his package and played with him, he was at my mercy. He loved it and closed his eyes, as I worked his full length from root to tip. He loved it and ummed and I took a leap of faith that he would like the next thing too.

  I covered it with my mouth, I pulled my mouth back as it came out slowly, running my tongue across the end, and he grabbed at my hair.

  “Shit, stop please Michelle. Please you can’t do that baby.” I slid it to the back of my mouth. Sucking as I did, I pulled it out again. Rubbed the tip of my tongue into the end, he watched what I did. He cried as I sucked on his dick, shit was he not enjoying it? I looked up, his face said differently. This it seems he would have me doing all day and despite him not wanting this? I carried on slowly, taking it out and licking the end, his fingers wrapped in my hair pushing my head down on him. I quickened the movements.

  He cried, begging me to stop. He was thick and long that much I knew from before, but having never been this up and clo
se to anyone ever, I had to wonder why he wanted me to stop, why when he clearly he looked to be enjoying it? I hoped I had done this right. He seemed to be enjoying it, God he felt nice having him totally at my mercy. The feral cries, as he was licked and played with turned me on too, his body started to stiffen and his legs he had wrapped tightly around me.

  “Baby girl this is so nice but please baby you’re going to have to stop, I can’t hold it, please…” His eyes shut and his hands had stopped trying to get me to stop, he threw his head back crying out my name.

  “Michelle Mi cielo, pleaseee, shit please argh God.” I didn’t stop and I really liked the effect I was having on him, he was falling apart at the seams. He shook and cried my name repeatedly. In again, sucking harder this time and back to the back of my throat again gagging as it went too far, but this had him moving quicker and groaning deeper, his hands gripped tightly on the sofa and then he wrapped them within my hair, as he cried out my name.

  He begged me to stop one last time and then the groan came from his mouth, I just looked up and sucked harder. Funny jerky movements from Sam, shit this was why he wanted me to stop, erg his stuff was warm, salty, and not at all nice, the girl she lied… I swallowed the whole lot, pulling him free from my mouth and using a finger to wipe what little there was away. He grabbed my head and was about to kiss me when I reminded him exactly what had just been in there.

  Oh my God, she’s giving me relief! Has to be said the last one was fantastic, and yes, I need it! She looks so hot and I want her to do it again she gives great relief. Oh, that’s so nice so gentle. God no, oh-hell-oh-hell-oh-hell…

  “Michelle please you can’t do that baby oh God.” Shit, who was I kidding this felt wonderful? Yes, yes, yes. She has me in her mouth, I dreamed of this, not trusting anyone to do this but, well one other. Oh wow I need restraint to stop myself from coming. She really feels wonderful, oh hell yes, yes, yes this is fantastic. I wondered what this would feel like, the number of girls who have offered me this and I said no, with bloody good reason, I was waiting for this from her.