STAR TREK: VOY - Homecoming, Book One

by Christie Golden

  WHEN CAPTAIN KATHRYN JANEWAY

  MATERIALIZED IN

  THE TRANSPORTER ROOM OF

  THE U.S.S, ENTERPRISE …

  she was pleased and flattered but not altogether surprised to see that none other than Captain Jean-Luc Picard was present to greet her.

  “Permission to come aboard,” she said lightly.

  “Very happily granted,” he replied, stepping forward with his hand outstretched. Janeway grasped it and swiftly covered it with her other hand.

  “Kathryn,” he said heartily, his hazel eyes warm with affection. “My God, it’s good to see you. I could scarcely believe it when I saw Voyager soaring toward us out of that cloud of debris,” he said. “We had been ready to fight the Borg, not welcome home a lost traveler.”

  “What can I say?” she quipped. “I like to make an entrance ...”

  Based upon STAR TREK®

  created by Gene Roddenberry

  and STAR TREK: VOYAGER

  created by Rick Berman & Michael Piller

  & Jeri Taylor

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  This one is for the valiant crew

  of the U.S.S Voyager:

  Kate Mulgrew

  Robert Beltran

  Tim Russ

  Robert Picardo

  Robert Duncan McNeill

  Roxann Dawson

  Garrett Wang

  Jeri Ryan

  Ethan Phillips

  and Jennifer Lien

  Thanks for the adventure.

  Contents

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  PROLOGUE

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  About the e-Book

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  Writing a book doesn’t take place in a vacuum. I’ve had the assistance and support of many during this remarkable project. First and foremost, I’d like to thank my husband, Michael Georges, who’s been willing to share his house with the crew of the U.S.S. Voyager for many a year now. He and my good friend Robert Amerman have often helped me brainstorm when I’ve reached a problem spot and I’m very grateful. Thanks also to a great group of friends and fellow authors—Mark Anthony, Chris Brown, Raven Amerman, Stan and Kathy Kirby, and Carla Montgomery. You guys are the best.

  Supportive too have been my parents, James R. and Elizabeth C. Golden. They are sometimes a bit bemused by their wild child, but well do I remember the efforts made to get me home in time for Star Trek reruns. Looks like it all paid off.

  Thanks also go to my agent, Lucienne Diver, who had no idea what she was starting almost ten years ago when she said casually, “Would you be interested in doing any books for Star Trek?” There was only one answer for that one.

  A very special thank-you is due to John Ordover, for entrusting me with the care and feeding of the Voyager crew as we all head out together in this new direction. It’s an honor to be the one selected to create the relaunch, and his support has been unwavering. Thank you, John.

  Finally, a deep and heartfelt thank-you to all my fans. I never lose sight of the fact that my readers are the ones who make it possible for me to continue to write these wonderful stories. You have sent me hundreds of e-mails over the years, all of them expressing your appreciation for my work and anticipation of this project. It’s taken a little longer than we all thought, but sometimes you have to take the time to do something right. And I really wanted to do this right! Let’s hope you think I succeeded.

  And so the voyage continues. ...

  Thanks and blessings to you all from

  Denver, Colorado

  —Christie Golden

  PROLOGUE

  AGE THREE

  She is alone, as she usually is, sitting in a corner far away from anyone’s notice. Wetness soaks her bottom, but she says nothing. She is too fearful of the Hand. The Hand descended without any reason she could fathom, to strike hard against her small, soft cheeks, or seize her chubby arms, leaving bruises that would later disappear with the hum of something shiny and metallic. Young as she is, she already knows it is best to say nothing, to draw no attention to herself, to sit alone in the corner and play with the one small toy she is permitted to have.

  Vaguely, she remembers a time before the man had come, when her mother’s eyes shone and her lips parted in smiles and she laughed like the sun. When the [2] girl was held close and kissed, and slept deeply, and dreamed dreams of moonbeams and ponies.

  Now her mother is silent, sending that same message to her daughter. Her eyes are dull and she no longer laughs. Her mother, too, lives in fear of the Hand. And the girl’s dreams now are of screams and blood.

  She plays with Dolly, making the toy dance and sing as she, the flesh-and-blood girl, cannot.

  A shadow falls over her. She freezes in terror.

  The Hand reaches down, and she shrinks back. But the Hand has not come for her, but for Dolly. It grabs the old-fashioned toy. There is a bellow of something incoherent but very, very angry, and the Hand rips Dolly’s head from her rag shoulders.

  The girl whimpers, very softly. She cannot help herself. The Hand descends and she falls hard on the floor. She knows better than to rise or cry out, so she lies quietly, blood trickling from her mouth, her heart beating as fast as a rabbit’s, until the shadow leaves.

  The owner of the Hand has lurched off somewhere else. She hears the voice of her mother, high and strained and tight with fear, and turns away. The girl cannot let herself hear her mother’s cries. If she does, she somehow knows, she will go mad.

  For a moment, she simply stares at the mangled toy. Then, slowly, she picks up Dolly’s torn body in one hand, her severed head in the oth
er, and continues to play.

  Chapter 1

  TOM PARIS LOOKED AT THE NEWBORN, only a few minutes old, cradled awkwardly in his arms. She weighed only a few kilos, but felt so solid, so real to him. Her skin was reddish brown and wrinkled. Thick, coarse black hair covered her skull, which was larger even than a human baby’s. With a tender finger, he traced the small ridges that furrowed her brow. As he watched, she yawned and waved a tiny fist in the air, almost defiantly, as if she dared anyone to come between her and a nap.

  “She’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen,” he said, and even as he acknowledged his daughter’s wrinkled ugliness, he knew the words were completely true. He glanced over at B’Elanna. “Except, of course, for her mother.”

  [4] Gently, he sat down on the sickbay bed beside her as she smiled tiredly at him.

  “Nice save,” she said, with a hint of her old robust demeanor.

  “How’s Mommy feeling?” he asked.

  “Mommy’s felt better,” she admitted, and extended her arms for the child.

  “Mother and child are just fine, though Mother is understandably cranky,” said the Doctor. “You should be able to return to duty in approximately three days, Lieutenant. I feel compelled to inform you that I have downloaded everything in the database on the care of both Klingon and human infants.” He preened a bit. “I’d make an excellent baby-sitter.”

  Tom grinned and gave his wife the baby, and his arms felt oddly empty as B’Elanna guided the child to her breast. He could get into this whole father thing, he thought.

  “Janeway to Lieutenant Paris.”

  Tom grimaced, then replied, “Paris here.”

  “Report to my ready room.”

  He looked at B’Elanna, “Aye, Captain.” Reluctantly he rose. “I thought we were on parental leave, but apparently duty calls. Sorry, girls.”

  B’Elanna gave him a strange look that he couldn’t read. She reached out and touched his face tenderly. “I love you, Tom.”

  Now, why would she pick this time to say that? What was going on in that head of hers? “I love you too,” he said, taking the hand that caressed his cheek [5] and kissing it. “Both of you. Be back as soon as I can.”

  When he reached the bridge, he was surprised to see Captain Janeway sitting in her command chair, not in the ready room. He raised an eyebrow in question. In response, she nodded toward the room. “In the ready room, Mr. Paris.”

  This was getting downright confusing. “Yes, ma’am,” he said.

  The door hissed open. An imposing-looking, white-haired man rose from where he had been sitting at Janeway’s desk. Tom’s throat went dry.

  “Dad,” he breathed. Then, snapping to attention, he said, “Your pardon, sir. I mean, good day, Admiral Paris.”

  Of course, this was going to happen. Admiral Owen Paris had been heavily involved in Project Voyager. Tom knew that. Of course, as the project’s nominal head, Paris would be the first to board when the lost vessel finally returned home. But Tom had been so thoroughly engrossed in thoughts of his wife and child that the likelihood that he would soon be reunited with his father had completely slipped his mind. Now he understood B’Elanna’s peculiar look as he had left. She had figured it out before he had.

  Admiral Paris’s face was carefully neutral. Damn, thought Tom, he looks so much older, so much more careworn. The years that had passed since they last spoke had not been kind to him. Tom wondered how he appeared in his father’s eyes.

  Admiral Paris folded his hands behind his back, mirroring his son’s formal stance.

  [6] “Lieutenant Paris. It’s ... it’s good to see you. I’m glad you completed your mission so successfully. Your captain has many glowing things to say about you.”

  “No more than I have to say about her, sir. It’s been a privilege to serve with her these past seven years.” Why were his eyes stinging so? And that lump in his throat. ...

  Later, Tom would never be able to remember just which of them had made the first move. Maybe both of them did. But the next thing he knew, he was in his father’s arms. It was a sensation he had not experienced since—he couldn’t remember. Had his father ever embraced him so freely, so tightly, before? Had he ever wanted to open his arms to the rigid authority figure the untouchable, aloof Admiral Paris had always represented?

  It didn’t matter. His head resting on his father’s shoulder, Tom smelled the familiar scent of aftershave, and for the first time really believed that, finally, he was going home.

  “Dad,” he whispered, brokenly.

  “My boy,” Owen Paris replied, his own voice hoarse. “My boy. I’m so glad you’re home.”

  They sat and talked for a long, long time. Paris noted that they avoided anything of real import, like whether or not he’d be put back in jail or the fact that Admiral Paris was a grandfather. Tom was shocked to learn that, on a whim, his father had decided to take a cooking class and was laughing out loud at an anecdote about what “blackened chicken” really meant when the door hissed open.

  Janeway stood there, smiling. “I wanted to give you [7] some time alone together before I called the senior staff for Admiral Paris’s preliminary debriefing. Tom, does he know ... ?” She lifted an eyebrow in question.

  “Before we begin, Captain,” said Tom, standing straight with pride, “is there time for my father to meet his daughter-in-law and granddaughter?”

  Admiral Paris came as close to openmouthed gaping as Tom had ever seen in his life. Tension raced through him. Time to drop the other shoe: “B’Elanna will be so happy to see you, sir.”

  He knew Admiral Paris knew who B’Elanna Torres was. A half-Klingon and, like his son, a former Maquis. Silently, Tom pleaded that the fragile new camaraderie they had just established would weather this new storm.

  There was a long, taut pause. Then a slow smile spread across the lined face. “It would be a pleasure.”

  When Tuvok reported to sickbay per the Doctor’s orders, he felt a rush of surprise, which he quelled at once. Standing there calmly, his hands folded behind his back, was his eldest son, Sek.

  “Greetings, Father,” said Sek calmly. “It is good to see you.”

  “And you, my son. I assume that the Doctor requested your presence to administer the fal-tor-voh?”

  Sek nodded. “Admiral Paris contacted me approximately fourteen hours ago. I studied the disease extensively during my trip to rendezvous with Voyager. I believe I am adequately prepared to meld with you, Father.”

  Privately, Tuvok wondered. A few hours spent [8] reading material on such an intricate, complicated procedure hardly rendered his son, intelligent though he was, “adequately prepared.” But he knew the situation was worsening. He looked at the Doctor, who answered Tuvok’s wordless question.

  “The genetic link is more important than actual familiarity with the procedure,” the Doctor said. “And frankly, Commander, time is of the essence. I don’t think anything would be served by waiting until Sek has learned more.”

  “Very well,” said Tuvok. To Sek, he said, “We’ll return to my quarters.”

  “If you don’t mind,” said the Doctor, “I’d rather have you here, so I can monitor your response. Not to insult you, Sek, but there’s a chance that something might go wrong.”

  “It is impossible to insult me, Doctor,” Sek replied. “I have no emotional response to critiques or commentary on my skills or lack thereof. Therefore, I can be neither flattered nor insulted.”

  “Vulcans,” the Doctor muttered, rolling his eyes. Tuvok hesitated. This was an intimate, private ceremony. And yet, he was forced to admit that the Doctor had logic on his side. Reluctantly, he lay down on the biobed. He glanced over to see B’Elanna watching him; then she quickly looked away and returned her attention to nursing her child.

  “I offer my congratulations on the healthy birth of your child,” he said, somewhat stiffly.

  “Thank you, Tuvok,” she replied. She uttered no question or commentary on what she was witnessing, [
9] for which Tuvok was silently grateful. “Doctor,” she said suddenly, “Tom and his father are coming down to meet me and Miral. I’d like to receive them in my quarters, if that’s all right.”

  “As long as you go directly from that bed to your bed, you should be fine. The brief walk won’t hurt you, and actually would be good for you. But if you start feeling weak, let me know at once, and don’t overtire yourself.”

  “Believe me, I won’t,” said Torres. She eased out of bed, tapped her combadge, and, cradling the infant, headed out of sickbay while talking. “Tom, can you meet us in our quarters? I’m getting very tired of sickbay. ...”

  Tuvok gazed after her, grateful for her discretion. The Doctor brought a chair for Sek, then placed cortical monitors on both Vulcans’ heads. Discreetly, he stepped as far away as possible.

  Tuvok looked up at his son. To his consternation, he felt a rush of emotion. He had missed his family so much. Sek saw the reaction and recognized it for what it was: a sign that the disease was progressing.

  “Do not worry, Father,” he said gently. “Soon, these distractions will be gone.” Sek closed his eyes, calming himself, then reached and placed his long, slim fingers on his father’s brow. “My mind to your mind ... your thoughts to my thoughts. ...”

  Sek’s presence in his mind was like oil poured on churning water to Tuvok. At first, there was only a surface calm; then, gradually, Sek’s thoughts penetrated deeper. He felt the young man’s mind traversing his own, finding and searching out the synapses that carried the destructive virus.

  [10] He and his son had not melded since Sek was an infant. Tuvok, T’Pel, and Sek had bonded then in an extremely deep and profound union of minds. It was an ancient rite, lost for centuries and then rediscovered, that dated back to when Vulcans first began to harness the incredible powers of the mind. It had been easiest to meld with family members with whom one shared blood, then with more distant relatives, then strangers and, finally in recent history, members of other species. But the initial bonding, established so that the helpless infant could be linked to his parents more firmly, had been the most sacred and powerful.