An Introduction To The Eternal Collection Jubilee Edition

by Cartland, Barbara

  Her guardian had denied her little and she always understood that some of the money on which they lived was her own. James Drummond’s money was principally an allowance paid by his relatives which Iona was well aware would cease at his death. But he had some capital in France and with her own dowry she would certainly not be left penniless.

  But when eventually he did die, things were very different. Iona found then that he had lent his own small capital, and hers, to one of his relations who had been banished in ’45. It had not been a tremendous sum – in fact the gentleman who received it had thought it so negligible that he spent it both speedily and lavishly in keeping up his position at the French Court. But it was all that stood between Iona and absolute penury. James Drummond had trusted the exile and had believed his repeated assurances that sooner or later the money would be returned. It was left to Iona to find on her guardian’s death that the money was lost beyond recall.

  James had been dead only a few days when his debtor was arrested and thrown into prison because he could not pay the thousands of francs he owed the tradesmen. Iona had known then what it was to have no security, to be alone in the world without money, without a home or even a name.

  For perhaps the first time in her life she had felt humiliated and ashamed of being herself. When she had been old enough to understand, her guardian had told her that she had been brought into his keeping when she was but a few months odd.

  “I gave the person who brought you my most solemn oath,” he told her, “that I would never reveal to you or anyone else who you are. You were christened Iona because you were born on the small lovely Island of that name which lies on the west coast of Scotland. That is all I can tell you. But I can promise you one thing, my dear – you need not be ashamed of the blood which runs through your veins, and you need never be anything but proud of your nationality which is Scottish.”

  James Drummond sighed, then added,

  “I have tried to make a home for you, Iona, if I have failed it is not for the want of loving you.”

  Was it surprising then that whenever the subject had arisen Iona had assured her guardian that she loved him better than anyone else, and that she wanted no other home? They had laughed together when, finding a surname essential, she had chosen to call herself “Ward”, because she was his ward and he was her guardian.

  “Iona Ward!” she dimpled. “Tis a pretty name and one day perhaps I will make you proud of it.”

  But when their home was sold and the sale of the furniture and the pictures brought Iona only enough to pay for a granite headstone over James Drummond’s grave, she wept bitter tears because she had nothing left – not even the knowledge of her own identity.

  Who was she? Where had she come from? And where should she go?

  Eventually she found a job in a milliner’s shop where once she had bought her bonnets, and had rented a tiny attic in a respectable lodging house nearby. She had never realized until then how few friends her guardian had made in France.

  He had not been a young man when in ’15 he took an oath of allegiance to the Chevalier de St. George. Banished from Scotland a few months later, James Drummond had found it hard to start life anew in a strange country. He had hated his life in Paris and had been too homesick even to be particularly sociable with the other exiles. Occasionally he paid his respects to his exiled King, occasionally he spent an evening with some other Scotsmen, passing the hours making plans which they knew in their hearts, even while they agreed over them, were doomed never to be anything but dreams born of wine and tobacco smoke.

  The years passed, James Drummond’s friends thinned out as they died or were pardoned and returned home to Scotland. He was an old man when Prince Charles set sail in ’45 on his gallant bid for power. When the fugitives and exiles of that ill-fated enterprise came flooding into France, James Drummond would not bestir himself to make their acquaintance.

  With the selfishness and egotism of one who has nearly reached the end of his life he was complacently content with the companionship of his young ward, and it never entered his mind that she might need friends of her own age. Iona never complained, and having never associated with young people, did not miss them. But when her guardian died, she was appalled by the barren desolation of her own loneliness.

  Now, as she dressed in the austere and ugly little hotel bedroom, she wondered why she should be afraid. Nothing in Scotland, she thought, could be worse than what she had experienced in the last two years in Paris after James Drummond’s death.

  She was engaged in adjusting her travelling hood over her hair when there came a knock on the door. She bade whomever it might be “enter” and a maid came into the room, bringing a cup of chocolate that she set down on the table.

  “Will ye be wantin’ breakfast afore ye leave?” the girl asked.

  She was a skinny creature with big red hands and large, clumsy feet.

  “No, thank you,” Iona replied.

  “The coach will be in the yard at a quarter to seven, if ye be wantin’ a guid seat,” the girl volunteered.

  Iona was grateful for the information and when the maid had left the room, she picked up the chocolate and began to sip it. It was badly made and tepid, but it was all Iona had ordered. Her guardian had always eaten what he called “a proper breakfast”, but Iona, reared in France, had a native taste for hot rolls, coffee or chocolate, and could not contemplate anything more substantial.

  She finished the chocolate and was gathering together her small pieces of luggage when suddenly she dropped everything and stood still in utter horror, the blood receding from her face. She had remembered something almost unbearably disturbing. While she and Hector were travelling from Paris to the coast, she had given him for safety the miniature and the pearl bracelet, which were to establish her identity when she reached Skaig Castle.

  Colonel Brett had also written out an account of the confession Father MacDonald had heard from Jeannie MacLeod, with the alterations and additions on which they had agreed. He had not, of course, been able to sign it with Father MacDonald’s name – instead he had added a fictitious one.

  “They will make investigations, Iona,” the Colonel warned her, “but before anyone can have returned from France with the information, you will, pray God, have learned all we want to know and have made good your escape.”

  The letter had been bulky and the miniature and bangle so precious that Iona had been afraid of losing them or having them stolen from her. She had given them to Hector for safekeeping, and now with a kind of sick horror she remembered that he had not returned them to her. They had both been so excited at seeing Scotland, and he had talked so much of the evening he was going to have with his friends that they had left their farewells until the last hurried moment.

  “I shall drink whisky tonight, Iona,” Hector had said as the ship neared the quayside. “That’s real drink, and it will be a welcome change from the gallons of sickly wines I’ve quaffed these last five years. Doubtless I shall be gloriously drunk. If you hear me come singing to bed, remember you have no acquaintance with such a vulgar, roistering fellow.”

  Iona had assured him laughingly she would have no desire to claim acquaintance with him under such circumstances, and then their smiles had faded and they had looked at each other, their faces suddenly serious.

  “God keep you!” Hector MacGregor said quietly, his eyes on Iona’s shadowed face. “I shall be waiting to welcome you in France on your return.”

  He raised her fingers to his lips. Iona felt an almost insane desire to cling to him, to ask him to come with her and to tell him that she was afraid to go on alone. As if he sensed what she was feeling, he suddenly put his arms round her and drew her close to him. For one moment she leant her head against his shoulder and shut her eyes. Here was security and protection. For a moment Iona told herself that everything else in the world was unimportant. Then Hector let her go and his face was turned towards the shore.

  “I will go first,” he sa
id in a low voice. “We must not be seen together.”

  With an intolerable sense of loss Iona watched him leap from the deck on to the stone quay. Hector was her first playmate, her first friend of her own age and class. He had teased her and bullied her and looked after her during the journey as if she were the most precious person in the whole world. They had argued together, quarrelled a little and laughed for no better reason than that they were young and light-hearted. Iona knew now that the voyage from France had been for her a time of extraordinary happiness – but it was over.

  If Scotland was full of unknown fears for her, it was home for Hector and he walked away from the ship with his head held high and whistling a gay tune which Iona heard long after he was out of sight.

  It was only now that she remembered that he had stridden away from her with her most precious possessions still in his keeping. Agitatedly she looked round the room. Should she write a note and send it to his bedroom? That would be to invite comment amongst the servants, and besides, there was so little time.

  It was nearly a quarter to seven and the coach would be waiting. Whatever happened she must get a seat. There was only one thing to do. Risky though it might be, she must go to Hector’s bedchamber.

  The hotel was small and the guest rooms were all on one floor. Coming up to bed, Iona had seen a porter ahead of her with Hector’s trunk on his shoulder. He had entered a room at the far end of the passage.

  Quietly she opened her door. There was no one in sight. Picking up the voluminous folds of her skirts so that she could move quickly, she ran across the landing and down the passage. She reached Hector’s room and knocked on the door. There was no, answer.

  Apprehensively she wondered if, after all, he had not returned to the hotel the night before. Perhaps his friends had persuaded him to stay with them, although more than once he said it was unfair for any man with a price on his head to shelter under a friendly roof, for should the English start to hunt for him, the consequences for those with whom he stayed would be serious.

  Iona knocked again, but there was still no answer. Desperate and almost faint with anxiety she lifted the latch of the door. It was not locked and peeping in she saw with a sense of utter relief that Hector was lying on the bed. He was snoring with his mouth open and Iona guessed that his friends had been as hospitable as he had anticipated. She only hoped the whisky had not been too potent.

  Iona crossed the room and saw with amusement that he was still fully dressed save that he had pulled his nightshirt over his coat and breeches and his nightcap was perched precariously on the side of his wig. She touched his shoulder.

  “Hector,” she whispered, not daring to raise her voice. “Hector!”

  He grunted and tried to turn over on his side, but Iona shook him again, this time roughly so that he opened his eyes. He looked at her in a glazed way.

  “Wake up, Hector! For Heaven’s sake wake up!”

  The alertness, which comes instinctively to a man who has once been hunted cleared his brain and almost immediately he sat up.

  “What is it?” he asked, and though his voice was thick the words were clear.

  “The miniature! My letter!” Iona said urgently. “You forgot to give them to me and I have to go now.”

  Hector pushed his wig and his nightcap a little further back on his head.

  “Fool that I am!” he said.

  He got to his feet a little unsteadily, walked across the room then stared around him.

  “My coat,” he said at last. “Where is it?”

  Despite the urgency of the situation Iona wanted to laugh. A little chuckle escaped her lips.

  “You have got it on under your nightshirt.”

  “I must have been more tipsy than I thought last night,” Hector said ruefully, and thrust his hand through the opening of his nightshirt and into the breast pocket of his coat.

  “They’re here safely,” he said in a tone of relief, drawing out both the letter and the small sealed packet which contained the miniature and the bracelet.

  Iona almost snatched them from him.

  “Goodbye, Hector,” she said. “I must go – the coach leaves at seven.”

  “I’m sorry I forgot them, Iona. I’m a dolt and you have every reason to be angry with me.”

  He looked so contrite that once again Iona had to laugh.

  “It’s all right,” she replied. “There’s no harm done if no one sees me leave this room.”

  She went to the door and opened it cautiously. There was no one in the passage. She turned to smile at Hector who still stood in the centre of the room watching her go.

  As she did so, the latch of the door caught in her cloak.

  Iona had not been able to afford a new one and the material of the one she had worn for some years, which had never been expensive was wearing thin. She tried to free herself and the stuff tore. Ruefully she surveyed the triangular tear where it was most noticeable on her shoulder, and as she did so a door opened on the opposite side of the passage.

  It was too late to do anything. A man came out of the room and stood within a few feet of Iona, having her in full view, her wide skirts filling the doorway while behind her was Hector in his nightshirt, his wig askew.

  Without thinking Iona glanced up. She saw a young man with a – strange dark, secretive face. He wore a cloak trimmed with sable, his velvet coat was richly embroidered and ornamented with jewelled buttons.

  She met his eyes, saw the faint smirk of amusement twisting his lips as he looked beyond her, and the blood flooded into her cheeks as she realised her position and his suspicion.

  She turned her head aside and the fur edging her hood fell forward to shadow her face. But she knew that it was too late, too late to do anything but watch the man who had taken her at such a disadvantage walk slowly and with an innate dignity away down the passage.

  It was only when he was out of sight that Iona collected herself. Without a backward glance at Hector she shut the door and ran to her own room.

  She was alarmed and panic stricken at what had occurred, but there was no time for retrospection or trepidation. She gathered up her belongings and sped down the stairs. The clock in the hall told her it was five minutes to seven and she sent a servant hurrying for her trunk. She passed through the hotel and into the yard. The stagecoach was waiting and already a number of passengers had taken their places.

  There were also two private coaches in the yard. One drove away just as Iona came out from the hotel. She noticed that four finely matched thoroughbreds drew it and that the servants’ livery was resplendent with gold braid. She had no time to notice more, for the stagecoach was filling up and she must be certain of a seat.

  She found one, but it was none too comfortable, for she was squeezed between a fat woman with a basket of baby chicks and an elderly man who smelt unpleasantly of raw spirits. Iona’s trunk was stowed away with the other baggage, and then the coachman appeared from the side door of the hotel, wiping his lips. He climbed up on the box and took the reins. With much jostling and creaking the coach moved slowly from the yard of the hotel out into the street. Only as the horses quickened their gait did Iona feel herself relax and begin to lose the tension which had made it difficult for her to breathe.

  She was not even sure what she had been afraid of – being denounced perhaps? Or being prevented from going further, or of being taken prisoner? Those were but a few of the misgivings that had invaded her mind since she had been discovered in the doorway of Hector’s room.

  Fool that she had been to linger for even one moment! Better to have torn herself free regardless of the damage to her cloak and rushed headlong down the passage.

  But after all, she reassured herself, Scotland was a big place. Why should she ever again meet the man who had come from the opposite bedchamber? Besides, he might not even be Scottish – he might be just an English visitor going south. Firmly she tried to reassure herself and gradually the frightened thumping of her heart subsided and she
felt the burning flush die away from her cheeks.

  This should be a warning both to herself and to Hector. They had been careless, both of them, in not remembering the precious package. More especially she was to blame, for Hector was not so directly concerned with it. How could she have been so stupid?

  Bitterly Iona blamed herself, and then with a sudden burst of common sense tried to put the whole incident from her mind. It had happened, what was done could not be undone and it would only make things worse if she allowed it to make her timorous and weak hearted.

  Unpleasant things should be forgotten but insistently the last unpleasant thing that had happened to her came to her mind. That encounter with the ancient libertine a week or so ago when she had been on her way to that most momentous meeting with the Prince’s advisers.

  How frightened she had been when she realised the strength of the Frenchman’s arms and the nearness of his face! But she had been rescued. Once again she thought of the tall stranger who had come like a knight of old to her rescue, but who, having vanquished the dragon, had appeared cold and disinterested.

  He had been English, and she thought that though she hated the whole race for what they had done to her Prince, she had reason to be personally grateful to one of them.

  Yet, she queried, how could she be certain that he was an Englishman? His voice had been aristocratic and distinguished, but might he not have been Scottish? She hoped he was, and as the coach jolted and swayed through the town and out into the open countryside Iona smiled to herself. Here in Scotland she was carrying partisanship to its logical conclusion in believing that nothing good could come out of England and nothing decent be expected of the English.

  Yes, she was convinced now that her rescuer must have been a Scot!

  3

  Iona was never to forget her first drive through the Highlands and the thrill of seeing the mountain peaks, some still showing patches of white from the snows of last winter, of beholding the moors purple with heather stretching away on to the horizon, and of watching a fall cascading down the hillside to join the swift flowing waters of a river golden with peat.