Atonement (Heart of Stone)

by Sidebottom, D H

  “Ssshhh,” she chastised as she glimpsed around the room to check we hadn’t been overheard. “I mean… you know…”

  I spanned her waist with my arm and pulled her hard against me, “You think I’m gonna be wondering if you’re enjoying it more with Kade than me?”

  She nodded hesitantly as her beautiful face twisted with apprehension. “Ava, listen to me. I want you to enjoy Kade fucking you; otherwise we wouldn’t be doing this. If he was shit in bed, what would be the point? There wouldn’t be any. I want him to make you come with a screaming pleasure, baby. I want him to make you climax like never before, because I want to watch that level of ecstasy on your face. I want to see you come apart beneath us. I have no worries I satisfy you, Ava. Hell, after eight years, I think we know each other inside out. I know from the level of your screams how much bliss you’re in. I know from your soft pants how close to orgasm you are. I know from the glaze of your eyes how much pleasure is racing through your veins and I know… I know how much you enjoy my cock inside you, because you tell me.”

  Amusement lit her eyes and I chuckled against her, “Kiss me, baby. I am so hard for you I could fuck you right here, up against the damn fridge.”

  She laughed and grinned at me, “Let me take the eggs out first, I need them for the breakfast I will need to make for the two blokes who are gonna fuck me to hell and back tonight.”

  I pursed my lips and nodded humbly, “Lucky guy’s.”

  She grinned wider and god damn, my heart faltered. “They are, very lucky.”

  She winked and walked back to the guests virtually fucking on our living room floor to some sultry music someone had put on and I sighed happily when Ava stumbled to a halt as she spotted Courtney and Greg snogging each other’s faces off under the curve of the staircase.

  She turned back to me with a massive beam on her face and gave me the thumbs up. I chuckled and returned her happy expression, my core firing with an intense adoration at Ava’s glee, her face bright and her smile wide.

  God, I was lucky. A fucking lucky bastard and soon I would be even luckier when I had my family by my side, safe and secure under the Portuguese heat.

  “Ava...” I shouted. She turned back to me expectantly, “Did you phone Paola?”

  She nodded and giggled, “Yeah, she was a bit pissed. She’d just finished packing.”

  “Hey, she’s bored anyway. It will give her something to keep her mind occupied.” I laughed.

  My God, I felt good. I would feel even greater when we caught this bastard but fuck, if I wasn’t actually looking forward to something for once.

  I frowned as I watched Ava disappear into the throng of people as I glanced up the stairs thoughtfully.

  Would Ava be okay leaving Kade behind? Would it hurt her to finally say goodbye to the other half of her heart?

  She hadn’t mentioned it but I knew it would be playing on her mind.

  Fuck!

  Chapter 36

  Ava

  “God, you’re so beautiful” Kade breathed before me as Mason lowered the zip on my dress from behind.

  I would be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous. I was terrified of being with Kade again. I feared the ache my heart would develop when this was over; knowing being with him again would bring every emotion back to the surface.

  “Don’t think Ava, just feel sweetheart” Kade murmured as his lips brushed over my cheek, my eyes closing instinctively to his touch.

  My breath caught in my throat at the caress that I had longed for, dreamt of and needed for such a long time.

  “Kade” I moaned as he swept my hair aside and ran his lips over the soft heat behind my ear.

  “You feel his touch, baby?” Mason asked as his mouth followed the line of the zip, his tongue sweeping out and stroking the skin that was revealed bit by bit.

  “Oh Jesus” I mumbled. I wasn’t going to survive this. Both of the hottest men in my life were idolising me, demanding that I feel them both together and my senses were overloading.

  “Just feel, Ava.” Mason reminded me and I willed myself to relax and enjoy all that was being given.

  I lifted my hands and thread my fingers into Kades thick black mane, his soft hair adding extra perception to the sensation of touch. His lips were now trailing down my throat and then onto my collarbone. He smirked up at me then flicked his eyes to Mason when his tongue twisted across the words of my tattoo. “I just tongued Mrs Fox” he chuckled and I shook my head in bewilderment at his humour.

  “Oh God” I groaned when he dropped to his knees before me and twisted his thumbs into my knickers and ripped them off without any effort at all.

  “Now I’m going to tongue Mrs Fox properly.”

  Mason laughed behind me as he also dropped to his knees and tapped my ankles so I stepped out of the pool of material on the floor.

  “Fuck!” I jolted when Kade’s thumbs separated my labia and Mason’s finger stroked the crease of my bum.

  “Bend right over Kade, baby” Mason ordered softly and I gulped as I slid my hands down Kade’s back, scrunching the material of his shirt in my fists to steady myself as I descended.

  Oh Good God! Kade’s tongue tasted every inch of my pussy as Mason’s soft lips feasted on the flesh of my ass.

  My knees trembled when Kade’s tongue flicked over my clit and Mason’s tongue reamed my anus. “Oh yeah, that’s nice” I moaned as I pulled Kade’s shirt up to reveal the contours of his muscled back.

  He groaned beneath me as he nibbled on me and I licked at the skin beneath the waistband of his jeans. From my upside down view I could see he wasn’t wearing boxers and my pussy slickened as I caught sight of his tight buttocks. I slid my hands down the gap and palmed his backside, “Fuck, you have a tight ass.” I caressed the soft skin, his muscles hard but his skin smooth.

  Kade was working me hard, his tongue labouring expertly on my clit as he slid a finger inside me and circled it round, pushing at my walls to prepare me for his fucking.

  Mason was gently tonguing my ass as he also slid a finger inside my pussy, both men working frenziedly together to bring me off. Their fingers clashed and then rubbed inside me, heightening my arousal and encouraging a climax that would shatter me.

  I felt the coolness of the lube as Mason squeezed a small amount between my bottom, his finger still working my vagina alongside Kade as he worked another finger into my anus. “Oh God… more” I breathed as Kade’s lips suckled on my clitoris, Mason’s fingers started to fuck my ass and both their fingers drove into my pussy.

  My orgasm hit with the strength of a tidal wave as my whole body pulsed with pleasure and my brain fired shots of bliss to every nerve in my body. I screamed with the intensity of the release, my body shook and my lungs struggled to feed oxygen to my brain. “Fuck!” I cried out as they continued to work me, both of their paces slowing to bring me down gently and extensively.

  I was shuffled around slightly until I was flat on my front, a pillow slid under my hips to protect my wound as my boobs squashed into the carpet. Hands lifted my arse in the air and more fingers prepared my backside for penetration.

  As I came round from the high of my orgasm I became aware of Kade behind me, his body over mine as the head of his cock nudged at my ass. “Relax Ava. Let me in sweetheart.”

  His hand grasped my chin and turned my face to the side before his mouth covered mine and he relished me in a slow and easy kiss, his tongue sweeping over and around mine in a loving caress. “Oh God Ava” he breathed as he took my under him again, his teeth nibbling at my bottom lip as he pushed deeper inside me. “You taste so sweet. Like nothing ever.”

  His jaw dropped and I looked over his shoulder to watch as Mason covered Kade’s body, his hands settling beside my head as his eyes closed in pure rapture as all three of us linked and joined as one continuation of each other.

  “So tight” Mason choked out as Kade buried his cock deeper inside me, his hardness stretching me and every single sensation my body could feel
stimulated my brain with a surge of lust and animalistic want as I pushed back and took all of Kade inside me as I also pressed him onto Mason.

  “Harder” I growled as I started to ride Kade, my movements powering him deeper onto Mason’s cock as I set the pace and sped up, my greediness in want of a climax driving us faster and fiercer.

  “Fuck yeah, fuck me Ava” Kade hissed as his fingers wrapped in my hair and Mason pushed us flatter to the floor.

  I couldn’t work us anymore; my body trapped between Kade, the pillow and the carpet as Kade started pounding into me and then back onto Mason, his erotic groans loud in my ear as Mason’s dirty statements made me hotter.

  “Ava, Ava…” he panted as I felt his cock swell inside me, “Fuck Mason, harder.”

  Oh Shit, I was going to come harder than ever and my nails clutched the carpet as I braced myself for it.

  “I’m gonna come buried to my balls in your arse, Kade. I need you to get Ava there, now.”

  My head whipped back before Kade’s lips sucked at the skin behind my ear and then I exploded with so much force when his teeth sank hard into my flesh that I barely registered the roar of release from the two men joining me with their own climax.

  I had no idea what or who I shouted as everything in my body burst at once. My brain shut down with the overload as my body screamed in exquisite pain and pure gratification whilst my lungs ceased and my heart stopped.

  Holy fucking hell! I was still screaming in pleasure as Kade’s body bucked and jerked, his cock filling me with each and every drop his balls held and more.

  Mason cried out Kade’s name as he ground us further into the carpet and his hands disappeared from beside me to hold onto Kades shoulders.

  I had never experienced an orgasm so fierce before and I knew I would never feel another like it.

  The love shown from both men brought it to a new level, their adoration sizzling my responses to a deeper dimension.

  We all collapsed before gentle hands lifted me and lay me softly on the bed, “Sleep, baby.”

  I mumbled a reply before my body sank into the delicious void of unconsciousness.

  ***

  I felt the soft strokes of fingertips over my skin before the light filtered through my eyelids and into my consciousness.

  “Ooh” I murmured as soft lips wrapped around one of my nipples and clasped it between gentle teeth.

  My arousal fired as more lips slid over my ribcage and across the plain of my stomach, a tongue licking a trail behind the lips until they ventured over my mound and curled around my stimulated clitoris.

  My back arched as hands cupped my breasts, massaging and caressing me lightly as a tongue worked my clit unforgivingly, the contrast in the touches frazzling my brain and confusing my mind.

  “Open your eyes Ava, look at me” Mason’s stern demand had my eyes opening and I smiled widely when I saw him straddle my chest. He slid the tip of his hard cock over my bottom lip and I clamped my lips shut playfully. He narrowed his eyes on me but just as teasing he wiped his pre-cum all over my lips. My tongue darted out to taste as Kade slid his teeth softly over the hard nub of my clit and slipped a long finger inside me.

  My body jerked as a shot of intense pleasure rippled through my core and my mouth fell open to release the loud groan. Mason took advantage as Kade chuckled and drove his cock deep into my mouth.

  “Crafty” I laughed around the solid erection in my mouth. Mason lifted his brow in agreement as Kade grew serious in his diversion and flicked his tongue over my clit, driving my need higher and higher. “Jesus… Fuck me Kade, please.”

  Mason groaned long and low as my voice reverberated around his cock, sending vibrations through his shaft and into his balls as they squeezed tight.

  Kade didn’t wait to be asked twice. Within seconds my legs were lifted around his shoulders gently, his delicacy with my sore hip saw him thrusting inside me softly and slowly.

  “Oh yeah” he breathed from behind Mason as I felt his cock slide in gradually, the leisure in his pace was good as he stretched me slowly and steadily. “Bend over her Mason,” he added but I switched off to the rest as I worked my mouth up and down Mason’s length and relished in the feel of Kade sliding in and out of me unhurriedly, his love-making tender and sweet but still just as arousing.

  “Fuck!” Mason hissed from above me but I continued to work him, my fingers sliding over his sac and across his perineum. I could feel the movement of Kade’s fingers as I neared Mason’s arse so I worked backwards and continued to tease his balls, scraping his scrotum with the edge of my super-nails.

  Kade carried on his steady pace, gliding in and out with a slow push and pull and before long his soft sweeps over my g-spot detonated my orgasm and I cried out my pleasure. Mason must have been waiting for me as his cock swelled and he erupted into my mouth, his hot spunk flowing over my tongue and out of the corners of my mouth as Kade thrust hard twice and exploded inside me.

  “Jesus!” Mason roared as Kade shouted some expletives.

  “Good morning beautiful” Mason smiled down at me as I licked his cock clean and tickled the tip of him which I knew made him jerk straight after he had come.

  “Good morning yourself, handsome” I grinned and turned my face towards Kade, who had slid up beside me and cupped my face.

  His mouth descended and he took his morning kiss with as much gentility as he had fucked me with.

  Mason spread out at the other side of me and I could feel his eyes watching us kiss, as his fingers trailed down my arm with adoration and love.

  I pulled away from Kade and turned to my husband to now worship his kiss. He brushed his mouth over me slowly, his eyes fixing on mine to make sure I was all in. Our gazes locked and I swallowed at the intensity of love in his eyes before he lifted them to Kade and I frowned slightly when I saw something similar in his eyes, this time directed at Kade.

  Holy Shit.

  “Mason?”

  He blinked and turned back to me, his eyes now smiling but his lips were stern. “You okay?” I asked with slight apprehension, wondering what the hell was going on here. He smiled and nodded and I cupped his jaw, holding his eyes on mine.

  He read my stare, knowing my silent voice after many years of mute communication with two children. He nodded once firmly and gifted me to his stunning smile, “Breakfast wench, we’re hungry.”

  “Hell yes” Kade growled as he slid off the bed and walked into the en-suite.

  “Are you sure you’re okay?” I asked Mason again when we were alone.

  “I’m good, Ava. Just a bit… my emotions are all over the place, that’s all.”

  I studied him for a moment, trying to gauge his mood but also read his hesitation. “Can I ask you something?”

  He nodded as he sat up and turned his back to me. He knew my question before I asked it but I pushed myself upright, careful of my stiches as I flanked his body from behind with my own and slipped my arms around his waist. “What are your feelings for Kade?”

  He stiffened under me and I tightened my hold, giving the encouragement to be honest. “I love you Mason. I will always love you, whatever or whoever you are. My life since meeting you has been full of so much of your love. You have masses of it, Mason, shit loads of love to share and…”

  He shook his head and shot off the bed, “Don’t!”

  I could tell by his tone that the subject was closed, his demand at my silence bated my questions for now and I nodded.

  I pushed off the bed and reached up to him on tiptoes, “Kiss me, Mr Fox.”

  His wicked smile warmed my heart and settled my uncertainties. His soft lips crashed over mine and his dominance and control bled into me, claiming me back as his mouth moved over my neck and his bite left its signature mark. “Jesus, I love you Ava. You’re everything, baby. Everything worth living in this damned life for.”

  I frowned at his sadness, “It’s gonna work out okay, Mason, I promise. A woman knows these things.”

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sp; He smirked as he stroked my wound dressing softly before his eyes darkened and the room cooled slightly with the abrupt change in his mood, “This Ava, this scared the shit out of me baby. I was so fucking frightened…”

  “Enough!” I snapped, “I don’t wanna hear about the what if’s, Mason. We concentrate on the now and the future, not what has been.”

  “Ava! You really need to face this…”

  “No, Mason, it is done, over. What’s the point in worrying about things that haven’t even happened yet and what’s the point in going over things that have happened and cannot be changed?”

  He sucked in a breath but nodded reluctantly, “Fair enough, but I’m just saying you need to be careful, Ava. I will not allow anymore shit to happen, they go through me next time. Understand?”

  I nodded, “I know. I just can’t figure out why this bastard wants you, Mason. What his grievance is with you.”

  He laughed as Kade returned to the room, Mason’s eyes flicking to him swiftly before they settled back on me, “Baby, it could be any number of things.”

  “The stats should be back soon, and then you’ll know where your money went. My program will pinpoint the exact location as well as the transaction details. It will find him for you.” Kade divulged as he pulled on his jeans but left them unbuttoned and my eyes feasted on his pure masculinity, my gaze lowering onto the sprinkle of black hair now disappearing into the waistband of his denim.

  Mason laughed and I blinked, “Ava, you’re eating him whole.”

  I shook my head to clear my thoughts before I pulled on my clothes. “By the way, Brad stays with you all day until I can replace Wes.”

  I nodded in confirmation; there was no point in fighting Mason when he was like this, even though the thought of Brad tagging along beside me all day didn’t exactly bring a smile forth. He looked the type to try it on but I brushed it off, knowing I could take care of myself. “Sure, I’m just nipping to the cemetery to replace George’s flowers, then picking Katie and George up from your mother’s, and then I’ll be home all day. Will you still be here, Kade?” I asked as I dressed and flicked a look at Mason as he also turned to Kade, waiting for his answer.