Obsession (Endurance)
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My eyes drifted shut as his lips met mine. Jonas sucked my clit firmly and my shout of release was muffled in the damp heat of Jordan’s mouth. He breathed for me as I experienced a harder climax than the first. When my body eased back to earth, I broke the kiss and watched as Jonas crawled up my body. He hovered above me and I saw the love, the need in his eyes.
I’d seen it often enough in my own eyes that I recognized it.
The fingers that had been inside my body were brought to my kiss-swollen lips, coating them with my own essence. Jordan turned my face and devoured my mouth with a harsh growl. After a long time, he moved back enough to say, “Ellie, I need to taste you for myself.”
He moved from behind me and positioned himself as Jonas had between my spread thighs, a desperate moan as his mouth settled on me.
Stretched out beside me, his head bent to suckle my breasts as he held my upper body, Jonas sighed against my skin. I raised his face to mine. “I…I don’t know what to do.”
He smiled and watched as my hips rocked gently against Jordan. When he looked back at me I felt like he could see everything, who I’d been and who I could become.
It was frightening and exciting all at once.
“You’re doing it. Trusting us to guide your pleasure. To love you into the new phase of your life and give you good memories to overwrite the past.” A small kiss at the corner of my mouth made my heart catch. “We just want to love you and keep you safe.”
His hands never stopped moving on my breasts and Jordan’s hands and mouth were moving more urgently on me. My breath was faster now, my heart racing, as I felt the now-familiar tension tightening my body.
Their touch was everywhere, reaching a heart that had retreated in fear. As I careened over the edge of bliss again, I knew they would see me safely to the other side.
“Please make love to me now.”
Chapter Fourteen
There was the sound of plastic tearing before Jonas rolled to his back and pulled my limp body over him. “Ellie, do you want to take a little break? There’s no rush. We can rest.” I could feel Jordan rubbing my back and kissing my hair a moment before he stretched out beside us.
“I need you. I want you so much. Please.”
With a small nod, Jonas gently slid himself along the slickness of my cleft and I felt my fluids coating him. “Ellie, if anything gets to be too much you need to tell us. If we scare you, even if you just need to breathe for a minute, don’t hold back. Do you promise?”
I nodded and felt the thick head of his cock enter my pussy. I tensed for a moment at the unfamiliarity and he went still. Lifting to look into his eyes, I whispered, “I’m okay. Don’t stop, Jonas.”
He began a gradual thrusting back and forth until he was fully seated. His eyes never left mine and the intimacy was almost too much. “I’m going to give you time to get used to the feeling of having me inside you. Are you alright?”
I lifted my body so I could see their faces. The position pulled him deeper and my eyes widened. “Can I move a little?”
“You can do whatever you want, Ellie.”
Raising myself a small bit, I let myself drop again and shivered. Jonas had his jaw clenched. Every muscle of his body was tense and I realized he was keeping a tight rein on his control. For me.
“I…I want to make you come now. Show me how.”
Between my thighs I felt the tremor of pass through Jonas’s body as his hands settled on my waist. “Ellie, you’re in control. I can move.” He withdrew halfway and surged back in. I arched in pleasure. “But you can decide if you want me to.”
Experimentally, I rocked up and back down again. “Yes, baby. It’s just like riding.” His smile made me tingle. “And you’ve always been a natural in the saddle, Ellie.”
Tugging my lower lip between my teeth, I braced my hands on his chest and lifted from him until I thought I might lose him completely. Then I lowered, watching as Jonas’s body locked hard with a sharp exhale.
After a few strokes, I found the rhythm of the movement and a tightening began from my breasts to my womb. I needed…I had to have what I was chasing. I felt every inch of him inside me and knew it was my womb he bumped with each entry. Both of us were slick with sweat.
Faster and harder I moved, the sensations wrapping around my body until the tension bordered on pain. Then it broke over me and I dug my nails into Jonas’s chest as I let it consume me.
He continued to move, thrusting up into my body. It felt as if my climax cloned itself several times over, then Jonas was coming with a roar. Hard and hot and deep inside me, I watched as I took every ounce of control this powerful man had, held it in the palm of my hand, and gave him pleasure.
I felt powerful for the first time in my life. I felt like the grown woman I was.
We stared into one another’s eyes as we came down from the peak, both of us breathing as if we’d had a hard run, our hearts slamming in our chests. Leaning down, I kissed him slowly and his fingers fisted in my hair to hold me to him. It went on and on.
I pulled back with a smile and met Jordan’s eyes. “More.” It was a whisper that laid bare my need, my desire, for both of them.
His smile was tense. “Thank god, Ellie. I almost came watching you.”
I tilted my head. “You did? How?” As I watched, he moved his hand down his body and fisted the base of his rigid cock with one of his huge hands. “That…that is very erotic.”
I remembered watching…one of them…in the shower so long ago. The memory affected me now just as it had then. My body tightened convulsively around Jonas and he moaned.
He laid me on my back and went to dispose of the condom. I stared at Jordan as he touched himself and there was no way to hide my reaction to it.
“Ellie…” My eyes met his and kissing him was the only thing I could do. I felt the muscles in his shoulder, knew he continued to stroke the length of his dick while I ate at his mouth. “Ellie…fuck, I’m coming.” I felt the warmth of his semen splatter my hip and looked down to watch.
My fingers smoothed over the slick head and jets of his release coated my fingertips. Before I realized what I intended, I lifted them to my lips. The flavor was musky but not unpleasant and my eyes drifted closed.
A warm washcloth touched my skin and I watched as Jonas cleaned me. He handed the cloth to Jordan who cleaned himself.
They held me between them and I said, “I watched you…one of you…do that once.”
“I know. You almost discovered our secret that night, Ellie. I was standing a few feet behind you while you watched Jonas in the shower.”
I covered my face, instantly embarrassed that I’d been caught doing something I’d known at the time was wrong. Jonas gently pulled my hands away.
“We’d been guarding you for more than a year by then, Ellie. We wanted you so much. As you stood watching, I was imagining it was your hand on me.”
I tugged my lower lip between my teeth for a moment. “You were?” He nodded. “That…is what I’ve thought about every time I’ve touched myself since.”
Their hands smoothed my hair from my face and Jordan said, “Someday, you’ll have to show us.” Then they laid down beside me, pressed close, and we drifted to sleep.
I don’t know who woke up first, who touched or stroked me in such a way that I was already near orgasm as I opened my eyes, but I knew I needed them. I needed this for the rest of my life. I came, rocking my hips against the hand that played with me, pressing my breast firmly into the palm that cupped it.
I knew there were two of them but in that moment, all I could think to moan was, “Hyde…”
“More, Ellie.” I pulled the man I thought was Jordan to me, over me, and sighed as he settled between my thighs.
“Please. Now, Jordan.” The rustle of plastic again and a pause of several seconds ramped up my need and when he slid deep, I wrapped my legs around his waist. My eyes opened and I stared at Jordan above me then at Jonas beside me. “Yes.”
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nbsp; He started to move and I stroked his body. He held his upper body suspended above me on his hands and I glanced down to where we were joined. “Jordan. Oh my god.” I watched the length of his cock withdraw from my body, slick with my fluids, and disappear deep. Again and again.
“That is so…I’m coming.” My body locked around him and I watched him through the slit of my eyelids as he forced himself to hold back.
“Jesus.” The words were barely understandable since his teeth were clamped together. “You feel so good, Ellie. So much better than I ever dreamed.”
Then he was moving faster, his thrusts stronger, and my climax went on forever.
“Come for me, Jordan. I want to feel you come.”
His rhythm stumbled and he growled as his hips rocked against me. “So fucking good. Fuck, Ellie, oh my god.” Then he slammed forward, burying himself to the root and I felt his cock throb inside me an instant before he came.
Jordan’s hand squeezed my breast then slid along my side to stroke over my ass. I stared into his eyes as his breath sawed in and out like a freight train. His strokes were shallower as he emptied his seed into the condom.
Slow. Slower. Stop.
Their faces were above me, staring down, their eyes hot with their need to share me. It was something I’d never considered before discovering there were two of them and had imagined many times since.
“Yes,” I answered an unspoken question.
Jordan pulled from my body and they turned me to my side, hands and mouths everywhere. Cool lubricant brushed through the cleft of my ass and I held my breath. Two fingers entered my pussy and I whimpered with need. The finger that circled and pressed against my rear entrance had me pushing back.
Jordan slid down my body, his mouth sucking my folds as Jonas whispered in my ear, “When I take you here, Ellie, I don’t want you to be afraid. It may feel strange at first. There may be pain until you stretch to take my cock.”
“It will be worth it.” His finger pushed inside my rear, shallowly stroking until he slipped passed the ring of muscle and I moaned at the pleasure/pain of it. “More. More, Jonas.” He added lube and another finger, going deeper, curling his fingers inside me as I writhed between them. Jordan’s mouth was magic.
“Ellie, you’re so hot inside. I want to bury myself in you and stay forever.”
He added a third finger in my ass and Jordan pushed into my pussy as he suckled my throbbing clit and I couldn’t have held back the orgasm for anything.
They didn’t stop, pushing me up again and again until my body felt so wet and open I was embarrassed. I could feel slickness on my inner thigh and knew it eased from my pussy. The window was lighter and I realized they’d been preparing me for more than an hour.
When I heard condom wrappers being torn open I sobbed in relief.
Jordan’s mouth was slippery with my juices but I couldn’t let him go as he positioned his cock at my pussy and lifted my knee over his hip. He slid in easily and simply held me, kissed me, loved me as Jonas sealed himself to my back.
I turned my face and he gave me the kiss I needed, the reassurance that he was there with me, too. I was sweaty, my hair stuck to my body, my skin flushed and they looked at me as if I was the most beautiful sight they’d ever seen.
“Jonas. Please, Jonas.” I sounded weak but felt strong.
“Ellie.”
It was all he said as the head of his cock pressed into my ass and he worked himself deep. I felt so filled up with them. They looked like conquering warriors but I knew that even now, if I said I needed to stop, they would. There would be no question, no guilt, no pressure.
There was probably no more sexual position yet I’d never felt so loved, so cherished as when they held me between them, hard bodies tightly pressed to my front and back, and began to move.
They worked in counter-thrust, one withdrawing as the other entered. I could feel their friction against the thin wall that separated my two channels and knew I would want this, need this often.
I touched them, stroked them, kissed them, and bit them while they loved me. While they fucked me into the new life I’d stumbled upon.
I screamed when I came – the only word I was coherent enough to say. “Hyde!” It drove them to greater efforts and their cocks worked in and out of my body faster and harder until who was who blurred in my mind and I simply let go, let the pleasure claim me, let myself soar.
Every cell, every nerve reached for them as the world seemed to stop for one beautiful perfect moment and there was only this. My name was groaned into the silent room simultaneously and then there was the heat of their release filling the condoms lodged deep in my body.
I slipped into unconsciousness with a long, pleased sigh.
The sun was high in the sky when I woke. I felt the warm breath of one of my men on my neck but it appeared the other was gone. “Jonas is playing with Katie but we wanted you to sleep more.”
He slowly climbed from the bed and padded naked to the bathroom. I heard water running a few seconds before he came back to crouch beside the bed. “Come on, baby. Take a nice soak. I bet you’re sore.”
A little but I only smiled as he took my hands and pulled me up. His arms were hot on my skin and I hugged him for a long time.
“It’s daytime. You’re still here. I didn’t dream it.”
I felt kisses along the top of my head. “Neither did I, Ellie.” One more squeeze then I was led to the bathroom and plopped into the tub. I sank lower with a moan of happiness.
Jordan planted a kiss in my lips and left the room.
I knew the moment Katie was near me. Her smell of baby powder and perfection got me every time. I opened my eyes to see her naked baby self being held in front of me. “I made sure the water was cool enough that she could join you.” Jonas was kneeling beside the tub with a grin.
I took my daughter and nuzzled her all over. I talked for a long time but don’t remember what I said. She laughed a lot. I lifted my knees and sat her butt on my tummy so she could lean back and see my face completely. Water sprinkled on her belly made her squeal with excitement.
“She’s so beautiful, Ellie. I look at her and see your mom. I see her laughter and wonder what life would be like without her…and I can’t imagine it.” He smoothed damp hands over my hair. “You made the right decision for you and for Katie and we couldn’t love her more if she were ours.”
I nodded and pretended like there weren’t tears sliding down my cheeks.
I spent the day adjusting back into my life. There were charities to oversee and projects that involved several impoverished areas I’d visited in my travels.
I’d been toying with a sort of Extreme Home Makeover that was community based instead of individual family. I thought it would work but needed to get more input regarding insurance and code compliance before I could do a test run.
Several times throughout the day, I would daydream about the night I’d spent with the Hyde brothers. Jonas and Jordan guarded me quietly while I worked but I caught them looking at me hungrily more than once.
The feeling was mutual.
As the sun was setting, I read to Katie before tucking her in snugly. Diva curled up happily beneath the crib and refused to leave. I grinned and headed downstairs to the dining room with the Hydes behind me.
Just before the door, they whirled me around and pressed me between them. And just like that I responded to their touch. “Eat. Quickly.” One of them whispered.
When the house was quiet, I showered and paused before pulling on a shorts pajama set once I was dry. Who was I kidding?
Instead, I smoothed vanilla bean moisturizer all over my body and let that be my outfit. Opening the bathroom door, my men turned to me in sleep pants and raked their eyes over my body from head to toe.
With a smirk, they pushed the pants down with their thumbs and kicked the fabric away. I was already breathing harder. My heart was pounding. The folds of my pussy were glazed in preparation to take them.
r /> “More.”
It was all I said, all I needed to say. It was exactly what they gave me.
Epilogue
Fifteen years later…
Cameron stomped into the house and put his hands flat on the surface of my desk. “Seriously, Ellie. Please tell me you didn’t get her an ATV. Please. She’s wild and reckless. I’m about to have a heart attack from my office.”
He was tall and lean now, unbelievably intelligent, and still convinced he’d one day marry my free-spirited daughter who considered him a stuffy, annoying older brother.
Last year, he’d taken over his father’s businesses when Thadias had died in his sleep of an undetected blood clot in his brain. The loss had hit all of them hard but Cameron had stepped up to do what had to be done. His father would have been proud.
I smiled as I heard the object of his distress running through the house. Katie skidded to a stop with a grinning Robyn behind her. The bodyguard thought Katie was the funniest creature on the planet.
“Are you tattling on me, Cam?” My daughter grew more stunning by the day with long strawberry blond hair and dark violet eyes. She was built much like me, only taller, and she propped her hands on her slim hips as she glared at my future-son-in-law. “You are not allowed to tattle, Cam. We had a deal.”
“The deal is mute if you break your damn neck, Katie.”
“You are such a drama king. Jeez. Dad, tell him.” She referred to both her fathers as dad and didn’t care which of them responded since she knew they were usually on the same page.
“Katie. Stop giving Cam a heart attack and if we find out you’re riding that ATV without the gear Fiaaz bought you, it’s going to the junkyard.”
Rolling her eyes, she stuck out her tongue at Cam and stomped away. She mumbled, “Fine, I’ll race the horses with the boys then.”