Chasing a Dream

by Beth Cornelison

  "Along with the shipment of fertilizer from Georgia. I need this truck emptied tonight, Ray. Break's over."

  Ray lifted a can of soda to his lips and took a long, lazy drink. "In a little while. Don't get your panties in a wad."

  Kevin took the can from Ray's hand and set it aside with a thunk. "Now! I don't have time for your attitude. Get busy."

  Ray curled up a corner of his lip and scoffed. "And if I don't? Whatcha gonna do, Fuller? Fire me?" His smug grin spread. "Can hardly fire the owner, now can you?"

  Kevin balled his fingers into fists and clenched his teeth. "There won't be a store to own if shipments get backed up so that the vendors take their business elsewhere. Or if you run off all the employees with your offensiveness."

  Ray dropped the cigarette on the floor and ground the butt out with the toe of his boot. "Did Lydia come whinin' to you about that little gag I pulled on her? The woman has no sense of humor."

  "She wasn't specific, but something you did upset her. After ten years of loyal service to your father's store, she was ready to quit."

  Ray swiped at a mosquito buzzing by his head. "I told her I was kidding. The old cow."

  Kevin tensed, his instinct to protect and defend going on full alert, but with a slow breath, he forcibly eased the knots in his muscles. He managed to keep his tone even despite the jumping nerves below the surface. "Watch your mouth when you're speaking about a woman in my presence."

  "Hello?" a feminine voice called from within the store, and Kevin glanced toward the door.

  Before he left, he aimed a finger at the shipment of tractor parts. "The truck, Ray. Get busy."

  "Yeah, yeah." Ray ambled to the end of the delivery truck and hoisted himself inside.

  Kevin headed back into the store. He firmly closed the back door Ray had propped open with a trashcan. Again. No wonder the electric bill ran sky high every month. Cripes.

  Kevin wiped the sheen of perspiration from his brow as he stepped onto the sales floor and glanced about for the customer. When he spotted her, he froze, his arm suspended at his forehead.

  He stared a moment. Blinked. His pulse, just settling into a normal cadence after his confrontation with Ray, stumbled to a jogging pace.

  Faith Hill was standing at the front counter, scanning the display of chewing gum and antacids by the register. Kevin rubbed his tired eyes. Okay, not Faith Hill. Honestly, what business would a gorgeous country music star have in this podunk town hardware store?

  Just the same, the woman who was standing at the register looked an awful lot like the model-beautiful singer. Tall, blonde, and elegant.

  Wow.

  The classy blonde turned. Smiled. "Pardon?"

  Kevin snapped himself from his daze. Had he said that aloud?

  "Uh, nothing," he croaked. Great. Perfect. He stood in the presence of a princess, and he'd never felt more like a frog in his life. "Can I help you?"

  "I hope so. I need to see the manager, please."

  He walked to the checkout counter, his legs suddenly feeling leaden and cumbersome, his throat dry. Appraising the young woman with a curious glance, he took in the flawless appearance of her hair and makeup, the strand of pearls around her neck, and the tailored ivory suit she wore. He'd bet his paycheck her outfit cost more than he earned in a week. Her perfect posture and polite smile spoke of gentility and good breeding. A sweet floral scent wafted from her direction, a classic, feminine fragrance that matched his impression of her.

  Another rich girl. Like Robin.

  I need more than you can give me, Kevin. If I stay with you, I'm afraid I'll never find my dreams.

  A years' old ache sliced through his heart.

  Get a grip, Fuller.

  Like Robin, this beauty reeked of money—old money and lots of it—and she stuck out in the hardware store like a flower blossoming in a pigsty.

  He, on the other hand, probably smelled like a pig after loading Mrs. Smithy's car with bags of gardening manure and sweating buckets while he cleared the stock room for the arriving truckload of farm equipment. He didn't even want to think how disheveled and wrung out he must look after the day he'd put in. An awkward, self-conscious prickle chased up his spine.

  Clearing his throat, he shoved aside the memories and the lingering sting of rejection. He'd learned his lesson, falling for a woman out of his league, but never again. "I'm the manager." Kevin wiped his damp palm on the seat of his worn jeans before extending his hand to her. "How can I help you?"

  The Faith Hill double lifted her chin, flashed a nervous grin and took his hand with a grip that was surprisingly firm. Businesslike. But what business could she have with him?

  She dug in the tiny handbag hanging daintily from her shoulder and pulled out a scrap of paper. "I saw this on the bulletin board at the University."

  He took the paper she passed him, recognizing it as one of his help wanted ads.

  She met his gaze with hypnotic caramel eyes. "If the position is still open, I'd like to apply."

  A low-pitched chuckle rumbled from his throat. Yeah, right. He grinned at her, waiting for the punch line. But she only gazed back at him with those long-lashed eyes, waiting for his answer. "Sir?"

  His grin slipped. Cripes, she was serious!

  "Uh..." Kevin stared at her, stunned, speechless. Confused. He must have inhaled too much turpentine this morning when he cleaned up the spill on the chemical aisle.

  The clock, featuring a John Deere advertisement on its face, marked the seconds from the wall behind him. Tick, tick, tick.

  After a moment of awkward silence, she licked her lips, drawing Kevin's attention away from her anxious amber eyes to the graceful bow of her mouth. The sweet, full lips moved.

  "Is something wrong?"

  Kevin cleared his throat and his mind, focusing on the business at hand. "There must be some mistake."

  A tiny pucker formed between her eyebrows as she frowned. She shifted her weight and fingered the string-like strap of her purse. "No mistake. I'd...like to apply for the cashier's job if.." She hesitated and tucked a feathery wisp of gold hair behind her ear. "If it's still available."

  Kevin scratched the day's stubble on his cheek. "Why?"

  The blonde blinked as if startled by his question. The knit in her brow deepened, and she readjusted her purse strap.

  Her fidgeting contradicted the calm confidence she'd first shown. He wished he knew how to put her at ease. He'd felt out of place plenty of times in his life and empathized with her discomfort.

  "Because...I need a job." Her tone said that much should have been obvious. What wasn't obvious was why a woman with her class and obvious means would want to work at Lowery's. It didn't make sense.

  A flurry of ideas swirled through his brain as he tried to work through this paradox. For an obviously wealthy, pampered beauty to be in a blue collar store like this, something had to be wrong. Was she a battered wife running from her husband? Just the suggestion of that tensed his muscles with protectiveness and silent rage.

  But if that was the case, why not go to the police for help? He detected a degree of doubt, or of fear, darkening her gold eyes, and her apprehension pinched his gut.

  Maybe she was a sorority girl from the University, here on a dare. That seemed more likely, though she appeared past college age.

  College age? Heck, he was still working his way through college, one night class at a time, and he was almost thirty.

  He glanced at the John Deere clock. Five minutes until closing time. He wanted to say no. He didn't need a prissy, tempting, rich cashier around the store reminding him of what he'd lost with Robin and what was out of his reach.

  But, dang it, he needed a cashier!

  "Follow me. I'll get you an application, Miss..."

  "Albritton. Claire Albritton."

  "Right. Miss Albritton. Can I get you anything to drink?"

  She flashed a warm smile that made her eyes sparkle. And Kevin's lungs seized. Gorgeous.

  "No, than
k you."

  Forcing himself to breathe, he led her to the store office and scooped a stack of newspapers off a torn vinyl chair so she could sit. After pulling an application out of the files, he sank onto the desk chair, which squeaked as he rolled toward her to hand her the form and a pen.

  Claire sat in the chair he'd cleared then pivoted toward the counter where the day-old coffee sizzled in the bottom of the pot. While she began filling out the form, Kevin inhaled deeply, and over the scorched odor of caramelized brew, he caught another whiff of her fresh floral scent. He searched his memory for the familiar fragrance.

  Summertime. His mother's garden. Roses.

  Claire smelled like roses.

  Kevin slumped back in his chair, which screeched another request for oil, and propped a foot on the opposite knee. From his slouch, he studied her as she scratched her information on the application.

  Claire perched on the edge of the chair, her back straight, knees together, ankles crossed. Prim. Proper. Other than the wisp she'd tucked behind her ear, not a strand of her gold hair looked out of place. She even held the pen with a ladylike grip, her pinkie extended as if she were drinking tea. The epitome of refined elegance.

  Another self-conscious flutter tumbled through him, and Kevin eased his foot back to the floor. He sat up straight, pulled his shoulders back, and finger-combed his hair.

  Ribbit, a voice in his head taunted.

  He frowned as he watched her diligently perusing every line of the form. She was serious. The princess actually wanted to work at a hardware store.

  What was wrong with this picture?

  ***

  Claire folded her hands in her lap, her fingers squeezed together so tightly her knuckles blanched. The store manager—Kevin, he'd said to call him—reviewed her application with a solemn expression. A muscle in his jaw ticked as he studied her information, and her stomach performed a back flip.

  She'd been nuts to come in here thinking he'd ever hire her. She didn't know the first thing about hardware and couldn't tell a wrench from a socket to save her life. And then there was her lack of work experience. Why had she wasted the nice man's time?

  Because her only other option was to go home with her tail tucked between her legs and admit she couldn't take care of herself. She'd have to accept the decisions her father had made about her future, acknowledge she was dependent on her father's income, and marry the unfaithful jerk her father had hand-picked, paid to be her husband.

  Never.

  Even if she had doubts about how she'd survive on her own, she'd never go back to the doting, naive, dependent wimp she'd allowed herself to become after twenty-four years under her father's dominance.

  Even if she starved. Even if she lived in a hovel. Even if the idea of working in a hardware store intimidated her more than her first debutante ball. She would prove herself capable of taking care of herself, earning her own money, choosing her own life. And she'd never give her heart to another sweet-talking, manipulative man again.

  To think that she'd trusted Blaine. Actually believed he loved her. Yet, all the while, he'd been cheating on her. With her father's full knowledge and consent!

  "You haven't listed a home address. Have you recently moved to town?"

  Claire dug her fingernails into her palms and shuddered with quiet rage. She'd show them. She was no toy they could exploit for their own devices with no regard for her feelings. She would not let them—

  "Hello? Miss Albritton?"

  With a gasp, Claire jerked her attention to the man across from her. The hardware store manager studied her with a puzzled expression.

  "Are you okay, ma'am?" He set her application aside, and his dark brown eyes narrowed on her with clear concern.

  She drew a steadying breath. "I'm fine. Sorry. What did you ask?"

  "Your address. You left the space blank."

  "I just moved here from Asheville, and I'm still in the process of finding a place to stay." Claire opened her purse and pulled out several scraps of paper. "When I leave here, I'll follow up on these 'roommate needed' ads I found on the bulletin board on campus."

  "Mm." He nodded and eyed the papers. "Mind if I take a look? I might be able to steer you toward the best choices."

  When he held out his hand for the ads, she hesitated. She didn't want or need his help. Finding her own place to live was her first hurdle to establishing her independence, something she had to do for herself. "Ah, no. I'll—"

  He caught the edge of the folded sheets and gave them a gentle tug. What was she supposed to do? Get in a tug-of-war with him over the ads? That seemed altogether childish and unladylike. Her mother would never be so undignified.

  She closed her eyes and battled down her spurt of irritation. He was just trying to be nice.

  Her composure back in place, she regarded the manager—Kevin—as he scanned the ads. His chestnut hair was in need of a trim and lay in tousled disarray, as if windblown or well-ruffled by restless hands.

  He wasn't especially handsome. Certainly not the type who made a girl look twice. Not that he was bad looking exactly. Just...ordinary. Approachable. Yes, that was it. He had a gentle warmth about him that was appealing.

  He rubbed his shadowed jaw, and she glanced at his hands. You could tell a lot about a man from his hands, her grandmother used to say. Kevin's were work-roughened, but his fingertips were blunt and well-groomed. His hands looked strong, capable. She followed the path of his fingers as he stroked his chin, deep in thought. An odd shiver shimmied over her skin.

  Claire shifted her weight, growing uncomfortable with the rigid posture her upbringing urged her to maintain. Or was it the odd track her thoughts had wandered that gave her the prickly sensation all over?

  "Are you allergic to cats?" Kevin asked, bringing her out of her reverie.

  "Well, no. Why?"

  "’Cause this lady—" He held up one of the ads. "Has about twenty at last count. Several dogs too."

  Claire raised one eyebrow. "Twenty?"

  "Yep. And chickens. And I think she still has the goat."

  A ripple of laughter bubbled from her. "You're teasing."

  He grinned. "Nope. She comes in here a couple times a month to stock up on food for all her beasts. I doubt she's looking for a roommate so much as help with her zoo."

  Claire yanked the sheet from his hand and balled it up. "One down."

  She turned toward the trashcan in the corner and shot the wad toward it. It swooshed in.

  Kevin cocked his head. "Hey, nice shot."

  "Thanks."

  He pulled out another ad and showed it to her. "With this one, the Leslie mentioned is a guy, not a girl. If you don't mind sharing an apartment with a big hairy guy who considers the Three Stooges Hollywood's finest hour—"

  "Ugh!" She snatched that sheet from him, too, and wadded it. This time she missed the trashcan.

  Kevin balled up the next ad and gave it to her. "Try again. Two out of three."

  "Hey, but I might follow up on this ad!" She started to smooth out the sheet. His hand closed over hers to stop her.

  "Um, trust me. You don't want to."

  "I don't? Really?"

  "Really, really don't."

  "Oh." A pang of disappointment rippled through her. That was her last prospect for a place to live. The cost of the motel where she was staying was eating up her savings quickly. So what did she do now?

  She met his deep brown gaze and felt the stir of something in her chest like curtains fluttering in the breeze. She grew acutely aware of his warm, callused hand covering hers. Her skin came alive, tingling sensations shooting from the place he touched her and coalescing in her core. With a shiver, Claire slipped her hand from under his, away from the intimate contact.

  Kevin glanced at his hand, now resting on her knee, and a red flush stained his cheeks. He jerked his arm back and spun his chair toward the desk. Clearing his throat, he picked up her application again. "Look, Miss Albritton, I don't think this is going to wo
rk out."

  Her heart lurched. He couldn't turn her down! He just couldn't! There were no other jobs available in town she was even remotely qualified for. "But why?"

  "You're just not..."

  "Qualified. I know. But I'm a fast learner. And although I don't have much work experience—well, none really—except teaching tennis to kids at the country club while I was in high school. But I've worked on lots of projects for the Garden Club and the Organizing Committee for Debutante Club made me their treasurer. And I helped in the concession stand at the charity polo match last year, so I have experience with a cash register."

  Kevin's face grew increasingly pale as she prattled. "Polo?"

  Claire clapped a hand over her mouth and flopped back in her chair, everything she'd learned about proper posture abandoned. What did posture matter now that she'd blurted out her meager work history like some desperate ninny?

  Kevin was silent for a long time, studying her with a peculiar quirk in his brow.

  "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to blather on like that. It's just...I really want this job. I need this job."

  His gaze darkened and honed in on her. "Why?"

  Because my father doesn't think I can do it.

  To her horror, she felt tears burn the back of her throat, rising inside her. She pinched the bridge of her nose, fighting them back. She couldn't tell him all the reasons why having a job, earning her own income, meant so much to her and her pride, but she had to tell him something. "Because I'm starting my master's degree at Harrison University in the fall, and I have to pay tuition and rent. Eating would be nice, too." She gave him a weak smile. "It's important to me that I be self-sufficient, though...I'd rather not go into the why of it."

  She saw the uncertainty in his eyes and felt her best chance for freedom from her father's control slipping away.

  Now the tears did rise. They blossomed in her eyes and pearled on her cheeks. She dug in her purse for a tissue, spilling her lipstick and a pack of breath mints on the floor.

  The tube of lipstick rolled across the worn carpet and bumped Kevin's foot. He stooped and picked it up, peeking at the label. "Here. You dropped your Kissable Pink."