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Serving the Billionaire Boss: A Secret Baby Billionaire Romance

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by Brooke Valentine


  Knowing they had little time, desperate to feel him fully, she undid his buttons and pulled his slacks and boxers down in one stroke. She barely had time to admire his long, smooth member before he pushed inside of her.

  The growl she’d heard from him the night before returned as he moved in and out of her at a frantic pace. Once more, she knew she was seeing a side of this man that was rarely seen by any one.

  If anyone had told her two weeks ago, that she would hear Kurt Schmidt growl, that she would feel his hands forcing her against walls or his teeth biting down on her skin, she would have laughed.

  It was almost impossible to reconcile the quiet, bookish professor with the man before her. A man who was now moving in and out of her as though he were possessed.

  It did not take long for him to let out a long, final groan into the room. With one last flick of his fingers over her clit, she followed. Biting back a loud moan that she was sure, if fully voiced, would echo back downstairs.

  Back to his wife.

  The thought hit her like a bucket of ice water as she came down from her ecstasy. Not even the way Kurt pulled her into a fierce embrace, his hands gently stroking her hair afterward, could cast the thought from her mind.

  His wife was downstairs.

  She’d just had sex with a man while his wife was entertaining guests in another room of the house.

  The word ‘slut’ rang through her mind before she remembered that she was not the only guilty party in this scenario.

  “Do you think they heard us?” Emily asked gently. The question seemed to awaken Kurt from some kind of reverie or sleep. He lifted his hand from her thick red hair and pulled away from her.

  The desperation and hunger in his grey eyes was gone. She’d expected it to be replaced by shame. But, instead, she saw something else. Something like longing when he looked back at her and shook his head.

  “Not a chance,” he said. “Walls are thick in this place. Besides, even if she did hear me, I don’t think Cheryl would care all that much.”

  His face colored at these words and the shame Emily had expected to see when he first looked at her crept back in. Hastily, he bent down and began to pull on his pants, turning away from her as he did.

  Telling herself that she shouldn’t feel offended by this, after all, she was the one who’d said this was a mistake, she turned and followed his lead. Pushing herself off the desk and pulling up her jeans.

  As she dressed, she played what Kurt had said over in her mind.

  ‘I don’t think Cheryl would care all that much.’

  That made Emily think about the way Cheryl and Hamilton looked at each other during dinner. The two of them shared secret smiles and glances not to mention the occasional brush of their hands.

  “Cheryl and Hamilton seem pretty close,” Emily said before she could stop herself. Even though she didn’t have much experience on the subject, she had a feeling that wasn’t the sort of thing you were supposed to say to your married lover after sex, but, she supposed her curiosity had gotten the better of her.

  The muscles in Kurt’s back stiffened.

  “Do they?” he asked in a would be nonchalant manner. Most casual observers would have been taken in. But, Emily knew Kurt too well for that.

  “For the record, I don’t get it,” she said. “He’s so smarmy. Always looks like he’s posing for a tooth paste commercial.”

  When Emily glanced at him, she could see the corners of Kurt’s mouth turn up in a smile.

  “That’s what I always thought,” he answered. His back relaxed but there was still something sad in his expression when he turned back towards her. “To tell the truth, Cheryl’s known Hamilton a lot longer than she’s known me.”

  “Really?” Emily asked. She knew she shouldn’t be so curious about Kurt’s wife. But, especially given what had just happened between them, she found she couldn’t help herself.

  “They even dated off and on,” Kurt answered. “Their relationship was off again when Cheryl and I met at one of the fundraisers for the University. Sometimes I think she only married me to make Hamilton jealous.”

  He gave her another half sad smile as he finished the last button on his pants.

  Emily suddenly found herself at a loss for words.

  One week ago, if Kurt had told her this, she would have assured him that wasn’t true. She would have said something about how she was sure his wife loved him and everything would turn out for the best.

  But, now, now that she’d met Cheryl, now that she and Kurt had done what they’d done, she found that she couldn’t utter those words. First, because she wasn’t at all sure that Cheryl really loved Kurt. The dinner she’d just sat through told her that Cheryl and Kurt were a rocky couple at best and on their way to divorce at worst.

  The second reason was much more selfish. She didn’t want Cheryl to love Kurt. She didn’t want their marriage to work out. The truth was, Emily didn’t want anyone to love Kurt but her. She didn’t want anyone else to feel his touch or hear his growl ever again. She wanted to be the only woman in his life.

  But, saying this, especially at this moment, felt wrong. So, she pulled up her own underwear and jeans in silence.

  “So,” she said turning to him when she was, once more, fully dressed. “What happens now?”

  “That depends,” he said. “What do you want to happen now?”

  “I think I made that pretty clear just a few minutes ago,” she said as a playful smirk crossed her lips. His cheeks turned pink and he looked at the floor. Emily forced back a laugh when she thought about how different the man in front of her was from the forceful man he had been just five minutes ago.

  “You know, you may have been right,” he said still looking at the floor. “This might not be a good idea.”

  Emily rolled her eyes, frustration replacing the playful smirk.

  “You don’t get to do that, Kurt,” she said. “You don’t get to make me take back my very logical decision and then tell me it was the right one all along.”

  “I know,” he said. “And…I know this is what we both want. I just thought I should acknowledge the reality of it.”

  Emily rolled her eyes as she crossed the room towards him.

  “I don’t want reality,” she said. This time it was Emily who lifted her hand to Kurt’s chin. She gently brought his eyes up to meet hers.

  “I want you.”

  The shame filled blush in his cheeks disappeared and the desire and longing returned to his eyes. Slowly, he leaned forward to meet her lips. Before they touched, a knock sounded at the door.

  “Kurt?” Mr. Jennings voice sounded from the hallway just outside the room. Emily and Kurt jumped apart immediately. “If you’re almost finished, Hamilton and I are about to head out.”

  In two strides, Kurt moved to the door and opened it.

  Mr. Jennings greeted him with a smile but his eyes peered inside as though seeking out evidence of some wrong doing.

  “Sorry, sir,” Kurt said. “We were just finishing up.”

  Emily forced a blush from her cheeks as she looked back at Kurt’s father in law. She also found herself glad that both she and Kurt were fully dressed and the office bore no evidence that anything out of the ordinary had happened at all.

  Apparently, Mr. Jennings was satisfied as well. His eyes stopped their examination of the room and landed back on Kurt with a small smile.

  “Well, don’t take too long,” he said.

  With that, he turned on his heel and headed back towards the stairwell.

  Emily tried once again, with little success to remove the blush from her cheeks but found it impossible when she glanced back to Kurt.

  “Believe it or not,” Kurt said with a humorless smile. “If we’re going to keep doing this, it’s him we have to look out for. Not Cheryl.”

  Emily’s eyes narrowed and she opened her mouth to ask Kurt what he meant by that. Before she could say a word, however, he leaned forward and kissed her quickly.
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  “I’ll see you tomorrow in my office,” he whispered before beckoning her out of the room.

  Though Emily smiled at him, though there was an undeniable sense of excitement about having a rendezvous with her professor in his office the next day, she also felt more than a hint of unease. The feeling stayed with her as she followed Kurt down the stairwell. When he hurriedly turned the corner at the downstairs landing, however, Emily stopped.

  A hint of movement from the dark parlor to her right had caught her eye.

  Kurt, apparently unaware of the disturbance, continued down the last set of stairs and disappeared into the living room.

  Emily, however, turned towards the movement, her old curiosity flaring up again.

  When she did, her eyes widened and she blinked twice to be sure of what she was seeing.

  There was no mistaking it.

  Cheryl, Kurt’s wife, was half hidden in the corner, locked in a very passionate embrace with Hamilton.

  Chapter Eight

  “I think that’s it!”

  Emily pounded down the last keystroke on the computer triumphantly as Kurt looked over her shoulder.

  “You think it’s good enough?” he asked.

  “I think it’s as good as we can possibly make it,” she said. “Of course, the editor will probably do some polishing up but…yeah…I think it’s ready.”

  It had been a little over six months since they’d started this project. And four months since they’d started…something else.

  Four months of meeting Kurt in his office or at his home when his wife had gone on one of her frequent trips. Four blissful months of letting him touch her, kiss her, caress every part of her. four months of touching him in places she’d only dreamed of for years.

  And, now, with that last key stroke, it was over,

  The book was finished.

  “I’ll send a copy to the publisher tomorrow,” he said.

  “You should send one to Dr. Schneider, the president of the University too,” Emily suggested. “I think he’d want to read it. After all, it was his idea to write this book in the first place.”

  “It was his idea to make it a popular history book,” Kurt said, a peevish tone in his voice. It was the one he always got when someone else tried to take credit for even a small portion of his work.

  “I would have written about Vangoh and Gaugin anyway. But, I guess you’re right. A prerelease copy would probably keep him happy.”

  “Could put you on the fast track to tenure, too,” she said glancing back at him with a smile. He smiled back, that adorable blush painting his cheeks. Emily couldn’t help but think about how much she loved that blush.

  Of course, as she did, something she’d learned just one day before came back to her. Something that could change everything, even more than the book being finished.

  Something that she had to tell Kurt about.

  “We’ll see,” he said. His hands moved from the back of her chair to her shoulders and began gently moving down her arms, giving her a gentle sort of caress.

  “In the meantime,” he said in a low voice, leaning towards her. “I think we should celebrate.”

  If it hadn’t been clear a moment before, the warm kiss he placed on Emily’s neck told her exactly what he wanted.

  And she knew, this time she couldn’t give in to him. Not now that the book was finished. Not when she now knew that something else had changed too. Something so big that neither of them had ever really imagined it was possible.

  Someone on the outside of this think Kurt and Emily had might not understand, but, the book they’d been working on together was a kind of lynch pin for them.

  Oddly, she felt as though the book was part of what was keeping this secret affair a secret.

  It felt as though they were working on two things at once. Both the book and their relationship. They’d kept their feelings secret because they weren’t ready to be shown to the world yet. Just like this last draft of their book had been kept away from prying eyes until this moment.

  Now that the book was ready, Emily knew she couldn’t go on meeting Kurt after hours in his office or when his wife was out of town. She couldn’t go on being his dirty little secret.

  She had to start the conversation. And, to do that, she would have to reveal a secret of her own.

  But, the conversation was difficult to start at all when Kurt’s hands were roaming her body suggestively. When hand moved to cup her breast, still covered by the teal button down shirt she wore, and the other hand moved between her legs, pressing up against the increasingly warm space covered by her jeans, she was tempted to give in.

  She was tempted to save the conversation they needed to have for another day and just loose herself in him one last time. To let him take her and kiss her and touch her and make her feel complete.

  But, when he reached over her chair and began to undo the buttons on her shirt, when he began to brush against her breasts that had already grown unnaturally tender, her roommate Audrey’s words, spoken earlier that day, came back in full force.

  “You need to tell him, Em,” she’d said. “You need to tell him and then you need to tell him to make a choice. It’s you or her.”

  Once again, Audrey was right. And, this time, nothing was going to stop Emily from following her advice.

  So, has his hand reached into her unbuttoned shirt and began to lightly caress the top of her breast, she reluctantly, reached up to stop him.

  He did. She turned her chair fully towards him and winced when she saw the confusion and hurt in his eyes. She’d never stopped him before.

  “What’s wrong?” he asked.

  “I’m pregnant.”

  His eyes widened and the flush in his cheeks disappeared. He now looked pale and almost ghostly.

  “Are...are you sure?”

  “Yeah,” she said. “I took two tests the day before yesterday. Then, yesterday, I went to the doctor to be sure.”

  “How…how far along are you…I mean…”

  “The doctor says I’m about three weeks,” she answered. He nodded and looked down at the ground, she could see his eyes moving back and forth, as though he was reading through his stores of logic. Trying to think of a way out.

  “And…and what do you…I mean…what do you want to do?” he asked pointedly. This along with the question about how far along she was made it clear what he was suggesting.

  Emily’s eyes narrowed and she folded her arms across her chest.

  “I’m not getting rid of it,” she said firmly. “And I’m not giving it up for adoption either. This is my baby, our baby. I want to keep it.”

  He looked slightly surprised by the ferocity of her statement but, nodded anyway.

  “Ok,” he said. “Ok…then…”

  “The question is,” Emily said before he could offer anything else. “What do you want to do?”

  His eyes lifted from the floor immediately and the slight surprise turned to near shock.

  “What do I…?”

  “Yes, Kurt,” she said. “This is your child as much as mine. Now, it’s your choice if you want to be a part of our lives or not.”

  “Of course, I want to be a part of your lives,” he said. “I just- “

  “If you’re going to do that,” she said. “You can’t be married to someone else.”

  This was, clearly the sticking point. The other show that he’d been waiting for her to drop. Slowly, he crossed the room and slid into another chair, his hand over his face.

  “It’s…it’s not that simple,” he said.

  “What do you mean it’s not that simple?” Emily asked. “She’s cheating on you!”

  “And I’m cheating on her!” Kurt answered much more defensively than Emily had anticipated.

  “Exactly!” Emily shot back. “It’s clear neither of you are happy. You’re hardly ever together. It’s like one of those marriages people have for tax reasons or something. It’s not real.”

  “I know that,�
�� he said more quietly. He heaved a sigh and ran a hand over his face.

  “The truth is,” Kurt continued. “Cheryl and I talked about divorce. We went to see lawyers to start the process once. But then, her father…see…Malcolm Jennings is very protective of his reputation.”

  “What would his daughter getting divorced have to do with his reputation?” she asked.

  “He’s built his entire brand around being a family business with good old fashioned family values,” Kurt said. “His son, Cheryl’s brother, already went through a nasty divorce a couple years ago. The magazines and tabloids bombarded Malcolm with questions about his parenting and why he thought his son had abandoned his good old fashioned values. Now…he’s convinced that if his other child gets a divorce, it’ll ruin him completely.”

  Though Emily could now see the problem slightly more clearly, it didn’t entirely clear up the issue between her and Kurt.

  “But…that’s Malcolm Jennings’ problem, not ours,” she said. “He’s the one in charge of his publicity or image or whatever.”

  “But, he’s also the head of the University board of directors,” Kurt said. “When Cheryl and I tried to divorce the first time, he threatened my job. He’s got the president in his pocket, he would be able to fire me with nothing more than a word.”

  Now, the full picture became clear.

  Kurt’s job, his lively hood not to mention the work he loved could all disappear with one word from Malcolm Jennings.

  But, even so, even with this new information at her hands, she knew they couldn’t keep doing what they were doing. She couldn’t keep being the mistress of a married man. Especially not when she now had a child to think about as well.

  “So…I guess that’s it for us.”

  The words felt hollow inside her mouth and almost stopped instead of coming out. Even when they did echo into the room she couldn’t be sure she’d really said them.

  “No, I didn’t say that,” Kurt said taking two strides across the room to her. He put his hands on her arms and she tried her best not to look up at him.

 

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