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The Best Australian Poems 2017

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by Sarah Holland-Batt


  The holiday in Crete they fought like kri kri,

  or way back in the early days in Woy Woy

  when she went walkabout with the .22,

  blood blurring loud above the never never,

  visions surely no one else had had

  (her naked papa brandishing his atlatl).

  Day-to-day distress remains hush-hush

  and being seen wallowing is a booboo—

  so Fuck you all, she sighs, and pooh pooh

  to the pricks skeptical of my juju . . .

  Hence the spa, hence the Liszt by Lang Lang.

  The diurnal chaconne is in four-four,

  night’s celloed maestoso, otto-otto.

  Autumn shook its crisping ochre pom-pom

  when in the thermal mists of Baden Baden

  she winked back from her replica tuk tuk

  at old sector blah blah, and clinked cin cin.

  Jaya Savige

  Nudge Nudge

  Any nuance, any gesture gets me back to this,

  Back to the human, back to thinking how it

  Comes about I’m here and why, etcetera:

  Does it matter? Destined to be dusted into urns, we evoke

  Ennui in others. Evening creeps on pads of silent feet on city roofs.

  Fat ugly autos prowl the suburb, driven by fat ugly folk.

  Get out? Graffiti says ‘Why look up here? You are the joke,

  Hell isn’t others, it’s yourself’.

  In 2010 all poets were aged thirty, even all of those long dead.

  Just joshing. That’s my business: I go fishing for bright words,

  Kick sounds and ideas round, score goals, get into touch.

  Life is after all no graceful sentence but a word.

  Most spell it out. A micro-story.

  No amount of saying yes negates the fact that no is underrated.

  Over time, the mouth that is the origin of trouble

  Proves that statues have the best time. No use

  Querying their accent. They have earned their right to silence.

  Reach no further for the why and how, etcetera,

  See life steady see it whole, the gemlike flame that burns us up.

  To burn, to live: we tidy up our mums and dads,

  Usurp their thrones, their little plots, a little while. The children smile,

  Veins full of juice, skin taut: they pole vault over us

  While counting: vault or wall-niche, what’s the cost?

  Xylem feels like that when phloem tips the wink in passing:

  You-tube action, up they go, while we go down to sink cells,

  Zip from zenith. O the circulatory zing.

  Michael Sharkey

  Not to be

  His quad bike overturns in the creek. Yesterday or tomorrow

  the kelpie would have gone for help, but today, today

  she is at the vet, today there is no take-back, no near-miss

  tall-story germ, only pinned arms and the chassis sinking in slimy willow-muck

  and thousands of cold brown gallons against his lungs.

  A bloody-minded magpie swoops the kids two paddocks over;

  they lie down and kick out at it, legs in the air, backs riding a sea of ploughed clods,

  just as he’d showed them, laughing and swearing the spring air blue. His slowing thoughts of them:

  Cheeky buggers. Why can’t we go at all our troubles like that, eh? - fuck them off

  with a swift kick. Not bloody fair. You and your Mum will have the insurance, but.

  A new silence spreads by the water, ready to fill with questions, with words

  like misadventure, with deep green mud opposing all dredging.

  In the end the left-behind can know nothing cleanly, and all he knew

  is what he wanted for them, and what he didn’t want.

  Melinda Smith

  A Note to Alvaro

  You can be happy in Australia as long as you don’t go there.

  —Alvaro de Campos, June 4, 1931

  A poem is a clear defiant thing

  and what you wrote in 1931

  sounds funny from a naval engineer

  who never saw the place where I was born.

  You lacked a certain gravitas and calm

  unlike your captain friend Pierre Loti.

  Yours is a sad bewildered poem.

  My home town was pretty much like yours,

  a great port on the sea lanes of the world.

  I remember the liners, the merchant ships, the yachts,

  the wailing of the sirens, the swooping cries of gulls

  and fishing boats at morning round the wharves,

  the hidden melodies of sea and sky.

  Imagined places might be best of all,

  perhaps that is what you were saying.

  Geography is destiny I’ve heard.

  We do not choose the place where we are born.

  Vivian Smith

  Nox

  A poem addressed to Anne Carson

  My husband is wheeled from emergency to theatre

  along a hallway carpeted with silence.

  Escorted to a waiting room, almost fin de siècle Victorian,

  I survey medical books encased by glass and

  blighted like old taxidermy.

  The registrar, wearing a Freudian beard, stalls at the door,

  unimpressed by my progress in mourning.

  The heart has failed, he insists.

  He draws a childish diagram on a scrap of paper

  pressed onto the coffee table.

  I must strike him as thoughtless, but I am thinking.

  Hospitals were not always like this.

  When I was a girl, gurney wheels trundled on a bright-and-shine floor

  that disinfected all memory of grief

  —sanitised the griever, whole.

  Now, with the registrar spilling words, I am cleaning up after him,

  revising his sentences into tidy units of five or ten,

  repeating the most pleasing combinations again and again.

  My fingers type at my side, next to invisible.

  The only person who would see them has, by now, been anaesthetised.

  I did not invent the typewriter, but at some point in the high school

  typing pool, it secretly invented me:

  aaa space bbb.

  Before then, I was silent as a rabbit beneath

  the zig zag of a classroom ceiling,

  enthralled by Pythagorean heaven.

  Then suddenly: a surge of electricity.

  The machine was oneiric, like good gothic technology.

  It brought words to my fingertips—words, words, words—

  to be purified through mathematics.

  But here the registrar, persisting with his lesson on the heart,

  knows nothing of my scientific art.

  When he finally leaves, satisfied I am pathological,

  I remove a laptop from my black bag of tricks,

  usurping the drawing of cardiac arrest.

  Nox is not here.

  Your book on grief is at home amongst my alphabetised books,

  a perfect accordion sheaf folded in a rectangular box.

  You might understand how I compose.

  This elegiac poem, recounted just so.

  Maria Takolander

  Shells

  Shells on my shelf are an empty civility

  they speak of oceans lost to their memory

  but whorled in their spiral architecture

  they lure me into something

  as complex and better designed

  than a legal system, as intricate

  as a nation’s finances and much

  more beautiful. They’re dead

  replicas of Leptis Magna

  grounded on sand. They announce

  that their once palpitating citizens

  have spawned off, or salted into decay

  leaving these bleached wonders, beac
hed

  now on my window ledge where a saltladen

  breath of the Indian Ocean

  whistles at their open doors.

  Andrew Taylor

  When I am Gardening, When You Ask

  I will tell you that the heart can lie

  in dying weeds: a sculpture of twinings,

  this crispness says something of the time we have taken

  this cooling rips open the wind, these shortenings of day

  wait for fire – it is a choice, but I pull out the weeds anyway,

  knowing it is you who pulls me inside, then outside again.

  Heather Taylor Johnson

  Waking

  Note the passive voice in that last line,

  the denial implied. ‘People were shipped out.’

  The agent with a conscious brain linked

  to a hand with a pen or a gun felt his own grip

  all along the neural pathways.

  Some noises we can sleep through

  but even the softest can be an alarm.

  Sailboats in the calmest water are still not swans,

  not even, despite voyages and size,

  albatrosses. This can only, however,

  be a dream resurgent after eighteen years.

  Too awake for anything but analysis,

  a brain will cling in turmoil to whatever

  rock of clarity presents. ‘This is not happening’

  is not a valid option. Imagine:

  not the slow comfort of waking

  from nightmare but its opposite.

  The colours of no apparent ceremony

  covered not only skin but politics,

  history. Most of all they hid the will to act.

  Tim Thorne

  The Habit of Wings

  Your grief for what you’ve lost lifts a mirror

  up to where you are bravely working.

  Expecting the worst, you look, and instead,

  here’s the joyful face you’ve been wanting to see.

  Your hand opens and closes and opens and closes.

  If it were always a fist or always stretched open,

  you would be paralysed.

  Your deepest presence is in every small contracting and expanding,

  the two as beautifully balanced and coordinated

  as birdwings.

  —Rumi

  Every season is more than itself alone;

  Each moment and slow passage of time

  Has a twin. Feeling bleak and daunted

  All this grey Easter long—doing grief’s

  Work, as it’s best done, alone—I caught

  In the mirror, more than once, a man

  So much lighter than the man I’d been

  Hauling about, like a burlap sack

  Of granite, like four decades of dropped

  Anchors, and he put me in mind, this other

  Self, of a goshawk making ready for flight.

  And for a moment, that’s stretched

  Into a week, I flew, too (thankful for

  The mirror and the doubleness of things).

  Sometimes one’s flown the cage, already,

  That holds one in. One heals by bearing

  The pain and all the days one’s left behind;

  One heals by setting them aside. Inside

  The stone, there’s light; inside the heft

  And harrow of all you’ve lost, a flight

  That aches for air. The soul wants,

  First, to clench, and then to spread its

  Fingers. Love is made of feathers and of

  Bone—and healing has the habit of wings.

  Mark Tredinnick

  Horse

  Bending to the earth, the silhouette of a horse

  is a hillside, dense as almond wood.

  From wither to tail, a bristling escarpment

  drops to a levelling range and a broadening flatland,

  its bare-blank spine, cradles the sprawling horizon

  and valley depths. At first light, with the long

  slope of its neck plunging groundward,

  it stands steaming among the outcrops,

  thawing with the quartz stone earth.

  As the sun lifts, the mist comes quietly,

  idly avalanching the treetops before draining

  into the white void of the morning air.

  On ironed hooves and crooked stumps, the horse

  stays grazing, dipping and disappearing into itself.

  Frostmelt drips from the red-brown furrows of its hide

  down into the mud and clover.

  Blowing in from the tops,

  the air shifts and stirs; long flanks of light

  strip shadows from the clay. Dozy, not asleep,

  the horse sinks further into a wilderness within its skull.

  How easily it drifts, stooped under such tonnage,

  poised and unmoved in its thickly furred slack frame.

  Motionless, under half-closed lids it has slipped,

  as if flown from the bars of an unlocked gate,

  bolted to the blind spot between its eyes,

  dawning headlong deep in the dew.

  Todd Turner

  Crossing Galata, Istanbul

  Flying fish

  on Galata Bridge,

  rods bowing and bobbing

  like suppliants at a vizier’s audience.

  Each fisher has his own space program,

  launch pad,

  elbow room, bait bucket,

  like this sleeve-tugging city. I’m

  for the fish, somehow. Down there

  there’s piscine stitching of continents: Europe – Asia,

  ferries and fish restaurants. Crossing

  their sunshine

  I pass between poles

  of then and now,

  a fish caught

  in a rip of time, the zip of bait, the

  howl of hook in mouth, it flips me

  onto this bridge and off, too scrappy a catch,

  victim of cheap jet fuel and wanderlust.

  John Upton

  Even Solomon in All His Glory

  Brilliantly bleached sunlets

  those big daisies bulge on their bush

  the lurid cyclamens are crouched

  in squeals of shocking pink

  pigface and campanula

  contribute their costume jewellery

  but raggedy scarlet geraniums

  have been out all winter

  and don’t give a stuff, in their simple way

  aping these worn bricks and bluestone:

  they are in, you might say

  for the long unblushing haul.

  Would it were possible

  that we could all just keep on

  blooming here

  like they might long well be.

  Ha!

  This is mere lament

  but I have seized at least

  the coarse-barked, fruiting tree of life

  and shaken the living daylights

  out of its crown.

  Chris Wallace-Crabbe

  Long-On

  A famous big hitter in cricket

  Hit his cover drive into the thicket

  Where girls tanned in the nude

  And no gent would intrude,

  But Long-on was on a good wicket.

  —Douglas Catley

  Fielding at Long-on, a ruminant admires

  the valley of eucalyptus ficifolia in full flower.

  1

  Long on detail, short

  On operational procedure to contain them,

  For someone supposedly fielding

  In some outfield that will be forever

  Offlimits, this vista should beguile the over

  With sky motes and beams falling.

  2

  Long on the minds of that ruminant

  Is the untoward forwardness

  Of many items in the visual field

  Under the lofted sunshower:
r />   The flowering trees towering in the valley,

  The persuasively cloudless horizon.

  3

  Long held notions of grace – such as

  The passage of a wake

  In ringlets along the furrowing bow –

  Propose events at whose horizon

  As it were (always as it were),

  Someone is running in to bowl.

  4

  Longinus on the Sublime

  Might well have noted the vista from here,

  A valley of blossoming eucalypt canopies,

  Acres of crimson cauliflower,

  And leaned into the wind

  And missed any number of overthrows.

  5

  He, that nominal fielder at Long-on,

  Student of foliage, registrar of stasis,

  Might between overs puzzle over

  Elizabeth Bishop’s favourite lines of her own:

  “All the untidy activity continues

  Awful but cheerful.”

  6

  A she-oak at Long-on

  Appears to be well within the boundary

  Which is, it must be conceded,

  Uncertainly marked out with white flags.

  It (the she-oak) is a shady lady

  Beautiful but indifferent to the game.

  7

  Long ago this part of the outfield

  Was a cold swimming-pool

  Fed by mountain springs,

  Then was levelled and grassed,

  Perhaps at the time this she-oak took root

  Where swimmers dived and surfaced.

  8

  He has become forgetful, this observer,

  Musing on the old joke: a musical umpire

  Sings to a famous melody

  “After this ball it’s over”

  And when over is called, unnoticed,

  He stays on longer at Long-on.

  9

  The longstanding late afternoon light

  Draws him increasingly to the valley

  And away from the distant batsman

  So that he finds himself

  Confronted by canopy upon canopy

  In a procession of raised torches.

  10

  Long overdue, a change in bowling;

  A pullover is handed to someone

  And white trousers run up in the remote

  Distant motes and beams.

  Long-on is undisturbed and on

  The point of strolling towards the she-oak.

  11

  In the she-oak’s curtained shade

  Within the uncertain boundaries,

  A gingham picnic is underway

  As over is called. Mothers and children,

 

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