Embrace the Darkness

by Alexandra Ivy

  “Do you?” He lightly touched her arm. “Do you truly?”

  “Most of the time,” she conceded.

  “Shay…”

  “Dante.” They both jumped at the sound of the black velvet voice that floated through the air. “For such an intelligent vampire you do like to live dangerously, don’t you?”

  Turning, Shay watched as Viper strolled in their direction. No, not strolled. Glided. Like a sleek panther sliding through, shadow. Her breath caught in her throat as he neared. He was beautiful, as always. Attired in black satin pants and black velvet coat that fell nearly to his knees, his silver hair and ivory skin nearly glowed in contrast. But it was the black eyes that captured and held her attention. There was a smoldering power in them that seemed to stir the very air.

  “Ah, Viper.” Standing at her side Dante folded his arms over his chest and smiled with a mysterious hint of smugness. “I thought you would put in your appearance sooner or later.”

  There was a smile on the elegant features, but as Viper halted before them Shay gave a small shiver. His fangs were showing.

  Both literally and nonliterally.

  “Obviously it should have been sooner,” he drawled.

  “Oh, I don’t know. Shay and I have had no trouble entertaining one another without you,” Dante assured him.

  The dark eyes narrowed. “You are fortunate that you are mated, old friend.”

  Dante gave a sudden laugh. “Pull in your fangs, Viper, we were just speaking about you.”

  The fangs remained very much in evidence. “Actually, that is what I feared.”

  “Has Abby returned?”

  “Yes, she is in the library with the latest witch. Perhaps you should join her.”

  “An excellent notion.” Sending Shay a blatant wink, Dante slapped his friend on the back and disappeared into the shadows.

  Ignoring the dark frown that marred Viper’s brow as he watched Dante’s retreat, Shay stepped in front of him with a frown of her own.

  “Natasha is back?” she demanded.

  Glancing down at her sour expression Viper’s frown was suddenly replaced with a smile.

  “No, Abby thought perhaps it would be best to keep Natasha away from you.”

  “Why?”

  “She had muttered something about putting another curse on you when Dante was taking her home.”

  “Why would… oh, I suppose she was jealous?” Shay grimaced, refusing to-acknowledge she was relieved the pushy tart hadn’t returned. That would mean the witch wasn’t the only one jealous, and that would just be… stupid.

  Moving close enough to make her heart leap into her throat Viper brushed a finger down the line of her jaw.

  “There are some females who do not find me utterly offensive.”

  “You don’t have to look so smug. She must have been sniffing too many potions.”

  The midnight eyes darkened with that dangerous awareness that sent a thrill of excitement whispering over her skin.

  “If you doubt my charm, perhaps I could give you a demonstration.”

  “I think you’ve given me quite enough demonstrations.”

  “Never enough,” he whispered as his head lowered.

  Shay’s heart halted as he brushed his lips back and forth over hers. It was the lightest of caresses, but it sent a shock of pleasure through her that nearly brought her to her knees.

  Holy crap.

  Surely any decent woman would be sated after a bout of marathon sex?

  If that was true then she was obviously not a decent woman, she conceded, as her body instinctively arched to press against his hard form.

  Viper only had to be near for her to melt with need.

  Growling deep in his throat Viper kissed her with a swiftly mounting urgency. Shay cupped his face with her hands as she opened her lips to the press of his tongue. Not even the sharp prick of his fangs could dampen the flare of passion.

  It felt so good to be in his arms.

  So right.

  So deliciously wonderful.

  His arms lashed about her, nearly hauling her off her feet. Shay moaned. Pressed so close to him it was impossible to miss the hard thrust of his mounting desire. And even more impossible not to recall the memory of wrapping her legs about his waist as he thrust into her.

  That’s what she wanted. Right here. Right now.

  And the force of that want was what at last shook her back to her senses. They were in the middle of a solarium where anyone could walk in on them. She hadn’t lost all sense of decency.

  Not yet.

  Pulling back she struggled to find her voice. “Viper.”

  Denied her lips Viper contented himself with scattering kisses over her upturned face.

  “What?”

  “Why is there a witch in the library?”

  “She’s here to make sure there are no nasty spells on the box.”

  Shay pressed her hands to his chest, refusing to be distracted as he nuzzled just below her ear.

  “Then shouldn’t we be in there?”

  He gave her ear a sharp nip. “We have plenty of time. You know how witches love to create a sense of melodrama when they are about to cast a spell. It will take her an hour to set her circle and place her candles, and all the other mumbo jumbo they insist upon.”

  She shivered. “I still think we should be there. I don’t want to miss anything.”

  Just for a moment his arms tightened about her as if he intended to wipe away any thought of witches and boxes and curses. Then, with a sigh, he reluctantly loosened his grip and regarded her with an expression of sorrow.

  “Oh, pet, you are brutal upon my pride. Do you have no romance in your soul at all?”

  Shay stepped back and smoothed her sweatshirt back in place. She wished it were so easy to smooth the embarrassing hormones raging through her body.

  “Very little,” she conceded.

  “It seems that I shall have to teach you the pleasures of seduction.”

  “You can teach me later.” Unable to resist she reached to place a swift kiss on his cheek before moving toward the door. “Right now I want to find out what’s in that box.”

  “Sacrebleu.” With his stunning lack of anything resembling tact, Levet stomped into the library. “What is that stench?”

  The gray-haired witch pointed a gnarled finger in the demon’s direction, never lifting her head from her task of lighting the circle of candles.

  “Hold your tongue, gargoyle, or I shall stick it to the roof of your mouth,” she warned.

  With a hiss, Levet glared at the elderly woman. “Eeek. A hag. Who invited her?”

  For a moment Viper leaned against the wall and waited in pleasure for the witch to turn the annoying gargoyle into a newt, or a tomato, or anything that couldn’t speak. As much as he disliked witches they occasionally had their uses. But one glance at Shay’s worried expression and he was grudgingly moving forward to grasp the creature by his ridiculous tail and tugging him out of the fray. Shay had enough on her mind without concern that her pet gargoyle was about to become a toad.

  “I would suggest you either close your mouth or take it somewhere else, Levet,” Viper drawled, once again leaning against the wall, his gaze returning to Shay’s delicate profile. “The witch does not seem to have much patience.”

  “What is she doing?”

  “Attempting to open the box on the table.”

  “Open a box?” Levet threw his hands up and started forward. “Mon dieu. I can do that.”

  “Hold.” Viper grabbed the twitching tail and hauled the gargoyle back. “We are not yet certain if it is warded.”

  “Oh.” There was a moment of blessed silence before Levet was shifting impatiently. “What’s in the box?”

  “Obviously, we don’t know yet.”

  “Is it going to take long?”

  “It will take as long as it takes.”

  “Are we having snacks?”

  Viper’s hands clenched at his sides. It
was that or throttling the demon.

  “Levet, shut up.”

  “Well, if we have to wait around for the entire night they could at least serve snacks.”

  “If you’re hungry, why don’t you go to the kitchen and find something for yourself?”

  The gargoyle shuddered. “There’s nothing there but blood and some green gunk.”

  “Then order out.”

  “Pizza? Greek?” The gray eyes lit with excitement. “Oh, oh, I know, how about—”

  Bending down Viper grasped Levet by the horns and pulled him until they were nose to nose.

  “Get a phone, order the food, gargoyle, and be assured that if you step foot back in this room I will personally rip off those wings.”

  Wisely backing toward the door the gargoyle gave a lift of his hands.

  “Jeez, there’s no need for the attitude. Vampires are always so testy.”

  The gargoyle had no idea, Viper acknowledged as he firmly turned back to Shay.

  Testy didn’t begin to cover his mood.

  Watching Shay hovering so anxiously beside the witch made his unbeating heart clench with pain.

  However brave and defiant she might pretend to be beneath all the bluster, she was heartbreakingly fragile. The mere thought that she might be further hurt made him long to smash everything in sight.

  Dammit. He should have locked them both in the solarium. They could even now be soaring to the heights of pleasure, rather than standing in this damnably hot room watching a witch do her endless hocus-pocus.

  Shifting irritably Viper ignored Dante’s concerned glance and crossed his arms over his chest.

  Oh, yes, they should definitely be in the solarium…

  “I am done.” With a dramatic motion the witch waved her hand and the candles were snuffed out. “The box is now safe to open.”

  Viper straightened as Shay reached for the delicately carved wooden box. He didn’t miss the fine tremor of her hand, or the tightening of her features.

  Instinctively he stepped forward, longing to pull her into his arms and add his strength to her own. Only the knowledge that, she would detest him revealing that she was anything but utterly confident kept him rooted to his spot.

  The very air seemed to still as Shay slowly lifted the lid and pulled out a crumpled envelope.

  “It’s addressed to me,” she whispered in the thick silence. Lifting her head she glanced around the room, sucking in a deep breath. “If you’ll excuse me, I think I should read this in private.”

  She turned and headed for the door. Without thought Viper was on her heels. He didn’t want her alone. Not when they didn’t yet know what was in the letter. It was Dante’s hand on his arm that brought him to an abrupt halt.

  “Viper, I think you should respect her wishes,” his friend murmured in tones only Viper could hear. “She won’t thank you for intruding when she wants to be alone.”

  “It’s too dangerous for—”

  “She is safe enough here. The house is well warded against demons, and there are alarms for the more human intruders.”

  Viper gave a low hiss. “I don’t like feeling helpless.”

  Dante gave a wry chuckle. “Get used to it, old friend. Women have a tendency to do that to a man.”

  Viper narrowed his gaze. “You’re not helping.”

  “Just give her a few moments. Nothing will happen to her while she’s in this house.”

  “Fine, but only a few.”

  Pulling from the vampire’s grasp he paced across the vast library. Damn Dante and his annoying logic. He didn’t want to be sensible. He didn’t want to give Shay the privacy she desired.

  Hell, he might as well be honest. He didn’t want her out of his sight for even a moment. He gave an unconscious shake of his head. Devil’s balls. He was a fool. A stark, raving fool.

  Unable to hold still, he continued his pacing as time slowly crawled past. He was distantly aware that Dante had left to take the witch back to her coven, and that Abby had brought a tray of warmed blood and silently placed it on the desk, but they had no ability to intrude into his dark brooding.

  Where the devil was Shay?

  Why hadn’t she returned?

  There had to be something wrong. He felt it in the very depths of his soul.

  After an hour he had had enough. Bursting from the library in a flurry of power, he swept through the mansion in search of his missing Shalott. In truth he hadn’t expected it to be much of a search. The two obvious places were her rooms or the solarium. Where else could she be assured of relative privacy?

  It took only moments to discover she was in neither.

  Bloody hell.

  And another handful of moments to discover that she was nowhere else in the house.

  Thoroughly alarmed Viper returned to his own rooms and withdrew the tiny amulet from his pocket. He didn’t doubt for a moment Shay would be furious to be called to him like a dog on a leash. He would be furious in her place. But for now Viper was content to deal with her anger. As long as she was near, and he was convinced she was safe, she could rant and rave all she liked.

  Closing his fingers about the amulet he felt it grow warm against his skin. Ten minutes later Shay stormed through the door, her expression defiant but her eyes swollen and red from crying.

  “Damn you, Viper,” she hissed. “Let me go.”

  “No.” Pocketing the amulet Viper moved forward to regard her with open concern. “It’s too dangerous for you to be running off.”

  She wrapped her arms about herself. “I’m not stupid. I have no intention of running off while there is still someone out there hunting me. I just want to be alone.”

  “Talk to me, pet,” he urged. “Tell me what was in the letter.” There was a long moment when Viper feared she would refuse to answer him. She had been alone for so long. Too long. She no longer knew how to trust others, “It’s from my father,”

  Chapter Sixteen

  Shay had every intention of being furious with Viper. For all his promises not to treat her as a slave he had been swift enough to use the leash that held her to him.

  He was no better than the witches, she had told herself.

  She had wanted to be alone. She had wanted to battle through her maze of raw emotions before she was forced to face him. He had no right to yank her to his side against her will. And yet the moment she was standing before him she found her anger melting. In fact, she discovered herself longing to lean against that hard body, as if being in his arms would make everything better.

  Dammit. The knowledge should be terrifying. Unfortunately she was simply too overwhelmed at the moment to conjure the proper horror. Instead she wrapped her own arms about herself and watched as the inevitable shock rippled over his pale face.

  “Your… father?”

  “Yes.”

  He seemed to carefully consider his response, as if he were dealing with a nut. And maybe he was.

  “Surely that should please you?”

  She swallowed past the thick lump lodged in her throat. “He had the curse placed upon me.”

  He reached up to cup her face, his cool touch ridiculously easing a portion of the pain clutching at her heart.

  “You cannot be certain, Shay. This could be a trick.”

  “No. It’s no trick. The letter says that he did it to protect me.”

  His fingers tightened to a near painful level. “What?”

  “He knew that he was being stalked, although he didn’t know who or what was chasing him. He says that the curse is intended to hide me from his enemies.”

  “Hide you?”

  “The curse was like a barrier that kept me shielded from most demons.”

  He considered for a long moment. “Yes, I suppose it has managed to do that. There hasn’t been even the whisper of a Shalott in over a century. Still, it was a rattier dangerous and desperate gamble. He left you at the mercy of Evor.”

  Shay pulled from his touch. Just having him so near was distractio
n enough.

  “He never intended to leave me at the mercy of anyone” she said. More to convince herself than Viper. “Once the danger was passed the witch was pledged to break the curse and reveal the truth to me.”

  His beautiful features were unreadable. “But she was killed before she could do so?”

  “Yes.”

  A beat passed. A beat where Shay had no idea what was going through his mind. A vampire was a master at hiding his emotions when he wanted to.

  “He was only attempting to protect you, Shay,” he at last said softly.

  The stupid tears she had been stemming for the past hour burned hot in her eyes as she abruptly turned to hide her distress.

  “I know that, it’s just…”

  With a speed she could never match, he had moved to stand directly before her.

  “What?”

  She blew out a heavy sigh, accepting there was no way to hide from him.

  “All these years I’ve blamed my rotten fate on whatever horrible monster had put this curse on me. Now I discover it was my own father.”

  “He obviously did it with the best of intentions.”

  “That doesn’t change the fact that I’ve spent over eighty years as a slave.” Her teeth clenched as the memories threatened to rise up. Memories she kept locked away so they didn’t drown her. “I’ve been beaten, chained, and sold like an animal.”

  “I know it’s been difficult—”

  “Difficult?” She gave a short, humorless laugh. “There hasn’t been a moment when I haven’t been at the mercy of some master. Not a moment when I didn’t fear what the next hour might bring. Not a moment when I haven’t struggled just to survive.”

  “Shay.”

  The pity on his face had her angrily swiping at the tears. “I’m sorry. I’m not usually a whiner.”

  His eyes darkened. “Don’t be sorry.” He lightly touched the dampness that lingered on her cheeks. “I only met the witches briefly, but I don’t doubt they made your life a living hell.”

  “Hell is right,” her voice held a bitter edge. “When Edra was displeased she would lock me in a cellar. More than once she left me down there for years. There was no light, no food except for the bugs and rats I could find crawling around me. There were times when I didn’t think I would ever get out. I thought…” Her voice broke and she was forced to clear her throat before she could continue. “I thought I would be stuck in the dark for an eternity.”