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‘Perhaps you’d better let her keep them,’ I said gently, handing back the bag. ‘I don’t think they’d suit me.’
He looked hurt. ‘I don’t understand you anymore, June. There’s something different about you. You seem colder. Too much like a fella for my taste.’
‘You don’t have to like it. There are a lot of things I still have to figure out. I only know that I don’t miss our old life. It was comfortable, but it made me so spineless.’
‘I wouldn’t say that. You were certainly the mistress of the house. Hilary’s away all the time and I can’t find where she keeps anything. And I never seem to have any clean pants. Don’t ask a man to do a woman’s job, eh?’ His bluff joviality faded. ‘Listen, I know I left you, but for many years you had everything you could ever ask for in Hamingwell.’
‘That’s the point, Gordon. I don’t ever want to have to ask for things again, or sit there making up ways to fill the hours. It’s time to give myself a different kind of credit.’
‘Would it make any difference to say I miss you?’
‘That’s to be expected when you spend ten years with someone. But at some point you have to ask yourself, what was it for? Did we learn anything from each other?’
‘I don’t see how you can talk like that. I looked after you.’
‘I know you did, Gordon. Maybe you protected me a little too much.’
‘Fine, go ahead and live this way, but I think you’re making a terrible mistake. People aren’t nice. They’re out for everything they can get.’
There are a lot more good ones than bad, I thought, but you’ll never see it. I watched from the upstairs window as he left, disappointed and bewildered. He didn’t stop to look up. He checked the Rover for scratches, then hastily hopped inside and started it. He couldn’t wait to get out of the area fast enough.
Me, I like it here, but I won’t stay. I’ll move around. Whitechapel, Hoxton, King’s Cross, Shoreditch, Lambeth, Borough, Pimlico, Deptford, Bayswater, I haven’t decided where next. I’m learning new lists.
I’ve taken a new job, rather an appropriate one. I’ve become a personal shopper for the wives of the wealthy, and I’m damned good at it. The first thing I’m going to do is get Mrs. Rennie to spend her way through her husband’s fortune. How we’ll laugh as we burn a path through the laundered cash of the corrupt. What’s more, I’ll be able to keep an eye on her husband’s mysteriously transmuting network of alliances. So long as respectable people require someone to do their dirty work, he and his companions will continue to make their fortunes. I desperately want to hurt him, to make him pay for what he did, but I no longer know which side I’m on.
I wouldn’t exactly say I’ve faked my death, but changing my name will be the first smart move, and if I ever do get another credit card it’ll have that new name on it. I’ll have been reborn.
My old life as June Cryer has officially ended.
I am a former housewife, an ex-housewife. Like the Monty Python parrot sketch, I have ceased to be. To put it another way, I am one mean mother of an ex-pelmet-hoovering Sainsburys-shopping dishwasher-loading housewife who can no longer remember which leading shower spray gets rid of stubborn limescale and which attacks unsightly soap-scum, and doesn’t give a flying rat-fuck, pardon my French. I’m just glad I came out of my coma long enough to build a new life.
When I finally do have a child – a girl, I feel sure – she won’t be bullied into doing what’s best for her by her parents or her peers, by suitors or salesmen. She’ll be free to choose the life she wants. Of course, I’m realistic enough to know that her choices won’t be mine. You set up home on solid ground and tend it, or you move to shifting sands. It’s a hard decision. The most important thing is discovering you have a choice.
The housewife is dead, but the woman is doing just fine.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
BORN IN LONDON, Christopher Fowler has written for film, television, radio, graphic novels, and for newpaper including The London Times, for more than thirty years. He is a regular columnist for The Independent on Sunday. Fowler is the multi-award-winning author of more than thirty novels, including the lauded Bryant & May mystery novels. In the past year he has been nominated for eight national book awards.
For more information visit
www.christopherfowler.co.uk
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Table of Contents
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Also by Christopher Fowler
Title
Indicia
Foreword
Epigraph
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three<
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Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
About the Author
'Hell Train' by Christopher Fowler
'The Fictional Man' by Al Ewing
'Deadfall Hotel' by Steve Rasnic Tem