Mortal Fear

by Robin Cook

  “Madaline, I’m sorry. I wouldn’t do this unless I thought it was necessary. But the only way we can adjust your medications is with constant monitoring.”

  Grumbling but resigned, Madaline agreed. Jason told her he’d see her later, and left her in the capable hands of Claudia. By four P.M., Jason had just about caught up to his appointment schedule. Emerging from his office, Jason ran into Roger Wanamaker, whose impressive bulk completely blocked the narrow hallway.

  “My turn,” Roger said. “Got a minute for a chat?”

  “Sure,” said Jason, who never said no to a colleague. He led the way back to his office. Roger ceremoniously dropped a chart on his desk.

  “Just so you don’t feel lonely,” he said. “That’s the chart of a fifty-three-year-old executive from Data General who was just brought into the emergency room deader than a doorknob. I’d given him one of our full-scale executive physicals less than three weeks ago.”

  Jason opened the chart and glanced through the physical, including the EKG and laboratory values. The cholesterol was high but not terrible. “Another heart attack?” he asked, flipping to the report of the chest X ray. It was normal.

  “Nope,” Roger said. “Massive stroke. The guy had a seizure right in the middle of a board meeting. His wife is madder’n hell. Made me feel terrible. She said he’d been feeling crummy ever since he’d seen us.”

  “What were his symptoms?”

  “Nothing specific,” Roger said. “Mostly insomnia and tension, the kind of stuff executives complain about all the time.”

  “What the hell is going on?” Jason asked rhetorically.

  “Beats me,” Roger said. “But I’m getting a bad feeling — like we’re on the edge of some kind of epidemic or something.”

  “I’ve talked with Madsen in pathology. I asked him about an unknown infectious disease. He said no. He said it was metabolic, maybe autoimmune.”

  “I think we’d better do something. What about the meeting you suggested?”

  “I haven’t called it yet,” Jason admitted. “I’m having Claudia pull all my physicals over the last year and checking to see how the patients are doing. Maybe you should do the same.”

  “Good idea.”

  “What about the autopsy on this case?” Jason asked, handing the chart back to Roger.

  “The medical examiner has it.”

  “Let me know what they find.”

  When Roger left, Jason made a note to call a meeting of the other internists early the following week. Even if he didn’t want to know how widespread the problem was, he knew he couldn’t sit back and watch while patients with seemingly healthy checkups ended up in the morgue.

  En route to his final patient, Jason found himself again thinking of Carol Donner. Suddenly getting an idea, he made a detour to the central desk and found Claudia. He asked her to go down to personnel and see if she could get Alvin Hayes’s home address. Jason was confident that if anybody could do it, Claudia could.

  Once again heading for his last outpatient, Jason wondered why he’d not thought of getting Hayes’s address sooner. If Carol Donner had been living with the man, it would be vastly easier to talk with her at her apartment than at the Club Cabaret, where they obviously felt rather protective. Maybe she’d have some ideas about Hayes’s breakthrough, or if nothing else, his health. By the time Jason had finished with his last patient, Claudia had the address. It was in the South End.

  After all the outpatients had been seen, and Jason had dictated the necessary correspondence, he headed up the main elevator to begin his inpatient rounds. He saw Madaline Krammer first.

  She was already looking better. An increased diuretic had reduced her swollen feet and hands considerably, but when he went over her again he was disturbed to find that her pupils seemed widely dilated and unreactive to light. He made a note on her chart before continuing his rounds.

  Before he went in to see Matthew Cowen, Jason pulled his chart to see what the ophthalmology consult had said about his eyes. Shocked, Jason read, “Mild cataract formation in both eyes. Check again in six months.” Jason couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Cataracts at thirty-five? He remembered the autopsy had noted cataracts in Connoly’s eyes. He also remembered just seeing Madaline Krammer’s dilated pupils. What the hell were they dealing with? He was further confused when he went down the hall to see Matthew.

  “Are you giving me any weird drugs?” he demanded as soon as he glimpsed Jason.

  “No. Why do you ask?”

  “Because my hair is coming out.” To make his point, he tugged on a few strands, which indeed came right out. He scattered them on the pillow.

  Jason picked one up, rolling it slowly between his thumb and index finger. It looked normal save for a grayness at the root. Then he examined Matthew’s scalp. It too was normal, with no inflammation or soreness.

  “How long has this been going on?” he asked, remembering Brian Lennox with startling vividness, as well as Mrs. Harring’s comment that her husband’s hair had started to fall out.

  “It’s gotten much worse today,” Matthew said. “I don’t mean to sound paranoid, but everything seems to be happening to me.”

  “It’s just coincidence,” Jason said, trying to buoy his own confidence as much as Matthew’s. “I’ll have the dermatologist take another look. Maybe it’s associated with your dry skin. Has that improved?”

  “It’s worse, if anything. I shouldn’t have come into the hospital.”

  Jason tended to agree, especially since so many of his patients were doing poorly. By the time he finished rounds, he was exhausted. He almost forgot that some well-meaning friends had insisted he attend a dinner party that night so they could fix him up with a cute thirty-four-year-old lawyer named Penny Lambert. With an hour to kill, Jason decided it wasn’t worth going home. Instead, he pulled out the Boston map he kept in his car and located Springfield Street, where Hayes’s apartment was located. It was off Washington Street. Thinking it would be a good time to catch Carol Donner, he decided to drive directly there. But that was easier said than done. Heading south, he found himself caught in bumper-to-bumper traffic on Massachusetts Avenue. With persistence, he reached Washington Street and turned left, then left again at Springfield. He located Hayes’s building, then found a parking spot.

  The neighborhood was a mixture of renovated and unrenovated buildings. Hayes’s was in the latter category. Graffiti was spray-painted on the front steps. Jason entered the foyer and noted that several of the mailboxes were broken and that the inner door was unlocked. In fact, the lock had been broken sometime in the distant past and never replaced. Hayes’s apartment was on the third floor. Jason started up the poorly lit steps. The smell was musty and damp.

  The building was large, with single apartments on each floor. On three Jason tripped over several Boston Globes still in their plastic covers. There was no bell so Jason knocked. Hearing no response, he knocked again, harder. The door squeaked open about an inch. Looking down, Jason saw that the lock had recently been forced and that part of the doorjamb was missing. Using his index finger, Jason gingerly pushed the door open. It squeaked again as if in pain. “Hello,” he called. There was no answer. He stepped into the apartment. “Hello.” There was no noise except a running toilet. He closed the door behind him and started across a dark hall toward a partially opened door.

  Jason took one look and almost fled. The place had been trashed. The living room, once decorated with attractive antiques and reproductions, was a wreck. All the drawers in the desk and sideboard had been pulled out and dumped. The sofa cushions had been slashed, and the contents of a large bookcase were strewn about the floor.

  Picking his way carefully through the mess, Jason peered into a small bedroom, which was in the same condition as the living room, then went down the hall to what he assumed was the master bedroom. It too was a wreck. Every drawer had been dumped, and the clothes in the walk-in closet had been ripped from hangers and thrown on the floor. Pi
cking some up, he noted they were all men’s clothes.

  Suddenly the front door squeaked, sending a shiver down Jason’s spine. He let the clothes fall to the floor. He started to call out again, hoping that it was Carol Donner, but for a moment he was too scared to speak. He froze, his ears straining for sound. Maybe a draft had pushed the door…. Then he heard a thud, like the sound of a shoe knocking against a book or an overturned drawer. Someone was definitely in the apartment, and Jason had the feeling whoever it was knew he was there. Perspiration appeared on his forehead and ran down the side of his nose. Detective Curran’s warning that the drug world was dangerous flashed through his mind. He wondered if there was a way to sneak out. Then he realized he was at the end of a long hallway.

  All at once a large figure filled the doorway. Even in the darkness Jason could tell that it was carrying a gun.

  Panic filled Jason as his heart raced. But still he did not move.A second, smaller figure joined the first and together they stepped into the room. Then they advanced toward Jason, inexorably, step by step. It seemed like an eternity. Jason wanted to cry out or run.

  CHAPTER 6

  The next instant Jason thought he’d died. There was a flash. But then he realized it was not the gun, but a light bulb over his head. He was still alive. Two uniformed policemen stood before him. Jason could have hugged them in his relief.

  “Am I glad to see you guys,” Jason said.

  “Turn around,” the larger cop ordered, ignoring Jason’s comment.

  “I can explain…” Jason began, but he was told to shut up and put his hands on the wall, his feet spread apart.

  The second cop searched him, removing his wallet. When they were satisfied Jason was unarmed, they pulled his arms off the wall and handcuffed him. Then they marched him back through the apartment, down the stairs, and into the street. Some passersby stopped to watch as Jason was forced into the back seat of an unmarked car.

  The cops remained silent during the ride to the stationhouse, and Jason decided there was no point trying to explain until they got there. Now that he had calmed down, he began to think of what he should do. He guessed he’d be able to make a phone call, and he wondered if he should call Shirley or the lawyer he’d used when he’d sold his house and practice.

  But when they arrived, the cops just marched Jason to a small, bare room and left him there. The door clicked when they went out and Jason realized he was locked in. He’d never been in jail before and it did not feel good.

  As the minutes slipped by, Jason realized the gravity of the situation. He remembered Shirley’s request that he not stir the pot. God knows the effect his arrest would have on the clinic if it became public.

  Finally the door to the room opened and Detective Michael Curran came in, followed by the smaller policeman. Jason was glad to see Curran, but he was immediately aware the detective did not reciprocate the emotion. The lines on his face seemed deeper than ever.

  “Uncuff him,” Curran said without smiling. Jason stood up while the uniformed policeman released his hands. He watched Curran’s face, trying to fathom his thoughts, but he remained impenetrable.

  “I want to talk with him alone,” he said to the policeman, who nodded and left.

  “Here’s your goddamn wallet,” Curran said, slapping it into Jason’s palm. “You don’t take advice too well, do you? What do I have to do to convince you this drug business is serious stuff?”

  “I was only trying to talk with Carol Donner…”

  “Wonderful. So you butt in and screw things up for us.”

  “Like what?” Jason asked, beginning to feel his temper rise.

  “Vice has been staking out Hayes’s apartment since we learned it had been searched. We hoped to pull in someone a bit more interesting than you.”

  “I’m sorry.”

  Curran shook his head in frustration. “Well, it could have been worse. You could have gotten yourself hurt. Please, doctor — would you get back to your doctoring?”

  “Am I free to go?” Jason asked with disbelief.

  “Yeah,” Curran said, turning to the door. “I’m not going to book you. No sense wasting our time.”

  Jason left the police station and took a cab back to Springfield Street, where he retrieved his car. He glanced up at Hayes’s building and shivered. It had been an unnerving experience.

  With enough adrenaline in his system now to run a four-minute mile, Jason was glad he had plans for the evening. His friends the Alics had invited a lively group of people, and the food and wine were really good. The girl they wanted him to meet, Penny Lambert, struck him as a bit of a yuppie, conservatively dressed in a blue suit with a voluminous silk bow tie. Luckily, she was cheerful and talkative and willingly filled the gap left by Jason’s inability to stop thinking about Hayes’s apartment and his need to speak to Carol Donner.

  When coffee and brandy were cleared away, Jason had an idea. Maybe if he offered to take Penny home, he could persuade her to stop at Carol’s club. Obviously, Carol was no longer living at Hayes’s apartment, and Jason figured he might have a better chance talking to her if he were accompanied by another woman. Penny happily accepted his offer of a lift, and when they were in the car, he asked her if she were feeling adventurous.

  “What do you mean?” she asked cautiously.

  “I thought you might like to see another side of Boston.”

  “Like a disco?”

  “Something like that,” Jason said. In a mildly perverse way, Jason thought the experience might be good for Penny. She was nice enough, but a bit too predictable.

  She relaxed, smiling and chatting until they pulled up in front of the Club Cabaret. “Are you sure this is a good idea?” she asked.

  “Come on,” Jason urged. He’d given her a little background en route, explaining that he wanted to see the girl Dr. Hayes had been involved with. Penny had remembered the story from the newspapers and it had not buoyed her confidence, but with a bit more cajoling he persuaded her to let him park and go in.

  Friday was obviously a big night. Gripping Penny’s hand, Jason worked his way down the room, hoping to avoid the man with the dark glasses and his two he-man bodyguards. With the help of a five-dollar bill he got one of the waitresses to give them a booth against the side wall, several steps up from the floor. They could see the runway while remaining partially concealed from the dancers by the dark silhouettes of men standing two deep at the bar.

  They’d entered between numbers. They had just ordered drinks when the speakers roared to life. Jason’s eyes had adjusted to the darkness, and he could just make out Penny’s face. What he could see best were the whites of her eyes. She wasn’t doing much blinking.

  A stripper appeared in a swirl of diaphanous crepe. There were a few catcalls. Penny remained silent. As he paid the waitress for their drinks, Jason asked if Carol Donner was dancing that night. The waitress said her first set was at eleven. Jason was relieved — at least she hadn’t been trashed along with Hayes’s apartment.

  When the waitress left he saw the dancer was down to her G-string and that Penny’s lips were tightly pursed.

  “This is disgusting,” she spat.

  “It’s not the Boston Symphony,” Jason agreed.

  “She even has cellulite.”

  Jason looked more carefully when the dancer went back up the stairs. Sure enough, the backs of her thighs were heavily dimpled. Jason smiled. It was curious what a woman noticed.

  “Are these men really enjoying themselves?” Penny asked with distaste.

  “Good question. I don’t know. Most of them look bored.”

  But not one was bored when Carol came out. Like the night before, the crowd came alive when she began her routine.

  “What do you think?” Jason asked. “She’s a good dancer, but I can’t believe your friend was involved with her.”

  “That’s exactly what I thought,” Jason said. But now he wasn’t so sure. Carol Donner projected a very different personality than he
had expected.

  After Carol finished, and again did not appear among the patrons, Jason had had enough. Penny was eager to leave, and Jason noticed she had little to say on the way home. He guessed the Club Cabaret hadn’t made a great impression. When he left her at her door, he didn’t even bother to say he’d call. He knew the Alics would be disappointed, but he figured they should have known better than to fix him up with a bow tie.

  Back in his own apartment, Jason undressed and picked up the DNA book from the den. He got into bed and started reading. Remembering his exhaustion that afternoon, he thought he’d drop off to sleep quickly. But that wasn’t the case. He read about bacteriophages, the viral particles that infected bacteria, and how they were used in genetic engineering. Then he read a chapter on plasmids, which he’d never even heard of before he’d started reading about DNA. He marveled that plasmids were small circular DNA molecules that existed in bacteria and reproduced faithfully when the bacteria reproduced. They, too, served an enormously important function as vehicles for introducing segments of DNA into bacteria.

  Still wide awake, Jason looked at the time. It was after two A.M., and sleep was out of the question. Getting up, he went into his living room and stared out at Louisburg Square. A car pulled up. It was the tenant who occupied the garden apartment in Jason’s building. He, too, was a doctor and although they were friendly, Jason knew little about the man other than he dated a lot of beautiful women. Jason wondered where he found them all. True to form, the man emerged from his car with an attractive blonde and amid soft laughter disappeared out of sight below. Jason heard the front door to the building close. Silence returned. He could not get Carol Donner out of his mind, wishing he could speak with her. Looking at the clock on the mantel, Jason had an idea. Quickly, he returned to the bedroom, redressed, and went out to his car.