Furbidden: BBW Paranormal Shape Shifter Romance (Furocious Lust Shorts Book 1)

by Taiden, Milly

  The crowd went wild cheering for the highest donation of the night so far. Penny’s stomach rolled, sending bile shooting up her throat. She could only hope her night got better.

  She turned around to go back through the curtain, her hands shaking and her muscles so stiff she swore they’d break. Breathe. She needed to breathe. Spots danced before her eyes.

  “Holy shit, Penny!” Julie gasped, clutching her by the shoulders. “You look like you’re going to faint.”

  Penny gasped for air, her lungs burning with panic.

  “Breathe, Penny,” Kari said softly. “You’ll be fine. The guy didn’t appear to be more than a kid. Maybe he fell in love at first sight?” She giggled. “Who knows?”

  Good. Okay. Why was she freaking out? Oh yeah, the whole time on stage had really messed her up. She took deep breaths, trying to calm the racing in her heart. She wasn’t a fan of stages. Or crowds.

  Soft as marshmallows, her legs shook with each step she took. “I’m fine. Really, guys. I’m okay.”

  She cleared her throat and glanced around, looking for the payment area. Where was Dave, that asshole?

  “Hey, I wouldn’t be so pissed if some young kid bought me,” Julie muttered, letting go of Penny’s arm. “At least, that would be easier to digest than the looks on some of these old guys’ faces.”

  Penny saw what Julie meant. There were some old men giving bachelorettes lecherous looks and smiling at them like they were pimp daddies. “You’re right. This can’t be so bad. He’s a kid.”

  A burst of confidence went through her, calming her nerves. This wasn’t such a big deal. This was for charity. Why was she getting so worked up? Besides, how many times had she done this before? None. So her worst fears could be unfounded.

  “Our next lady up for bid...”

  “Crap!” Kari groaned. “My turn. This sucks balls.”

  “Good luck, girls,” Penny said, glancing back at the dreaded stage. “I’ll see you all Monday.”

  “Have fun tonight.” Julie smiled. Her sparkling brown eyes filled with concern. “Don’t stress so much. This is supposed to be fun all around.”

  She nodded and marched, with steadier steps, toward the area her friends said was the payment section.

  The young man she’d seen from the stage waited for her with a wide smile on his face. He was young, probably early twenties or late teens. “Hi, I’m Kyle.”

  She shook his hand and immediately felt more at ease. From his short dark hair to his slim frame, the guy didn’t give off any jerk vibes. His smile was genuine, which helped her calm down. “Hi. I’m Penelope, but everyone calls me Penny.”

  “I like that name. Penny. Are you one of the lucky ones?” he asked, the smile growing wider.

  She laughed at the question she got from almost everyone. “I like to think so. Did you have something in mind you wanted to do tonight?”

  He nodded and offered her his arm. “My car is waiting outside. I think you’ll like the place I found for dinner.”

  She cleared her throat, pushing back the renewed nerves. She didn’t normally go anywhere with strangers. Even a young one. Taking his arm, she strolled out of the hall with Kyle. She’d never done a bachelorette auction before so she wasn’t sure what the plan was. Thanks to idiot Dave, she hadn’t even been filled in on the process.

  A shiny black stretch limo sat at the curve of the hotel. Kyle waved at the driver, telling him to stay in place and opened a door for her. She entered the limo and the door closed behind her. A quick glance around made her breath seize in her lungs.

  “Ethan?”

  The limo sped off and she barely managed to sit properly before she would have fallen on her face. She glanced around, noting that Kyle never got in the limo. Her gaze ate up the man she’d loved but let go.

  He’d always worn his brown hair in a shaggy cut that didn’t appear to be tamed. His aqua-blue eyes pinned her with a commanding stare. “You look beautiful, Penny.”

  “What the hell are you doing here?” she screeched in outrage then gasped. “You set this up. You asshole!”

  Her chest ached from how good it was to see him and how much it hurt at the same time. She’d missed him so much, but she refused to be with a liar. She didn’t care how much he said he loved her. If he truly did, he wouldn’t have lied about some really big things in their relationship, things she expected to know under any circumstance. From the fact he had money down to his species. All of it had been lies.

  He leaned forward, his tux shifting with his moves. Christ he had such a big body. She’d always loved that about him. He wasn’t all muscle either. He had a well-defined body with strength. It was probably all part of being a bear-shifter. She’d fallen so hard for Ethan. Her mind still couldn’t wrap around the fact that he’d kept so much from her. All the while claiming to love her.

  “Let me out of this car!” She turned to face the closed partition between them and the driver. Wiggling and sliding down the long curved seat, she was about to knock on the glass when Ethan grabbed her arm, turning her to face him.

  “Penny, listen to me.”

  The limo took a sharp turn and she fell back with Ethan sprawled over her.

  “Get off me!” She tried to push him off, but he was too big and strong. He pinned her down until she couldn’t move and she wasn’t a small woman. She had boundless curves and weight on her body.

  She huffed out an angry breath and glared at him. “I don’t care how much you paid, I’ll have them refund your donation. Now let me out because I am not going anywhere with you.”

  He held her hands above her head on the seat with one hand and grabbed her chin, forcing her to meet his gaze with the other.

  “That’s enough!” he roared.

  FIVE

  She blinked, her heart thundering wildly. She’d never seen him get so angry before.

  “Stop acting like a spoiled brat, Penelope.” His breath caressed her face and the hint of mint and whiskey floated up her nose. “I wouldn’t have had to do this if you would have answered my damn calls. Or opened the door and talked to me.”

  “You lied to me! I hate liars.”

  “You don’t hate me, babe. You love me,” he threw back.

  She growled and tried to free herself again. “You are a dick. A big dick.”

  “I have a big dick. One that’s been missing you like crazy, Penny. Stop!” He growled again. “All that moving is only making me want to rip this fucking dress off and fuck you right here right now.”

  She gasped. “You think I’d let you touch me after what you did?”

  He clenched his jaw tight. “What did I do that was so wrong? Keep my finances to myself?”

  She rolled her eyes and huffed another growl. “You never told me you were a bear!”

  His hand on her face kept her from glancing away from his too-knowing eyes. “You have a problem with me being a shifter?”

  “No, you asshole. I have a problem with not being told things that I should know. Like the fact you can turn into a big-ass bear. That’s my problem. Get it yet?”

  “What the hell does that have to do with anything? If you love me, like you said you did, then you wouldn’t care about any of that.”

  She squirmed again and stopped the moment she felt his erection pressing between her legs. Fucking hell. Now was not the time to get excited he was hard. “I did love you. I didn’t care that you were a shifter, but I cared about the lack of trust. You could have told me. It wouldn’t have made a difference. I cared about you for you.”

  “You still love me. Don’t fucking try to deny what I can see in your eyes.” He rocked his hips between her legs, rubbing his erection right on her clit.

  A soft gasp escaped her throat and she bit her lip to keep from moaning. “I can’t love a liar.”

  “I never lied to you.” His fierce gaze didn’t budge. “I told you I loved you and I was honest.”

  She glanced down at his lips, her breaths coming in short shallow bu
rsts. “If you loved me, you would have trusted me. Told me about your ass being loaded and a shifter. But you didn’t trust me! Get off me!”

  He growled and instead of moving like she wanted, he brought his head down and plastered his lips over hers in an angry, soul-sucking kiss that took her breath away. She didn’t want to want him. Didn’t want to love him. But her body refused to listen. The kiss set off detonations of hunger exploding through her veins. She breathed through his lips, sharing his air and letting him possess her once again. He rubbed his tongue over hers, twirling and sucking and making her lose all control. Pleasure intensified with each swipe of his tongue on her lips. Every nip and nibble sent a stream of wetness down her pussy.

  He tore his lips from hers and inhaled a short, harsh breath. “You want me.”

  She licked her lips, still staring at his too-sexy mouth and lied. “I don’t.”

  “You’re so fucking wet for me, Penny.”

  “Bullshit. You have a good imagination.” She refused to admit defeat. She didn’t care how much her body burned for the bear. She wouldn’t give in to her hormones.

  “Bullshit?” He lowered his head again, sucking on her chin and licking her jaw. “I know I make you wet. I bet if I shove my hand between your legs you’ll be fucking soaked.”

  She swallowed back a whimper. Lord have mercy on her soul. “You’re delusional. I don’t want you.”

  “You can lie to yourself, but you can’t lie to me. Your body aches for me to get inside you. Your pussy throbs for a taste of my cock.”

  Holy shit. Hearing him say it only made her wetter. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. I know how to control myself.”

  “You’re a piece of work. You lay there, wet and horny as fuck, wanting me to fuck you every way possible and you refuse to admit it.”

  She licked her lips and raised her brows. “Let me out of this car. I don’t negotiate with liars.”

  “I’m not a liar!” He took her mouth again, this time even harder than before. The sound of material tearing resonated in the back of her mind, but the way he fucked her mouth with his tongue pushed it all away. She gave in, just a little, and kissed him as hard as he kissed her. A loud rumble sounded from his chest, making her entire body vibrate.

  Then his mouth was on her neck, sucking, biting, driving her crazy with each touch. She couldn’t look down; he still had a hand on her face, holding it in place. It took a second to realize he wasn’t holding her hands above her head any longer. He’d released them and she’d kept them up there on her own.

  She gripped his hair in her fist. At first, to pull him away, but the moment his lips sucked on her nipple it changed to keep him there. She hated how badly she wanted him. It had always been like this between them. Hot. Rough. Dangerous.

  Her temperature shot to the moon when he nipped at her breast. It was so good. So right. He slid his hand down her body and between her legs, yanking at the material of her panties. The bite of pain from the pull of the silk didn’t faze her. She ignored that and opened wide. Maybe for this one time she could take what he offered. A quick bout of pleasure before she sent him away from her. There wasn’t going to be a relationship between them again. But this, sex, she could do.

  He groaned on her breast and released her nipple. He pressed his palm on her pussy, pushing his fingers into her entrance. “Fuck, Penny. I told you you’d be wet.”

  She gulped and tried to push her need for more of his touch away. “I’m not.”

  His face came into view. The angry frown and the way he pressed his lips into a thin line made her heart flip-flop. “Now who’s the liar?” He spread her pussy lips wide open and flicked a finger on her clit. “You don’t want to want me, but you do. You’re fucking visualizing me up in your pussy. Deny it all you want, but my cock is the only one that does this to you. I make you slick. I make you hot. I make you come.” His finger circled the sensitive nub and she moaned. “Say it. Say you want me to fuck you.”

  “I—”

  He fingered her pussy, drawing out a low moan from her. “Say you want my dick inside you. You know you do. You’ve been thinking about it since the last time I fucked you.”

  She gasped, closing her eyes and then opening them again to his piercing gaze. “Ethan...”

  “That’s it baby,” he said when she grew slicker. “You remember that last time. It was kind of like this. In a limo. Remember how I ate your pussy until you gushed on my face?”

  Oh, good god how could she ever forget that. It had been unreal. She nodded, her body trying to take the tenuous control out of her grasp.

  “You wet my face with your juices and then I kissed you. You tasted yourself on my mouth and begged me to fuck you. Remember that, sweetheart? Remember my cock deep in your pussy?” He pushed two fingers into her and drew them out slowly. “You moaning how much you liked it. Your nails digging my back and your legs spread wide so I could go deeper and deeper.” His fingers went in and out of her faster, picking up speed with his words. “I remember. Maybe it’s time I reminded you how much your pussy likes my cock sliding in and out of you. How much you love me coming inside you, leaving you sticky and wet and then eating you out all over again.”

  Fucking hell! Why did he do that to her? “Ethan, I can’t—”

  He brushed his lips lightly over hers. “Say it. You want to. I know because I haven’t wanted another like I want you. I haven’t been with anyone since you. And there will not be any others. It’s just you.”

  She didn’t know if he was lying or telling the truth, but those words did something to her. It opened the door she’d shut a year ago and emotions poured out of her like a glass of wine overflowing. “Please.” She swallowed. “I’ve missed you.”

  That’s all it took. He pushed the frothy skirt out of the way and unzipped. His gaze was stuck to hers. There was no need for further workup or words. All she wanted was him. Inside her. Taking her. Being hers. He pushed the head of his cock into her slick channel with a single-minded thrust and didn’t stop until he was balls deep inside her, until she was choking for a breath from her body was trying to adjust to being taken after almost a year without him.

  “Fuck, baby. You’re still just as perfect as before.” He pulled his hips back and pressed forward with determined drives.

  She clawed at his suit jacket, wishing the damn thing was off him, but not wanting to stop him for anything. He fucked her the way she loved. Hard. Fast. Deep. So deep. Until they were pelvis to pelvis with no space between them.

  “Yes...” she moaned.

  The limo hit a bump and his thrust felt deeper. She didn’t care that his hand was still on her neck, holding her in place. She only focused on the pleasure of his body going in and out of hers. Tension mounted inside her, curling at the pit of her belly into a ball, ready to unfurl at any second.

  “Lord, you feel good.” He sucked on the corner of her mouth, biting his way down to her neck. “Your pussy’s so tight. So wet. I’ve been dreaming of being inside you again for the past year.” He drew circles over her skin with his tongue. “Dreams of coming in your pussy. In your mouth. Taking you every way. You’d let me. You’d want me to fuck you hard and rough until your legs were useless.”

  She moaned, her lungs burning from the lack of air. She visualized him doing even more to her. Just like he had in the past. “Yes, I would let you.”

  “I know,” he groaned, his words coming out choppy and strained. “You loved it when I fucked you from behind and yanked on your gorgeous hair. And when I slapped your ass. Didn’t you, Penny?”

  She did. Dammit all to hell she did! She’d never wanted a man to do any of that to her until Ethan. He’d opened her up to want things she’d never thought sexy. He’d done stuff to her she hadn’t even thought of. “I—”

  “Don’t deny it now, love,” he rumbled. “I’ve licked and fucked you in every way possible. I’ve loved watching you play with yourself when you sucked my dick. Fuck! That was so sexy.” He thr
ust harder, his moves almost losing their precision.

  “Ethan,” she gasped. Her muscles stiffened. She was so close. So close to jumping off the cliff and diving into a whirlpool of pleasure. “I’m so...”

  “I got you, beautiful.” He lowered his head to her chest and bit down on her nipple. Sucking and biting hard and fucking her with the same aggression did the trick. His pelvis rubbed on her clit, adding just the right amount of friction to push her over the edge and send her soaring.

  She screamed, clutching on-to his jacket and taking a pounding from his cock at the same time her pussy contracted around him with her orgasm. She slid up and down on the leather seat, her back slick with sweat. Then he stiffened, groaning and pumping with a speed she knew meant he was closing in on his own release. Once. Twice. He stopped, bit harder on her tit and groaned. His cock pulsed in her pussy, filling her with his seed.

  SIX

  Ethan held the woman he’d fallen for like a stone in his arms. Two years ago, he’d broken all the rules his family had lived with and started dating Penny. She was a human, unlike any of the females in his clan. At first, he’d chosen not to tell her about his shifter status because he wasn’t sure how she’d react. Not that he hadn’t slept with human females, but she was different. She was the one. The more time he spent with her, the more he realized he didn’t want her to leave him. Unlike him and his brothers, she’d been raised dirt poor with almost nothing to her name.

  Thinking of her history and how she’d come out of it, the struggle she’d endured to become something in a family of nothing, tugged at his heart. He’d been trying to figure out how to tell her of his wealth without sounding full of himself. Or without making her feel like she wasn’t good enough for him.

  What ended up happening, was that she’d found out through word of mouth, something he hadn’t expected. He could almost hear her brain working, trying to decide what to do about him. About them. Only this time, he wouldn’t let her just close him out and push him away because she felt deceived. He’d never actually lied to her. He’d gone as far as baring his soul so she could see he loved her. Nothing had worked.