The Eyes That Own Me (Timing is Everything Book 1)

by Rebecca Fischer

  I've been cursing up a storm this whole time while trying not to bust my load too early. I need her to be on top of me, under me, or next to me, but soon I need to be in her. She sucks just my tip into her mouth, swirling her tongue around quickly, then giving it a good pop like it's the best lollipop she's ever had. I take the opportunity to flip her back onto my mattress, watching her sun-kissed skin glow against my navy comforter.

  When I reach those intense, lust-filled eyes, I know I'm a goner. She gives me a small nod as if to encourage what’s happening. I’ve never seen anything more intoxicating in my life. I take the back of my hand and stroke down her cheek. She closes her eyes and turns her head into my hand. This woman is perfect for me. My heart is pounding through my chest, and my body is on high alert.

  She opens her eyes, grabs the wrist next to her face and tells me the words that I've been anxious to hear.

  "I need you inside me. Make love to me."

  I take a deep breath to not blow then and there. "Angel, I’m happy to wait. You need to be 100 percent sure and ready you want this."

  "Matt, I’m giving into these feelings I have for you. Everything you have done for me and how you make me feel is nothing short of a royal treatment, and I want all of you. Screw moving too fast at this point. It feels right."

  I lean my body onto hers to feel her smooth skin against mine as I grab the box of condoms out of my nightstand. After she had said yes last week to being with me, I bought a new box as a precaution. I didn't want to be unprepared, but I hid them to not pressure either of us.

  I open the box and grab one out before tossing the box onto the floor. She looks up at me with nervous eyes and heavy breaths.

  After rolling it on and giving myself a few tugs, I hear the sexiest little moan come out of my angel. I give her a smirk as her hands rub up and down my chest. She pulls me down for a kiss. I pull her left leg up next to my hip as I stick the tip inside. She's so fucking tight and warm. She was fucking created for me. I keep sliding in, her taking more of me until I'm all the way in. Her breath hitches, and I break our kiss to look down at her.

  With labored breathing, she mutters, "You feel amazing."

  I give her another bruising kiss. "Baby, this is only the beginning."

  I slowly start to move in and out of her. She's so slick and takes all of me. Her hands are grabbing onto my blanket, and her eyes are closed. The moans coming from this woman are the only encouragement I need to speed up and make the attempts to get her to scream. I grab both of her legs and hitch them over my shoulders. Damn, she's pretty flexible. Moving faster, I can feel myself hitting that spot that makes her scream. Her wetness is milking me everywhere. Her legs are trying to tighten around my neck flexing all of her muscles around my dick.

  I can't hold on any longer, and I can feel her tightening even more. We're both about to explode.

  "Char. Baby, hold off and come with me."

  "I need to. I can feel it."

  I take my thumb and rub her clit in small circles. Her voice is becoming louder, and she's trying to hold it all in.

  "Let go. Let it happen."

  With that, she comes apart. It only takes a few more pumps for me to give her everything I have. Charlie grabs onto my biceps as the last bit of me shoots into the condom.

  It takes us both a few moments to get our breathing under control. I flop onto her, my sweat mixing with hers. That was by far the most intense orgasm I have ever had, and I know I will never get enough of her.

  All of a sudden I hear, "Matt, you're kind of squishing me."

  I move up onto my elbows and gaze into the eyes of my woman. She owns me, mind, body, and soul. All she has to do is look at me, and I'm hypnotized. Her face is flushed and glowing from satisfaction. Little does she know that I plan on taking her a few more times before she has to work tomorrow. I'll let her rest for now.

  I give her one more kiss before going to the bathroom to toss out the condom. I grab one of my washcloths and go clean her up a bit before tossing it in the hamper. She's making those little moans that are doing nothing but making me hard again.

  She flips over onto her stomach and grabs onto one of my pillows. She snuggles into it, still on top of my blanket. I can't resist but to give her ass a smack.

  She yelps out and gives me a lustful yet dirty look. All I can do is smirk at her.

  "Hun, as much as I love staring at your incredible body, you're getting under the blanket with me so I can hold you."

  She pulls her knees up to her chest, giving me more views of her long legs and beautiful pink pussy. Temptation gives in. "Keep your knees where you have them, baby."

  I pull the blanket down and move up to her body. Her pussy is calling to me again, and I have to taste it. I can tell she already feels the heat in the air and hasn’t moved from her spot. I kiss my way up her legs, spreading them as I go. Kissing inside her thighs, I can smell her wetness. It's pulling me in and making me want to devour her, so I do just that.

  I lick her from the bottom all the way up to her clit and flick the tip of the sensitive bud a few times. Her mewlings are starting to become louder.

  "Oh my...that feels...so good. Don't stop. Please."

  I take my hand to widen her more, and I suck on her clit. She grinds her hips against my mouth, and I put my palm on her hip. I bring my other hand up and trace the lips under her clit with two fingers. She is so fucking wet. My dick hardens, but I don't want to make her so sore that she can't take me.

  I push my two fingers inside of her and massage inside her walls. Her moans are getting quicker and louder, telling me she's on the brink of coming again. I make a come hither motion with my fingers, hitting that perfect spot, and her body tightens up. I keep sucking and moving my fingers until her knees have lifted up and she starts moaning, "I'm coming. Matt, please keep going. It's so sensitive but feels so frickin' good."

  Some juices have started to leak, and a rush of warm liquid invades my mouth, and I take her all down. I continue my assault on her lips, licking up everything she can give me. Her body shakes from the aftershocks, and her legs collapse next to my head. I kiss my way up her body and take her lips in mine.

  Charlie grabs onto my hair making our kiss more frantic. I can't get enough of this woman. She is my kryptonite.

  Her hair is fanned out on my pillow, and I kiss across her whole face. Neither of us can keep the smiles on our faces. I pull the blanket up, roll next to her, and snag her into my arms. She lays her head on my chest and snuggles in a bit further, hitching her left leg over mine.

  "Mmmm. Your chest is a good pillow."

  I give her body a small squeeze and kiss the top of her head. "It's yours. Feel free to snuggle into me anytime you like."

  With that, I hear her breathing become even as sleep takes over her. My eyes are starting to close.

  Matt is more than wonderful and beyond anything I could have ever imagined. Every single day is something new and sensational with him. Ever since that movie weekend double feature, our appetite for each other only grows. I’ve never felt better in my life than I do when I'm with him, and I will never regret the decisions I have made for as long as I live. He's gotten me to try new things in bed, and I feel comfortable enough to ask for anything. I finally feel like the old me and the new me are coming together as one realistic Charlotte. He accepts me for the woman who gets lost in her own head and babbles incoherently on occasion. He accepts me for the woman who always has a recipe to work on and has hot country artists on her screensaver.

  Our classes have gotten crazier, but we lean on each other to help us both get through them. I've been studying by myself for so long that it took some adjusting to teaching him how I take my notes so he can understand them, too. I haven't been able to watch many of his intramural games, only the Thursday night ones because I have the extra class, so I cheer him on in spirit and take care of him when we're alone. He really liked when I borrowed Kylie's high school cheerleading uniform and did a private chee
r for my favorite MVP.

  Seriously, I have to check the mirror sometimes to make sure I'm still living in this reality.

  I've brought him lunch at his office at Sterling several times, and I never get to leave without a leg-shaking kiss. His coworkers always jab at him that he is lucky to have a woman who takes care of him like I do. He constantly agrees with them and keeps telling me about the good things they say about me. And how they wish I would bring a lot more food to share around the office. He told them about my plans to open a restaurant, and half of them have already said they would show up. I overheard him telling people how proud he is of me for my goals.

  Needless to say, I'm falling hard for this man.

  My little circle has grown immensely. Both Matt and Jeremy fit well into our group plus the friends I met at the pool hall. Tyler and Shay have become our double date pals, and now that I know Shay runs the salon I love my hair will always be taken care of or else she might kill me. David and Aaron reunited as friends again, reliving their baseball days. Bree gets along with everyone, so she embraces them easily. We found out Kylie works at the same hospital as David, even though he interns in the physical therapy wing while getting his master's in Physical Therapy. We've learned more about Tyler who is in the program with Matt and wants to head the same path as Matt. The guy's a genius too, but Shay keeps him in line when his mouth starts to talk numbers and figures that only Matt and Jeremy can understand. All I hear is gibberish when they talk about work.

  The guys invite Aaron and his friend Zander to their intramural practices when their shifts don't interfere. These men are so competitive with each other, always making silly bets, but I wouldn't trade their camaraderie for the world. One of them was involving vandalizing the other's house with baseball stuff of the rival and parading around town in the jerseys, too. I swear you'd think they were in middle school. The girls and I are never that crazy. I think. I love that Aaron and Matt get along the most. Next to Kylie and her family, and my parents, these two men mean everything to me.

  Matt is taking me on a camping trip this weekend before mid-terms commence over the next two weeks. We are both more than prepared, so I didn't mind taking a couple days off from everything to reboot. My brain is pretty much fried between work and studying.

  The spring weather has been perfect for a few days under the stars. I had to grab my camping gear from my parents before heading to Matt's house. Unfortunately, my Jeep isn't as strong anymore for the outdoors as Matt's. He rented two kayaks to take to the river. I brought my old fishing pole plus my brother's tackle box. I'm as rusty as can be when it comes to fishing, but I can't pass up the opportunity.

  When I get to Matt's, he has gotten everything ready. The kayaks are attached overhead, and the back is full of gear. I brought an extra sleeping bag and cook wear. Jeez, we have a lot of stuff for this trip.

  I'm walking up the driveway toward the open garage when Matt walks through the doors that feed from the kitchen, carrying a small cooler. He puts the cooler down when he sees me and reveals a full megawatt, double dimple smile that I know is reserved just for me. My heart skips a beat as it does every time my eyes land on him. His muscle-toned arms are on full display in his sleeveless workout shirt, and those basketball shorts are hanging dangerously low on his hips. I swear I can't get enough of his body and lick my lips wanting to taste the sweat that is dripping down his neck to the collar of his shirt.

  "Angel, if you keep staring at me like that, we'll never get on the road. You look positively delicious with your hair in the pigtails under that camo hat. Mmmm my little country vixen."

  He takes my camping gear from my hands and places them next to the cooler. He gathers me in his arms and lands a long, slow, mind-melting kiss. Sometimes, okay many times, I still forget my name around him. I reach up high onto my toes, yanking his collar toward me to kiss him back harder. He pulls back, and I have to catch my breath. His brilliant dark chestnut eyes stare into mine. Another giant smile breaks onto his face.

  "Hello to you, gorgeous. Are you ready for a romantic weekend alone?"

  I just nod my head and snuggle into his chest while wrapping my arms around his tight waist. "Mmmm hello, Chest Pillow."

  His rumbling laughter shakes me a bit. "I still can't believe you named my chest."

  Leaning back, I smack his stomach. "You didn't mind when you called my lips, Pillow Lips."

  He winks. "Both sets baby."

  I blush a deep red when I think about his mouth on me. I wiggle into the thickness that's poking in my lower belly.

  Squeezing my ass really quick and groaning out loud, I can't help but feel a little ego boost that I continue to have this effect on him. Kissing the top of my head, he says, "Okay we've gotta get out of here before I say fuck the whole weekend and we hide in my room for the next three days."

  We finish packing up his Jeep, and we both run inside to say bye to Jeremy and the dogs. Aaron and Kylie are watching Ruckus for me while Jeremy attempts to watch Nike and Zamboni. I still wonder if this is the weekend that Aaron finally puppy-naps Ruckus for good or Jeremy gets a black eye from getting jumped on in the mornings. Next time, we can always bring the dogs and have them run around the lake. I bet they'd love the camping grounds.

  Our drive takes about two hours to a small camping ground that feeds into the lake. Once we get out of the jeep, we just stand and stare at the view around us. The break in the trees we parked near opens up to the gleaming lake. The water is calm and a deep navy with a little wind rolling over in tiny waves. The towering multi-green shaded trees go one for miles up a small hill and around the entire lake. The birds chirping overhead bring a soft melody to my ears.

  Matt pulls me back into his arms. "This place is incredible. Exactly what we needed, angel."

  "It looks like a painting on a backdrop or in a gallery instead of real life. I wish we had this weather every single day."

  After a few minutes of getting lost in the wonders of nature, Matt taps my hip to get my attention. "Let's unload before it gets dark. Knowing you, you might trip over a twig in the dark."

  After getting all of the supplies organized, Matt attempted to set up the tent. He rented one that had a skylight in it so we can lay inside and still look at the stars. He struggled with it for about ten minutes, because he's a guy and won't read the directions. Eventually, I just shoved his hands out of the way and built it myself. That led us to making out in the tent until clothes were no longer an issue. I'm glad we picked a secluded spot. One of my fantasies of making love under the stars is actually coming true.

  I knew he could read my dirty thoughts!

  We both change into our hiking clothes and go explore the woods. No matter how many summer camps and outdoor adventures I've been on, I hate bugs with a passion and smother myself in insect repellent. I love the outdoors, but can't stand having bugs crawl on my skin, and I hope they die a slow painful, death within fifty feet of me. There is a good spring breeze flowing through our grounds, so I opted to wear pants and a t-shirt. Matt stuck to his basketball shorts but changed into a long sleeve shirt. We're both wearing camelbacks for water and small supplies.

  I absolutely love the scenery more and more as our journey continues. The air smells wonderful and is rejuvenating every part of me. I can hear the rustle of the tree leaves against their branches and the water flowing faster into the river toward the lake. It's like something you'd want to fall asleep to every night. I can't wait for tomorrow. We decided to hold off on the kayaking until then and just take it easy tonight.

  Matt's been walking next to me letting stay inside my head while I enjoy everything around me. I look over at him and notice he's staring right at me. We stop and he pulls me into his arms. He kisses the tip of my nose.

  "Charlotte Rose. I can't tell you how much these last few months have meant to me. You are the most beautiful and outstanding woman I've ever met, and I'm glad we finally found each other." He squeezes me tighter. "I want us to have a great weekend
before mid-terms go crazy and I don't get a chance to tell you sooner... I’ve fallen madly and wholeheartedly in love with you. Every part of you has completed every part of me, and I'm thankful every day you took a chance on us."

  My heart pounds out of my chest and onto the ground. Oh my lord. I knew I fell in love with him a while ago. We were at his house, and I had fallen asleep on the couch while he printed off our classwork in his office slash guest room. I woke up as he picked me up, carried me to his room, and kissed my forehead. He had taken such good care of me. I knew then I loved him. I was just too scared to be the first one to say it.

  I don't hesitate to reply, "I love you too, Matt. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me."

  We meet halfway in a fireworks-inducing kiss. The heat outside is nothing compared to the scorching need we've set off. He lifts me off of the ground, wrapping my legs around him, and gaining leverage against a tree because neither of us can gain control. My arms have wrapped around his neck as he pulls his lips away from mine to trail up and down my neck. Our skin is mixed with each other's kissing and hands tugging.

  We need to get to our tent before we border on public indecency. Finally, I pull back enough that I can still keep my balance and look into his lust-filled eyes.

  "Mmmm, Matt, I really need to feel you inside of me. Like yesterday."

  He reluctantly sets me down, and we pretty much bolt back to the campsite where we make love for hours before the sun finishes setting.

  Matt starts a fire for us and gathers a blanket around my shoulders as I sit on his lap in the big camping chair he brought. His hands are roaming across my thighs as I snuggle in watching the fire.

  From behind, he kisses my cheek. "I have a surprise for you." He makes me get off his lap while he digs in the extra bag of food he brought with the cooler. He whips out all of the fixins’ for s'mores.

  I laugh. "If I didn't fall in love with you before, I definitely have now. You are my hero."