Love and Dreams: The Coltrane Saga, Book 6

by Patricia Hagan

  He covered his face with his hands and stumbled from the bed, leaning against the wall of the cabin as sobs shuddered through his body.

  Jade took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She did not care how he suffered, but it was not a pretty sight to see, all the same.

  Suddenly the cabin seemed to reverberate with the sound of harsh pounding at the door. It was Monroe Burton, and he was excitedly shouting, “Skipper, you better come quick. We got trouble.”

  Jade’s eyes flew open.

  Bryan unbolted the door and demanded, “What the hell are you talking about?”

  The ship gave a sudden pitch, and Monroe lurched into the room, grabbed the doorframe lest he fall. His eyes widened at the sight of Jade’s almost nude body, but he forced his mind back to the problem at hand. “A sloop coming up on us fast, and they want us to lay up. Looks like the one that was moored next to us in the harbor. Can’t see who it is, but they fired what sounded like a pistol to let us know they want to board.”

  “Colt!” Jade cried jubilantly, but they did not hear her, because Bryan was already out of the cabin and making his way up on deck as fast as he could, with Monroe right behind him.

  She struggled to her feet, and oblivious to her shredded gown, she went after them.

  On deck, Bryan strained against the rain that had started falling in blinding torrents once more. Shielding his eyes with his hands, he looked through the gray fog enshrouding them and could see a boat on the aft port side of them. He strained to identify it, then realized it was Nathanael G. Herreshoff’s sloop, the Vigilant.

  “What the hell!” he cried. “What do they want?”

  “It’s gotta be that son of a bitch Gibbons,” Monroe said. “Who else’d come after us and raise hell? They gotta be crazy! We ain’t layin’ over.” He turned to the other crewmen who were clinging to the riggings. “Get the guns from below. They wanna act like pirates—we’ll treat ’em like pirates!”

  Bryan stared out in silent disbelief. It had come to this, he thought in panic—all because he had dared to fight for the woman he loved. Now innocent people might die, but above all else, he knew there was no way on Earth he could ever make Jade love him again. Or had she ever? Had it all been a dream—on both their parts?

  Deep in torment, he was not aware that Jade had made her way up on deck and stood but a few feet away.

  Neither did he see Colt as he came to stand on the bow of the Vigilant.

  And Colt, so mesmerized by the sight of Jade, did not see the storm’s fury tear loose the booms gallow behind him. It came whipping about with the force of a boomerang.

  Jade screamed a warning—too late.

  And Walt Gibbons saw, and he also cried out.

  But Colt had no time to hear or react as the renegade boom struck him on the back of his head with such force that he was flung overboard into the black, churning waters that waited like a yawning crypt.

  Jade did not hesitate, did not think of the danger of what she was doing. In a flash, she was over the railing, leaping to the water below.

  Bryan screamed, “No, God, no—” just as Monroe and the others appeared from below with weapons in hand.

  The crew of the Marnia, preoccupied with the approaching sloop, had been negligent in their war with the sea. They were not prepared for the sudden wave crashing over them, and the yacht tipped on its side, sending the screaming men overboard.

  Jade hit the water feet first, going under, then fought her way to the surface, coughing and gasping against the splashing salt water. Turning round and round frantically, she searched for Colt. And then she saw him, floating facedown on the crest of a wave like a bit of flotsam. She swam toward him, calling on every ounce of strength within. The struggle seemed futile in the storm’s fury.

  Walt Gibbons, a veteran seaman not given to losing control in an emergency, barked orders to his men. They manned their positions, kept the sloop afloat, while Walt worked his way to the side. He carried a round life ring attached to a rope. Expertly, he threw the rope up and out, sending the ring to within yards of Colt. “Grab it,” he shouted to Jade above the gale. “Grab and hold on, and we’ll pull you in.”

  With a cry of thanksgiving, Jade’s arms went around Colt, and she quickly maneuvered him onto his back so that life-giving air could reach his lungs. Then, bobbing up and down herself, swallowing more water, she managed to cling to the rope and hang on to Colt at the same time.

  It was history repeating itself, Jade realized in terror, only this time it was Colt in the water fighting for his life. “Please, God”—she tried to see some sign of life—“not again, God. Don’t let me lose him again—”

  They were dragged through the foaming sea to the sloop, and one of the crewmen jumped in to aid her, tying the rope around Colt so he could be pulled on board. Then he helped her stay afloat until the ring was dropped back down for the two of them.

  Suddenly, miraculously, Colt opened his eyes to look about wildly, then turned his gaze downward, to the water, to her. “Jade!” He shook his head as though to clear it, legs swinging crazily as his body was turned around and around in the wind. He fought to see her again, then screamed, “Jade…my wife! Oh, God—” Then his head slumped to one side.

  Jade shrieked in horror, beating at the water with her fists in protest. It couldn’t be. Dear God, he had remembered. In that one fleeting instant, he had called her his wife, and now he couldn’t be dead—he couldn’t!

  The crewman yelled for the men above to hurry. Dizzily, Jade felt a rope going under her arms, the sudden jolt of being lifted upward and out of the hungry jaws of the angry sea.

  And then everything went black.

  Jade opened her eyes to see Walt Gibbons anxiously staring down at her. “Are you all right? Miss Jade, do you feel all right?”

  Her only thought was instantly of Colt, and she whispered his name. Walt grinned, said he was in better shape than she was.

  And suddenly Colt was there, kneeling beside her to lift her tenderly in his arms and whisper the words she’d prayed so long to hear. “My love…my wife…”

  Jade began to cry, so happily…dear God, so happily. “You do remember,” she sobbed. “Oh, Colt, you do remember it all now, don’t you?”

  He nodded. “Things are still a bit fuzzy, but it’s coming back. All it took was another hard hit on the head, the storm triggering memories of the other one. The doctors said it might happen suddenly like that, and it did. We’re together, Jade, and we always will be. I swear it.”

  “Please,” she begged as he bent to kiss her. “Please, don’t let this be another dream like all the others.”

  He drew her close against his chest and held her in the breeze of the waning storm. He pointed to a rainbow, pastel streaks of beauty against the gray sky of the horizon. She followed his gaze, sighed in wonder of such an omen.

  “It is a dream,” he murmured. “And this time we aren’t going to wake up. We’re going to live in it…the way we were meant to…the way we did before.”

  Epilogue

  Jade and Colt hid away for several days in a New York hotel, to savor the miracle of his recovery. Bryan and all his men were presumed lost at sea, and the only obstacle remaining in the way of their resuming a normal marital relationship, other than society’s shock, was reaching some kind of understanding with Lorena over little Andy.

  “Are you sure you want to go with me?” Colt asked Jade as they prepared to leave the hotel for the meeting he had arranged with Lorena at her mother’s house. “You don’t have to. It might not be very pleasant. You know how her mother is.”

  Jade fiercely shook her head. “No way are you leaving me behind, Colt Coltrane. I want to be there when those two she-devils start trying to explain why they tricked you.”

  He hugged her against him, then took a deep breath and guiltily confessed, “As much as I love little Andy, I can’t help wishing he’d never been born into this. Now I’ll always be tied to Lorena, like it or not.”


  Jade forced what she hoped was confident smile. “After all we’ve been through, darling, we can handle anything—together.”

  Hand in hand, they left the hotel and went to the Vordane house.

  Lorena opened the door. Jade noted at once how pale she looked, how drawn. She brushed a strand of straggling hair back from her forehead with one hand, waved them inside with her other. “Come in, please,” she whispered.

  She led them into a dimly lit parlor, which Jade thought was terribly depressing, but then the whole atmosphere of the house was like a tomb.

  “You don’t have to worry about Mother.” Lorena motioned them to sit down, took a chair opposite. “We had a terrible fight this morning, and I told her if she didn’t get out, I would. I am, anyway, as soon as I can find a place. I won’t stay here with her.”

  Colt looked at Jade, then at Lorena. “Have you got money?” he softly asked. “That’s one of the reasons I’m here, to talk to you about support for Andy.”

  She had been sitting with her hands folded in her lap, staring down at them. When she heard what Colt said, she looked up sharply. “You don’t have to do that, Colt. I’ve got a trust fund from my father. I’m old enough to get it now, and Mother can’t do anything about it, so I don’t need your money.”

  Colt looked at her, puzzled.

  Jade could suddenly keep still no longer. Struggling to hold her temper, she bit out her words. “Let’s stop beating around the bush. Tell us the whole story—why you and your mother took advantage of Colt and made him think he was married to you.”

  Lorena’s reply was so low, so faint, they had to strain to hear and then had to ask her to repeat it, because they exchanged looks of disbelief that they could have heard right.

  “I needed a father for my baby.”

  Colt stiffened, rage boiling within. “What did you say?”

  Lorena burst into tears and then went on with her hysterical confession. She had become pregnant by the man she had run away to Europe with, and when Colt had been injured, her mother had seized this opportunity as a way to save the family from scandal by forcing her to pretend he was her husband. Either that, Triesta Vordane had threatened, or she’d be sent to a convent to hide till the baby was born, then be forced to give him up at birth. Lorena had not wanted that, had wanted with all her heart to keep the one living memory of the man she had loved. So she had agreed.

  “And now I’m sorry,” she cried, raising swollen, miserable eyes to Colt. “You thought Andy was your son, and I know you love him. I died every time you held him, hating myself for the lie but not able to do anything about it. I was glad, honest to God, I was glad when it all came out. Because now I don’t have to lie anymore.

  “I know you can never forgive me,” she hoarsely whispered, “but please believe me when I say I’m sorry.”

  Jade’s heart went out to the girl, for she knew she was telling the truth, knew she’d had no choice but to go along with her mother’s evil scheme or else her baby would be torn from her arms at birth. She could not hate her nor could Colt. But her heart also went out to him, for he could not stop loving a precious little infant he’d thought of as his son for months merely by a few spoken words. She wished she could help, give comfort, but did not know what to do.

  Finally, Colt cleared his throat, took a deep breath, and said, “I’m sorry, Lorena, but I can’t accept what you’ve told me.”

  She blinked in surprise and bewilderment.

  So did Jade.

  “I thought of Andy as my son from the first moment I held him in my arms. You can’t change that…can’t take it away from me. He’s still my son—in my heart. And if you’re really sorry for what happened, even though I know now it wasn’t your fault, then let me share in his life. Let me help with his support, be a father to him whenever you’ll let me.” He turned to Jade, anxiously asked, “If that’s all right with you.”

  Jade smiled and vigorously nodded her consent.

  Lorena was smiling, too. “I think,” she said softly, “Andy would like that…and so would I.”

  Colt and Jade looked warmly at each other, knowing that at long last they had the best of all worlds…

  The world of love and dreams.

  About the Author

  Patricia Hagan might be the New York Times bestselling author of 38 novels and 2500 short stories, but she can also lay claim to being among the vanguard of women writers covering NASCAR stock-car racing. The first woman granted garage passes to major speedways, she has awards in TV commentary, newspaper and magazine articles, and for several years wrote and produced a twice-weekly racing program heard on 42 radio stations in the south.

  Patricia’s books have been translated into many languages, and she has made promotional trips to Europe, including England, France, Italy, Norway, Greece, Turkey, Croatia, Spain and Ireland.

  Hagan’s exciting eight-book Coltrane saga, which spans from the Civil War to the Russian Revolution, has appeared on every major bestseller list and is one of the most popular series published in France, never having been out-of-print in that country in nearly 30 years.

  Born in Atlanta, Georgia, Patricia grew up all across the United States due to her father’s position as a federal attorney, finally settling in Alabama where she graduated from the University of Alabama with a major in English. She now resides with her husband in south Florida where she volunteers as a Court-appointed Guardian Ad Litem for abused children.

  But of all her accolades and accomplishments, Patricia most of all loves to boast of being the proud mom of a Navy SEAL.

  Look for these titles by Patricia Hagan

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  The Coltrane Saga

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  Love and Glory

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  Love and Splendor

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  Love and Honor

  Love and Triumph

  From glittering salons in France to the sumptuous world of the Russian Empire, their love knows no boundaries.

  Love and Splendor

  © 2012 Patricia Hagan

  Raised by a cruel aunt after her mother’s death, Dani Coltrane is thrilled to be reunited with her father, Travis, and his wife, Kitty, amongst the glittering lights of Paris. But when a surprise inheritance from her mother’s family leads Dani to a hidden cache of art, little does she know that the valuable art holds an even bigger secret—the location of a priceless Faberge egg. Unfortunately for Dani, many would kill to possess this treasure.

  Russian nobleman Drakar is on a mission to restore his family name. Banished from the courts of Imperial Russia, he knows that if he can only find the location of the egg, all will be restored. But one look at the beautiful Dani Coltrane and his priorities change.

  Unwilling to give up her hard-fought freedom to any man, Dani simply cannot resist the intense passion she finds with Drakar. And Drakar soon realizes that the greatest treasure of them all is the fiery woman in his arms.

  Enjoy the following excerpt for Love and Splendor:

  Paris, 1891

  Dani Coltrane gathered her white ermine wrap tighter about her bare shoulders. She had learned long ago that late summer evenings in France could be quite cool, and she had anticipated the chill, just as she had expected that her escort Perrine Ribaudt, would draw her outside to the seclusion of the terrace behind the Paris Opéra.

  It was intermission, and she stood waiting for him to return with champagne.

  Rainbow streams of light spilled through the stained-glass panes of the building’s arched windows. Combined with the silver bath of the full moon above, Dani stood in a rainbow hue. The billowing skirt of her delicate pink gown of watered silk seemed to come alive and breathe, rippling with thousands of glittering sheens and shimmers. Her chestnut hair, caught and held high in cascades of curls by tiny circlets of diamonds and pearls, shimmered like melted gold.

  She was the personification of beauty. She had inherited her moth
er’s delicate loveliness, her father’s charm and wit. But as she stood bathed in the magical radiance, she was the mirror of intense, smoldering agitation.

  Each time Perrine maneuvered her into a situation where he could once again attempt to persuade her to accept his proposal of marriage, she became angry with herself for allowing such a predicament. Kind and handsome though he might be, she had no intentions of marrying him or any of the other would-be suitors who called at the mansion where she lived with her father and stepmother. Love, and marriage, she felt, meant manipulation, subservience, relinquishment of her own will to another human being, and, by God, she had learned her lesson. Never again would she allow herself to be controlled or directed by anyone.

  She walked to the edge of the terrace and gazed thoughtfully toward the Etoile, at the western end of the Champs-Elysées, with its twelve avenues of light radiating out from what appeared to be the center of a giant star. In the center of that star stood the colossal Arc de Triomphe, one hundred and sixty-four feet high, more than twice the size of the Arch of Constantine in Rome. It had been planned by Napoleon to honor his victorious army.

  Turning, she could see the glow of the Place de la Concorde, but nothing to suggest it was once the notorious Place de la Guillotine, splashed with the blood of Louis XVI, Marie Antoinette, Lavoisier, and other victims of the Revolution.

  Lost in a realm of historical scenes before her, Dani allowed herself to be carried back in time to reflect once more upon those painful, miserable years of her earlier life when she had allowed herself to be entirely manipulated by her Aunt Alaina.

  She recalled the story of how her father, Travis Coltrane, renowned Union cavalry officer and hero of the War between the States, had married, at war’s end, the beautiful and spirited Kitty Wright, who had borne him a son. They had settled on her inherited farmland in North Carolina. Then, several years later, she had been abducted by an old enemy. Travis had traveled across the country to the deserts of the West in search, only to be told she was dead. Attempting to escape his deep, gnawing grief, he had accepted a job as a Federal Marshal and an assignment in Kentucky to quell the violence of the newly formed Ku Klux Klan.