Pressing her fist against her mouth did nothing to quiet her laughter. “It’s genius if you ask me. Is that what happened with Monique, too?”
“Absolutely,” he said, laughing. “I’m not as dumb as people think. It worked so well with her brother, I figured why ruin a good thing?”
“Huh,” she mused. “Why didn’t I ever think of that?”
“Probably because you know what would happen if you ever tried to deceive me.”
Startling at the soft rasp of Sebastian’s voice, she whirled in her chair. Shame crept across her face and she offered a guilty smile. Winking, he stroked his thumb over her cheek.
“Hey, Baas. I never heard you come back out.”
“Obviously.”
Josh grinned and shrugged. “You can’t blame me for trying.”
“Funny,” Sebastian said, tracing the shell of Taylor’s ear. “This one tried the same argument once. It didn’t work for her either and she has considerably more charm than you do.”
Taylor held her breath, wishing she were brave enough to turn back around and steal a glance at his face. Josh looked relaxed but he didn’t say anything as he stared over her shoulder.
“Don’t encourage her mischievous side.”
“I didn’t see the harm, Baas. It’s just us.”
“Until it’s not and she slips up. You know just as well as I do how devastating a single misstep for them can be.”
The rebuke was soft but she watched it smack Josh like a ton of bricks. Emotions flashed across his face faster than she could name them. He gave a curt nod, but Taylor didn’t miss the forceful bob of his Adam’s apple as he swallowed.
“You’re right, Baas. I’m sorry.”
Monique chose that moment to step out of the house with a bag of leftovers. Taylor watched the blonde’s wide gaze leap between her brother and Josh, obviously sensing the slight tension between them. Thinking about what she must have went through at Marx’s hands made Taylor’s stomach churn.
Sebastian turned to accept the food and brushed his sister's cheek with a gentle kiss. “Thank you for your hospitality, Monique. Everything was perfect as always.”
Mo’s smile lit up the patio at the praise. Taking Sebastian’s cue, Taylor stood and enveloped the stunning woman in a hug.
“Thank you for everything. I had a blast today.”
“Oh, me too! Thank you both for coming. I’ll call you about lunch.”
“I can’t wait.”
Josh stood and walked them around front of the house. Taylor hoped the slap Sebastian gave his partner’s back meant all was forgiven. She smiled as Sebby tucked her close against his side on the way to the Mercedes. Peeking up at him, she noticed his gaze wasn’t on her but busy scanning the tree lined drive. His conversation with Josh popped back to mind. He’d said it didn’t feel like SKALS. What did that mean? And if it wasn’t SKALS…who was it?
Frowning, Sebastian studied the files in front of him. They were no closer to finding Patrick James than they had been weeks ago. For all intents and purposes, the man was a ghost. No credit, no banking or social security activity, no recent facial recognition hits. Somehow, the man had fallen completely off the grid. Pinching his lips, he leaned back in his chair, his eyes narrowing in thought. With all of the surveillance and technology available in this day and age, there were only two ways a man could disappear for good. Either their dear friend had shacked up in a cave and was living off the land somewhere or Patrick James was dead.
“Man, we have to find something,” Wes exclaimed. His broad hands shook as he ran them over the thinning brown hair on his head. “I am not going back in a reconditioning cell again. I can’t.”
“Relax,” Sebastian ordered flatly. “You will do as you’re told or things will get much worse.”
“Baas, I can’t. I can’t go back in there. You don’t know what it was like in there last time. You don’t know what they did.”
Wesley’s glasses magnified the terrified flare of his brown eyes, lending him an owl-like appearance. His chest heaved and small beads of sweat erupted along his ruddy skin. Nodding, Sebastian tented his fingers beneath his chin and watched the normally strong man border on the edge of hyperventilation.
“I assure you my last stay was no vacation either. We go through these things and we learn from them. I suggest you move on.”
“I know, sir. I’m sorry. I wasn’t complaining. I just--”
Lifting a hand, Sebastian silenced the man and stood. “I would choose your next words very carefully if I were you. I don’t know why you feel comfortable enough to express these opinions in my presence, but I find this outlook deeply unsettling.”
Wesley’s wide throat strained with his swallow. “Understood, sir. It won’t happen again.”
Sebastian studied him for a long moment, searching for signs of deception. The lowered head suggested he was trying to shield something. Then again, it could be shame or fear brought on by the gentle reprimand. Frowning, he wondered if Vincent had said something about their conversations or his current outlook towards Marx. The thought troubled him more than he cared to admit. Sighing, he poured a tumbler of whiskey and held it out in offering.
“Drink this,” he ordered before returning to the other side of his desk. His gaze bore into Wes as the man shakily downed his drink. “I understand that things are difficult lately, but I need you to pull yourself together and hold on. This organization needs men who can function without falling apart. I have lost enough of my team as it is.”
Wes nodded. His attention remained rooted on the beveled glass in his hands. “I know, sir. It’s just…” he trailed off with a frustrated shake of his head.
“Speak freely.”
“I know that reconditioning serves its purpose. I’ve never liked it, but I’ve always understood. This time, I wasn’t even sure if I was going to make it out alive. To be completely honest, I still don’t understand why I was there. We were doing our damn jobs. What else did Marx want?”
Sebastian rubbed the dark golden stubble dotting his chin. “It’s not up to us to question his reasons.”
“I know that, Baas.”
He nodded. “That said, I will agree the discipline was intense.”
“I just get the feeling that things are changing, sir. And I…”
“Continue.”
“I’m not sure where SKALS is headed. As fucked up as our methods might be, I’ve always felt a certain sense of pride and accomplishment knowing, in the end, we were doing the right thing. We put down low life scum. We take them out before they can hurt innocent people. But right now? Right now, I don’t have the slightest idea what we are doing or where this might lead.”
Hands braced against his desk, he pondered those claims carefully. Part of him felt responsible for his teammate’s conflict. From the beginning, he’d taught his men to think as he would, to search the fields and perimeters outside of the box. It seemed those efforts had served him well. Still, the man’s current mental state lent him serious pause. The last thing he needed was for Wes to cave. History had proven hysteria was a catching disease.
“It’s been suggested Patrick James sold valuable security information and turned on his country. I would say that is reason enough to go after the man.”
“Sir, with all due respect, we have no proof in these allegations.”
“Yet,” Sebastian stated quietly. “Go home. Take another day or two off. Jackson is eager to learn. He can pick up your slack. I need you to come back to me with a clear head.”
“I don’t know that I can. I can’t even sleep.”
Sebastian rounded his desk and stared down at the man. Even his uniform was disheveled and askew on his semi-portly frame. That alone was enough to land him in a cell for another two days. Reaching down, he straightened one shoulder seam as best he could.
“Have I ever lead you astray, Wesley?”
“No, sir,” he said, giving an adamant shake of his head. “Never.”
; “Then trust me. Trust me to do what is right for you and this team. Those steps may take some time but I assure you, if they become necessary, they will be taken. Do you understand what I am saying?”
“Yes, sir. I believe so.”
Taking note of the hope illuminating the man’s big brown eyes, Sebastian patted his back. “Good. Go home and get some rest. We’ll talk more when you return.”
Pausing at the mirror, Taylor smoothed her hair back into place and ran an inquisitive hand over her silhouette. A worried frown flickered over her features. The past few weeks had taken a definite toll on her body, and this morning hadn’t helped matters any. She’d spent most of the night tossing and turning, worried someone was watching them again and where that interest might lead. One close call with death had been more than enough. She still couldn’t walk past the hallway leading to Sebastian’s office, or enter that room without thinking about Laychee or his men had done. The flashing light and explosions, gunfire, blood, and the invasion of cold steel entering her body did more than plague her dreams. They threatened to steal the sanity from her waking hours.
She’d barely managed to choke her breakfast down and kiss Sebastian goodbye before it all came tumbling out again. Exhaustion was a constant battle and it left its shadowy calling card beneath her eyes. Deciding she’d done the best she could with her waning appearance, she pulled open the front doors and greeted Irene with a sunny smile.
The coppertop immediately swept her up in a fierce embrace that squeezed the air from her lungs. Grimacing over her friend’s freckled shoulder, Taylor shot Rupert a comedic look of pleading. He grinned and acknowledged her request with a tip of his sunglasses.
“You look very nice today, Ms. Irene.”
The redhead released Taylor and spun on her stilettos, her face lighting in an unabashed show of pride. Smoothing her hands over her scrappy silver dress, she then plumped her girls which were already on prominent display. “Why thank you, Rupert,” she drawled sweetly. “I put a little extra effort in since I was coming to a house full of such handsome men.”
Placing a hand against her cheek, Taylor rapidly batted her eyes in imitation of an exaggerated Southern belle. The caricature made the big guard snort. Clearing his throat, he straightened and fought to regain his composure.
“Thank you for your kindness, Ma’am. Miss Taylor, I will be right outside if either of you ladies need me.”
“Thank you, Rupert.” Seeing Irene was far from budging, Taylor hooked her arm through her friend’s and tugged her across the threshold.
“Aw, but honey I wasn’t done!” the busty waitress protested.
“Yes you are. You’re letting all of the cold air out of the house and poor Rupert doesn’t get paid enough to ward off your advances.”
Laughing, Irene waved her off and sauntered through the foyer. “Something tells me that handsome lover of yours is more than generous where his wallet is concerned.”
Uncomfortable with the assessment and uncertain how to respond, Taylor shrugged the comment off and made her way into the kitchen. Sun glinted off the stainless steel appliances and granite counter tops while she poured two glasses of sweet tea and slid one Irene’s way. The woman’s hazel gaze bore into her for a long moment before flickering away in disdain.
“You look like shit, Tay.”
Her mouth opened and snapped shut.
“No offense, sweetie, but you do,” the redhead said, pausing to take a sip. Her eyes locked with Taylor’s above the rim of her glass and narrowed in suspicion. “You don’t have one of those eating disorders do you?”
“No!” she exclaimed with more than a hint of annoyance. “Jesus, Irene. I eat, okay?”
“Okay. So what’s going on with you?”
“Nothing! The past few weeks have been rough enough as it is. I don’t need you coming over and pointing out every single one of my flaws. If that’s your intention today, just go home.”
“There’s no need to get snippy about things. I’m just trying to look out for you. Maybe you should get yourself into a doctor. You can’t take care of a man of Sebastian’s caliber if you aren’t on your game.”
Taylor’s shoulders slumped at the hurt in the older woman’s voice. Despite her abrasive personality, Irene meant well. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to snap at you. I’m just tired and oversensitive. Sebastian mentioned my weight the other day too and it hurt my feelings,” she admitted, picking at her thumbnail.
“I’m sure he’s just worried about you, sugar. Real men like a little cushion on their women. If they were into flat chests and bony hips they’d chase after boys. Either way, it’s best to get yourself looked at before that handsome Fed’s eyes start to stray. It’s a brutal world out there. Believe me, if you don’t keep your man happy between the sheets, somebody else will.”
Taylor opened her mouth and closed it again. Lowering her head, she rubbed at her temple. She’d been looking forward to Irene’s visit, and now she just wanted to curl up and take a nap. Turning her glass on the counter, she searched for a topic that wouldn’t make her want to scream. She jumped when the phone rang. Sebastian’s number was a saving grace, and she couldn’t help but feel a small twinge of hope. Maybe he was on his way home. What she really wanted right now was one of his warm, cuddly hugs.
It rang again and she snatched it up, fumbling to answer.
“Hello?”
“Hello, baby. Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I’m fine. My hands were a little wet,” she said breathlessly.
“We’re going to have guests for dinner. Marx, Jackson, Josh and Monique,” he said briskly. She heard him cover the phone as a gruff voice rumbled in the background. Sebastian responded with a curt affirmation then returned. “Monique will head over shortly to help you prepare. Call her and coordinate the menu so she can pick up whatever you two need.”
Taylor opened her mouth to ask what was going on, but compliance tumbled out instead. “Yes, Sebastian.”
“We will see you at six o’clock.”
“Okay. I love you,” she said, the words sounding more like a questioning whisper. The silence of a dead line met her in return. Biting her lip, she shook her head and hung up the phone. This couldn’t possibly be good.
“Is everything okay?”
Blowing out a sharp breath, she glanced at the clock. “Not really. Last minute change of plans. I have a big dinner to prep. I’m sorry, but we’re going to have to do this another time.”
Irene’s ruby lips pursed. Smoothing her hands over her voluptuous hips, she shook her head. “Nonsense, Tay. You’re tired and not feeling well. Let me help you whip things together.”
“I appreciate the offer, but Monique is already going to help and I need to call her to figure things out.”
The waitress shot her a pointed look. “Look here, baby doll, I manned that kitchen long before you ever set one foot inside a diner. I know my way around a stove. Three sets of hands are even better. With all of us working together, we’ll get everything done in no time.”
Taylor chewed the inside of her cheek, searching for a polite way to back out of things. There was a big difference between serving up food to hungry truckers and appeasing the more selective pallets of Sebastian and his men. Not to mention Marx. The mere thought of him assessing dinner was enough to make her panic. Her stomach swirled in a dangerous pitch.
“Irene, I would love for you to keep me company, but I can’t…” she swallowed against a wave of bile, “I can’t let you stay.”
That was all she managed. Clamping a hand over her mouth, Taylor made a mad scramble for the half bath off the kitchen. After a long night of worrying and her newfound fears over dinner, even the iced tea was too much for her nervous stomach to handle. It felt like hours passed as she clung to the toilet and rode out the violent spell of dry heaves.
She splashed some cold water on her face and gargled with the extra bottle of mouthwash she’d stashed in the medicine cabinet before wandering back o
ut into the kitchen. Irene turned from the framed picture she’d been studying. Taylor glanced at it with a pensive smile. Monique had snapped the photo at her birthday party. Sebastian looked even more handsome than usual, a huge dimpled grin carving his face, his eyes bright and creased beneath the rim of a tattered baseball cap as he stood with his arms wrapped around her waist. They both looked so happy. So in love. It had been the perfect day in so many ways. Frowning, she realized she’d give anything to go back there again.
“I don’t care what you say,” Irene said, planting her hands on her hips. “I’m staying and, quite frankly, it’s obvious you don’t have the physical strength to toss me out so I suggest you get over it.”
“Irene…”
“I know, I know,” the redhead said, waving her off. “You don’t want me intruding on your fancy dinner party. Don’t worry. I’ll be out of here before anyone shows up. I promise.”
“It’s not that,” Taylor whispered, her cheeks starting to flame. She hated the fact that her friend thought she could be so shallow and judgmental. On the other hand, she wasn’t sure what else she could call it. The truth was Irene was sassy and bold. She had no problems flaunting her sexuality, or voicing her opinions on any topic, no matter how unwelcome they might be. As refreshing as that change of pace was sometimes, it could make other people very uncomfortable, and it had little place in the strict, polished SKALS regieme. She sighed with an apologetic shake of her head, her eyes pleading for some measure of understanding.
“Irene, it’s a company dinner. It’s business and honestly not my choice. I love you. You know that.”
“Whatever, hun. It’s no big deal. I understand.”
A little over three hours later, a delicious blend of freshly baked bread, homemade Marsala sauce, and pan seared chicken infused the house. Monique was shaking a dusting of confectioner’s sugar over a tray of lemon bars as Taylor chopped the rest of the lobster for the bisque. She turned and wiped the sweat from her brow as a thick billow of steam rolled across the kitchen and buffeted her skin.
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