California Girl

by T. Jefferson Parker

  “How many times have you read them?”

  “Fifty, maybe.”

  Andy opened the envelope. Lynette leaned over and read out loud with Andy:

  November 19, 1965

  Hello Invisible Sis,

  How are ya? Had to write about this unbelievable deal that’s happening to me.

  Did I tell you about Roger Stoltz? He’s this businessman and political guy who let me use his apartment in Newport Beach for a while and says he’s going to get me a car next week. He’s nuts for me and he’s got the money. Married and old, don’t know if you remember him or not. Marie his wife is really nice but has bad headaches. Roger is a real good guy and he’s not bullshitting me, you know, he says he’s going to do something, he does it. Had his dentist fix my cavities for free. Gave me five hundred bucks for some clothes and nice things. Says he’ll give me a job when I’m eighteen. He invented a cleaner called Orange Sunshine that’s mainly for driveways and streets. Roger doesn’t want anything in return. It’s just because he likes me. I don’t believe that for one second, but hell, he wants to help.

  Did you see the Beatles on Sullivan in September? I just love them so much. Saw Elvis too and still love him but I think he’s getting sick of his own act. He’s mostly sneering rather than smiling but I don’t believe it. A guy that good-looking’s got no reason to sneer.

  Love,

  J.

  “Stoltz,” said Andy. He thought of the telegram Stoltz had sent from Washington when his first article about Janelle and the Wolfman had come out. He’d always thought there was something odd about it. No mention of Janelle, really. No acknowledgment of her death and what it might mean to Andy or anyone else. Even himself. Something brief and military, like: Commendable article. Well done.

  “You’re surprised,” said Lynette.

  “A married man giving money and gifts to a girl who gets murdered? Yeah. I’m pretty damned surprised.”

  “He rented her an apartment in Newport Beach. She wrote about going over there with him to see it. Big and sunny and right on the harbor. Expensive.”

  Andy tried to shake the surprise out of his head so he could think straight. “How long did she live there?”

  “Not long. It was off and on. She only wrote one letter from that address. She wanted to live in Laguna. Get a place that was hers. Not someone else’s.”

  “That must have disappointed our Good Samaritan.”

  “I can see right through him,” said Lynette. “Even in the letters I can tell he wanted her for the same things any man would want her for. But she never did it with him. At least that’s what she wrote, and I believe her.”

  Stoltz!

  “Did she keep writing after you moved here?”

  Lynette shook her head. “No. We spent plenty of hours together, though. And on the phone.”

  “Good times?”

  “Yeah. She was in love with this singer. Jesse Black, down in Laguna.”

  “Did she tell you she was pregnant?”

  Lynette opened her mouth but didn’t speak at first. Finally she shook her head. “No. She died that way?”

  “Eight weeks,” said Andy.

  Lynette ran her long black hair behind her ears. Gathered the ponytail to one side and brought it forward over her left shoulder. Stared at the shag carpet. In this light her face looked Cherokee, like this girl he’d gone to high school with.

  “Did you know that she was on the Sheriff’s Department payroll?” asked Andy. “As an informant?”

  “She told me,” said Lynette. “They were after the Laguna Beach acid heads, the Brotherhood of Eternal Love. And that Cory Bonnett cat. Guy that owns the leather store? I heard about him from some people at work one night. Bad dude. Not even the Hessians mess with him.”

  Andy put the letter back in the envelope and dropped it into the box. Stood. “I need to take these with me,” he said.

  “No.”

  “I need them,” he said. “Nick needs them. This is evidence.”

  She stood. “I’ve got three guns hidden in this house, and I swear to God if you try, I’ll use the nearest one. I shot Preach outside Tempe, Arizona. Just in the butt but it hurt like hell.”

  Andy looked at her. Raised his empty hands like a bad guy and sat back down. “Don’t shoot. Can I just sit here and read awhile?”

  “That would be fine. You want coffee, tea, or some hash?”

  “Coffee is all.”

  “It’s good black Afghani. Brought in by the Brotherhood.”

  “I tried some once and couldn’t even type,” said Andy.

  “That’s pretty much the point. I got some dexies that’ll cut the fog.”

  “No. Thank you. I just want to read these letters.”

  “Then stay and read them.”

  “Why don’t you say her name?”

  Lynette’s face reddened as she turned it away from him. She released the ponytail and a curtain of smooth black hair fell over her eyes. “Because it hurts to hear it.”

  Because you left her to your brothers, thought Andy. Yeah. That would hurt.

  ANDY READ Janelle Vonn’s letters while Lynette loaded up a small pipe with black crumbs and dabbed at them with a wooden match. She watched him silently as she smoked and Andy felt as if he were on display. It was usually him that made other people feel that way with all his questions. But no questions was worse. Lynette was trim and catlike with her bare feet tucked under her thighs and her eyes steady behind the hair. She finally set aside the pipe and melted into the couch.

  Asleep by ten. Andy was maybe halfway through the letters. Some were four and five pages and he read them slowly. Bulletins from the great beyond.

  Janelle was connected to everything. Neck deep in the Laguna LSD crowd. Neck deep with the Sheriff’s Department narcs. Neck deep with David, and Jesse Black and even Representative (R) Roger goddamned Stoltz and his asphalt cleaner empire. Neck deep with Cory Bonnett, who owned a store called Neck Deep. Neck deep with football coach Howard Langton and all the Miss Tustin people until they kicked her out like a leper. But neck deep was a terrible modifier because it made Andy think of Janelle in her baby blue sweater with the empty turtleneck. Up to her eyeballs…up to her elbows…up to her ears. He still couldn’t get that horrific picture out of his mind.

  He covered Lynette with a blanket from a closet, then boxed up all the letters and cards and snuck out the front door with them.

  IN THE Journal building he ran copies of them on the big Xerox machine, light flashing under the cover with each slow pass. Called home and Teresa said “Come and get me.” Voice thick with smoke.

  Almost an hour and a half later he was back on the road with the letters in the box beside him and the copies in his briefcase and the coastal fog making halos around the streetlights on Newport Boulevard.

  Lynette was still asleep on the couch. Andy set the box of letters on the floor. She had bunched up the blanket around her throat with both hands. A small automatic pistol had fallen to the cushion by her head. Andy plucked it up with a nervous heart. In the kitchen he popped out the little magazine. Five .22 longs. Shit. One in the chamber, too. Set it on the counter by the toaster and the Cap’n Crunch.

  He shook Lynette gently by the shoulders. Weird girl, he thought. Felt like she weighed under a hundred. Won’t say her sister’s name but she’d shoot you for the letters.

  “I’m leaving,” he said.

  “Stay.”

  “I can’t.”

  “Get out.”

  “Okay. The gun’s by the cereal.”

  ANDY GOT HOME at two-thirty. Teresa was deep in sleep, didn’t want to be touched. He set the stack of copies on his typewriter stand in the laundry room, sat down, and kept reading.

  His eyes moved while his imagination created scenes. He was not aware of the gentle sweet smell of the dryer or the insanely funny song of a mockingbird in the oleander bush outside. As he read, Janelle’s voice came clearly to him and he could picture her.

&n
bsp; Roger showed me the apartment today.

  He saw Roger Stoltz holding open the door of a sunny apartment overlooking the bay in Newport. Saw the look on his face when she stepped in. Proud. Hopeful.

  Really a trippy place. Big window and the bay and sailboats all blue and white. Says it’s a gift for as long as I want it. No strings attached.

  Saw Janelle take in the view, then turn and smile. Janelle trying to act happy. Trying to figure how she could let him down without breaking his soaring little heart. Without waking him from the dream that connected them.

  Without making him furious.

  Andy read it again and watched it again.

  He heard the dialogue between Janelle and Stoltz. Not a lot of words. Almost formal. The age difference, he thought. Stoltz late thirties and Janelle sixteen. He saw Janelle’s beauty and health, the shine of her hair and the sparkle in her eyes. He saw the fullness of her next to Stoltz’s sparse, ascetic frame. How was it that her damage didn’t show? He noted Stoltz’s brisk mustache. The affected leather jacket. His eager eyes. Andy saw the blue ocean through the window behind them. The tide was ebbing and a pelican casually rode the onshore breeze.

  A moment later Andy sat up. His arms were stiff and his temple was sore from where it had rested on his hands. Some of Janelle’s letters had spilled onto the floor.

  He looked out to the first light of morning. Wandered into the kitchen for more coffee. Called Nick. Nick picked up on the first ring, said he’d been up most of the night.

  22

  NICK WALKED INTO the Tustin Union High School varsity locker room before first period. A little woozy from lack of sleep. Like he was half dreaming. Three hours of del Gado’s tapes the night before, to bed at 1 A.M. but slept lousy. Then up at five for two more hours of tapes. Hadn’t said more than two words to Katy or the kids.

  Nothing solid on the tapes. Janelle and Black. Janelle and Cory. Janelle and her sister, Lynette. Janelle and a bunch of other names Nick didn’t recognize. Small talk. Party talk. Gossip. Nothing. But the sound of her voice made her seem alive and Nick kept picturing her at the Thanksgiving dinner all those years ago. And at David’s church.

  Lobdell had taken the morning off to take his son to the doctor. In addition to behaving badly, Kevin was never hungry and he was losing weight. Grades falling and he was sullen and mean and tired all the time. He’d dropped out of sports last year. Too bad because he could tackle anyone alive and hit a baseball a mile. Lucky said maybe there was a medical explanation for Kevin. And said he’d talk to Price Herald, the Laguna drug dealer, if he had the time.

  The morning was cool and clear and the campus stirred Nick’s memory in a good way.

  The locker room hadn’t changed much since he went all-CIF for the Tillers in fifty-five and fifty-six. Smell of soap and mildew and liniment, of old drains and sweat. It was quiet now, no lockers screeching open and banging shut. No coaches bellowing over towel fights and screaming students. Just the steady drip of the old showers and the echo of the drip.

  Nick confirmed that the Tiller record board had been updated. His single-game rushing and season rushing records had both fallen just last year. He was still on the board for two second places, which made him proud in a modest way.

  He found the locker he used for all three of his varsity years. The padlock looked exactly like the one he’d had, a black Master. He remembered the combination—38-28-34—because a classmate had once told him those were Marilyn Monroe’s measurements. The locker room made him think of the playing field and the field made him think of the crowd and the crowd made him think of Katy. He’d played those games for the contest, but also for her. He imagined her bouncing around in the red, black, and white of the Tustin cheerleading squad. Saw her midair in an off-the-back jump, with the stadium lights beaming down and her hair flying up. Now it seemed like an old cliché. But then it was life itself.

  Howard Langton, the offense coach, watched Nick approach through the safety window that separated the staff office from the lockers. Stood and swung open the door.

  “Thanks for the time, Howard,” said Nick.

  “You’re welcome, Nick. Come in. It’s been what, five or six years since that homecoming game?”

  Langton’s hand was as strong as the rest of him looked. Like he’d been carved out of something. Compact and handsome except for a bent nose. Not much neck. Monika would have called him a no-neck monster. Buzz cut, sweat shorts, white tennis shirt with an American flag pin.

  Langton had gone all-Crestview League in fifty-three and all-CIF in fifty-four, leading the team during Nick’s first varsity year. He was a QB with a slingshot arm and a love of blasting through linemen and taking the linebackers and defensive backs with him. Still on the board for QB rushing and total passing points in a season. Long Beach State turned him into a safety and he started three years. Too small for the pros.

  They talked football for a few minutes. Tustin had a good team this year. Some excellent kids coming up, Howard said. Graves looked good at QB and Arnie Francis was ripping off heads as defensive end.

  Nick caught the unusual parallel. Howard appeared not to.

  Langton’s eyes were green. Voice smooth and low. It was hard to imagine anyone hearing Coach Langton on the sideline, thought Nick. He remembered in the huddles years ago it was tough to hear Howard call the plays. And if Howard got pissed at the blockers he’d yank off his chin strap in the huddle and ping it hard off a lineman’s helmet. About deafen you.

  “So what’s up, Nick?”

  Nick nodded, slipped out his notebook and pen. “Janelle. Mind?”

  “No. Not at all.”

  “You taught her civics, didn’t you?”

  “Yes. She was a good student. A good girl.”

  “And she lived with you and your family from—let me check my notes here—”

  “It was December of sixty-five through March of sixty-six. I can remember her and my girls playing the Beatles and Stones on that portable hi-fi Janelle had.”

  “She loved music, didn’t she?”

  “Did she ever.”

  Nick turned a page in his notebook. “How did it go when she lived with you?”

  “Fine. Easy girl to have around. Your brother suggested we take her in. This was after the drugs and the problems with her brothers, but she still needed some guidance. She never set foot in my home under the influence. That I knew about, anyway. My two girls were seven and nine and they really liked her. Like having a big sister. Linda—that’s my wife—enjoyed her quite a bit. Janelle helped out with the girls. Never really had to ask her to.”

  Nick nodded. “Janelle had what looked like a dinner date on her calendar for the night she was murdered. It said ‘Red and Ho—seven.’ I had no idea who Red and Ho were until my little brother got to talking with David. I was lucky. David confirmed you three had a dinner date for that night but Janelle broke it.”

  “True.”

  “Tell me about that.”

  Howard considered Nick with his peaceful green eyes. “Janelle and Linda stayed in touch after Janelle left our home. I think Janelle looked up to Linda. To me, too. You know—people who managed to have a good marriage. So it was going to be Linda and me, David and Barbara, Janelle and her date. But she called that morning and said she couldn’t do it. No reason. She just apologized and said we’d have to do it some other time.”

  “Who was her date going to be?”

  Howard shrugged, then reached into his desk drawer. He palmed a pack of smokes and an ashtray to the desktop. “Linda didn’t say.”

  Nick made a note of the shrug and the smokes. “Who took Janelle’s cancellation call?”

  “Linda, at home.”

  “How did she sound?”

  “Fine,” said Langton. He lit a cigarette and dropped the pack and matches back into the desk drawer. “Linda had no reason to think anything was wrong.”

  “Had you socialized with Janelle before?”

  “Three dinners, si
nce the time she was with us. Twice in restaurants. Once she cooked in an apartment in Newport. Spaghetti. Linda and I had never seen the Laguna place and we were looking forward to it.”

  This pretty much matched what David had told him. Only one thing stuck out as odd. “I didn’t know she lived in Newport.”

  “That was August of last year,” said Langton.

  “Remember the address?”

  “No, but Linda might. I’ll ask her and call you.”

  “I’d like to call her myself,” said Nick. “Like to hear her version of things if you don’t mind.”

  Langton looked down at the desktop. “Not at all,” he said quietly. “She works part-time in the mornings, so afternoons are best.”

  Nick set his notebook on the desk and looked around the staff office. Crowded little room. Two gray metal desks, two wheeled chairs. Linoleum floor. A dragster calendar, a Green Bay Packers poster, a Vince Lombardi poster. Two industrial lamps in the ceiling, the kind with the mesh to protect the bulb. Glass walls on two sides so they could keep an eye on the kids.

  “Funny,” said Nick. “I talked to the Pepito’s hostess. Janelle came in that night, with two guys. The description of the hostess fit you and David. I wondered if you two might have just fibbed a little. A married guy. A minister. A pretty ex–beauty queen who gets her head sawed off later the night you see her. Nobody wants a piece of that action.”

  Langton’s expression was compact and aggressive. “I’m sure you asked your brother that.”

  “Thought I’d ask you, too.”

  “Janelle canceled us and went for dinner with some other guys. Pretty damned obvious, isn’t it?”

  “Guys who looked like you and David.”

  “What’s funny about that? There’s a million early-thirties white guys in Orange County who look more or less like us.”