Dying For You

by Evans, Geraldine

  This acceptance had surprised Rafferty, but he was too grateful to question it. But, although he kept well away from anyone with any connection to the Made In Heaven dating agency, the nightmares pushed Rafferty into an even more assiduous study of all the reports and witness statements as they came in. He read them over and over as if they were Holy Writ, sure there must be something there that would start the grit in the oyster of his memory. He had been there, he reminded himself again, as if a reminder was necessary. He must have the pre-knowledge that would point him to the solution of the case.

  But, of course, at both parties he had been doing his best to keep his policeman persona under wraps. He had been so concerned with keeping up his accent and his corner and keeping down his alcohol intake and his dropped ‘aitches, that he had been fully occupied. Even so, he thought, surely there must be something in all this vast pile of verbiage?

  But if there was something, Rafferty hadn't been able to find it, with or without his father's glasses. The continuing headaches didn't help, of course. Now he had the nightmare-induced sleepless nights to contend with also.

  His uncharacteristic devotion to paperwork had, early in the investigation, brought the inevitable observation from Llewellyn that this case seemed to have sparked a marked change of character in Rafferty. Rafferty had taken this to mean he wasn't being his usual cavalier self in his attitude to paperwork, and he had warned himself to be careful and indulge his feverish study of the reports only when Llewellyn was absent from the station. But with so much else to think about Rafferty knew he hadn't managed that particular essential too well.

  Strangely, however, Llewellyn had made no further comment about it, which was pretty uncharacteristic of him. Rafferty couldn't help but wonder why this should be. Although he was aware that Llewellyn thought him mercurial, he had no reason to think him so mercurial that he would change the habits of a lifetime so completely.

  And then there was another thing that puzzled him. Although they still occasionally had the spats which had characterised their early days of working together, their differences had been mostly set aside and they had turned into a good team. At least they had, before this case had put Rafferty under such a strain. He was basically too honest – too simple – a man to find living a lie easy. It made him hit out – no doubt from Llewellyn's point of view – unfairly.

  But oddly, Llewellyn failed to retaliate in his previous superior manner. Instead, he would go silent. It was almost as if Llewellyn was making allowances for behaviour that Rafferty couldn't help. Occasionally, Rafferty would catch Llewellyn looking at him with something close to pity in his eyes. And, much to his irritation, Llewellyn would try again to bring up the subject of matchmaking Rafferty with this Abra woman.

  Rafferty suspected that Llewellyn, newly come to wedded bliss, increasingly regarded him as some poor, love-lorn creature who, if left to his own resources, would be doomed to a solitary life. And when he was forced to think again about the poor savaged bodies of Jenny and Estelle, he began to believe Llewellyn might be right.

  By dint of desperation and ingenuity, Rafferty had managed to divert Smales's suspicions and obtain his Ōmerta promise. That left the two women. But, he felt reasonably confident that his threat to charge them would be sufficient deterrent to further probing when Nigel remained unarrested.

  After the latest fraught experience in a fraught-filled week, Rafferty felt he was entitled to think the day could hold no more punishing surprises. But he had thought without his own particular bête noire, Superintendent Bradley.

  For, twenty minutes after he'd got off the phone to Nigel's ex-alibis, he learned that Smales's revelation wasn't the last of the day's traumas.

  He had just reached for the latest reports and began to settle down in an attempt to absorb them when the phone rang. And, as he discovered, his caller wasn't in the best of tempers.

  ‘What's this I hear?’ Superintendent Bradley's bluff, gruff Yorkshire tones bellowed in Rafferty's ear.

  Warily, he replied, ‘I don't know, Super. What is it you hear?’

  ‘Don't come the mimic with me, Rafferty. From what I've just learned but, you're in no position to act the smart-Alec.’

  The hairs on the back of Rafferty's neck rose up in alarm at this. What had Bradley heard? Surely even Smales couldn't have blabbed already?

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  Only too aware that Bradley was capable of baiting a trap and waiting to see what fell in, Rafferty was wary. ‘I don't know what you mean, sir,’ he said.

  ‘Allow me to enlighten you. Dereliction of duty is what I mean. Correct me if I'm wrong, but it was you I put in charge of the Lonely Hearts murders?’ Obviously, this was a rhetorical question, because Bradley didn't wait for a reply. ‘Only it seems that Sergeant Llewellyn's running it and doing nearly all of the vital witness interviews. What's going on, Rafferty? Bottle gone since Llewellyn stole your thunder on your last investigation?’

  ‘No sir.’

  ‘You do want to solve this case, I take it?’

  ‘Of course I do, sir.’ And how. ‘But there was a lot to do and I had to prioritise. Amongst other things, I felt it was vital I check out this Nigel Blythe's alibis, which involved travelling up to York. It's not as if Sergeant Llewellyn isn't more than capable of conducting the important initial interviews. As you yourself said, sir, he did solve our last case. I have every faith in him.’

  ‘Coming from a lapsed Catholic who presumably has damned little faith in anything, that's not comforting, Rafferty. I want to see more active involvement from your good self. See that I do.’

  The receiver banged down. Fortunately, Rafferty, used to his chief's penchant for reverberating exits, had removed his ear just in time. ‘Yes sir,’ he muttered to the empty office. ‘Should I arrest myself now or would you prefer me to suffer on for a while longer?’

  But whatever else he did, it was clear he could no longer avoid the main witnesses. Still undecided about what action to take on the Nigel front, Bradley's order at least aided decision on one aspect. It also served as a reminder that his performance in his last investigation had done little to enhance his reputation. It made it doubly-unfortunate that he should be so hog-tied in this case. He needed results, not only to give the two dead girls justice and save his own hide and Nigel's, but also – supposing by some miracle he managed such a quiver-full of tricks – to ensure Bradley wouldn't have another failure with which to beat him.

  At least Llewellyn would have no further call to wonder about his uncharacteristically dutiful study of the witnesses’ statements. And as his new cousin-by-marriage had long since taken his measure, he was thankful to have one small mercy in his sea of troubles.

  The following morning, after he woke, sluggish from yet another nightmare, Rafferty thought his spirit could sink no further. But then he recalled the day's duties and almost pulled the duvet back over his head. But he forced himself out.

  On arrival at the station Rafferty briskly informed Llewellyn they were both to make another visit to the agency. Even now, with his choice of action removed by Bradley's order, his feet dragged as they approached the agency's Hope Street offices. The arrow-clutching rosy cherubs peering out from their clouds above the shop front seemed to gaze at him with reproachful eyes. Somehow, Rafferty forced himself to follow Llewellyn through the doorway.

  He was surprised to find that Isobel Goddard hadn't taken off for her parents’ home again, but was seated behind her desk in reception. At their entrance her head jerked apprehensively upwards. And even when Llewellyn moved closer so her short sighted eyes could recognize him, the apprehension lingered. As Isobel squinted in Rafferty's direction, his heart started up such a wild beating he thought it might leap out of his chest. He had taken the precaution of remaining near the door, out of her field of vision and he felt a hot, sweaty relief, when, without a flicker of recognition, her attention returned to Llewellyn.

  ‘Not you again?’ she asked.

  ‘I'm
afraid so, Miss Goddard,’ Llewellyn replied. ‘I've brought Inspector Rafferty with me this time. He wanted to ask you some questions.’

  Isobel pouted and spared Rafferty a myopic glance. ‘It's taken him long enough. I suppose you expect me to repeat my statement yet again? How many more times must I-?’

  ‘As often as necessary,’ Rafferty told her in a deliberately deepened voice that brought a narrowing of Llewellyn's gaze. ‘Surely I don't have to remind you that two young women have been murdered? I would have thought you would be only too anxious to help us catch the person responsible.’ He paused, wary of saying more, in case something in his voice betrayed him. But when another pout was her only response, he was emboldened to continue. ‘I have some questions about Estelle Meredith. Can you tell me how long she had been on your books?’

  Isobel shrugged. ‘Several months. She dated practically every halfway decent male we can offer.’

  Her tone indicated her resentment of the fact. Rafferty got the impression that Isobel regarded the more affluent male clients as her private fiefdom and resented the competition; but given what he had already heard about her, this didn't come as a surprise. ‘But,’ he began, before he stopped abruptly as he realized he had been about to reveal that Estelle had said she had only joined the agency the previous week and had had few dates. Of course, as Nigel, he knew that, but as the investigating policeman, he couldn't know. For God's sake, Rafferty, he rebuked himself, try to remember. If Isobel Goddard was to be believed, Estelle hadn't been entirely honest with him. But then she was in good company…

  ‘But?’ Isobel repeated. ‘But what?’

  Rafferty, tired of being pulled up every time he uttered a one-word objection, managed to come up with a plausible one. ‘But I understood from the statements that very few of the other members admit to going out with her.’

  ‘They would, wouldn't they, given that she's been murdered? But it's true enough, because most of the ones who did are no longer on our books. Not that I'm suggesting that Estelle Meredith scared them off.’ She frowned and added, ‘though she did flirt outrageously. She seemed to be out to prove something.’

  ‘Like what?’

  Isobel shrugged. ‘That she was attractive to men, I suppose. I got the impression with Estelle that she wasn't nearly as confident as she made out.’

  ‘Like much of the rest of humanity.’ Rafferty paused. ‘There was one other matter I wanted to ask you about. I understand you were concerned you might have been the murderer's intended victim. I wondered if there was a particular reason why you should think so.’

  Isobel became defensive. ‘No, not really. It was just a feeling I had, that's all. You know, that feeling that someone's walked over your grave?’

  It was a feeling Rafferty had lately become familiar with. ‘So you've no particular reason to think you might have been the intended target?’

  ‘I told you, no.’ Isobel's hands formed into white-knuckled fists where they rested on the desk and as though conscious of their capacity for betrayal, she lowered them to her lap, out of sight. ‘I just became scared, as anyone would.’

  Rafferty could think of no more questions he could safely ask Isobel that didn't risk him revealing something else he wasn't supposed to know. Instead, he asked if Simon Farnell or Caroline Durward were in.

  Isobel nodded. ‘Simon is. But Caroline's working at home today.’ She made no attempt to use the intercom to alert Simon Farnell to their presence, instead, she got up from behind her desk with something approaching alacrity and made for the hallway where the private offices were situated. Her, ‘I'll tell Simon you want to see him,’ floated behind her as she vanished from sight.

  While they waited, Llewellyn picked up one of the magazines from a table, began to flick through it and was soon immersed.

  Rafferty was glad Llewellyn was occupied. It gave him some thinking time. Again it struck him that he and the killer might not be the only ones with guilty secrets. Isobel's defensive manner, her alacrity in pushing them and their questions on to Simon Farnell indicated she, too, might have something to hide.

  Only now did he recall that on the night of the first party, Isobel had followed Jenny Warburton from the Cranstons’ drawing room. Was it merely coincidence? Or had she followed Jenny deliberately?

  By the time he had managed to push his way through the throng she had been halfway across the hallway. Had Isobel veered in the direction of the Ladies only when she became aware of his presence behind her? He couldn't be sure; as the case progressed, the more hazy his memory became and badgering it only made it hazier. He put it down to stress. But at least, early in the case, he had retained sufficient of his Nigel persona recollections to prime Llewellyn with appropriate questions. The statements revealed that another guest had also noticed Isobel's exit immediately after Jenny. Questioned about it, Isobel had said she had wanted to get away from a bore and repair her make-up, which Rafferty acknowledged was plausible. From his fading recollections of Bliss's party gossip, it fitted her character. If she hadn't been following Jenny, she might well have spotted a better prospect over the bore's shoulder and been intent on doing some running repairs to her make-up made necessary by the steamy weather.

  Another vague impression swam into his memory – that on his return from saying goodbye to Jenny the door to the Ladies had been ajar. Isobel could have listened to their conversation, heard him return and enter the Gents’ and realized that Jenny had set off to the car park alone. She could have followed only a few seconds behind, collecting previously hidden weapons and protective clothing on the way and taken Jenny by surprise with the first blow.

  But what possible motive could the girl have? Admittedly, she seemed to regard the more wealthy of the male clientele as her private harem. In addition, according to Bliss, Isobel carried a wealth of family expectation on her back. But surely, the family pressure, even with the ruthless Elizabethan forebear providing an example of how to deal with love rivals, would be insufficient to prompt her to remove the competition permanently?

  Even to Rafferty, who was often given to flights of fancy, such a possibility seemed far-fetched. Apart from anything else, it was doubtful if Isobel had the brains to get away with murder. Not that such a lack would necessarily stop her trying. Rafferty paused, mid-thought. Was Isobel really as dim and shallow as she appeared or was it a protective façade? What had the statement that Llewellyn had taken from her parents’ garrulous neighbour said about her? That it was sad how she had changed. That was it. That she used to be such a bright little thing, nose always in a book. ‘Now, she's just man mad. Her life's an endless round of partying. Where has the child gone, I wonder, who used to watch the stars with me on clear summer nights and ask such intelligent questions?’

  Where indeed? Rafferty thought. Had Isobel been hiding the light of her intelligence under a bushel of coquetry because she believed men still feared intelligent women? Or was the concealment done for more sinister reasons?

  Isobel had presented herself as being too dim to get away with murder. She had even returned to her parents’ home, leaving the impression behind that she was scared she might be the killer's real target. But if she wasn't so dim after all, her flight home could have been an attempt to cover her tracks.

  He was beginning to wonder why it was taking Isobel so long to inform Simon Farnell of their presence in reception, when Farnell came out and ushered them into his office and Rafferty had to put any further speculation aside.

  ‘What can I do for you, inspector?’ Farnell asked after Llewellyn had made the introductions and they had all sat down around his desk.

  ‘I just wanted to ask a few more questions, sir. I was surprised to see Miss Goddard back in the office. You told my officers she believed she might have been the murderer's intended target. Strange she should have returned at all, especially to work at the very agency which has had two members killed.’

  Simon Farnell smiled. ‘Unfathomable are the ways of women, Inspector. Or
so I've always found. But then I've never thought Isobel terribly bright. I imagine her mother convinced her she was being stupid, put some back-bone and much-need sense into her and persuaded her back to work.’

  Baulked of a satisfactory explanation from Isobel, Rafferty persisted. ‘Have you any idea why Miss Goddard should think she might have been the intended target? Had she been threatened in some way?’

  ‘If she had, she didn't mention it to me. But Isobel's a bit of a drama queen, Inspector. If attention isn't revolving round her she's prone to do or say something outrageous to encourage it.’ Farnell shrugged. ‘I wouldn't take anything Isobel says too seriously. As you yourself said – she's back. So how worried could she have been? And as I told her, if someone did want to kill her, they would have to be singularly inept to make a botch of it not once but twice.

  ‘Besides, even Isobel's capable of concluding that she's unlikely to find a rich husband while she's buried at home in the country, especially as her family no longer has the money to entertain.’

  Rafferty leaned back in his chair and tried for nonchalance. Lancelot Bliss had said something similar. ‘You surprise me. You'd never think it to look at Miss Goddard.’ He straightened his off-the-peg and increasingly shabby brown jacket and remarked self-deprecatingly, ‘Of course I'm just a male plod and pretty ignorant about such things, as the female members of my family frequently tell me, but Miss Goddard's suit looked suspiciously like a designer one to me.’

  From the corner of his eye Rafferty caught another startled glance from the designer-suited Llewellyn, who well knew the extent of his inspector's ignorance in matters sartorial. He shrugged aside Llewellyn's reaction, keen to officially learn as much about the party guests as ‘Nigel’ had so as to lessen the risk of revealing prior knowledge. And as Simon Farnell appeared to be as avid a gossip as Lancelot Bliss, this was a prime opportunity.