Star Angel: Rising (Star Angel Book 4)
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It would not be a pleasant wake-up.
She rose from her landing and went around to face her powerful, whimsical steed.
He whinnied again and she hugged his head. Then, with a hand along his jaw, pointed him toward the trees. Without needing any further encouragement he went off among them, the other horses doing the same, and together the three began pulling and crunching leaves. Erius got the higher ones and Jess laughed at him reaching over the heads of the others. Maybe those were the most tasty.
Galfar began laying out a few of their things, along with the food for their supper. The night before they’d made no fire, tonight it looked as if they would. Which meant it looked like Galfar would be cooking. So far they’d eaten everything raw, which was fine—the food was of the sort you could eat without prep (she especially enjoyed the little clay jars of olive-like things, chewing off their tasty meat and spitting out the pits)—but the idea of a hot meal was suddenly hugely appealing.
Speaking of which, she thought, where was Haz? She looked and found him further back, wandering around aimlessly, kicking rocks and gazing off into the distance. Why wasn’t he helping? Last night he did the same thing.
She sat and began arranging a few things, at first on impulse then just kept going, waiting for Galfar to protest. He didn’t. He continued doing his thing and finally got the sticks arranged the way he wanted and, using his staff, lowered himself slowly to ground and sat cross-legged. He pulled out what looked to be flint.
Galfar shrugged.
The old man began striking the flint stones.
Jess glanced over her shoulder, back at Haz who stood in the distance, looking up into the darkening sky. Stars had begun to appear.
She looked back at Galfar as he nursed the flames.
Galfar smiled; blew on a group of flames and got them licking ever higher.
Jess noticed Haz had began making his way over, probably in response to the fire. Galfar rose to get the food. On the way Haz got his guitar, came and sat at a distance, acting as if he didn’t want to be too close to either of them. Jess watched from the corner of her eye as he began strumming experimentally.
Galfar put the pan on the fire and slid the food around with a stick as it began to sizzle.
Jess took some whiffs.
Galfar added more spices to the pan.
Jess breathed it all in. The setting was serene. The little fire crackled and popped, tiny embers rising into the air, curving this way and that, higher and higher until they flickered out high above. The soothing warmth of it wafted over her in the cooling night. Not too cool, but just enough to appreciate the effects of the flames. Off in the trees the horses grazed.
Beyond it all loomed the majestic mother planet. And above that, filling the sky, countless stars and that beautiful nebula. The Heart of the World, it was called, and it was stunning.
This whole planet was breathtaking.
The soft chords of Haz’s play rounded everything out, and for a long moment Jess simply sat there savoring every bit of it.
At length she turned to Galfar.
Galfar shrugged.
She had to consider that maybe she was. After everything, might this merely be the next phase of her transformation?
Yeah, but what am I transforming into?
Galfar looked across the fire. Asked another of his random questions.
She thought a moment. She’d learned lots of stuff as a kid, actually. Until very recently she was obsessed with knowing how to do things. Some of that had come in handy on this insane journey, a fact which was, in itself, a point of interest, but lots of the things she’d learned back then had, indeed, been forgotten.
Galfar nodded sagely.
Galfar was being Galfar again. Yet Jess felt her mind expanding at the thought of it. Just a little, an epiphany waiting to happen, tinged with the cosmic. It was now fully night; stars filled the alien sky. Blue Saturn watched over them all. The light of the flames danced chaotically across the deep shadows of Galfar’s craggy face.
His green eyes seemed to pierce her soul. No matter who we once were?
Then he was back to stirring the pan, idly.
That was a little deeper than she was prepared to contemplate. Nevertheless it continued to make her head buzz.
She as
ked him something different.
She looked to Haz, sitting over there playing on, caught in his own world, oblivious to the deeper discussion she was having with his father. She put her focus back on Galfar.
In answer Galfar gave a thin smile and a shrug. She thought he might say something more, might throw down some additional bit of wisdom or mysterious conjecture, or open up a whole new line of philosophical musings but … didn’t.
Haz switched to a different position. A few strums and he was playing another lovely tune. Jess didn’t press. Instead she leaned back and closed her eyes to the new music; the sound of Galfar clanking the pan and the plates. She inhaled the smell of the fire and the food and felt her tummy grumble pleasantly in anticipation.
After a bit Galfar was handing her a plate.
She opened her eyes at his urging, leaned forward, crossed her legs and took it. The cooked food smelled great. She held the plate, being polite, and waited for him to finish serving.
she said as he slid a plate in front of Haz, who just kept playing,
She thought on that. Wanting to believe the simplicity of it. Thinking all things should be that simple. Thinking that, perhaps, were you to distil everything down far enough, the entire universe might actually be something quite simple indeed. Maybe it was all terribly simple.
There are only two absolute truths, the memory of Galfar’s words came to her.
And all at once she had the very strange, very abruptly extroverting notion that everything, all of existence, began with a complication. That everything was the purest of simplicities until …
Something happened.
Maybe it was Galfar’s talk of timeless existence, or the amazing things Jess had already done, or the fantastic setting or who knew what, but suddenly she experienced an overwhelming rush of philosophical insight.
The whole universe might be nothing more than a complication.
Springing into existence from that initial complication, whatever it was, roaring on unchecked from there, one complication after another after another yielding another after another yielding another cascading forward unchecked and built entirely of ...
Lies.
Was the entire universe nothing more than a string of untruths? All springing from one? One simple falsehood? The First Lie, perhaps. One little complication that set those increasing complications in motion, hurtling forward until …
Worlds were born. People.
The idea crystallized and in one disconcerting, omniscient moment she theorized that, if that original lie were revealed, that if the truth—the real, Absolute Truth of All—were suddenly known … the entire universe would just poof away.
She shuddered and moved closer to the fire.
Glad of whatever results had come from that moment of inception. The Big Bang, the dream of a god—no matter how things came into being she was glad they had. Glad for the current balance.
Too much simplicity would no doubt be very, very boring.
She gathered her attention to the present.
Smart alleck. The degree of selfish reassurance he needed was incredible. Talk about insecurity.
He looked back to the guitar and continued playing.
He sounded smug. Off to the side Galfar chuckled. Haz must’ve spoken so his dad could hear too. Jess turned to him.
Jess stared at him.
Galfar nodded.
She shook her head.
And at that Galfar laughed loudly.
**
Lindin was back in his office at the mountain complex, fresh after a successful summit and the signing of an historic pact between the Venatres and their former enemies, the Dominion. Back home and, as expected, once the celebrating subsided conversation turned to the lost starship and that whole debacle, a colossal failure of which Lindin was the chief architect. The starship was his baby, his responsibility, and though it had not been he that directly let it get away, he was the one being blamed. The most painful part was that he had absolutely no solution. There was none. It would’ve been vastly different, vastly easier to take the heat if only there was a way to make it right. He would’ve gone to any lengths to fix it. But there was, literally, nothing to be done. The ship was gone and, unless and until the thieves decided to bring it back, there was absolutely nothing he could do.
And so the final leg of the return trip, trapped in transport with his bosses and nowhere to go, no way to divert, he’d had to bear the brunt of that interrogation with absolutely nothing to offer in return. No, “I’ll get right on this” or “I’ll see to that”. Nothing. At least on the ride over the theft had been fresh, the shock just setting in, little time yet to process the magnitude of it all; and of course
all that mitigated by the equal shock of the offer of a truce with the Dominion and the exciting prospects that held. Conversation then had been all about what to expect, what the future might hold. How things might be different for the first time in generations. Now that the truce was a success, now that the fact of that had settled and the exuberance of its novelty and its promise was firmly burned into their national conscience, it was time to pick up where they left off. And so they were all looking to him.
Lindin had no more answers now than he did then.
Glad to be home, at least, glad to have some time to himself, he’d been trying hard to come up with ways to proceed, trying to think of if anything could be done, something he was missing. So far his mind remained blank.
He leaned back in his chair. Took a sip of fresh tea. Realized he’d become a little spoiled during his time in the Dominion. Dominion tea was admittedly much better than their own. He took another sip. Maybe now with the truce they could establish trade. Get some Dominion tea imports.
That would be nice.
A knock on his office door. He paused, not expecting anyone at this hour. He leaned forward in the chair.