Even then, John had been the ever-serious sort, in contrast to Oscar’s constant energy and enthusiasm. John was quiet, tentative about most things back then, and shy. Strange it was he who initiated the affair.
Unsuccessful at catching a bite, they’d laid down in the grass near the water’s edge, leaving their poles stuck in the mud, propped between a pile of sticks, while they watched for signs of a nibble.
“Is it true,” John said. “That you’re courting Charlotte Ronston?”
Propped up on his elbows, Oscar looked over at his friend and smiled, but he found John looked away, watched the water intently. “I took her to the Peabody’s ball, if that’s what you mean.”
John turned his way now, but the smile he wore held sadness. “I wish I were more like you, Oscar. Wish I could be brave with women.”
Oscar felt his eyes widen in surprise. “But you’re a giant. And you do fine with women, John. I’ve never seen you want for company.”
John raised his eyebrows. “Then you must be a blind fool. Who’s always in the corner, alone, or drunk and chatting with the other men? Me, Oscar.” He pointed to his own chest. “That’s who. Face it. I’ll never be nimble and full of charisma. I’m too big. Women fear me. They find you approachable.”
“You’re very nimble,” Oscar said. “I’ve fenced with you, don’t forget.”
John rolled his eyes in obvious exasperation. “That’s not the point. Women are strange creatures to me. I don’t understand them the way you do. They see as an ogre when they look at me, even if I am a handsome gent on the inside. I don’t have it on the outside, like you.”
Oscar patted his friend’s shoulder then. “You’re a very handsome man, John. Don’t be silly.”
John touched Oscar’s hand, keeping it in place. “You really think so?”
“Of course. And I’m sure many eligible young ladies agree with me.”
John continued to stare into Oscar’s eyes. “I think you’re handsome, too.”
Oscar felt his face flush with heat. “Well…well, thank you.”
And then, before he knew it, John kissed him. Gently, he pushed Oscar down to the grass, while his tongue parted his friend’s lips and explored his mouth. John was a much larger man, and Oscar knew he would have little chance to fight him. But he didn’t want to fight as the kiss deepened, and John’s hands roamed farther down Oscar’s torso, to the waistband of his trousers. Instead, Oscar let himself melt into the kiss, into the lovemaking, and he didn’t resist when John pulled his trousers off, then wrapped a massive hand around Oscar’s stiffening cock.
The pleasurable sensation swimming through his body made Oscar feel bold, and he reciprocated, freeing John of his trousers in between kisses, and working his hand up and down the thick, long shaft. They groaned in shared ecstasy, continuing to kiss and explore one another’s bodies until their cocks were spent. Then they lay in each other’s arms, panting, until John finally spoke.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that.”
“No. No.” Oscar stopped him from getting up after he pulled his trousers back on. “Don’t blame yourself entirely. I could’ve stopped you.”
John nodded, but he sat with his back to Oscar. “Can I tell you something?”
“Of course.” Oscar swallowed, waited.
“I’m jealous of Charlotte as much as I’m jealous of you,” John whispered. “She gets to be close to you in a way I never can.”
Oscar placed a hand on John’s shoulder and squeezed. “We got pretty close just now.”
The big man erupted in laughter and turned to his friend. “Can I tell you something else? A confession, really.”
John’s large, brown eyes pleaded for acceptance, tugging at Oscar’s compassion. “You can tell me anything, friend.”
“I find women beautiful—soft and warm, but…” John looked off to the water. “I find men just as beautiful. Does that make sense to you? Am I mad?”
Oscar touched John’s face, turned it so he looked at him. “No, friend, you are not mad. I’ve…well…” He sighed. “I’ve always felt the same way, if I’m to be honest.”
“What do we do?” John stroked Oscar’s hand.
“Not a lot we can do.” Oscar shrugged. “Society frowns on anything other than man and woman. We both know that. Maybe one day that will change. We can hope. But, for now…”
“But?”
“For now, if we’re discreet, what’s the harm in this?”
Oscar threw an arm around John and kissed him deeply.
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About the Authors
C.J. Sneere writes m/m fiction from his home amidst concrete giants. That’s his fancy way of saying he’s an urban jungle dweller. He doesn’t do Twitter or Facebook. He’s too busy doing bears and pretty boys instead. For a complete list of his titles, visit: http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.com/ or http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.ca/p/cjs-titles.html
Leigh Foxlee lives in rural Canada with her husband and a parade of animals. She is a frumpy editor / copy writer type by day, a sexy Jackie Collins writer type by night, or so she likes to think. She has a soft spot for alpha gentlemen who sweep ladies off their feet. Her erotic romance ranges from sweet to hot and spicy. To view all her titles, visit: http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.com/ or http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.ca/p/blog-page.html
Anita Lawless writes erotica and bdsm romance from somewhere in an urban jungle. With Mr. Wild and C.J Sneere, she runs Wild & Lawless Writers. To view all her titles, visit: http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.com/ or http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.ca/p/anitas-titles.html
Roxxy Meyer likes to be a whispered rumor, and you can never pin the woman down. (Although it’s said a lover or two has chained her to bedposts...) A natural wanderer, Roxxy has held many jobs, from failed waitress to temporary dominatrix. She likes to write at night when the house is quiet and she can let the crazy out. To view all her titles, visit: http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.com/ or http://wildlawlesswriters.blogspot.ca/p/roxxys-titles.html
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