Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 1

by Samuel Richardson

  On recollection, I thought it best to renew my request. I did. Thefollowing is a copy of what I wrote, and what follows that, of theanswer sent me.

  SIR,

  I know not what to make of the answer brought to my request of beingpermitted to go to church this afternoon. If you designed to shew yourpleasantry by it, I hope that will continue; and then my request will begranted.

  You know, that I never absented myself, when well, and at home, till thetwo last Sundays; when I was advised not to go. My present situation issuch, that I never more wanted the benefit of the public prayers.

  I will solemnly engage only to go thither, and back again.

  I hope it cannot be thought that I would do otherwise.

  My dejection of spirits will give a too just excuse on the scoreof indisposition for avoiding visits. Nor will I, but by distantcivilities, return the compliments of any of my acquaintances. Mydisgraces, if they are to have an end, need not be proclaimed to thewhole world. I ask this favour, therefore, for my reputation's sake,that I may be able to hold up my head in the neighbourhood, if I live tosee an end of the unmerited severities which seem to be designed for

  Your unhappy sister, CL. HARLOWE.