Blush

by Lauren Jameson

  Alex cocked his head—she’d clearly caught him off guard.

  “You bought a bottle of the Rothschild? How on earth did you pay for that?” Crossing to the small table where it stood open, breathing, waiting to be drunk, Alex poured the ruby red liquid into one of the waiting glasses.

  He crossed back to Maddy, held the glass toward her but just out of her reach. He was waiting for her answer.

  “I scraped together my tips and asked Elijah if I could purchase just one glass of it.” It was mortifying to admit that to a man who could have purchased cases of it without making a dent in his bank account. “He gave me the bottle on the house.”

  “I bet he did.” Alex’s small smirk reminded Maddy that Elijah had had his hands on her body at Alex’s request . . . and that she’d liked it.

  She gulped thirstily when he finally lifted the glass to her mouth. “Aren’t you having any?”

  Alex had lifted the glass to the light and seemed to be considering. “I think I will.” Without warning, he grasped the skimpy strings that made up her thong and ripped it off of her body, then upended the contents of the wine over Maddy’s cunt.

  She cried out as, grasping the swing on either side of her ass, he pulled her lower lips to his mouth and licked at the crimson liquid.

  “Tastes much better this way.”

  Maddy’s fingers slipped on the straps of the swing as Alex began to rock her gently back and forth, licking away wine from her cleft, her clit at the same time.

  “Oh my God.” Her hips arched, but she couldn’t gain any ground. All she could do was lean into Alex’s clever mouth as he sipped the wine from her flesh, then continued to taste her long after the wine was all gone.

  “Damn it, Alex. Please!” Approaching the peak only to have him remove the sensation as fast as it had started, she knew that he was working her deliberately, withholding her release.

  “Please, what?”

  Feeling the thrust of his tongue inside her heat, Maddy felt her eyes roll back in her head. “

  Say it. Say my name. Tell me what you want.”

  “You!” Her cry was close to a scream, and for the first time, she didn’t care who heard. “I want you! Alex, make me come. Please!”

  Holding her labia open wide with one hand, Alex closed his teeth very deliberately over her clit. Maddy sagged, then tensed as she shuddered through the long, hot orgasm.

  When she was again able to see, she found Alex shirtless, his cock freed from his pants. When he saw that she was again focusing on him, he pressed his erection to her wetness and seated himself inside of her.

  Something was different.

  “Oh.” He wasn’t wearing a condom. Did he realize?

  “I haven’t been inside a woman raw since Rae’s mother.” His teeth were clenched, his face showing that he was as overwhelmed with the sensation as she was. “But you are the woman. You’re mine. I’ve never wanted a woman to be a permanent part of my life, of my daughter’s life. But with you, it’s not something I want; it’s something I need.”

  Setting his feet shoulder width apart, Alex pushed the swing away from his body, then pulled it back, hard. Maddy gasped as the momentum caused him to slam inside of her, hitting her womb with his length.

  It felt so good. It felt right.

  With Alex, she felt complete.

  “I want to be a part of your life.” She moaned as he moved the swing from side to side, forcing her to twist on his cock. “I love you, Alex.”

  Releasing the swing with one hand, Alex reached into the pocket where he had put her locket. He handed it back to her, twining their fingers together over the piece of jewelry as he continued to move inside of her. “You can put this back on, as long as you promise that it will remind you of happy memories, not shackle you with its guilt.”

  Maddy heard his breath begin to quicken and felt the insides of her thighs begin to tighten with another impossible release. “I’ll try.” Her voice was husky, making her feel sexy in a way that she never had before.

  “And you have to wear my ring, as well.” Shocked, Maddy stared up at Alex at the same time that her orgasm broke, and the bliss of what he was asking combined with the physical pleasure into the purest sensation she’d ever known.

  “I will. Of course I will.” She panted, not willing to wait to get her breath back. “Anything you say. I’ve always been yours.”

  As Alex grinned and lost himself inside of her, Maddy stared up at him and felt more peaceful than she’d ever been.

  She never would have guessed that she’d find strength in submission, but now that she had, she was never going to let go.

  EPILOGUE

  Maddy wiped her damp palms against her jeans as Alex turned the Turbo off the main road and into a quiet residential neighborhood.

  As she did, the glint of the ring on her left hand caught the light, and a jolt went through her. It happened every time the classic diamond solitaire caught her eye.

  Six months earlier, she would never have believed what was in store for her. She’d been working through her list of new things with Dr. Gill, item by item, day by day. Now she communicated regularly with Nathan. Alex had helped her to open her own optician’s office. She was planning her wedding, of all things . . . though Alex was more interested in their honeymoon.

  She still struggled to work through her guilt over her sister’s death, but Alex had helped her find herself again. And though she still found it crazy when she stopped to think about it, it was submission that had helped her to regain control over her life.

  A small smile played over the corners of her lips, and she shifted on the leather seat. The soreness of her body was a reminder of just how happy she was.

  “What’s that smile about?” Alex gave her a quick glance as he turned the Turbo into a small gated community. Maddy felt her nerves ratchet up a notch, but swallowed the sensation. She was about to meet Alex’s daughter, the child he held so dear.

  “I’m just thinking that none of this seems real.” And yet, in a strange way, it did. Though the curl of Alex’s lips still made her pulse speed up, they had settled into a comfortable rhythm—as comfortable as a dominant billionaire and his submissive fiancée could get.

  Alex pulled the car up in front of a large house with classic lines. Though it wasn’t ostentatious, it was clear to Maddy that Alex wanted his daughter to have the same standard of living with her mother as she did with him.

  “Are you ready?” Turning, Alex unbuckled Maddy’s seat belt, his fingers skimming across the skin exposed by her T-shirt, which had ridden up during the car ride. If he had had his way, Maddy knew that she would have met Rae months ago.

  But though Alex had trusted in her from the start, it had taken a much longer time for her to accept that they were ready to make this step.

  Twisting in her seat, Maddy pulled the large purple teddy bear from the backseat. Its furry limbs—and the wry shake of Alex’s head—made her grin.

  “I still can’t believe that you, of all people, have resorted to bribery.” As he exited from the car, then rounded it to open Maddy’s door, Alex’s eyes twinkled. “You really don’t have to worry. Rae is as excited to meet you as you are her.”

  “It’s not bribery.” Maddy tried to look indignant, and failed, instead rising on her toes to press a kiss to Alex’s chin. “It’s an insurance policy.”

  She was about to meet the child who would become her stepdaughter. Though she was definitely nervous, the knowledge also filled a hole in her heart.

  “Well?” Alex clasped Maddy’s hand in his, his thumb tracing over her ring. She’d noticed that he always smiled with satisfaction when he looked at or touched the diamond jewelry that marked her as his. “Are you ready to meet the other girl in my life?”

  The nerves vanished as Alex lifted her hand to his lips and brushed a warm kiss over her skin.

  “I’m ready.”

  Photo by Julie Williams Photography 2010

  Lauren Jameson is a w
riter, yoga newbie, knitting aficionado, and animal lover who lives in the shadows of the great Rocky Mountains of Alberta, Canada. The author of the serial novel Surrender to Temptation, she has published with Avon and Harlequin as Lauren Hawkeye and writes contemporary erotic romance for New American Library.

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  He was watching me with eyes at half-mast, and he looked so damn sexy that I actually trembled. He opened his mouth as if to speak, but whatever he was about to say was interrupted by the arrival of the dessert that I hadn’t wanted, and wasn’t sure I could stomach, not with my internal upheaval.

  I couldn’t help but notice that the scarlet color of the strawberries was enticing against the stark white of the bowl. I caught the eye of the waitress, who winked at me knowingly as she added a separate dish full of soft whipped cream.

  I felt my skin flush, the same hue as the berries, with mortification. For something to do, I took a berry in my fingers, toying with it so that I didn’t have to look Zach in the eyes.

  He had to know how attracted to him I was feeling, I was certain of that. There wasn’t a woman in the small restaurant who wasn’t watching him at least out of the corner of her eye—and that included Suzanne, the owner, who had looked at least eighty when my parents had first brought me here twenty years ago.

  “Let me.” Zach’s voice had dropped in timbre, sounding even more alluring to my ears than it already had. Reaching across the cheerfully checkered tablecloth, he took the strawberry from my fingers.

  The small patch of skin burned where his fingers brushed my hand. Inhaling sharply, I jolted, forgetting that now wasn’t a good time, forgetting that I’d just met this man. His expression mirrored mine in intensity. I had no idea what had just happened, but unless I had been robbed of all of my senses, he felt it, too.

  “Open your mouth.” Zach swiped the berry that he had nipped from my fingers through the mound of whipped cream before pressing it against my lips. I opened my mouth, my tongue flickering out to lick up the cream.

  He moaned softly. Emboldened by forces that mystified me, I took a small bite of the juicy berry, chewing slowly, licking my lips after I’d swallowed.

  His eyes followed the motions of my mouth, entranced, before flickering back up to look me in the eyes.

  “What is going on?” I regretted the words the moment that I’d said them—how naive was I? I knew exactly what was going on, but I didn’t have the sophistication to make the next move.

  Though my better judgment was screaming at me, I was praying that Zach would ask me to come with him to his hotel, to his house, to his tent, if that’s where his bed was. My flesh felt swollen, full to bursting with need.

  With a brief thought of the dark blue negligee that was still in its bag in my car, I told myself that I deserved one night of pleasure.

  My words might as well have been a slap. Another persona entirely came over Zach, one who was calm, in complete control, and who washed away all traces of the sexual creature who’d been in his place only moments before.

  “I must go. I have an early morning.” He shifted on the chair, pulling a wallet from the pocket of his snug jeans. The movement made the muscles of his arm tense, and I was entranced, as well as confused.

  “Oh.” That had been abrupt. I blinked, my mind sorting furiously through the last few minutes.

  Had I said something wrong? Done something strange?

  I didn’t think so, and I had just enough wine left in me to be irritated by the sudden withdrawal of this fascinating man.

  “Well, thanks for the company.” My voice was heavy with sarcasm. “Always lovely to meet a new person.”

  Zach had been in the process of standing, and he straightened as though I’d struck him. I again got the impression that he was not at all accustomed to being questioned.

  “Agreed.” He peeled a bill out of the folds of a wallet that looked to be made of hand-tooled leather and placed it on the table without checking the denomination.

  “Before you go, tell me something: What’s a man like you doing in a tiny beach town like this?” I had nothing to lose by asking. Clearly I was not going to have all of my desires satisfied, so I wanted at least to have my curiosity quenched.

  Apparently I’d asked something either very insulting or very personal, since a hint of anger flickered over his strong features. He didn’t answer, just nodded in my direction before striding away to the front door.

  Watching him walk away was like having a limb amputated. I tried to convince myself that the melancholy was because of the recent turn of events in my life, but I knew better.

  I’d found something that I wanted desperately, something that made complete and total sense in the chaos that was my life.

  It had stayed just long enough to tease me with what I could never have.

  Growling with frustration, I tipped my head back and downed the last inch of wine in my glass, wiping my mouth with the back of my hand when I’d finished. As I lowered my chin I caught the stare of two girls who were barely out of high school, if at all. They wore tight, sheer tank tops and shorts that rode up high on the thigh. Though one was a blonde and one a brunette, their faces were nearly identical, smirking with amusement at my predicament.

  My face flushed. I was already embarrassed enough. And then I did what it seemed I was becoming very good at doing.

  I ran.

  • • •

  “I own a house in Cambria. I’ve come here since I was a child.” I gasped as the voice came out of the velvet night. Turning toward the man who had spoken, I glared, hands on hips.

  “How lovely for you.” Suddenly furious, and angry at myself for the burst of joy I’d initially felt at encountering him again, and for finding that the mere sight of him did strange things to my insides, I moved briskly off down the quiet street. My motel was only a block or so away.

  Main Street was close enough to the water that I could hear the water lapping at the shore. The sound usually soothed me, but tonight it grated at my nerves. I’d gotten nearly all the way back to my motel when I felt a hand on my shoulder, turning me.

  Then Zach’s hands were fisted full of my hair, his lips a whisper away from my own. My breath caught in my throat, and my body pressed itself into his.

  My entire being was drawn to his heat, to the smell of soap and musk and man.

  I opened my mouth to say something, and gasped when he tugged on my hair, drawing my head back until I had no choice but to look up into his eyes.

  Wetness surged through my cleft. I’d never been held this way, never been looked at with torment and desire at the same time.

  I loved it.

  “I am a very successful man, Devon. I’ve had to be ruthless to make my way.” His eyes narrowed, judging my response, but I found that his harsh words only made me tremble with need.

  “That ruthlessness applies to all areas of my life. I am not a nice man.” His expression dared me to argue with him. I wasn’t about to. He seemed like a lot of things right in that moment, but nice wasn’t one of them.

  “I don’t care.” It was naive, I knew, but I truly didn’t. Part of me thrilled at his violent words, a part of me that I would never have guessed even existed.

  Something flashed through his expression, gone so fast it was hard to believe that it had even been there, but I knew what I’d seen.

  He liked the way that I responded to him. Liked it a lot.

  “I’m not for you.” I was about to speak, about to object, and instead found myself moaning when he slowly, deliberately closed his teeth over the pulse beneath the line of my jaw. He bit just hard enough to sting and, I imagined, to leave a mark, his actions those
of an animal asserting dominance over his prey. As he bit, his hand found the soft mound of my breast. He pinched my nipple through the fabric of my top and bra, then pulled, then pinched again.

  A short, hard burst of pleasure rocketed through me and I cried out loud, right there at the end of Main Street.

  Then I was trying to stay upright on legs that were trembling ferociously. I stared up at Zach with what I knew was raw need and confusion in my gaze.

  I watched as he pulled that second Zach back over himself like a cloak, the Zach who was calm and reasonable and not governed by desire. I opened my mouth to say—well, I don’t know what I would have said. He cut me off before I could try to frame a sentence.

  “Stay away from me.”

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  Coming from New American Library in 2013.

  Under her prickly exterior, glass artist Samantha Collins hides a woman who yearns to submit to the right man. Billionaire Elijah Masterson travels to Mexico as a routine check on his chain of resorts. He instead finds himself fascinated by the emerald green glass sculpture that he finds at a small market . . . and by the fiery temptress who created it. The attraction between them is instant, but Elijah resists, not sure that a woman as strong willed as Samantha could ever submit in the way he needs her to.

  Samantha sees everything she wants in Elijah, but apart from one steamy night in paradise, he seems determined to keep his distance. Refusing to let go now that she’s found the strong man she’s always wanted, Samantha makes Elijah an offer that he can’t refuse—a month of complete submission.