An Inconvenient Beauty

by Kristi Ann Hunter

  © 2017 by Kristi Ann Hunter

  Published by Bethany House Publishers

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  Bloomington, Minnesota 55438

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  Baker Publishing Group, Grand Rapids, Michigan

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  Ebook edition created 2017

  All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means—for example, electronic, photocopy, recording—without the prior written permission of the publisher. The only exception is brief quotations in printed reviews.

  Library of Congress Control Number: 2017942758

  ISBN 978-1-4934-1188-7

  Scripture quotations are from the King James Version of the Bible.

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, incidents, and dialogues are products of the author’s imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  Cover design by Kathleen Lynch / Black Kat design

  Cover photography by Richard Jenkins, London, England

  Author represented by Natasha Kern Literary Agency

  To the Sovereign of all,

  who has a better plan for our lives

  than we could ever imagine.

  Proverbs 3:5–6

  And to Jacob,

  whom I will always love for his mind.

  And the way he makes me laugh.

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Prologue

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  Epilogue

  Author’s Note

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Books by Kristi Ann Hunter

  Back Ads

  Back Cover

  Prologue

  ETON COLLEGE, BERKSHIRE, ENGLAND, 1797

  The line between boy and man was never murkier than when a father died too soon, leaving his son to walk through the foibles of youth while shouldering the responsibilities of adulthood.

  Though a part of Griffith, Duke of Riverton, knew that having to show his ripped paper to his housemaster wasn’t the worst thing that could ever happen, the eleven-year-old part of him seethed in anger. He fingered the tear in the top of his paper that meant the master teacher found his work inadequate. The head of his house was going to be angry.

  Not as angry as Griffith was, though.

  It would be better if he knew where to direct his anger. While some of it was definitely reserved for the group of upper boys who ruthlessly attacked Griffith and his friend Ryland, Duke of Marshington, there was a good bit directed at himself as well. Because of the ceaseless taunting, the snide mutterings of “As you wish, Your Grace” that rang in his ears until he heard it in his sleep, and the teachers’ delight in being able to discipline such high-ranking boys, Griffith was coming to despise the title he’d been raised to love and respect. Unlike Ryland, who had been all too pleased to obtain the title, since it meant his grandfather couldn’t torture him anymore, Griffith had adored his father and would have been more than happy not to be the duke.

  He’d have given anything to be able to ask his father what he should do now, because what he wanted was revenge. The anger at the older boys, the teachers, and himself coursed through him, burning right through his normal, logical reasoning until all he wanted to do was prove that—despite his tender years—he was no one to be crossed, that he wasn’t a boy but a young man to be reckoned with.

  The paper in his hand crumpled further as his fingers curled into a tight fist. He’d had very little time to work on his paper this week, given the several hours a day he’d had to help the groundskeeper as punishment for an escapade in the headmaster’s office. An escapade that he’d had no part in but the headmaster had been convinced he and Ryland had done.

  Rearranging all the furniture was a fairly harmless prank, but the older boys had also riffled through the files, making changes to Ryland’s and Griffith’s marks, to make it look like they’d done it. Headmaster Heath hadn’t been pleased. Griffith’s hands were raw and his muscles hurt from the hours spent shoveling bat guano into the flower beds as fertilizer as well as from the additional household chores he’d been given.

  Ryland was waiting outside the house, his arms crossed over his thin chest. Griffith towered over him, having grown enough in the past year to require having his trousers retailored twice and ordering new coats and shirts made. Another second-year boy nodded at them as he scurried into the house, not wanting to be seen with them and thereby become a target of the older boys.

  “Did you find out who invaded the headmaster’s office?” Griffith shoved his already crumpled paper into his satchel.

  Ryland nodded, lips pressed together. “The fifth years.”

  Griffith nodded at the building behind Ryland. “From our house?”

  “No. They were King’s Scholars.”

  “I guess that takes care of your plan, then.” Secretly, Griffith was relieved. As much as his anger was driving him toward revenge, the idea Ryland had come up with while they shoveled manure yesterday made Griffith more than a little nervous. Sneaking into the upper boys’ room in one of the houses in town was one thing, but the King’s Scholars house was on campus.

  “I say we do it.” Deep creases formed in Ryland’s forehead, causing a shadow to fall across his grey eyes. “If I hear ‘As you wish, Your Grace’ one more time, I’m liable to do something that will actually get me sent down from school.”

  Griffith was inclined to agree. Though violence hadn’t been part of his life, even he was feeling the urge to hit something. The urge frightened him as much as the idea of sneaking into the King’s Scholars’ boardinghouse at night.

  “I’m doing it. Tonight.” Ryland lifted an eyebrow. “Are you with me?”

  Was he? He was fairly sure that his father wouldn’t approve. But his father had left him to figure things out on his own. And if Ryland did what he planned, Griffith was going to be blamed for it whether he was involved or not. Was it better to be falsely guilty or truly guilty? Either way he’d suffer the consequences. “I’m in.”

  Thankfully, the trembling in his body didn’t reveal itself in his voice. He stuffed his hand down into his satchel and felt around for his paper, tracing his fingers along the edge until he could feel the tear in the top. It was his third in as many weeks. He’d come to school to learn, and that obviously wasn’t happening. No matter what he did, his life was at the mercy of the older boys, determined to have their own against a pair of young dukes while they could. Renewed anger rushed through him, trampling over his misgivings. He’d hold on to his paper until tomorrow. He might need the motivation tonight.

  Sneaking around the grounds of Eton at midnight was wrong.

  Then again, so was making someone’s life miserable just because you could. If he tried reall
y hard, Griffith could convince himself that teaching these older boys a lesson now would make them better men in the future. Wasn’t that what a duke was supposed to do? Lead the elite of England to be better?

  Tension tightened his shoulders as he slipped into the darkened building behind Ryland. It was strange being on campus when everything was dark and quiet. It added to the sense of unreality. Was he really, finally, going to do something about his school difficulties? Ryland and Griffith had found each other early on, their mutual disdain for life at Eton bonding them quickly. Their first year had been horrible, with one of them still grieving the loss of his father and the other trying desperately to live down the reputation of his grandfather. Griffith had been able to convince Ryland and himself that things would be better if they just got through the first year.

  But they weren’t.

  If anything, things were worse. Now that there wasn’t a sanctioned way to make Griffith and Ryland do their bidding, the older boys were resorting to new and worse means of persecution.

  After tonight, they’d think twice. Or at the very least, they’d stop saying “As you wish.”

  “You have the paint?” Ryland whispered.

  Griffith silently held up the can of red paint he’d bought in town. Ryland nodded and slid two brushes from his pocket. His other hand reached for the latch on the door of the fifth-year boys’ dormitory.

  Sweat coated Griffith’s palms, making him clutch the paint tighter so he wouldn’t drop it. His chest felt like it was churning like the waters of the River Thames during a storm. Were they really going to do this? Somehow it didn’t seem right to slip in and face his enemies while they slept. But what else could they do? He couldn’t stand it if the year continued on the way it had started. And what would happen next year?

  “Keep it simple,” Ryland said in a toneless whisper. Griffith wasn’t even sure he’d heard it so much as sensed what was being said by the shape of Ryland’s lips.

  “Simple,” Griffith whispered back. He winced at the sound of his voice and decided to nod at Ryland instead.

  Ryland nodded back. “We get in, paint As you wish, Your Grace on the backs of their shirts, and get out.”

  A small grin touched Griffith’s lips. They’d think about the dukes every time they got dressed for the rest of the term, unless they wanted to explain to their parents why they needed new shirts.

  It would be a reminder that he and Ryland had managed to sneak into their presence and could have done something much worse.

  There was a certain biblical tone to the prank that appealed to Griffith and made him feel a bit like David facing down Saul, even if it was probably more like taking on Goliath.

  “Remember—backs of the shirts,” Ryland whispered. “We don’t want them to violate dress code.”

  At Griffith’s nod, Ryland eased the door open, pressing it tightly to the hinges so nothing squeaked.

  They crept in, taking care not to make a noise in the silent room.

  Griffith frowned. The room was too silent. He couldn’t even hear the boys breathing in their sleep.

  The room was empty.

  “Where are they?” Ryland whispered.

  As if Griffith could possibly know the answer. “Should we do it anyway?”

  Ryland nodded and the boys made short work of marking the shirts, a task made much easier by the fact that they only had to be quiet enough to avoid waking the boys in the other rooms.

  As they eased back out of the dormitory, Ryland’s grin glowed in the moonlight. “Let’s find them.”

  Griffith frowned. “Why?”

  “Because whatever they’re doing is against school rules, and we can use it to convince them to leave us alone.”

  “What we’re doing is against school rules.” Griffith rolled his eyes at his friend, wondering, not for the first time, if they would’ve gotten along with each other if they didn’t have a title in common.

  “Then, we don’t let them see us.” Ryland pulled Griffith after him, running from shadow to shadow in search of the upper boys.

  It didn’t take long to find them, huddled on the far side of the chapel, away from the dormitory, passing two bottles of pilfered liquor among them. Another two bottles lay on the ground, already emptied of their amber-colored contents. Two of the boys tried to stand up and promptly fell down on each other.

  “Are they drunk?” Griffith whispered.

  Ryland grinned. “Three sheets blown clear away by the wind, I’d guess.”

  The boys were talking among themselves, occasionally forgetting that they should probably be quiet.

  “Come on.” Ryland pulled Griffith around the corner.

  “What? Why?”

  “Because you’re bigger. You don’t have to say anything. I’ll hide behind you and do all the talking.”

  And then Ryland was pushing Griffith into the group. Careful to stay in the deeper shadows in order to hide his face, Griffith staggered and Ryland spoke from behind him, slurring his words like he was one of the drunken group. Griffith’s heart pounded from fear but also a bit of excitement. He was the same size as some of these boys, despite the difference in age, and to walk among them unnoticed was a thrill.

  “Care for a drink?” one boy slurred. “Toasting the fall of one of the young dukes.”

  Another boy laughed until he hiccupped. “Saw him slip in the manure pile this morning.”

  All the boys laughed.

  Griffith angled his head until he could see Ryland’s shadow behind him. Griffith hadn’t fallen—that meant Ryland had. His determination to have his revenge tonight made a little more sense.

  “Where’d you get the liquor?” Ryland asked.

  One boy staggered to his feet, looking proud and unstable. “Headmaster’s office. Imagine how mad he’s going to be that those two upstarts broke in again.”

  “How much better if he praised us while condemning them?” Ryland cackled and stabbed Griffith in the ribs, making him jerk his arms like a puppet. “We should do something no one would expect.”

  “He’ll send us up!” one boy nearly shouted.

  “Or make us prefects,” another said.

  “This way!” Ryland said, lifting Griffith’s arm into the air. “He’ll remember us forever!”

  The boys cheered until Ryland was forced to shush them through his muffled laughter. How could he be laughing at a time like this? Griffith was fairly certain his heart was about to explode and leave him in pieces all over the chapel wall.

  “Lead them this way,” Ryland whispered in Griffith’s ear.

  Griffith didn’t know what he was doing, but none of the boys seemed to notice when Ryland slid out from behind him and gestured for Griffith to follow him. Soon Griffith was leading his pack of drunk upper boys to the garden shed, where Ryland and Griffith had been reporting for punishment for the past week.

  The smell of the large pile of bat guano hit Griffith as they approached and he thought surely it would be strong enough to knock some sense into the crazy band behind him.

  But it didn’t.

  Ryland nudged Griffith forward, directing the boys where he wanted them to go. Soon all of the boys were grabbing buckets of bat guano and staggering down to the field below the main college.

  “What are you doing?” Griffith hissed as they led the brigade away from the garden shed with their buckets in hand. Occasionally Ryland gave out a slurred shhh and they’d talk a little softer.

  “This will be even better than the shirts,” he whispered.

  They returned to the field below the chapel, and the boys spread out with their buckets. In the chaos, Ryland came out of hiding, directing the boys where to spread their bucket contents and convincing them how proud the headmaster was going to be, how much he wanted a very special garden in the middle of the field. Griffith slid farther and farther back until he was pressed against the chapel wall, the cool stone rough against his fingers.

  If he hadn’t been confident in his friendship
with Ryland, Griffith would have been terrified by the abilities he was seeing. There was no question who was orchestrating the entire thing, but when it was all over, Griffith and Ryland would honestly be able to say they hadn’t spread a bit of guano.

  One boy got sick. Another passed out, thankfully landing with his head outside of the spread manure.

  It baffled Griffith, how the same boys who had been so cruel to them in the daylight were following Ryland’s orders with the enthusiasm of puppies. Occasionally Ryland would press a bottle into a hand, and the boy would take another swallow of liquor.

  Ryland finally stood to the side, arms crossed and a sly grin on his face.

  “We need to go. They’ll check our beds soon,” Griffith whispered in Ryland’s ear.

  “Yeah,” he whispered back and then called the boys—the ones who were still standing anyway—into a circle. “We don’t want those pesky dukes to get credit for this, do we?”

  The resounding “No!” was loud enough to make Griffith cringe and consider running for his house in town.

  “Right,” Ryland continued, seemingly fearless about any chance of getting caught. “So we need to sleep right there on the edge of the field so that in the morning everyone knows who gets the credit.”

  The boys enthusiastically piled over each other and found spots on the grass.

  While the boys were settling in, Ryland grabbed an openmouthed Griffith and hauled him back up the hill. From the top Griffith looked down at the field. The letters were crude and uneven, but it clearly spelled As you wish. When they realized what they had been tricked into doing, combined with what he and Ryland had done to the shirts, those boys were going to be fighting mad.

  Ryland and Griffith left the campus and crept through the streets of the darkened town until they got back to their house. They slipped through the doorway and pressed themselves against the wall as the head boy made his rounds. When he didn’t raise an alarm, they knew the bundles of blankets and pillows they’d left in their beds had done the trick.

  Griffith slid into bed, surrounded by silence that seemed to press onto his chest until he wondered if he were somehow drowning without water. He’d never done anything like this before, and with the thrill came more than a bit of guilt. Now that the anger no longer coursed through his system, his father’s voice rang clearly through his head. This wasn’t how he or God would have wanted Griffith to handle the situation. Harmless pranks were one thing, but those boys were going to get into a heap of trouble.