Firecats Bundle (Books 0.5 & 1): (Firecats Series)

by P. Jameson

  She the battle waging behind his eyes. Wanting what she offered, but still worried there would be repercussions. And then she saw when he threw caution to the wind, and went all in on their future.

  Malcom’s mouth crashed down on hers, plowing in for a hard kiss before he pulled away. “Right now?”

  “Right here. Make it permanent.”

  He looked over her shoulder. The hallway was empty. Dark even. Like it never got used.

  He twisted her around so she was up against the wall and covered by his body in case anyone wandered by.

  He found her eyes. “We mark by claw and by scent. The slash will sting, but I’ll make it worth it, okay?”

  Francesca swallowed hard and gave him a sure nod. She wanted this. She was ready.

  “When I come inside you, I’ll mark you with my scent. Any shifter who gets near will know you’re mine, under my protection, and the bond will be set. Understand?”

  “Yes.”

  “Francesca…” He pressed his lips together, staring so hard at her.

  “What?”

  “It’s just… I don’t know what I am now. Don’t know what will happen in the future.”

  She curved her hand around his bearded cheek, and kissed his lips softly. “You’re Malcom. You’re still the badass with a soft heart that I fell for. You’re still my home, except instead of some hard-shell exterior, you guard us with fire. I’m yours. You’re mine. That’s all you need to know.”

  He kissed a fierce promise to her lips and flipped her so her back was to his front. “Bend,” he instructed and she pushed her butt in the air, bracing her arms on the shelf nearby. Malcom yanked her pajama pants over her hips and kneaded the globes of her ass before swiping a finger through her folds to test her wetness.

  She was already dripping for him.

  Bending, he dropped a wet kiss to one ass cheek, whispering, “Gonna claw you here, mate.”

  She moaned her agreement while his finger still worked her sex closer to an orgasm. She was racing there. It wouldn’t take long at all.

  The sound of a zipper, the brush of denim against her thighs, and then he was pressing into her with his thick hardness. She used the sleeve of her jacket to muffle the moan of pleasure at his invasion, and Malcom leaned over her back to whisper in her ear.

  “Never sleeping away from you again. Last night sucked ass.”

  “Never want to wake up without you again either. Got it?”

  He thrust hard. “Yes, ma’am. Yes, my Queen.”

  Queen. She’d be that, if he was the King.

  It reminded her of his beast. He was majestic. And now he was going to be all hers.

  Three more thrusts of his powerful hips and she was falling off the edge. Pleasure wracked her body as she twitched under Malcom.

  A sharp swipe of pain lit her backside and she thought he’d given her a spanking. It wasn’t an altogether unwelcome idea. But then she felt the warm trickle of blood and new this was his mating mark.

  He’d clawed her. That was so hot.

  The mere idea sent her into another fluttering orgasm, and then she felt his release flood her body. This time felt different than any of the others. This time it was more than just his orgasm. It was his everything and she could feel it through the awareness of their bond.

  The achy, wanting, burning that surrounded all the good feelings they’d shared seemed to somehow evaporate. Like whatever commitment they’d just made, wiped it all away. Any doubt. Any fear. It was all gone, leaving just the golden strand of love they shared.

  Unbreakable. Unshakeable. Two becoming one, in a way she never could have imagined.

  “Do you feel it?” he rasped, still twitching inside her.

  “Yes,” she breathed. “It’s gone. The pain. The fire.”

  “Not gone. Changed. Like my animal.”

  He was right. Their bond was transformed. Solid. Permanent. Perfect. Everything she wanted and everything he needed.

  He pulled out, and she felt his lips on the claw mark he’d made. She held her breath while he kissed it. “It will heal beautifully. Leave a little scar to remember it by.”

  Good. It felt right.

  Malcom pulled her to a stand, easing her pants back over her ass, careful not to rub them against her wound. He zipped his jeans and then met her gaze. His eyes were pale and slanted. His beast was near.

  She touched the skin beneath them. “I love you too,” she told the animal, and a purr rumbled his chest. “All of you, Malcom.”

  He hugged her close, inhaling at her neck like he was drawing in her new scent. “I love you too, Bright Spot.”

  “We match,” she whispered.

  After a while, he pulled back, eyeing her with a curious smile on his face. “Actually, we don’t. Are you wearing candy cane pajamas under that coat?”

  She grinned back at him. “You like candy canes. Candy canes brought you to my store.”

  “You should know, I had plans to buy a candy cane everyday just so I could see you again.”

  “You should know, I made you keep my favorite mug in hopes that you’d bring it back so I could see you again.”

  She wound her arms around his neck. He brushed his thumb over her cheek.

  “Mate, are you saying I’m your A-choice?”

  Francesca shook her head. “I’m saying you’re my every choice. And always will be.”

  Malcom kissed her promise away, and she knew that every Christmas after this, would be a day they celebrated. A day the past no longer caged them, loneliness couldn’t hurt them, and the future shone bright as a Christmas star.

  THE END

  HEART OF GOLD

  BY P. JAMESON

  Chapter One

  It started as a whisper. As all important moments in life do.

  Her.

  So softly, it crept from deep within his soul. His mangled, vicious soul. Whatever of it was left.

  Her. Her, her.

  It grew louder. More urgent. Uncomfortable.

  Thomas “Ratchet” Golding stared down at the female curled into the tightest ball on the floor of the storage shed behind a row of trash barrels, wondering if she was dead.

  No. Not dead. Too pink to be dead. But definitely asleep. Which seemed all wrong since he’d just tromped his way in here without a care.

  Carefully, he crouched low to investigate. Her dark hair was snarled all to hell. Like she’d rolled around on a Velcro pillow. Some of it hung over her dirty face, but he didn’t dare touch her to move it. A thin hooded jacket was all she had for warmth, and the boots on her feet had a tear on the toe of the left one. The nails of both hands were broken. Several were caked with dried blood. Knuckles were bruised. Lips were cracked. And he suspected other parts of her were just as damaged even though they were covered by her clothes.

  Her. She’s the one. Keep her.

  Ratchet frowned at the voice whispering through his head. It was foreign. New. But similar to the voice he’d heard his whole life until two years ago. The one that belonged to his inner cat. His lion.

  The lion he couldn’t call from his body anymore.

  The one who’d hurt so many.

  The one who had no voice anymore, no instinct to guide Ratchet. The one he’d relied on his entire life.

  The one that failed him.

  The cat would be able to hear her heartbeat, her breathing. The cat could be sure of her status. It would scent her, and know where she’d been. Who she’d been with. Whether she was dosed…

  But without the cat, Ratchet couldn’t know any of those things.

  Locked inside his body because of a curse, the animal had faded to something else. Something quiet. Something hardly there. Something learning. Changing.

  The female whimpered in her sleep, assuring Ratchet that she was indeed alive. She jerked, her hands curling into claws, and for a breath, he thought she was awake. But she’d moved enough to shake the hair from over her eyes, and he could see she was still out. Deep in a nightmare
, if her whispered, “no, no,” was anything to go by.

  Should he wake her?

  He glanced around, listening for any sign of the others. He didn’t call any of them brother anymore. They weren’t that. Not a brotherhood like they’d once been, brought together for the sole purpose of hurting others to gain power. The goal was to have so much of it, nothing stopped them from getting what they wanted, whatever that might be. No life was worth more than power. That had been the motto ground into them from a young age.

  Now they were a miserable bunch of damaged shifters that had nowhere else to go. They were as any other human, but worse off. Because at least humans didn’t know what they were missing. The power of a shift, your body changing from one form to another at your beck and call. The power of the fear it instilled in others when your beast could overtake them with barely any effort.

  Ratchet had lived off that fear.

  Hungered for it.

  The eyes pulled wide to see all the whites. The terror in a scream… he’d bathed in that, lapped it up like fucking cream.

  Now he didn’t give one shit about making anyone piss their pants. He’d trade every piece of the past to have his animal back to working. One half of everything he was, just gone, in a blink… yeah, he’d do it all again differently if he had a chance.

  They all would.

  Everyone except Felix. The leader of their clan wasn’t so easily swayed by a little suffering. He’d been raised on worse. And something told Ratchet, the male was just biding his time until he could find a way out of his human shell. If it ever happened, the world was going to see what a were-jag rampage looked like. Ratchet had seen enough human Felix rampages to know an animal one wouldn’t be pretty.

  “No, no,” the female murmured louder. Her voice was small and fragile, but it made noise.

  And noise would attract the others.

  Others included Felix.

  And Felix might hurt her.

  Which was unacceptable.

  Ratchet frowned. Why would he care? He didn’t know this female, and she was trespassing on private property.

  Because it’s her. Yours.

  His? Bullshit. His mind was messing with him. Telling him things that might make him keep trying, when all he wanted to do was stop.

  Stop going. Stop working.

  Stop living, because he wasn’t really living anyway, and hadn’t been for a long, long time. Even before the battle that left him and the others crippled.

  Besides, he didn’t believe the Alley Cats were getting fixed like some of them did. Skittles, that hopeful bastard, liked to think there was a way out, and Felix urged him on, if only so that one day he could get his revenge.

  Ratchet wasn’t that stupid.

  The abominable didn’t get happily-ever-afters. They got hellfire and brimstone.

  “No!” The female’s terrified cry rattled through the storage shed, making Ratchet stiffen. Her eyes popped open, going wide in emerald terror. The green irises, rimmed in red-streaked whites, was a testament to whatever she’d been dreaming. They zeroed in on him and went impossibly wider.

  She jerked to a sit, scrambling backward and slamming into an empty barrel. The metal sliding against the concrete made an ear-splitting noise that was sure to grab anyone’s attention if they were near.

  Shit.

  Ratchet lunged forward to grab her, but she kicked her foot out just as he was about to connect. Her booted heel hit him just underneath the ribs, stealing his breath like a punch. She tried to crawl away, but couldn’t get very far, trapped by the barrels like she was. With a growl, he came at her side ways, reaching, but she knocked his hands away with a whimper. Her head went side to side. “No, no, please,” she begged, and it hit his chest all wrong.

  He liked begging. Begging meant he was in control and the other person could be crushed under his toe like a tiny ant. Begging meant he had all the power. Begging was sweet music to his ears.

  But not now.

  Now it twisted his heart up like a crumpled sheet of paper in an angry fist.

  “The hell is that?” Felix’s voice boomed across the parking lot outside.

  “Whatever,” Skittles said in his normal bored tone. “Someone rummaging through the shed.”

  “Don’t sound like someone rummaging. Sounds like someone messing shit up.”

  “Ain’t nothing to mess up,” Skittles argued. “Just some old barrels and tools. We sold off all the valuables.”

  The female started up again. “Please, please, please…”

  “Shhh,” Ratchet hurried out, but he knew it was too late.

  “Did you hear that?” Felix said darkly.

  “Hear what?”

  Footsteps crunched heavily through the gravel, getting closer and closer. And something crazy happened.

  Ratchet felt fear.

  Deep inside, way down.

  So far down, he wondered if had ever existed at all. But he knew it did. It had just been beaten out of him at a young age. It was the only way to make an Alley Cat. Form them through careful intimidation, physical pain, emotional pain, and give them zero to live for except power. Always about the power.

  But his fear wasn’t for himself. He’d been hoping Felix would cut him down for good for a while now. No. His fear was for the terrified little female who’d chosen their storage shed floor for a bed. He knew what Felix did to females. What they all did. Physically, none had been harmed. Mentally, he couldn’t say the same.

  His stomach curled as the memories of his sins rose like cream to the top. The lying, the stealing, the using.

  He was a bastard. They were all bastards.

  He couldn’t let this female fall victim. He couldn’t change what he’d done in the past, but he could damn well keep another human from experiencing that shit. Maybe it would be his grand finale. Save her and then leave, like Gash did, like Malcom did.

  Except leave permanently. Just stop… being.

  “Ple—”

  In a smooth move, Ratchet jerked her up off the floor and slid his hand over her mouth to muffle her pleas. Her back to his front, he locked her in with his forearm and tightened it until she stopped struggling.

  “Hush, woman. Someone worse than me is coming.” The smash of boots was nearly at the door.

  He could tell her to run. Leave here and stay away. But what if Felix found her on the way out? What if she was stupid and came back? What if whatever she was scared of caught her… and was worse than Felix?

  Keep her, the voice inside whispered.

  There was only one thing to do.

  Ratchet dragged her past the barrels and out the back door of the storage shed, just as Felix and Skittles strolled in the front.

  Chapter Two

  It was a dream. She was dreaming of course. She’d done it so many times before. Terrible dreams of being captured—the way she had been in real life. Tortured. Harmed. But they always ended with her escape. And if not her escape, then death. Which she was starting to see as a type of escape.

  A dream. A nightmare. That was all.

  She just had to get through this one, like all the others, and when she woke up, she’d be on her way. She needed to get farther. Hopefully out of Memphis. Possibly to the other side of the country.

  Despair licked her. Was there a place far enough away from her captor?

  Former captor, she reminded herself.

  The man from the shed handled her gruffly as they moved in the shadows of the parking lot. Maybe she could make her escape now. This dream was different than her others. She’d never had this chance before. But they were nearing a door. Once inside, her chance would be over, she knew.

  She squeezed her eyes closed, reciting the words that had become her lifeline over the years.

  Your name is Marlee Benson.

  You are twenty-eight years old.

  You had a dog named Jem.

  You were last free on your eighteenth birthday.

  You were in the news. Someone w
ill find you.

  Don’t forget. Don’t forget. Don’t forget.

  Opening her eyes, she found the door. It was closer than she expected. Now. She had to try now.

  Using her bony elbow as her best weapon, she rammed it into the man’s ribs while jerking forward at the same time, kicking to get loose. But he barely grunted in response, and tightened his hold to death grip status. She let out a desperate shriek through his fingers where they clamped onto her mouth, and he pulled her into a cove between a wall and a dumpster.

  “Stop it, ya hear?” he growled into her ear. His stern voice sent a warning down her spine. “I promise, I will keep you safe. I won’t hurt you and I won’t let anyone else hurt you either. But you have to be quiet. If he finds you, we’re both fucked.”

  He. The monster was here? But of course he was. This was her nightmare. The one she fought through every night.

  Despair made her go limp against the strange man. She was defeated now, by her subconscious. But when she woke, she would run again. Run until she was lost. Until she was strong again.

  She hoped she could be strong again.

  “Now, let’s get inside. We see anyone, you keep your head down. Got it? Don’t look anyone in the eye. Nod if you understand.”

  She moved her head and hope it was something like a nod.

  It must have been enough, because he angled her out of the cove and toward the door. When they slipped through, he pulled his hand from her mouth, but not before pulling her chin up so her eyes met his warning glare. He was a beautiful man with a rough looking snarl to his lips. Eyes that were deceptively blue like a summer sky, but didn’t contain a hint of any of that happiness. Blond hair that dipped to his shoulders and hung in his face in straggled pieces.

  But his message was clear. If she made a sound, she’d be in trouble.

  He turned his head, looking left then right. They were in some sort of warehouse. Boxes and crates were piled along one wall and several sectioned office spaces took up another. Steel beams above her head supported a second floor, and she could hear angry music and snarled voices coming from there.