What Hurts the Most 4

by Tynessa

  “You really have a pretty dick, baby,” she finally said, never stopping what she was doing, nor did she look up at me. “I’m glad this will be the last dick I have to look at again. I even love the way it slightly curves to the left.” When she said that, she took the tip of her nails and traced from my shaft to the tip of my dick, causing a tingling feeling to shoot through my body.

  Sitting up straight while still on her knees, Tang was now in front of me. She reached up and ripped my shirt open. Grabbing the collar of the shirt, she brought my face to meet hers. I kissed her with all the love I had inside of me. The kiss was like no other one we’d ever shared. This one was more intense. Like, with this kiss alone, I felt that she was really here for me this time around. No more back and forth! No more Kacey!

  As we kissed, I unzipped the back of her dress. Never breaking our kiss, I leaned forward so she could lay back down. Once she had done so, I wasted no time removing the dress and spreading her legs. The anticipation of knowing I was about to get some of the greatness she had between her legs, caused my dick to jump. I needed to feel her warmness.

  As I placed the head of my dick at Tang’s opening, she squealed and clenched my shirt. I continued to work my way inside. Just like any other time, I couldn’t move right away. I had to just lay here.

  “See, you ain’t playing fair. You gone make a nigga nut,” I said to her. While I was laying here trying to get myself together, she was grinding her hips.

  “That’s what I’m supposed to do. Plus, when has one nut ever made you tap-out?” She was right. I just smiled cockily as I took her legs in the crook of my arms and went to work.

  The harder I thrust, the more Tang threw her pussy back to me. She had her big girl drawers on until I hit that spot and have her singing out loud, as well as trying to run. I would always have to pull her little ass back.

  “Where the fuck you going?” Just like now. She was trying to run from the dick.

  “Baby wait… I can’t take it,” she moaned out. “Oh my gosh, baby. Ow, right there, baby. Don’t stop, don’t stop. Shitttttt. Oh…. My…” I knew she was cummin’ and I stopped right when I felt her pussy muscle tighten around my dick. I wanted to taste her. It had been too long and my mouth was yearning for her sweetness.

  I knew she was about to nut up on my ass but before she had a chance to open her mouth, I was feasting. I spread her legs as far apart as I could and placed my hands on her thighs. I knew Tang like a book and once it became too much for her to bear, she would clap her thighs close, with my head still between them.

  “Quintez, stop… Wait baby… Baby wait… I’m ‘bout to cum… Shit, oh… My… Baby… Shit… Shit… Shitttt.” And after all that, I was finally slurping up every last drop. I wasn’t stopping though. I flipped her little ass over.

  Tang had the perfect round ass. Her shit was so perfect—not too big and damn sure wasn’t too little.

  Slap! Slap!

  I watched it bounce back as she let out a moan. I slapped each cheek two more times before she made her butt clap. She then began rotating her hips in a circular motion then bounced her ass up and down.

  Slap! Slap!

  I began eating her from the back before replacing my tongue with my dick. I was pounding her with no mercy, ignoring her pleas for me to stop. Tang was a trip; one minute she would beg for me to stop then in the same breath she’ll beg for me to go harder. When I stuck my thumb inside her asshole, she damn near lost her mind. I felt the nut she had just bust run down my leg.

  “Baby, I can’t take no more.” Tang fell flat on her stomach. My baby was tapping out on me.

  “Nawl, get yo’ ass up. You wanted it. Don’t tell me you changing yo’ mind. That’s what it is?” I said as I hovered over her, never removing my dick from inside of her. She just shook her head. “You can’t take yo’ dick?” I then asked. By now, I was placing sloppy kisses down her back and when I got at her ass, I started biting—well nibbling—on her cheeks. Pulling her up by the waist, I placed my hands on her ass and spread her cheeks. I licked from her pussy to her ass crack. I never thought I would be eating the booty like groceries, but Tang always brought out the freak in me. “Oh, so you like that shit, huh? Freaky ass.”

  She giggled and said, “How am I freaky? You the one that did it. I did like…” She squealed after I jammed my dick inside of her from the back. Reaching back, she swung at me but I caught her hand.

  “Mm hmm… What you like? You like this dick?” I had her ass screaming for mercy. It wasn’t until I felt my nut building up that I laid on my back and she got on top. It was funny because after two minutes of her riding, I busted all in her guts. I know I had just made a little one with that nut.

  “Damn, girl,” was all I could muster out. I don’t know what her ass had just done to me, but she had a nigga ready to go to sleep with my thumb in my mouth.

  “I know, right.” She looked up at me as she laid in my arms. She laughed and said, “Let me find out I made you tap-out.”

  Even I had to laugh at that. “Nah, you ain’t got it like that.” That was a damn lie because I was more than ready for sleep.

  “Whatever.” We laid there in silence, both listening to the other breathe. “So, what happened to ol’ girl that you was with tonight?” Tang asked me. I bet she couldn’t wait to ask that question.

  With a chuckle, I said, “Man, I found out you did call and she answered my phone. So I ended it tonight. You know I don’t like that sneaky shit.” I didn’t even know how the bitch got close enough to answer my phone.

  All I know is, when we were at the wedding, she kept eyeing Tang. I didn’t like the shit so I asked her what was up, you know, trying to see if she knew the girl or something. Her nutty ass gon’ say, “Oh, I see you got a chance to walk in with your lil’ girlfriend.” When she said that, I looked at her ass like she was crazy. Like first of all, how did the lil’ bitch even know about me and Tang? I’m like, “What the fuck you talking about?” That’s when the bitch went crazy and started talking about how she answered my phone when Tang had called and how I was looking at her during the wedding.

  Now, I didn’t give a fuck if she did see me looking at Tang when we were standing up there, but what I did give a fuck about was her ass answering my damn phone. I was glad we were sitting in a back corner because I didn’t want to cause unnecessary drama at the reception, but I cursed her ass out. Told that hoe, what made her think she was privileged enough to touch my fucking phone? Until she could get the dick raw, meet my daughter or come to my crib, she don’t have the right to touch shit of mine. Hell, I was still meeting her ass at the damn hotel and just found out where she lived today when I invited her here. I only did that shit to fuck with Tang; and it worked.

  “Humph. I told you I called you that day.”

  “Yeah, well you don’t have to worry about nobody else answering the phone for you.” I kissed her lips. “So, now that we’re on, I don’t have to worry about you bailing out on me again, do I? I mean this time, ain’t no coming back, Tangela.” I called her by her full name because I wanted her to know how serious I was. This was the last chance and if she got in her feelings and started with her b.s. and ran off again, I wasn’t taking her back.

  “No. Why would I run off, Quintez? If I were planning on doing that, I wouldn’t have been damn near begging you to forgive me and give me another chance. I love you baby, and I wasn’t just talking trash downstairs. Everything that came out my mouth, I meant it.”

  “Why did you even leave in the first place? You know I was here for you and all you had to do was talk to me. Like, really Tang? You tried to really hurt yourself. What in the fuck were you thinking? You can’t be doing no shit like that, baby girl. I have always been here for you so I don’t know why you felt like you couldn’t talk to me about the shit you was going through.” I was becoming upset all over again. I still couldn’t believe that how strong of a person Tang was, she would pull some bullshit like that. What if she would’ve su
cceeded?

  I heard sniffles and knew she was more than likely crying. I wanted to console her and let her know that everything was okay, but I wanted to know her reason for doing it. I know times might’ve been hard, but I didn’t think it was that hard for her to try and commit suicide.

  Slowly, she sat up in bed and turned to face me. “I was hurting, Quintez. I mean, it felt like everyone was winning except me. Kacey had his family. You had your daughter and even Asia and Jay had gained one. But what did I have? I lost my baby girl. I lost everything! You, Kacey and my fucking daughter! I just…” Her words were cut short due to her covering her face and crying in her hands. I felt so sorry for her and felt like shit for bringing it up. I could kick my own ass. I wanted to know though. I wanted to make sure she never felt like she had to do such a terrible thing like that ever again.

  “Look at me.” I pulled her hands down from her face. “You didn’t lose me. I’ve always been here for you.”

  “I didn’t, but at the time, I felt like I did. I felt by you and Grisela having a child together, it would only be a matter of time before you left me for her. I didn’t have Kacey no more. He was with his family so I knew you would go be with yours. I felt I was damaged goods. I had no more fight in me. I was tired of walking around as if I was okay. Playing with Jazlyn was a constant reminder of what I could’ve had, had I followed my heart; and seeing Kacey with his son was a constant reminder of me losing my daughter because of the stress he put me through.”

  “I’m not Kacey though, and you can’t base our relationship off the shit he did to you. You should’ve come to me and explained to me how you felt.” I really thought it was selfish of her to try and take the easy way out. It was the coward’s way out when times got hard.

  “I realized that now but at the time, I knew no one would understand the pain I was going through. But with the grace of God and my therapist, I’m better now and have learned to face my problems. From this moment on, I’m putting all of that stuff behind me, except my daughter. I wanna start my new life with my new man.” With a smile plastered on her face, Tangela straddled me then leaned down and gave me a kiss.

  When we broke the kiss, I said, “So, how will I know the next time you’re upset about something, you won’t take the coward’s way out?”

  “Because from now on, I promise I will never keep anything from you and I’m hoping you will always be honest with me as well. I love you so much and you don’t ever have to worry about nothing like that happening ever again.”

  I saw nothing but love in her eyes. With a lick of my lips, I smiled and said, “I love you too, Tangela, so fucking much.” They say God has a plan and I think Tangela had been what God had in store for me all along. I’m just glad he’d finally ended this chapter of our love story.

  Epilogue

  The Matrimony

  One year later…

  “Quintez, you have made me the happiest woman in this world. I can honestly stand here today and say that I have never loved anyone nearly as much as I love you. I am so in love with you, baby. You have also given me hope to love again and I will forever be grateful. From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. Though I tried to fight those feelings for the longest, my heart wouldn’t allow it. The heart wants what the heart wants and mine has always wanted you. We’ve had a long journey but I wanna say thank you for bearing with me and giving me time to find myself. I love you for that. You have given me two of the best gifts a woman could ask for; your last name and a beautiful healthy baby boy.” Looking down at her eight-week-old baby, Tangela kissed Quintez Jr.’s forehead before continuing with her speech. “From this day forward, I promise to be the best stepmother and mother to your kids as possible; along with being the best wife as I know how to you. I love you baby, from the bottom of my heart.” With that being said, Tangela kissed Jazlyn on the cheek as Quintez held her before locking lips with him.

  Everyone in the ballroom cheered and some even wiped the tears from their eyes. The speech she made was beautiful.

  Though the words cut Kacey deep, he was truly happy for Tangela and Quintez both. True love was hard to find and he was glad that she’d finally found hers, even if it weren’t with him. Yes, her words hurt him to the core but even that wouldn’t stop him from giving her a standing ovation. For Tangela to say that she’d never loved another man as much as she loved Quintez was a slap in the face. Kacey might’ve been now engaged to Melody, but even he didn’t feel he would ever love her more than he loved Tangela. No, he was no longer in love with her but no other love could compare to what they had. It might’ve been wrong, but that’s how he felt.

  Now that Rachel was currently serving a seven-year sentence, Kacey had custody of both their kids. The day that she shot him, she dropped Kassidy off at her sister’s house where Lil Kace was, and skipped town. She’d actually left him lying on the floor to bleed to death and he probably would have had it not been for the neighbors. He’d left his cell phone inside his car and there was no house phone inside the house. Being that the houses on that block were so close, the shots could be heard next door. Something didn’t seem right to the lady next door with Kacey going in, shots being fired and Rachel running out. That was enough for her to call the cops.

  Kacey just pray that she kept her distance once she came home. But in the meantime, he pushed that to the back of his head because if Rachel thought for a second that she would come close to his kids, he would end her life himself. He would cross that bridge when it came though. Right now he was living in the moment, along with everyone else.

  “Congrats nigga. Now, you talking about you can’t believe I tied the knot. I can’t believe yo’ ass did. What was your M.O? Fuck love! Now look at yo’ ass. Tan done tied you down,” Jay teased as he slapped hands with his brother. He was happy for both him and Tangela. Their confused asses deserved one another.

  “Man, ‘preciate it. That’s my muthafuckin’ baby. I love the fuck out of that damn girl.” Looking over where Tangela and Asia sat, Quintez had nothing but lust in his eyes.

  “I know the feeling, nigga. I feel the same way about my queen. You know she pregnant? A nigga so muthafuckin’ happy.” Asia and Jay’vion had been trying to get pregnant since they said ‘I do.’ Unfortunately, they hadn’t been lucky. They’d tried everything and had recently stopped going to the fertility clinic. It was so funny because once they said fuck it and were just going to adopt, she found out she was pregnant. Life couldn’t be greater.

  “Damn man, that’s what’s up right there. Congrats,” Quintez hugged him. He was going to let them have the spotlight and wouldn’t dare to announce Tangela being three weeks pregnant. She’d gone for her six-week check up with her mind set on birth control, but that went down the drain when she found out she was indeed pregnant again. Of course she was pissed and blamed it on Quintez because had it not been for his horny ass, she wouldn’t have had sex with him that one night.

  Walking over to the ladies, Jay’vion grabbed Asia and led her to the dance floor. Quintez did the same with Tangela.

  Jay’vion and Asia’s relationship was great. There were no more secrets and Jay’vion had done exactly what he said; he hadn’t spoken a thing about their past. Mark on the other hand, he wasn’t even a threat to them. The thought of killing him crossed Jay’vion’s mind but he didn’t act upon it. Since the whole thing between he and Asia happened during one of their many breaks, Jay’vion spared his life. Now, he no longer worked for them but he was still able to walk around with breath in his body.

  “I love you, baby daddy,” Asia said as she pecked his lips. Keonna and this man was her world and she couldn’t wait to have her baby so her family could be completed. Asia hadn’t heard a thing from Keonna’s grandmother since the day they went to New York, and she was okay with that. It wasn’t like Keonna needed her because she had them, and as promised, Asia hadn’t spoken a thing about them being in her baby girl’s life. Once Jay�
�vion said he loved her back, Asia placed her head on his chest as they danced the night away.

  “Did you mean all that you said?” Quintez asked as he looked down into Tangela’s eyes. There was so much love in them.

  “You already know I meant it. I love you baby, and there is no greater feeling than that. You, Tezzy and Jazzy-pooh are my heart.” Tezzy was the nickname Tangela and Asia called the baby. Quintez hated it with a passion.

  “Don’t call my baby that bullshit. But I love you too, everything about you.” Stepping back, Quintez looked her over in her bride’s dress and licked his lips. “I swear I do.” Just as the words left his mouth, Kacey walked over and interrupted.

  “Congrats and I wish you both nothing but the best,” Kacey said as he and Quintez dapped one another up and embraced in a brotherly hug. He then turned to Tangela and hugged her. “Can I have this dance?” He looked at Quintez when he asked that question. Being that Quintez didn’t have anything to worry about, he nodded his head, kissed Tangela’s cheek and walked off. “I just wanna congratulate you and to let you know I’m happy for you. I’m glad you were able to find love again and from the bottom of my heart, I am truly sorry for all the pain I’d caused you.”

  Tangela couldn’t do anything but wrap her arms around Kacey neck. She kissed him on the cheek before pulling back.

  “Thanks Kacey, and I am truly happy for you and Melody. Just from hanging around her those few times, I can tell that she is a wonderful lady. I watch her interact with the kids and you’re blessed to have her. Just don’t mess things up with this relationship.” Though Tangela chuckled when she said that, she was dead ass serious. She didn’t know much about Melody but they’d hung out before, and Tangela could tell she really loved Kacey. Maybe she was his soul mate.

  “I think we live and we learn and I can honestly say I’ve learned my lesson. But maybe everything happened for a reason.” Giving Tangela one final hug, Kacey walked off and over to Melody. Tangela just smiled as she watched him walk off. This little lesson had really matured Kacey. Tangela was blessed that they could still live their lives as friends without dwelling over the past; and she could honestly say that letting go isn’t always What Hurts the Most.