Changed

by Heather Dahlgren

  “What the fuck was that? Who tripped me?” She has her hands on her hips looking at everyone. I wrap my arm around her waist to lead her out of the bar.

  “I think it was a chair baby. Come on let’s get out of here.”

  The walk home takes twice as long as it should because she keeps tripping or stopping to try to talk to a stranger. I know the second I get her to bed, she is going to pass out.

  We make it to the apartment complex and she says, “Campbell, I’m sorry.” I look down at her to see that she is half asleep leaning on me as we wait for the elevator. She has no idea what she is talking about at this point, so I don’t even question her.

  “It’s alright baby. I’ve got you.” I kiss her temple as the elevator doors open. I start to walk forward with her, but she becomes dead weight on me. I pick her up and carry her in. I hold her against me, staring at what’s mine. Fuck, I’m lucky. I carry her to my apartment, open the door, and walk straight to the bedroom. I lay her down in bed and pull her dress off. She opens her eyes and smiles at me.

  “Thank you for loving me and not being an asshole anymore.” I chuckle at her.

  “You’re welcome, beautiful.” I pull the blanket over her and undress. I climb into bed, wrap my arm around her, and fall into a peaceful sleep dreaming of my girl.

  I wake up and immediately feel my head pounding. Shit, I don’t even remember getting home last night. It’s been a long time since I drank like that. I was having so much fun, I didn’t even realize I had that much to drink. I roll onto my back and crack my eyes open.

  “Ugh.” I moan when the light hits them. I hear Campbell chuckle next to me.

  “Morning, beautiful. How are you feeling?”

  I roll over to face him and squint my eyes open. “Like my head is going to explode.” I whisper.

  He reaches over to tuck my hair behind my ear. “I’m sure. Here.” He reaches beside him and hands me three pills with water. I greedily take them and swallow it all down quickly.

  “Thank you.” I hand him back the glass and pray the pills kick in soon. “So, I’m assuming since I don’t remember the end of the night that getting me home was a struggle.” I probably made a fool out of myself.

  “You definitely did not want to leave, but the promise of orgasms got you out of there.” He says laughing.

  “Ugh.” I cover my face with my hands.

  “Don’t be embarrassed Kenz. We had a great night.” We did have a great night. I reach down to touch my necklace.

  I look up at Campbell and say, “It was an amazing night. Thank you for everything.” He leans over to kiss my lips gently.

  “My pleasure, beautiful.”

  We lie in bed just talking and laughing about our night. I love this man with all my heart. I can’t believe we have been together a whole year. He has become my world. I have never been happier in all my life.

  I just got off work and I’m headed home. Campbell and I have been together for eight months. I can’t believe it. It honestly has been the greatest time of my life. Tonight, he said we were going to stay in and have dinner. He is cooking, so I’m a bit nervous about that. He tends to over flavor things some times.

  I get home and shower quickly before going over to his apartment. Maddie, Becca, Young, and Dick are all here because Campbell told them to “Stay the fuck away.” According to Young.

  “Alright guys, I’m leaving. See you later.” I smile at the thought of seeing Campbell.

  “Red, I’m so fucking hungry. Can’t you let us all eat together? He won’t tell you no, he’s pussy whipped.” I just laugh at him and walk out the door.

  I knock and walk in Campbell’s apartment. “Wow, it smells amazing in here. What are you making?” My stomach starts to growl because it really does smell amazing.

  “I am making seasoned chicken, baby potatoes, and vegetables.” He gives me a huge proud smile as I make my way to him. When I reach him, we both grab hold of each other.

  “I can’t believe it’s been eight months baby. I love you so much.” He captures my mouth in a gentle kiss. I feel like I need more, so I deepen the kiss. Which, of course, causes me to moan. We break apart and he rests his forehead on mine. “We have plenty of time for that later, beautiful. If we start now, dinner will definitely burn.” I give him a quick kiss and pull away.

  We are sitting down to enjoy this meal that he made us. It actually looks really good. He may just surprise me this time. After he pours us each a glass of wine, he picks up his glass and I follow. “To the most beautiful woman that has captured my heart. I love you Kenz.” My eyes sting with tears at his thoughtful words.

  I clear my throat and blink back the tears. “To the most amazing man I have ever met. You are my world. I love you.” He gives me that sexy grin and we both sip our wine. “Alright, let’s see if this tastes as good as it looks.” He gives me a wink and we both take a bite. Once it is in my mouth, I want to sip it across the room. Holy shit, it is horrible. He put way to much seasoning on it. I am trying to choke it down, but it is not happening. I pick up my napkin and sip it in, hopefully without him noticing.

  “So how is it?” I look up at him and he is guzzling his wine. I can’t help the laugh that escapes me. He snaps his eyes to me and I begin to laugh harder.

  “Oh God, Campbell, I’m so sorry but this is awful.” I am hysterical now. I feel horrible, but I just can’t help it. “I’m sorry.” He starts laughing with me.

  “Holy fuck, it is awful. I don’t know what the fuck I did wrong.” We are both laughing at the disaster this meal as turned into. He finally composes himself, but I’m having a hard time doing the same. “Alright, Kenz, I get it. It’s not that funny.”

  “Damn it, I’m sorry. I can’t help it. It just tasted so bad.” I throw my head back laughing and feel something hit me. I look over at Campbell and he has a grin on his face. “Did you just hit me with chicken?”

  He looks like he is thinking and smiles over at me. “Yea, I think I did.” I pick up a piece and throw it at him, hitting him right on the forehead. Holy shit, I thought I was laughing hard before. Next thing I know, we are both covered in Campbell’s shitty dinner, laughing hysterically. “Well, baby, I think we are going to have to order pizza.” We both stand up, food falling off us, when the front door opens.

  “What the fuck are you two doing? Is this some kind of kinky foreplay or something?” Young is such an idiot.

  “No, asswipe. What the fuck are you doing here anyway?” Campbell is now helping me get potatoes out of my hair.

  “We are starving over there, so I came to see if there was any food left. Obviously, I can see that there isn’t.” I look over at Campbell and give him a smile. He knows exactly what I’m thinking.

  “Alright, Young, we will come over and all order pizza together.”

  “How’s your head feeling baby?” Campbell says bring me back to the here and now.

  See, this is what I’m talking about. He is so thoughtful, selfless, and I know he loves me with all he is.

  “It is much better, almost gone, in fact.” He gives me that sexy grin that I love so much.

  “Well then I think I owe you an orgasm.” Just like that, I am instantly turned on. He climbs on top of me and I can feel his hard cock pressing against me. He kisses my forehead, eyes, over to my cheek. He tugs on my ear with his teeth before saying, “Kenz, I can’t get the image of you pleasing yourself out of my head. I want you to touch yourself for me again.” My nipples harden and my panties are soaking wet at the thought of touching myself for him.

  Campbell captures my mouth in a rough kiss that promises we will be fucking hard. When he pulls away he says, “Baby, take off your bra.” I do as he says my heavy breasts and hardened nipples begging for attention. “So beautiful. I want to see you touch your tits Kenz.” I grab my breasts and begin to message. “Damn that is fucking hot. Pinch your nipples baby.” I pinch them and moan. It sends a straight shot to my throbbing pussy. “Fuck Kenz.” He rips off my
panties and runs a finger between my dripping folds. “You are so fucking wet baby. You like to touch yourself for me don’t you?”

  I pinch my nipples again and say, “Yes.”

  “I know you do. Now I want you to run your hand down your body to your sweet pussy. Play with yourself for me. Rub yourself, play with your clit. I’ll tell you when to finger yourself.” He words alone have me on the verge of coming.

  I run my hand down my body leaving goose bumps behind. When I reach my pussy, I gently rub my clit. “Oh.” I feel the bed dip so I open my eyes.

  Campbell has his boxers off and cock in hand, watching me with pure lust in his eyes. Watching him touch himself is totally erotic. He looks up at my face and grins. He begins to pump his cock when he realizes I’m staring.

  “You like to see me with my cock in my hand? Is it making you want to fuck your own fingers baby?” I am now rubbing my dripping pussy.

  “God yes, Campbell.” I begin to push two fingers inside myself when his other hand stops me.

  “Not yet, Kenz. I’ll tell you when I want you to do it.” Just then, he bends down and licks my pussy.

  “Holy fuck.” I buck my hips up pressing my pussy into his face. He keeps licking and then sucks on my clit. “Oh, yes.” It feels so good, but he pulls back.

  “I needed to taste that sweet pussy. Now I want you to take two fingers and push them inside.” I do just that. I begin riding my own fingers, I am so close to coming.

  “Campbell, I’m so close.”

  “Good girl. Take your other hand and rub your clit baby. I want to see you make yourself come.” I begin to rub my clit, which makes me fuck my own fingers. I can feel the tingling in my body and I know I’m going to come. I press my finger to my clit and my orgasm tears through me. “That’s it baby, ride it out.” Once the aftershocks are over, I open my eyes. “Kenz, that was fucking hot. I need to fuck you baby. I want you to ride my dick the way you rode your fingers.” He climbs on top of me and slams into me.

  “Oh yes. You feel so much better than my fingers.” He is keeping a punishing rhythm and I love every second of it. He pinches my nipples and I feel my pussy clench around his cock. He does it again and I know I’m going to come again. “I’m going to come Campbell.”

  “Yes baby. I want to you come on my dick.” His words send me over the edge. He definitely gives me a much stronger orgasm then I do myself. “Oh yes Kenz.” He shouts as he reaches his orgasm.

  We are laying in each other’s arms, my head in its spot on his chest above his heart. He is rubbing circles on my back. “I love you Campbell.” I can feel his smile on my head.

  “I love you Kenz.” We lie there a bit longer before we both realize how hungry we are. Campbell gets out of bed and throws on a pair of sweat pants. He tosses me a tee shirt and yoga pants I leave over here. We walk out into the living room. Young is sitting on the couch and smiles at us.

  “How’s the hangover Red?”

  “Better now.” I say sitting next to him while Campbell goes into the kitchen to make coffee and breakfast. I smile up at him.

  “What Red?” I look at the TV then back at him.

  “Nothing. I was just thinking about the toast you made last night. Why do you act like such a jerk when there is a sweet guy inside there?” He throws his arm around my shoulder smiling at me.

  “You want to see how sweet I can be Red?” He moves in slowly like he’s going to kiss me. I jump off the couch and he is laughing hysterically.

  “Forget it! You are always an asshole.” I angrily tell him.

  “Relax Red. I’m just fucking around with you. I would never do anything like that.” I sit down in the oversized chair and flip him off.

  “I was just trying to have a normal conversation with you. You always act like you don’t know how to do that. If you ever want to have a meaningful relationship, you’re going to have to learn how to talk instead of being sarcastic all the time.” I huff and cross my arms. I know after that toast last night that a decent guy is in there somewhere. I guess it’s just really deep inside. Just then, Campbell brings me my coffee. He hands it to me and kisses my cheek.

  “Thank you.” I take a sip and it is like heaven.

  “What are you saying to my girl, Young?” He looks up at Campbell stretching his arms.

  “Nothing man. I was just joking around with her. I’m going to meet Dick at the gym. I’ll see you guys later.” He gets his gym bag and leaves. Campbell looks at me with raised eyebrows questioning our conversation.

  “I asked why he acts like a jerk when I know there is a sweet guy in there. He can’t even answer without being a sarcastic shit.”

  He chuckles at me and says, “Kenz, that’s just the way he is. Don’t try to figure it out or fix him. You’re not studying phycology.” He walks back to the kitchen to get our breakfast. I guess he’s right. I’ve been trying to figure Young out for a year now.

  After we finish breakfast, we hang out just cuddling on the couch watching TV. I love the feeling of being in his arms. He makes me feel safe. “Kenz, we are going to have to get up soon. I have to finish a paper for tomorrow. Do you have anything to do or you want to hang out while I write it?”

  I kiss his chest and say, “I don’t want to leave, but I have laundry and I need to go food shopping with Maddie. Want me to pick up something and you guys can come over for dinner?”

  He tightens his hold on me. “That sounds perfect, beautiful.”

  I walk into my apartment heading straight for the shower. I just step into the hot stream when the door opens. We never lock it, like I said we only have one bathroom.

  “Hey, Kenz. You hung over?” Maddie says with a giggle.

  “My head felt like it was going to explode when I first woke up, but I’m good now. Did I embarrass myself?” I ask while washing my hair.

  “Nah. You were fine. We all were trashed anyway. Campbell was the only one who stopped drinking early.” I know she isn’t in here to talk about how I’m feeling. She is leading up to something. I won’t push her, she’ll tell me when she’s ready.

  “I don’t remember leaving the bar last night. Did you guys all stay or leave with us?” She’s quite for a minute, which makes me think I am getting closer to what she wants to talk about.

  “We all hung out for a while after you left.”

  “That’s cool. I guess you all had fun considering you stayed longer.” I figure whatever it is she wants to talk about has to do with last night. I would just ask what is up, but I know her well enough to know she will get pissed.

  “We all had a great time. We always do you know that, but can I ask you something?”

  “Of course, Maddie. What’s up?” I honestly have no idea what she wants to talk about.

  “Did you notice how Young and Becca were talking privately so much last night? Like they had a secret they didn’t want anyone else to know?” I think for a minute before I answer. I do remember them whispering to each other, I just didn’t think anything of it.

  “I did notice, but what about it?” I’m done showering now, so I reach for my towel and wrap it around myself. I step out of the shower to find Maddie sitting on the sink.

  She looks sad. “I don’t know Kenz. I guess I just never noticed them that close before.” I slip on my bra and panties, then wrap my hair in the towel. I put on my jeans with a comfortable shirt since I will be food shopping and doing laundry.

  I look at Maddie and smile. “Does it bother you that they seemed closer than normal?”

  She runs her hands through her hair and lifts her eyes to me. “Shit Kenz, I don’t know. It shouldn’t bother me. I shouldn’t give a fuck, but I can’t stop thinking about it. It got under my skin.”

  I brush my hair and notice she is biting her lip. “Maddie, I’m not trying to be a bitch when I say thing. Does it bother you because you like Young or you just don’t want Young to like anyone except you?”

  “That’s just it. I don’t know, alright. I don’t know i
f I’m felling jealous because he showed interest in someone else or because I might actually have feelings for him. It’s frustrating as hell.” She puts her face in her hands.

  I wrap her in a hug and whisper in her ear, “Maybe you need to talk to Young about this Maddie.” She quickly pulls away from me shaking her head.

  “No way, Kenz. I don’t want to say anything to lead him on. I am not sure why I am feeling this way, but I’m not ready to talk about it.” She’s never had a serious relationship. Plenty of men, but she never commits to any of them.

  “I won’t push you, Maddie, but know that if you do have feelings for him you owe it to yourself and him to eventually talk about it.”

  She give me a nod and hopes off the sink. “When you’re done getting ready let’s head to the store.”

  Food shopping and laundry are finally done. I am making lemon chicken, potatoes, and a salad for dinner. The apartment smells so good. I’m in the kitchen cutting up the vegetables for the salad when I hear a knock on the door.

  “Come in.” I yell. Becca is finishing a paper, while Maddie is fixing her hair and makeup. That girl has got it bad and doesn’t even realize it. The guys all come in. Young and Dick yell hello while walking to the couch to watch whatever game is on. Campbell comes into the kitchen, wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my cheek.

  “Hi, beautiful. It smells fucking awesome in here.” I wipe my hands on a towel and turn in his arms.

  “Thanks, its lemon chicken.”

  I wrap my arms around his neck and we begin to kiss. He runs his hands down to cup my ass, which in turn makes the kiss more passionate. He grabs my leg and holds it up by his hip. He pushes me back into the counter. I can feel his hard cock pressing against me and I moan.

  “Damn could you two not dry hump around our dinner.” Young says, affectively pulling us out of our trance.

  We smile at each other and Campbell says, “Young, when you find the one, you’ll be as bad as we are.” I heart picks up a frantic beat and I whip my head to look at him. He just said I’m the one. “Don’t look so surprised beautiful. You didn’t think I’d be going somewhere did you?” He pulls me to him in a tight embrace. “Baby, I love you more than anything in this world. Of course I know you’re the one for me.”