The Full Experience

by Dawn Doyle

  Ava looked her up and down as if assessing her.

  Raven couldn’t take it anymore, and she didn’t even realize what had happened until she moved.

  The girls all looked up to her when she stood.

  “Where are you going?” Ava asked.

  “I’m going for the full experience,” she replied, the girl’s mouths popping open.

  “Seriously?” Leila whispered as if she couldn’t believe what she’d heard, even though a knowing smile tugged at her lips.

  “Yes. May as well take him up on his offer. Besides, I can tell you exactly what he does instead of kissing.”

  “You’re really going to have sex with Beck?” Ava asked with the same grin.

  “Yes. Before this alcohol wears off and I come to my senses.”

  Raven left quickly as the girls’ screams hurt her ears.

  She had no idea what she was in for, or what the hell she was doing, but she was going to find out on both counts.

  *****

  Beck opened the door to his dorm after Raven knocked.

  His dark hair was mussed, and his gray eyes looked straight into hers.

  Raven quickly glanced down his body and took in his white tee, blue jeans and bare feet.

  Even his feet are sexy!

  “Do you have company?” She asked, snapping her eyes back to his. She felt stupid asking that. He never took girls back to his own dorm.

  Yet here you are. Shut up!

  “No.” He replied, narrowing his eyes as though wondering what she was doing there.

  “Have you had any company today?”

  The last thing she wanted to know was if he’d been with somebody else that day. Not that it mattered to him, but she didn’t like the idea of being another notch for the day.

  If he said yes, she would turn round and walk away. She had to for her own sanity and self respect.

  Beck looked even more confused. “Um…no, why?” He frowned before his eyes widened as she pushed past him into the room. “Why are you here, Raven?”

  He genuinely looked perplexed as to why she was standing in his room. He didn’t look troubled by it, just…confused.

  She took a deep breath. Her nerves were starting to surface, and she had to go for it before she lost it and fled.

  “I’m here for the full experience,” she said quickly; keeping her face neutral so he couldn’t see her getting anxious.

  “What?” He blinked, and his eyebrows shot into his hairline.

  “Yeah, so get to it. Show me what you got.”

  “Are you serious?” Beck asked slowly as if she were crazy.

  “As serious as a heart attack.”

  “Is this a joke?” He asked, suddenly straightening. His tee strained across his pecs as he did, making her mouth water.

  “Look. You’re the one who told me a long time ago to loosen up, to live a little, to have the full college experience. Well, here I am, and I must say I’m disappointed so far.” Raven was shocked as those words left her mouth. She was practically goading him into action. She never thought she’d be the one to initiate anything between them.

  Beck relaxed and a slow smile spread across his face. He turned the lock on his door with a ‘click’ and stepped towards her.

  “So, you want me to give you the ‘full experience’?” He asked, his voice low and husky.

  “Yes.” Raven replied in a tone that sounded so sure, even though she was losing her cool. The alcohol had already started to wear off, but she didn’t want to make a run for it and make a fool of herself in the process. She wanted him to do something, to make a move without her needing to.

  She knew that if she stayed any longer, without him actually doing anything, she’d bolt. The knocking in her knees was already crying for her to leave.

  Beck continued to walk to her, a smile on his face.

  “You’re certain you want that?” He asked in the same tone, sending chills down her spine.

  “I’m here, aren’t I?” She hoped he didn’t notice the waver in her voice.

  Beck closed the gap between them, his scent all around her making her foggy. Her legs trembled, and her core throbbed as he moved behind her. He lifted his hand and pushed her hair over her shoulder, exposing her neck.

  He dipped his head, and he whispered in her ear. “Do you want me to fuck you?”

  Raven swallowed the pool of saliva in her mouth and took a steadying breath before she answered.

  “Yes.”

  She could feel the warmth of his body behind her, through her clothes. Beck’s hand slid around her waist, and he pulled her into him. Her back tight into his front. She could feel the hardness that she’d come for, pressing into her behind.

  “Lift up your arms.” He said into her ear.

  It sounded more like a demand, but Raven did as she was told. Beck released his arms but found the hem of her tee. He slowly pulled it up and off of her -as if giving her time to change her mind- before throwing it on the desk. He could see over her shoulder, and Raven knew he could get a good view of her breasts from where he was standing.

  The twitch from the expanding length behind her told her he liked what he saw.

  “You’re so fucking gorgeous.” He whispered, making her blush.

  It was the first time he’d said she was gorgeous. It was either ‘sexy’ or ‘hot’.

  His hands rested on her shoulders before smoothing down her arms and taking her hands. He lifted them up and placed them round the back of his neck.

  “Keep your hands there.”

  Another demand.

  She liked it.

  Beck’s hands held her waist. Raven held her breath as they moved up over her stomach, her ribs, then paused under the edge of her bra. She could hear Beck’s breathing grow heavier as his hands continued up and over her breasts. Cupping them and gently kneading over the lacy fabric.

  “These are fucking fantastic.” He breathed into her ear. “I’ve been dying to get my hands on these.” He added, rubbing his thumbs over her hard nipples.

  Raven’s back arched at the pleasure she felt from him caressing her. A moan escaped her lips.

  All too soon, his hands dropped from her body. She felt his hands on hers, removing them from his neck.

  Then there was a tug at the clasp of her bra; it loosened as he opened it.

  “Turn around.”

  Raven obeyed and when she turned, she looked up into Beck’s eyes. His pupils had taken over the gray in his irises as he looked hungrily at her chest. Her heart rate increased and so did the pulsating between her thighs.

  Beck’s fingers reached for the straps of her bra, and slowly pulled them down her arms. He licked his lips when he let it drop to the floor, exposing her breasts to him.

  “I’ve wanted to taste these for so long.” He said, licking his lips again.

  He wrapped one arm around to her lower back and pulled her towards him again. His bare palm on her skin sent ripples of pleasure to run through her.

  His other hand coming to rest on her right breast. His other hand found its way to her left, and he pushed her mounds together and up.

  Raven’s heart was thrumming fast. She bit her lip and held her breath when Beck dipped his head to take a nipple into his mouth, groaning as he did.

  She couldn’t help but gasp when he released it, showing equal attention to the other.

  Beck lifted his head and looked into her eyes, his hands still cupping her, playing with her orbs; his thumbs strumming her hard points.

  “Mmmm, I love how they taste; creamy and sweet,” he rasped. The words from his mouth caused a flood of moisture to pool between her legs. He’d turned her on so much, and he’d hardly done anything to her.

  Raven watched as Beck’s eyes traveled to her mouth. He licked his lips and for a second she thought he was going to kiss her. All to soon, he looked down to what his hands were doing.

  He released his grip and reached down to the tie at the front of her pants. He pulled the
string and let them drop to her feet.

  Again, he licked his lips when his eyes fell on her matching white lace underwear.

  She was standing in front of him in just her panties, and he was still fully clothed.

  “You still have yours on,” she whispered, reaching forward to his t-shirt with shaking hands.

  Beck didn’t make any move to stop her as she lifted the fabric up and off of him. What Raven saw up-close stunned her.

  His body was a work of art.

  Biceps and shoulders that were round and shapely.

  Pecs that were square and hard.

  Abs that were prominent and perfectly cut.

  His V-line disappeared into his waist band, like an arrow pointing to where Raven needed to follow.

  Beck smiled at her appreciation of his appearance before closing the gap between them, pressing his body against hers, their skin contacting, and the warmth radiating from him to her. The sensations caused goosebumps to break out all over her and the ache between her thighs intensified so much that her legs quivered.

  Raven lifted her hands and popped the buttons on Beck’s jeans. Doing what he’d done to her, she pushed his waistband down and let his jeans drop, pooling at his feet.

  The tent in his black boxers sprang out and rested between her thighs, rubbing against her throbbing center.

  Beck took her hands and walked backwards to the bed, turning her and guiding her down to lie her head on his pillow.

  Raven took a deep breath to calm her now sober nerves. She knew what she was getting into. She knew she should stop what they were doing because at the end of it, she was just another tick on his tally chart.

  She couldn’t.

  No matter what rational thoughts were flying around in her head, she couldn’t bring herself to stop the pleasure that was running through her. The pleasure he’d created.

  Beck came down on top of her, and nudged her legs apart. He rested between her thighs, his hot length pressing against her through his underwear.

  She moaned when he pushed his hips into her, letting her know exactly what would be inside her very soon.

  “That’s for you,” Beck whispered into her ear, making her shiver. “That’s what you’re going to be feeling when you’re ready for me.”

  Raven already felt she was ready for him. Just his touch had her aching and wet.

  Raven reached her hands around his lower back, splaying her fingers across his back muscles and feeling them tense under her touch. She ran them up and pressed her fingertips into his skin, raking them back down. Further down until she gripped his ass.

  Holy fuck!

  His ass was as hard as the rest of him.

  Raven didn’t want to wait a minute longer. She bucked her hips into his, letting him know what she wanted and that she wanted it right then.

  Beck didn’t give into her right away.

  Instead, he smiled lazily, and dipped his head again to suck on her nipple as he kneaded her breast. His mouth left her, and Raven got a shock when he blew across the wetness of her tip.

  “Oh God!” she squealed, her toes curling when he did the same to the other side.

  Beck didn’t say a word. His lips touched her skin, and Raven felt him kissing her. Ok, he wasn’t kissing her lips, but he was kissing her skin, and he was moving south.

  His lips grazed down her stomach as he moved down the bed, and his tongue licked across the waistband of her panties.

  Slowly, Beck pulled them down her legs and off her feet, his hands stroking up her bare thighs.

  As he kneeled, he reached to the draw of his nightstand and pulled out a foil packet. He handed it to Raven as he lowered himself onto her, taking his mouth close to her ear as he leant on his elbows either side of her.

  He expected her to put it on him.

  “Not yet,” he smiled against her ear. “I’m enjoying watching you getting more and more turned on.”

  Bastard!

  He knew exactly what he was doing to her and was enjoying every minute of it. Torturing her, knowing she wouldn’t make him stop because she was too aroused to come to her senses.

  He rubbed his body on hers, gyrating his hips against her, his cock rubbing over her wetness through his boxers.

  Through her aroused state, Raven became painfully aware of what he was doing; of what he was letting her do to him too.

  Naked and with bodily contact; that was against his rules. She wondered if he’d broken his own rule for a reason. Not a good one either.

  “I like how you look when you’re horny,” he grinned that time lifting up to look straight into her eyes. “I wonder how you’ll look when I finally fuck you. When I sink into you and make you lose control.”

  “You’ll find out when you do,” Raven replied, not giving him an out. She worried that he was going to take her to the brink and then call it off before going that last step, then laughing at her because he’d finally gotten her to give into him only to turn her away. Maybe that was why he was on top of her, almost naked.

  “Oh I will,” he growled, burying his face into her neck and clamping his lips to her skin.

  “Agh!” Raven cried out as Beck sucked on her neck in hot open mouthed kisses, running down to her collar bone, her chest, between her heaving breasts and her stomach.

  When he made his way back up, Raven felt that he’d managed to lose his boxers along the way. The scorching heat from his rock hard cock could be felt mere inches away from her entrance.

  “Put it on me, Raven,” he said, more demanding than ever. “I’m going to fuck you; right now.”

  Raven swallowed deeply and nodded. She couldn’t find her breath to speak. She clumsily tore at the packet and guided the rubber to his tip.

  She felt just how big he was when she just about managed to roll it down the length of him. Her hand didn’t fit around him all the way. She was worried it was going to hurt.

  “Relax, baby,” he purred into her neck.

  Beck kissed her neck in the sweet spot below her ear.

  “Mmmm” Raven moaned, her back arching as he continued to kiss that area.

  She lifted her hands from his back to around his shoulders. One hand to his head with her fingers threading through his hair. Hair that was so soft to the touch, just as she’d imagined.

  Raven gripped tighter when she felt his fingers stroke down her stomach to her folds.

  “Baby, you’re fucking soaking,” he said as she slipped his fingers up and down.

  He pushed a finger inside her, and Raven cried out, “Oh God!” Beck’s finger stroked inside a couple more times before he removed his hand from between her legs.

  “Raven, look at me.”

  She looked up into his eyes just as the tip of his cock pushed inside her. Her eye lids fluttered as he eased himself into her.

  “Keep your eyes on me.” Raven tried her best not to close her eyes. She attempted to focus on his instead, and the stretching she could feel inside her. “That’s it, eyes on me. God you’re so tight!” he said.

  “Beck,” Raven whispered when he pushed into her all the way until their hips met.

  His eyes closed for a second, and a moan reverberated through his chest.

  “Wrap your legs around me.” Beck guided one of her legs around the back of his thigh, and she placed the other.

  Beck’s hips pulled back slightly, then pushed back into her.

  Raven took a sharp breath as he filled her again.

  He repeated the small movement, not taking his eyes off hers, and made her gasp.

  As Beck’s hips thrust, his movements increased. Pulling back further before connecting them completely every time.

  The fullness, together with their bodies rubbing against each other had Raven close to the edge in a matter of seconds. He was hitting the spot inside her. Every. Damn. Time. And her breathing reflected what she was feeling.

  She was panting hard, the oxygen couldn’t get into her lungs fast enough, and her heart pounded in her ears
. Beck’s breath mirrored hers, a line of perspiration breaking out across his brow.

  Back and forth he moved into her, looking into her eyes with every thrust of his hips.

  “Ah!” Raven released small cries that she could no longer hold back as Beck moved above her.

  The pressure built fast and began to spread outwards from her core, to every inch of her body. The tingling sparks of electricity flowed over the surface of her skin.

  One hand left him and she fisted it in the pillow next to her head as she tried to curb the volcano that was about to erupt inside of her.

  Beck did something else she didn’t expect.

  He reached for her hand and entwined their fingers together on the pillow. He reached up to her hand that was in his hair, and did the same. He held her hands down either side of her head.

  For a moment, she thought he didn’t want her to touch him anymore, but then his thumbs stroked along her index fingers. He lowered his head until they were breathing each other’s air with their lips almost touching.

  “Oh God!” Raven cried as she came to the edge. She was going to go over, and she couldn’t hold back much longer.

  “Raven.” Beck whispered, his lips lightly brushing hers as he spoke. “Come for me.”

  Raven’s head fell back, and her eyes rolled as her orgasm tore through her body. Fireworks exploded behind her eyelids and every muscle in her body sang out in sweet ecstasy. Her hands gripped Beck’s tight, her back arched, and her legs squeezed around him as he continued to thrust into her.

  “Ahh!” Raven released the high pitched squeal she could no longer keep inside. One of undeniable pleasure.

  Beck’s cock thickened, his breathing stopped as he came with her, and he buried his face into her neck, rocking back and forth, pulsating inside her.

  When his movements slowed, he lifted his head to rest his forehead against hers.

  Their breathing was heavy as they came down from their orgasm.