Cry of the Wind

by Sue Harrison

  “It is a long walk from the hunters’ spring to this village,” Take More said, “especially for an old man with slow feet.” Dii heard him laugh, a thin chuckle nearly hidden by the thick ruff of his parka hood. “As I walked, I thought of something that might work.”

  The next morning Twisted Stalk was the first to come to Dii’s lodge. The scratch of her walking stick awoke Dii, who welcomed her, then hurriedly rekindled the hearth fire and set out food.

  “I have come to thank your husband,” Twisted Stalk said. “This morning when I went to my cache, I saw one of his packs there, full of meat. I could not believe that he would give me so much.”

  Her words were loud with joy, and they woke Night Man. When he saw the old woman in the lodge, he sat up with a start.

  “My aunt has come to thank you, Husband,” Dii said, and handed Night Man a bowl of broth.

  “To thank me?” he said, his voice still rough with sleep. He looked down at the bowl in his hands, shook his head as though to help himself remember, and asked, “For what?”

  “The pack of meat you left in my cache,” Twisted Stalk said. “I know it is yours. The pack carries your mark. Two circles in red.” She looked at Dii. “That is his mark, nae?” she asked.

  “I did not leave meat—” Night Man began, but he was interrupted by curses and barking just outside the lodge. Take More burst through the inner doorflap. He was dragging Night Man’s strongest dog.

  “I have this one,” he said, “but I am not sure where the others are. I had to catch my own first, but then I went after yours. Awl said someone tried to cut First Eagle’s dogs loose, too. She thought they might be boys from the Near River Village. She heard them, but when she went outside, they ran. One looked like the son of a man who once owned her as slave. She said they were into the caches as well.”

  Night Man erupted from his bed with a roar, upsetting the bowl of broth into his blankets. Then Yellow Bird was calling from the entrance tunnel, a pair of fine fur mittens in her hands. “For Night Man,” she said, her tears mingled with her thanks. “For the meat he left in my cache.”

  Then other old women were also crowding into the lodge, wrapping their gratitude around Night Man until he was tethered so tightly he could not move.

  When they finally left, their gifts piled beside the hearth, Night Man, grumbling, went out to find his dogs. By dusk he had found all but one. He returned to the lodge, his face red with cold, his nose dripping and his leggings caked with snow. His first words were a snarl, so loud that even his old mother looked up from the sinew she was twisting and scolded him with a rush of gibberish, so that Dii had to set her teeth into her tongue to keep from laughing.

  When Long Eyes ended her tirade, Dii threw her arms around her husband and began to sob, praising him for his generosity to the old women in the village, then scolding him for leaving his own wife and mother with so little meat for the winter.

  Night Man tried to break into her ranting but finally gave up. He pulled off his outside parka and leggings, flung them into the women’s side of the lodge and stomped over to his bedding mats. He refused food, lay down and turned his back on his wife, pulling a blanket over his head as he roared, “Let me sleep!”

  Chapter Sixty-two

  THE HUNTERS’ SPRING

  LIGIGE’ LIFTED HER VOICE in a Near River song, one she particularly liked. Out of respect for the Cousin People, she had not sung it since leaving the Near River Village. She added wood to the fire, but still she was cold. She had not realized her stay at the hunters’ spring would last more than a day. Take More had had better success than Ligige’ thought he would in delaying Night Man’s journey.

  She had made Aqamdax take most of the supplies and also the tent skins, so Ligige’ had only a crude lean-to of spruce branches, a woven mat for her doorflap, and a layer of boughs and dead grass as her floor. At least there was enough wood stacked to keep the fire going.

  She shivered as she thought of what she must do and again sang the Near River song, but when the words did not chase away her fear, she began to speak to her dog as he lay beside her near the hearth. “I am an old woman,” she told him. “How many more winters can I expect to live?”

  Certainly it was worth an old woman’s life to save Aqamdax and her baby. She hoped Aqamdax would find her way back to her own village. Surely Chakliux’s son would be a good Sea Hunter. After all, he would have some of his father’s otter blood.

  Ligige’ tried to imagine herself as a hunter on a sea so vast that she lost all sight of land. But that, too, reminded her of fear. She slipped the knife from her sleeve, grasped it as tightly as she could, her fingers stiff and crooked in their clasp around its handle.

  “Chakliux,” she said aloud into the smoke that rose to sift through the spruce needle roof of her shelter, “do not walk too quickly into that spirit world. It would be good to have a little company on my journey.”

  Aqamdax stood at the top of a long ridge, and the panic that had forced her into a night and day of walking suddenly ebbed. She bent to stroke Snow Hawk. The dog answered her touch with a low rumbling growl. Aqamdax glanced at the sky, tried to make out the position of the sun under the gray clouds.

  “We cannot stop yet,” she said. “We must get to the next ridge.”

  If Night Man were following them, he would walk faster than a woman with a dog pulling a travois, but he would start from the Cousin River Village, and Ligige’, waiting at the hunters’ spring, would surely give him some story to delay his pursuit. There had been little snow since Aqamdax had left, and what was already on the ground had packed so hard that the wind could not lift it to cover her trail. Her only hope was to travel far enough so that Night Man finally decided to turn back.

  How foolish he was to think she had killed Star. And what of the other people in the village? Why was it so easy for them to believe she was that evil? Or had their fear of a killer who still lived beyond their justice blinded them?

  Surely some had considered that Red Leaf might yet be alive, living close enough to kill again. Or had they realized, as Aqamdax did, that Red Leaf’s killings, though terrible and evil, had some form of logic about them? What reason did Red Leaf have to kill Star? Why risk being seen, being found?

  More likely some outcast—a nuhu’anh—had done it. What reason, beyond that of his own madness, did a nuhu’anh need to kill?

  As the daylight faded, Aqamdax stopped and made a night camp in a ridge of spruce. The trees grew so close that their branches were twined, providing a shelter that comforted her with its calm. She wished she were one of those trees, her arms stretched to the sky, her feet buried in the earth. But she was a woman, too small to reach the sun.

  Her loneliness rose up within her, numbing her hands, blinding her eyes, and she buried her head in the fur at Snow Hawk’s neck until the warmth of the dog’s body pulled away some of her pain.

  Aqamdax slept poorly that night, heard voices in the wind, woke with a start when her dreams were filled with the sound of a baby’s cry. The morning brought snow. Not the howling snow of a storm, but wet, heavy flakes that weighed down the travois and melted into the fur of her parka.

  She walked beside the dog, stopped often to break away the balls of ice that formed between the pads of Snow Hawk’s feet. Aqamdax shivered each time she stopped, afraid that Night Man would catch her, her progress was so slow. She tried to keep her bearing by choosing landmarks—a tree, a ridge—as fixed points for her eyes, so that in the heavy fall of snow she would not begin to circle. Finally, looking ahead, she saw a darkness that was like a wall, thick and heavy, spreading side to side, as far as she could see. With a start she realized where she was, for what else could that darkness be but the black spruce that grew around the Grandfather Lake? Chakliux had once told her that a man walking could not circle that lake in less than ten days. It lay east a half day’s walk from the Cousin River Village, but she was north of that village, and if she walked to the far northern side of the lake,
she would be at least seven days away from the Cousin People.

  Once there, she could make her winter camp. The trees and brush would hide her. Through the ice, she could net the oil-rich blackfish, use them for food, burn them for light and heat. She could catch grayling and whitefish in her woven willow trap. Then, when summer came and her baby was born, she could find her way back to the sea, follow its shore to the villages of the First Men.

  The wind blew harder. Aqamdax reached down and grasped the side of the travois, helped Snow Hawk pull it up from where it had settled into the snow, and together they walked to the Grandfather Lake.

  THE HUNTERS’ SPRING

  The walls of her spruce shelter were close, so Ligige’ kept the hearth fire only smoldering. Why risk that those brittle needles would catch and burn? She had caught a hare in one of the loop snares she had set near the spring. In the dying light, under a soft fall of snow, she sat outside her shelter, skinned and gutted the animal, then went inside and skewered it over the fire. The smell of it cooking made her stomach roll in hunger, and she warned away the dog as he inched closer to the roasting stick.

  She had expected Night Man’s arrival for so long that when he came, suddenly thrusting the doorflap aside, she did not startle, only lay her right hand carefully over her left sleeve, where she had hidden her knife, then invited him to sit down and eat.

  He frowned and squinted at her, his lips drawn back from his teeth.

  “Where is she?” he asked.

  Ligige’ shrugged. “She brought me this hare and went back out to her trapline. She wanted this cooked by the time she returned.”

  He moved as if to leave, but Ligige’ spoke quickly, hoping to hold him with her words. “I knew you would come for her,” she said. “I knew you would realize that she did not kill your sister.” He turned to look at her, and she saw the surprise in his eyes. “Why take your pack?” she asked him. “Leave it here in the lodge. You will find her more quickly without its weight on your back.”

  He grunted at her, and she helped him with the straps. He flexed his bad shoulder, and she said, “The hare is almost done. There is enough for you if you want some. Perhaps Aqamdax will bring another, and we will have a feast.”

  She took the roasting stick from the rocks she had used to wedge it in place and, licking her fingers, gingerly broke away a haunch, offered it to Night Man. She thought he was going to refuse, but he only opened the doorflap, looked out, then squatted down beside her, took the hare and began to tear at it with his teeth.

  Ligige’ pulled off a section of ribs, sucked at the thin covering of meat. When Night Man threw his bones to the dog, Ligige’ picked up the skewer, held it out to him.

  “More?” she asked, but he shook his head. “Why go?” she said. “Where else would she come but here?”

  He ignored her, stepped outside, leaving the doorflap open so the wind swirled in to batter at the hearth coals until flames leapt up toward the spruce walls. Ligige’ crept on hands and knees to the doorflap, jerked it from Night Man’s grasp.

  “Go, if you think you will find her any sooner,” she said, “but why let the winter into my warm shelter?”

  “I have no patience for your complaints, old woman,” Night Man said. “Which direction did she go?”

  “There, that way,” said Ligige’, ducking out from under the doorflap to point toward the trail that led to the spring.

  He settled down on his heels, facing the trail, his back to the door, his spear on the ground at his side.

  “Bring me more of that meat,” he said.

  Ligige’ crawled back into the shelter, broke away a front quarter and took it to him. He grabbed it and, as she turned to go back inside, said, “Do not eat that other haunch, old woman, and do not save it for Aqamdax.”

  Ligige’ muttered an insult under her breath, and suddenly Night Man was upon her. “You will treat me with respect,” he shouted, and he pressed her face into the hard ice ridge that had formed under the doorflap. The force on her nose made her eyes tear.

  He lowered his mouth to her ear. “You think I have come to tell Aqamdax she may return to the village? I have come to avenge my sister’s death, and you, old woman, if you do not watch your mouth, will also be a part of my vengeance. Since Aqamdax was once my wife, perhaps I owe her a companion for her journey to the spirit world.”

  Ligige’ collapsed under his weight. She could not breathe, and in her need for air, the sound of his words grew dim. But finally he released her, batting the back of her head with the heel of his hand as he stood. Her nose cracked against the ice, and she heard the sound of bone snapping. She drew in a shuddering breath, choked on the blood that was flowing down her throat. She sat up, cupped her face with both hands, and Night Man laughed.

  Suddenly Ligige’’s dog rushed from the lodge, knocked Night Man to the ground, sent his spear spinning.

  Ligige’ saw the dog’s teeth snap at Night Man’s neck, then heard his growls change to a high-pitched scream as Night Man plunged his knife to the hilt in the dog’s chest.

  Ligige’ picked up Night Man’s spear and gripped it in both hands. She lunged and the spearhead caught Night Man’s parka, ripped through to his flesh, hit against his rib bones and stopped. Night Man roared, heaved the dog aside and fumbled at a knife sheath on his leg. Ligige’ pulled back the spear, thrust it at his hands, cutting into both. Night Man scrambled away on all fours, then dove toward the dog. As he pulled his knife from the dog’s chest, Ligige’ raised the spear and, with all her strength, plunged it into the back of Night Man’s neck, shoving it through until the earth, frozen and hard, stopped her.

  Night Man shuddered, opened his mouth, but instead of curses he spewed out blood. Finally he collapsed and was still.

  Ligige’ dragged her dog into the spruce lodge. She sat with him draped over her lap, murmured comfort and praise long after he had bled his life into the mats and grasses of her lodge floor.

  Chapter Sixty-three

  THE GRANDFATHER LAKE

  THE ANIMAL TRAIL LED through the woods to a clearing, the spring floodplain of a narrow river that fed the lake. The sun was setting, and the shadows of the trees ran together into one darkness. A line of willows marked the edge of the clearing, and Aqamdax noticed a rise at one side.

  “There,” she said to Snow Hawk, “a place to set our lodge.” Snow Hawk’s throat rumbled, and Aqamdax tensed, pulled the spear from her pack. She sniffed the air for bear or wolf, but there was only the cold, pungent smell of forest and lake. She lay a hand on the dog’s head, hushed her with sounds of mother to child. Suddenly, Snow Hawk bolted against her harness and snapped at her own shoulders when the straps held her back. Then Aqamdax saw the fox.

  The animal was smart enough to realize that the dog could not come after it, and took several light steps toward them, as if in a dare, before it turned and disappeared into the trees. Aqamdax began to laugh. With a whine, Snow Hawk sat down, raised her nose to the sky and howled.

  “A good welcome for us,” Aqamdax said, and guided Snow Hawk to where she would set her shelter. She cleared away the loose snow, then used the butt end of a fallen branch to break through the crust until she reached bare ground. She set up her tent like a lean-to and made a fire at the open side with the kindling she carried under her parka. Then she gathered branches and split them with her knife to expose their dry centers, and fed them to the fire. She untied a bundle of dried meat from the travois, rubbed the meat with snow and set it near the fire to warm.

  Snow Hawk lay down beside her, her head on her paws.

  “We will live here,” Aqamdax said. “There are fish in the lake and animals in the woods.” She gave the dog a share of the meat, took a piece for herself. She let the smoke flavor carry her back to the days of their caribou hunt. In her mind, she saw Chakliux’s face, then had to fight against the tears that suddenly burned her eyes.

  She patted the small mound of her belly and spoke to the baby she cradled under her heart.
“Have I told you the story about whales and their villages under the sea?” she asked.

  Snow Hawk whined, and Aqamdax said, “The dog wants to hear it.” Then Aqamdax pushed away her worries with the words she had learned long ago.

  THE COUSIN RIVER VILLAGE

  Three days after Night Man had left the village, Ligige’ returned alone. Yaa, hearing someone in the entrance tunnel of the lodge, pulled aside the doorflap. When she saw Ligige’, Yaa shouted out her joy and clasped the old woman in a hug that nearly knocked Ligige’ down.

  “Child! Enough!” Ligige’ said.

  Her voice sounded strange, and Yaa drew back, looked into Ligige’’s face. She caught her breath at the sight of Ligige’’s blackened eyes and swollen nose.

  “Aunt, what happened to you?” Yaa asked.

  Ligige’ shook her head. “A branch fell,” she said. “I was lucky. It might have done worse. What is a nose for an old woman like me? Even if it stays like this, it will not cost me a husband.”

  Yaa was not sure if Ligige’’s words were intended as a joke or if she was serious, so rather than risk laughing, she asked, “Do you want me to get your dog’s packs? Do you need me to feed him?”

  “The dog is dead,” Ligige’ said.

  Her voice broke, and for a moment Yaa thought Ligige’ might begin to cry, but then the old woman set a frown on her face and crawled past her into the lodge.

  “The baby is with Yellow Bird,” Yaa said.

  “It is not the baby I worry about,” Ligige’ snapped. “Where are your brother and Cries-loud?”

  “Out getting wood.”

  Ligige’ stared at her, eyebrows raised. “You will be a good mother someday,” she finally said. “Help me with my parka and roll out my bedding mats. Then go get Take More and Dii. Bring Sok as well. I need to talk to them.”