Fighting Slave of Gor

by John Norman

  "Did you know her?" she asked.

  "I had known her on Earth," I said. "We are now both slaves."

  "Of course," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Jason," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "We are leaving Ar tonight, not tomorrow, as I had planned."

  "Why, Mistress?" I asked.

  "I spoke to Philebus," she said. "He advises me to leave the city soon. I fear there may be trouble between Ar and the Salerian Confederation."

  I nodded. I had gathered that there might be trouble brewing. I myself had seen the movement of troops.

  "You would not like to see me in a collar, would you, Jason?" she asked, a smile in her voice.

  I did not respond.

  "Jason?" she asked.

  "I think you would be very beautiful in a collar, Mistress," I said.

  I saw her hand reach for a quirt at the side of the saddle, but then she did not grasp it. She put back her head, and laughed, merrily. "You are a beast," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "We will leave the city within the Ahn," she said, "by the great gate."

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  14

  A Mistress Expresses Curiosity as to the Touch of Men;

  A Mistress Commands Her Silk Slave to Take Her in His Arms

  "Is that you, Jason?" she asked, not turning to look.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said. She knew that it was I. She stood on the wide balcony, with its low balustrade, outside her chamber. I stood within the chamber. We were within her house in the resort city of Venna, noted for its baths and tharlarion races. It was early evening.

  She turned, and entered the chamber. I knelt, in silk.

  "Am I pretty?" she asked. She turned before me, the gown of sheer, scarlet silk, almost diaphanous, like slave silk, swirling about her.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said. She was indeed pretty, even beautiful. She was some five feet five inches in height and sweetly figured. Her face was rounded, rather oval. Her eyes were blue; her hair, which was long, and now unbound, was auburn.

  "You are even beautiful, Mistress," I said.

  "How obsequious are silk slaves," she laughed, but was pleased.

  "It is true, Mistress," I said. It was true.

  "Do you like the gown?" she asked.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "I thought you might like it," she said. "I purchased it at the shop of Philebus, in Ar."

  I thought that might be true. I had not seen it before.

  "Do you think it is too much like—like slave silk?" she asked.

  "I do not know, Mistress," I said.

  She laughed.

  We had been in Venna now for five days. Two of these days I had spent in close chains, being punished for my behavior in Ar. I was still somewhat sore. This was the first night, since our return to Venna, that she had commanded me to her chamber. My relationship with the mistress, interestingly, was now somewhat different than it had been before our trip to Ar. Though she had professed distress at my actions and had subjected me to appropriate discipline, I sensed that she was not entirely displeased with me. She was rather proud, I think, though she would not have admitted this, to be the mistress of a possibly unruly slave. That I had been a bit forward and rowdy, I think, had pleased her. She did not fear me, personally, of course, for I was her slave. Once, after our return to Venna, I had heard her discussing me with some of her women friends. "Are you not afraid to own such a slave?" asked one. She had laughed. "I keep him on his knees," she had said. Another time, in the halls, she had passed me while I was polishing a large, brass vase. Two slave girls, too, owned by my mistress, barefoot, in collars and tunics, had been in the vicinity, chatting, balancing wicker laundry baskets on their heads. "Better keep the slave girls away from this one," she had said to a nearby keeper, indicating me. They had laughed. It had been a joke, of course. To so much as touch one of the mistress' slave girls without her permission could be punished by death. Yet I thought it of interest that the mistress had made the joke. She was not truly displeased, I think, that I had misbehaved in Ar. The girls had then, the baskets on their heads, laughing, fled away. Their bare feet had pattered on the tiles. The one on the right, Taphris, short-legged and luscious, was not without interest.

  "Rise, Jason," said my mistress.

  I rose to my feet. I reached to my tunic, to discard it. "Shall I take my place on your couch, Mistress?" I asked. I glanced at the broad, furred couch, and the cunning chains upon it, which had so often confined me for her pleasure.

  "No," she said. I could not read her expression. Standing, of course, I towered over her. I dropped my hands, leaving the tunic alone.

  "Jason," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  She turned away from me, and went out onto the balcony. The three moons were now high. We could hear insects in the hedged gardens beneath and beyond the balcony. We could see the lights of Venna, too. The baths were still open. The house of the Mistress was in the Telluria section, which is in the northwest part of the city, on a hill. It is the preferred residential section of Venna. The house, situated as it was, provided us with a lovely panorama of the small city.

  "Jason," she said, not looking back, "come with me out upon the balcony."

  I joined her on the balcony, near the balustrade.

  "I am very rich, Jason," she said, "but, too, I am very lonely. Too, I am restless. I do not know why."

  I did not speak. Mistresses, I knew, often spoke intimately to their silk slaves.

  "I am certain that there are needs in me, longings," she said, "which are not satisfied."

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "But I do not know, truly, what they are," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "I know only that I am desperately unhappy," she said.

  "I am sorry, Mistress," I said.

  "I saw the coupling of sleen today," she said. "The female fought. Then the male seized her by the throat with his fangs. She became immediately docile. Soon she writhed in heat. I have seen the male urt drive his female into a corner, whence soon she squeals with pleasure. The female larl, her flanks bleeding, yields to the male, after which she bears his young and hunts for him. The verr and bosk select out the females that please them and herd them to the place of their choice." She looked out, bitterly, over the gardens. "In all these relationships," she said, "it is the male, always the male, who is master. And the females, disgustingly, do not seem discontent. What is the meaning of it?"

  "I do not know, Mistress," I said.

  "Today," she said, "I saw slave girls, meaningless sluts in collars, with scarcely a rag to cover their nakedness. They seemed joyful and happy! What is the meaning of it?"

  "I do not know, Mistress," I said.

  "Nor I," she said, bitterly. She looked out over the gardens. "They are slave, and are happy," she said. "I am free, and am unhappy. I do not understand it."

  I said nothing.

  "No one is concerned to make them happy," she said. "It is they who must make others happy. It is they who must yield, and obey, and serve, and love and be pleasing."

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "So why, then," she asked, "should they be happy, and I not?"

  "I do not know, Mistress," I said.

  "I am advised, Jason," she said, "by certain of my friends to accept a companion."

  "I did not know that," I said.

  "Many men, young and rich, have desired to become my companion. Such matches, in many cases, would profitably increase our common holdings. Yet I have until now, at least, turned them all away. I have remained independent."

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "I have seen many companionships," she said. "Yet more often than not I have seen the male companion keep sluts of slave girls on the side, and, I think, it is only those sluts he cares for." Her voice was bitter. "Why," she asked, "should a man forsake a noble co
mpanion, serene and beautiful, independent and regal, for a slut in a steel collar who will crawl to his feet and beg to lick them with her tongue?"

  I did not speak.

  "Beast!" she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "How I hate men!" she cried.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Yet," she said, "they stir me. Oh, I do not mean you, Jason, a silk slave, but true men."

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  She continued to look out over the gardens. "They disturb me," she said. "They make me uneasy."

  I said nothing.

  "I am curious about them," she said. "I wonder, sometimes, what it would be like to be naked in their arms."

  I did not speak.

  "I have never been in the arms of a man, Jason," she said. This did not, truly, surprise me. She had used me many times, of course, but she had never permitted me to hold her in my arms. I had, of course, under her direction, kissed, licked and caressed her. I had given her much pleasure but she, a woman of lofty position, of high social station, rich and free, had never let me hold her. It had been one of the enraging frustrations of my slavery that I had never been permitted, truly, to hold a woman and subject her to my will. The only girl I had truly had on Gor was a slave who had been leashed to a ring outside the shop of Philebus in Ar. It had been a joy to have her. I did not even know her name, or master, nor had she known my name or the name of my Mistress. We had been only two slaves, one leashed and tied, coupling in the shadow of a slave ring on a hot day in Ar.

  She turned about, suddenly, and faced me. 'Take me in your arms, Jason," she said.

  I took her, suddenly, in my arms, and began to press kisses about her throat. "No," she whispered. "Oh," she cried. The gown lay about her ankles. "Jason," she said. I lifted her, naked, from her feet and carried her toward the couch. Her weight was nothing for me. Her hands were behind my neck. She kissed me under the neck, then she turned her head away, horrified that she had put her lips to the body of a slave. I stopped before I reached the couch. She looked up at me. She kissed me on the chest. "No, no," she said, weeping. But I carried her then again toward the couch. "No," she said. I placed her on the couch. I sat beside her. I then pulled her by the arms into a sitting position, and held her. "No," she said. "No!" My arms tightened on her. She struggled, but could not begin to free herself. "Is this what it is to be in the arms of a man?" she asked, weeping. "This is only the beginning of what it is to be in the arms of a man," I told her. "You're holding me too tightly," she said. "You are hurting me!" "Oh!" she cried, as my grip tightened yet more upon her. I then pressed her to her back on the deep furs of the couch. She looked up at me, wildly. I lowered my head toward her small, fair mouth. "Stop, Slave!" she cried. "Stop!"

  I released her, and stood up. She knelt on the couch, trembling wildly, crying. She pointed at me. "Get out!" she cried. "Get out!"

  I left her chamber.

  "I will have you beaten!" she cried after me. "I will have you beaten!"

  15

  I am Beaten;

  The Mistress Speaks with Me

  I stood below the whipping ring, my wrists crossed and tied over my head.

  I jerked under the second blow of the snake. I did not cry out. Present were only two keepers, one of whom wielded the whip, and the Lady Florence.

  I felt blood running down my back.

  "Hold," said the Lady Florence. She came to stand quite near to me, near my left shoulder. We were on a colonnaded porch on the south side of her house.

  "Do you understand why you are being whipped, Jason?" she asked.

  "I displeased my Mistress," I said.

  "You are not weeping under the lash," she said.

  I shrugged. I was angry.

  "I have thought much about what happened last night," she said. "It has been much on my mind."

  I said nothing.

  "I did not sleep well," she said.

  "I am sorry, Mistress," I said. A tincture of bitterness, or irony, doubtless, infected my voice.

  "Are you angry, Jason?" she asked.

  I shrugged. My back hurt. I felt sick.

  "I was not entirely displeased, as I now think about it," she said, "that you took me in your arms." She spoke softly. The others, standing back, could not hear.

  "I thought Mistress commanded me to take her in my arms," I said. "It seems that I was mistaken."

  "It is how you took me in your arms," she said.

  "Oh?" I asked.

  "I am a lady," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "You held me too tightly," she said.

  "You would direct a man on how to take you?" I asked.

  "Take me?" she said, angrily.

  "Of course," I said.

  "I am a free woman," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "I could have you beaten to death," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Are you angry with me, Jason?" she asked.

  "No, Mistress," I said.

  "I am Mistress," she said.

  "Of course, Mistress," I said. "I understand that well, Mistress."

  "Yet your hands were not entirely displeasing on my body," she said.

  "Mistress should be a slave girl," I said.

  "Surely you understand that you are tied, and at my mercy," she said.

  I moved my wrists in the leather bonds that held them. I had been tied, expertly, by a keeper. I was held fast.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "I could have you beaten to death, or tortured, and slain," she said.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Yet you dare to speak to me so boldly?" she asked.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Beat him," she said. She stepped away from me. Three more times the snake fell against my back.

  "Hold," she said.

  I was still on my feet. I struggled to remain so. I could scarcely see. "He is strong, Lady Florence," said the man who had struck the blows. He was a short, powerful man, Kenneth, a free man, a keeper and the first groom in her stables. I had not once lost my footing. I recalled that in the House of Andronicus I had once received five blows of the snake. After the second I had hung in the straps, helpless, weeping, crying out for mercy.

  "Do you still think your Mistress should be a slave girl?" she asked.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Beat him," she said. Five more times the snake fell upon my back. Then, again, she cried out, "Hold."

  "Do you still think your Mistress should be a slave girl?" she asked.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said, through gritted teeth.

  "Why?" she demanded.

  "Because you are exciting and beautiful," I said.

  "Flattering slave!" she laughed.

  I did not speak.

  "But I am exciting and beautiful as a free woman," she said.

  "It is true, Mistress," I said. "But the excitement and beauty of a free woman is as nothing compared to the excitement and beauty of a slave girl."

  "Beast!" she laughed. But I think she knew that it was true.

  "Is he to be beaten further?" asked Kenneth, the keeper and groom.

  "Do you wish to be beaten further, Jason?" she asked.

  "No, Mistress," I said.

  "Beg my forgiveness for your insolence." she said.

  "I beg forgiveness for my insolence," I said.

  "Are you ready to obey me in all particulars and be fully pleasing?" she asked.

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Very well," she said. "I forgive you." Then she turned to the fellow with the whip, Kenneth. "Five more blows," she said.

  I looked at her.

  "I have forgiven you, Jason," she said. "But surely you must understand that punishment for your insolence must still be meted out to you."

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  Five more times the snake fell against my back.

  "He is still on his feet," said one
of the two men in the room, he who did not hold the whip.

  "That he is," said he who wielded the whip, Kenneth, the groom.

  "He is strong," said the Lady Florence, my mistress. There was a pride in her voice.

  "Is he to be beaten further?" asked Kenneth.

  "No," she said, "it is enough." She walked about to where she could look at me. "Cut him down," she said. "Then withdraw. I will tell you when to fetch him to his kennel."

  The strap which held my bound wrists was cut away from the ring to which it was tied.

  I crouched down, under the ring. I did not collapse to the tiles. I was sick. I was aware of the blood on the tiles, beneath me and on my feet. I was aware of the sweat and blood on my body. My hands were still tied before my body. I was conscious of the collar of steel on my neck. I had received fifteen blows of the snake. I knew that twenty blows of that fearsome whip could kill some men.

  I felt the small hand of my Mistress on my naked shoulder. "You are strong, Jason," she said, "very strong. That pleases me."

  I did not speak.

  "You must clearly understand, of course, that I am Mistress," she said. "Is that clearly understood?"

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "I like you, Jason," she said. "You excite me," she whispered. Women think little of speaking intimately to their silk slaves, for such are only their animals.

  I felt sweat under the tight leather bands confining my wrists. I breathed heavily.

  "Are you angry with me, Jason?" she asked.

  "No, Mistress," I said.

  "Sometime," she said, "perhaps, if you are a very good boy, I may let you take me again in your arms."

  The air was soft and gentle. I could smell flowers in the gardens.

  "But you must not hold me too tightly," she said, "and you must do exactly as I tell you."

  "Yes, Mistress," I said.

  "Kenneth, Barus!" she called.

  The two men returned to the area. They had been waiting inside the house, near the portico.

  "Return him to his kennel," she said. "Put balm on his wounds. Feed him later. Let him rest. Tomorrow he will run certain errands for me. Tomorrow, in the evening, send him to my chambers."

  "Yes, Lady Florence," said Kenneth, who stood first among the two men.

  The Lady Florence, then, with a movement of her robes, departed from the porch.