Behind the Lens

by Heather Dahlgren

  “You need to take me home now.” I throw money down on the table, stand up, and grab her hand.

  “This was just the start, let’s go.”

  I convinced her to stay at my place tonight. I’ll be able to get a half hour more sleep this way. She wasn’t thrilled about the idea, but I assured her she didn’t need to get up when I do. She reluctantly agreed, but I’ll take it. At this point, I just need to be buried deep inside of her. The thought of her coming on my fingers in that restaurant is still playing through my mind.

  I park in the driveway and we get out. I meet her in front of the car and kiss her, making sure she is as turned on as I am. The restaurant was my foreplay, and I need to just fuck her now. She returns my kiss, and I wrap my arms around her, pushing them under her dress to grab her ass. I rock my hips forward, making sure she can feel my hard cock. I know she does when she moans and reaches to hold onto the top of my jeans. I release her ass and rub her hardened nipples through her dress. She really has nothing on under this dress. I can’t wait any longer. I break the kiss and lift her up. She wraps her legs around me, and I look into her eyes. “I need you now, Kallie.” She kisses me quickly and pulls back.

  “I’m yours, Jax.” Fuck yes, she is. I carry her into the house, and thankfully, Blake is outside and doesn’t comment on the situation. We get into my room, and I close the door, resting her back against it. I kiss her neck, run my hands up and down her legs, and finally under her dress. She moans and hits her head against the door. I put her on her feet and pull the dress over her head, dropping it at her feet. The only thing she is now wearing is the heels on her feet and those are staying on. I take her in as she makes her way to me, slowly unbuttoning my shirt. When she is done, she pushes it off my shoulders and goes for my jeans. She undoes them and pushes them down my legs, leaving me in my green boxer briefs. I step out of the jeans, and she drops to her knees and gently pulls my boxers down my legs. My cock springs out of its confines, happy to finally be free. I look down at her, completely naked and kneeling before me, in nothing but her heels. What a fucking sight.

  She wraps her small hand around my cock and slowly moves her hand up and down. She cups my balls with the other, and my legs tense up at the feeling. I know I said no foreplay, but no man turns down a woman who is on her knees, I don’t give a fuck who he is. She looks up at me and licks the tip of my dick. I fight the urge to buck forward; it feels so fucking good. She does it again, still looking up at me, and fuck, it is a sight to behold. She wraps her warm, tight mouth around me and takes as much of my cock in her mouth as she can. “Oh fuck, baby.” She does it over and over, it feels incredible, but I need it faster. I reach down and tangle my hands in her hair, guiding her. Once she gets the pace right, I take her hand that is touching my ass and wrap it around the base. She knows exactly what I want and uses her hand for what doesn’t fit into her mouth. The longer she sucks on me, the harder it gets to hold still. When she massages my balls, it’s impossible. I hold onto her hair and rock my hips, fucking her mouth. She picks up the pace and so do I. I am getting so close to coming, and when she moans, the vibration on my dick is all it takes. “Fuck.” I explode in her mouth without even getting a chance to warn her, but she doesn’t complain and swallows down all I release. When I still, she releases me and looks up at me, licking her lips.

  My cock begins to harden again at the sight. I lift her up under her arms, and she once again wraps her legs around me. “Holy shit, baby, that was incredible.” I kiss her, tasting myself, and I don’t even give a shit. Her heels dig into my ass, and between that and her naked body pressed against me, my cock is hard again. Still kissing her, I walk to the side of my bed and sit her down, lying on top of her.

  “My shoes.” I look down at her and wink.

  “The shoes stay on, baby.” I grab a condom out of my nightstand and roll it on. She moves further on the bed, and I climb on and position myself at her entrance. I reach down and rub her click before checking to make sure she is wet enough for me to slam into her, and to my approval, she is. I link our fingers and look into her eyes, and unlike the last few times we’ve had sex, I slam right into her tight heat.

  “Oh fuck.” I still for just a moment to make sure she is good. “I’m fine, it felt good.” That’s all I needed to hear. I wrap her legs around me and love the feel of her heels digging in with every move we make. It’s not slow and sweet, it’s fast and hard, but I can’t help it. I need to fuck her, to hear her scream my name. “Shit, Jax, it feels so good, harder.” Harder? One of my favorite fucking words. I plant my hands on either side of her head and pound into her. “Fuck.” She grabs my forearms, and we find the perfect, hard, fast rhythm. I can feel myself getting close to coming again, but I need to make sure she goes first, so I reach down and rub her clit. I quickly feel her tightening on me, so I rub her faster. She sinks her nails into me, as well as her heels, and I almost come right then. “Jax, oh God, yes.”

  Once she screams my name, I follow her right over the edge, shouting hers. I lie on her and cover her face in kisses before capturing her mouth. “Fuck, Kallie, how is it possible to be better each time?” Her chest is still heaving as she laughs at me.

  “No idea, but I totally agree.” I pull her into my arms, and we just lie staring at each other for the longest time. Her blinks become longer, and before I know it, her breathing has evened out and she is sound asleep. I need a smoke, so I climb out of bed, throw on a pair of shorts, and go outside. I sit down and let the cool night air blow over my overheated body. I light my cigarette and take a drag, blowing out a large puff of smoke. I lean back and look at the clear sky and the few stars that are out tonight. I never would have thought a few months ago that I would be sitting here, devoted to one woman, doing everything in my power to make her happy and keep her satisfied. It would have scared me to even think about it, but now the only thing that scares me is losing her. She has flipped my world upside down in the best possible way.

  I put out my cigarette and just sit enjoying the chirping of the crickets. I hear the sliding door, but don’t turn around because I’m sure it’s Blake. I feel arms wrap around me and turn my head to Kallie. “Something wrong?” I take her hand and lead her around the chair before pulling her onto my lap. She has one of my T-shirts on and a sheet draped around her body. She crawls up on my lap and rests her head on my chest.

  “No, baby, nothing is wrong. I came out for a smoke. You were asleep. I didn’t mean to worry you.” She kisses my chest and looks up at me.

  “I think I’m getting used to you being in bed with me.” I chuckle and hold her tighter.

  “I know I am.” We don’t say anything else, but simply sit in silence. It’s not uncomfortable though, it could never be with her in my arms. After a while, I look down and notice she’s fallen asleep. I kiss her head and stand up with her in my arms. I carry her back to bed and climb in. I can’t remember falling asleep, but I do remember listening to her breathing.

  The last week has been amazing. Kallie and I haven’t spent a night apart. We take turns at each other’s places, and for the most part, it works out perfectly. It’s Friday and I’m getting ready to do a shoot with a new to me photographer, Steve Bradshaw. It’s at the beach and I’m pretty excited. Kallie has that shoot with Josh today, and even though I know I have nothing to worry about, I’ll be glad when it’s over. I grab a few different swimsuits, not sure exactly what Steve is looking for and go grab a water before leaving. “Hey, brother, you going to your shoot?” I nod my head as I chug my water. “Max and I are going to Ecstasy tonight if you and Kallie want to meet up later.” That actually isn’t a bad idea. I am definitely up for a night of fun.

  “Actually, I may just take you up on that. I’ll text you after the shoot and let you know what time we will be there.” He finishes off his burger and gives me a pound.

  “Awesome. I think Brinley is coming out too, so Kallie will definitely want to come.” I pull out a chair and sit down.

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sp; “What’s going on with you two?” He furrows his brows, giving me a confused look.

  “Me and Brinley?” I nod my head and he shakes his. “Nothing. We hooked up a while back, but nothing since. I think Max is into her, and I’m not going to get in the middle of that.” Damn, I’ve been so consumed with Kallie, I don’t even know what going on with anyone anymore.

  “Really? Max and Brinley?”

  “I said I think he’s into her. I don’t know if she’s into him though, but it’s not really my business.” I grin and stand up.

  “Not really your business? This is new.” He laughs and flips me off.

  “Hey, I don’t always stick my nose in people’s business.” Yea, sure he doesn’t. The guy is worse than a chick when it comes to being nosy and gossiping. I grab another water and toss it into my bag.

  “Sure you don’t. Alright, brother, I’ll text you later.” I leave and call Kallie on my way to my shoot.

  “Hello?” I smile at the sound of her voice.

  “Hey. I just wanted to call before I get to the shoot.” I can hear her rushing around getting things ready for hers.

  “Thanks. I’m just finishing setting up. Josh should be here in like a half hour. What time are you supposed to be starting?” I look at the clock in the car and see that it’s five thirty.

  “Same for me. I should be done by eight, what about you?” I look to the left before switching lanes.

  “I’m aiming for eight, but it may be longer since this is the first time we are working together. I’ll call you as soon as I’m done.” I stop at a red light and look over at the car next me. It’s a group of kids, probably college age. They are probably getting ready to go out, get trashed, and find tonight’s hookup. At least I would have at that age. The light changes and they take off. “Jax?” I press the gas and snap out of my thoughts.

  “Sorry. Hey you want to go to Ecstasy tonight after we are both done?” She’s quiet for a minute.

  “Yea, I’m up for a night out.”

  “Sweet. Blake and Max are going to be there, and Blake said Brinley might be.” She laughs.

  “Oh, Brinley will be there, she’s always there. Listen, I need to finish up here, and you need to drive. I’ll call you as soon as I’m done. I’ll just need to shower real quick before we go.” The thought of her naked body in the shower is hot.

  “Sounds good. Good luck at your shoot, not that you need it.” She wishes me luck as well and we hang up. I get to the beach that I’m meeting Steve at a little early, so I light a cigarette and take a walk down to the water.

  “Jax? Jax Burke?” I turn to find a woman standing there. She gets a huge smile on her face when she realizes it is in fact me. “Oh my God. I love you. You are like my favorite model, you are so hot.” I smile and put out my smoke.

  “Thanks. Did you want a picture?” She looks at me with wide eyes and it makes my smile bigger. It’s hard to explain the excitement I get when a fan approaches me; it is the biggest compliment, very flattering.

  “Oh yes, I would love one.” She fumbles around for her phone and pulls it out with a shaking hand. I go over and take it from her.

  “Here, let me.” I wrap my arm around her, and she puts hers around my waist. I hold the phone up and snap a few pictures for her. “There you go.” She takes her phone and can’t wipe the smile off her face.

  “I never would have thought you were so sweet. Thank you.” I give her a hug and she wraps her arms around me, still shaking. “You’ve made my night. Thank you.” She rushes off, and I smile, thinking how things have changed since I started modeling. It is such a great feeling.

  “Jax?” I turn around and Steve is standing there.

  “Hey, man.” We shake hands, and he gets right to business. He tells me exactly what he wants and tells me to go put on a different swimsuit. I do, and when I return with my bag, in case he wants me to change again, he is all set up and ready to go. We do a bunch of shots in front of the water before he has me lying in the sand and in the water. The water is getting colder, so I’m hoping this part is over soon.

  “These are looking great. Alright, let’s move down a bit further, and you can change your trunks.” The rest of the shoot is pretty much the same. He tells me exactly what to do, and I do it. It’s not an exciting shoot, nothing special about it. He’s a serious guy that doesn’t bring much fun to it, so when he says this is the final photo, I’m not disappointed. “Really great, Jax. I will get these edited and send you the ones worth sending. Thanks for meeting me here. I look forward to shooting with you again.” I tell him it was great meeting him, pick up my stuff, and head to the car. I look around the parking lot to make sure no one is looking and pull off my wet bathing suit, putting on a dry one. I climb into my car and check the time. It’s almost eight o’clock, and I’m surprised that the shoot didn’t even last two hours. I figured it would at least go to eight, but I’m not complaining. I put the key in the ignition and throw it into reverse.

  By the time I get home and shower, it is almost nine, and I still haven’t heard from Kallie. Hopefully, she’ll be done soon so we can hit the club. I sit down and flip on the TV, wasting time until she calls me. A half hour later, my phone finally rings and it’s her. “Hey, I’m ready. Sorry it took so long, but the shoot was amazing, and I showered as soon as he left.” I turn off the TV and grab my keys and wallet.

  “You should have called me when you were done. I would have waited at your place for you.” I’m actually a little pissed that she waited to call me. I’ve been waiting around like a fucking tool for her phone call.

  “I’m sorry, I just wanted to be ready when you got here so we didn’t waste any time.” I’m not even going to make a big deal out of it, I just want to go out and get drunk. It’s been a long time.

  “I’ll be there soon.” We hang up and I go over to get her.

  We get to the club and it is packed, which is normal for a Friday night. I grab her hand and lead her to the bar to grab us both a drink. She wants a beer also, so I get us each one, and we go to look for Blake and Max. I don’t know if it’s possible with it being so packed in here. A song comes on and Kallie grabs my arm. “I love this song. Come on, let’s dance.” I laugh when I hear it’s Uptown Funk! by Mark Ronson.

  “I don’t think this is a song I can dance to.” She gives me a pouty face, and I chug back my beer. Damn it, this girl can get me to do anything.

  “Fine.” She squeals and starts shaking her ass, which let me tell you is fucking hot. I just kind of move to the beat, I’m more interested in watching her. She is really into the song, and it makes me smile knowing she’s already having a good time. When the song is over, she laughs at me when I whistle at her. “Damn, I didn’t know you could dance like that. I’ve been missing out.” She takes a sip of her beer and squeals again when Brinley runs over to her. They hug and start talking a mile a minute while I just stand there.

  “It’s impossible to try and keep up with them.” I turn around and see Max.

  “Hey, man. How’ve you been?” We start bullshitting while the girls are talking. I tell him about my shoot today, and he says he’s worked with Steve before and felt the same way. It was just a shoot, nothing exciting. “Where’s Blake?” He laughs and points his beer behind me. I turn and see him dancing with two women. “Having a good night is he?”

  “You know him, any night with a girl is a good one.” We laugh and finally Kallie returns to myside. I wrap my arm around her, kissing her head.

  “Hey, Max.” He kisses her cheek, and I do the same to Brinley. Another song comes on that Kallie loves, but this time, she drags Brinley out with her, and when I say drag, I mean they both scream and take off.

  “Another beer?” Max laughs and we head to the bar. We both get a beer, and I lean against the bar and drink it.

  “How’s everything going with you and Kallie?” I search for her on the dance floor, and once I find her, I smile.

  “Honestly, fucking amazing.” He hits h
is beer against mine and we take a sip.

  “I’m happy for you guys. It’s nice to see an actual relationship come out of this industry.” I look at him.

  “Thanks, man. So what’s going on with you and Brinley?” He laughs without humor and sips his beer.

  “Not a thing. We’ve had sex, a lot, but she’s not looking for a relationship. She’s kind of all over the place. I’m not going to chase after a chick, no offense.” I laugh and order us each a shot. We throw them back and sip our beers.

  “If it’s the right girl, you’ll chase.” We laugh as Kallie and Brinley walk over.

  “Are you two getting drunk without us?” I laugh at Brinley and pull Kallie in for a hug.

  “You want a drink, baby?” She smiles up at me, and I press my lips to hers.

  “Hell yes. A shot and a beer.” I order another round of shots for us all, plus beer. I hold up my shot and so do they.

  “To the most beautiful woman in the world, thank you for taking a chance on me.” We all throw back our shots, and she jumps into my arms, crashing her mouth to mine. I devour her, feeling like I can’t get my fill.

  “Holy shit, you guys are hot together.” We break apart and look over at Brinley. “What? I’m saying, he’s hot as fuck, and you are sexy as shit. You make a great couple.” Well, you can’t argue with that logic.

  We spend the next few hours drinking, and the more I drink, the hornier I get. Watching her dance and throw her head back laughing makes me want to fuck her on the bar. I finish off my beer and meet her on the dance floor. I wrap my arms around her and kiss her neck. “I’m not going to lie, baby, I’m drunk, and I want to go home and fuck you until we both pass out. You ready to get out of here?” She spins in my arms and wraps her arms around my neck. I grab onto her ass and hike her up into my arms. We start kissing, and the minute my tongue touches hers I’m done for. I kiss down her neck and suck on the top of her tits that are spilling out of her top.