HATE LOVE: A Billionaire Boss Romance

by Katie Ford

  “Now,” she begged breathlessly, trying to catch me in her anus. “Now, Theo.”

  And slowly, I pushed against the dark star. Oh shit, she was so small and it was impossible to get in at first.

  “Take a deep breath, sweetheart,” I urged into her ear. “Relax and let your asshole go.”

  Ever the A student, Mia inhaled deeply and sure enough, there was a popping sound down below. My cock eased into her asshole, the brunette crying out at the sensual penetration while arching her back again. Oh shit. Her butt was so tight on my cock. I knew I was going to explode any second.

  But she always gets her way, turning to me in the middle of her ecstasy.

  “Come in my ass this time,” she panted. “Give it to me deep.”

  And her wish was my command. Gripping those thick thighs, I pushed in and out of her harder before losing control and erupting violently into that asshole, spraying that dark star with virile semen.

  “Shit!” came my roar. “Shit, fuck, shit!”

  The sensation threw Mia over the edge too. Her body was still for a moment before gripping my cock so hard that it almost broke off, the spasms were a powerful vise.

  “Oh Theo,” she moaned, eyes alight with desire. “Oh god yes, just like that.”

  And with that, we were locked together in every way because as a couple, we’d find the answer. We’d figure out our sad, shared history. We’d figure out the decline in Pictogram users with the investors calling for my head. We’d figure out how to prevent new hacks, even as Mia completed her degree. Because this woman was right for me, hands down…and I couldn’t wait to discover more.

  Chapter 11

  Mia

  Whenever I wake up at Theo’s, there is no way of knowing what time it is because Theo’s room is a dark cave at all times. At first, the dark foreboding look to his bedroom was off-putting, but now, it feels cozy and intimate like I’ve been invited into his private lair.

  I glanced at the clock on the nightstand. It was still early, only a little after midnight. The breathtaking emerald and diamond necklace lay in front of the clock. The warm white light from the digital clock shone through, illuminating the necklace into an otherworldly, almost alien artifact. It was that beautiful.

  And it was mine.

  Picking it up, I marveled at the intense magnificence of it. Theo had outdone himself. Gently laying the necklace back down, I marveled at the spectacular night we had together.

  Recalling the night, I couldn’t remember how I’d gotten upstairs into Theo’s room. I must have fallen asleep sometime during the movie. Such a gentleman again, Theo carried me upstairs. The fatigue of my busy week still lingered in my bones.

  Theo wasn’t lying next to me. Stretching my limbs in the bed, I wondered where Theo had gone.

  A sinking feeling hit my stomach.

  How long had he been gone? Had he left? What was he doing sneaking off when I’d fallen asleep?

  A horrible thorny thought came to mind. Was there someone else in the picture? Had the necklace been some kind of admission of guilt? Or worse? A parting gift?

  All of Theo’s past girls were beautiful, thin actresses and models. Who was I kidding? I looked nothing like them with my curves, gigantic breasts, and huge ass.

  An even worse thought came over me. Everyone at Pictogram had been so nice and welcoming to me except for one person. Penny.

  Why? What did she have against me?

  Penny was absolutely gorgeous and so put together, but she hated me from the very beginning before I even had a chance to offend her. Was there something going on between Penny and Theo?

  My negative thoughts were piling onto each other at a ridiculous speed. I stopped myself from jumping to conclusions and letting my self-doubt poison what a wonderful night I’d had with Theo.

  It had been a truly magical night in every way. There was no reason to spin out of control when Theo had most likely only been out of bed for a few minutes.

  Why was I so hung up on Penny? Was I threatened by her?

  It was stupid of me to be even a tiny bit worried about Penny. Theo had given me no reason to believe their relationship was anything more than professional.

  Besides, a plausible explanation for Penny’s attitude toward me could be simply because she was a bitter bitch. Any time someone didn’t like me, I always blamed myself, fearing that I’d wronged them somehow. Penny hadn’t even given me a chance to offend her.

  To allay my fears, I got out of bed putting on one of Theo’s shirts. He was probably up late working. Walking out into the hall, Theo’s voice trailed from his home office.

  “You can’t be serious, Warren!” Theo bellowed.

  I crept down the hall carefully listening.

  “I’m sorry, but I’m dead serious. The Board is going to take a vote on whether or not you should stay on as CEO,” Warren, Theo’s COO, replied gravely on speakerphone.

  Seeing Theo at his desk with the strain of worry on his face made all my doubts about his feelings for me rush away. This had nothing to do with another woman. This had nothing to do with me. It all had to do with Theo’s company.

  “I’m not giving up,” Theo said firmly before looking up and seeing me in the doorway.

  His face lit up into a smile and my chest exploded in happiness at the warmth I saw there. He really did care for me. I’d been so stupid to let my negative thoughts almost get the best of me.

  “I’ve got to go, Warren,” Theo said hanging up. He came over to me and scooped me up in his arms. “Did I wake you?”

  “No, I just couldn’t sleep without you,” I stammered.

  “You want a snack?” he asked, kissing me on the top of my head.

  “Sure. I always want a snack,” I said.

  “Great. I’m starving,” he said, giving me another kiss, this time on my nose.

  I’d always dreamed of the day a man cared for me enough to kiss me on my nose. A nose kiss was such a sweet delicate gesture and Theo did it with such casual grace. I was the luckiest woman on Earth.

  He held my hand as we walked downstairs. “You ever have a waffle BLT?”

  “No, but it sounds delicious!” I answered, intrigued.

  In the kitchen, Theo was upbeat and cheerful, but I knew there was so much on his mind. Warren didn’t sound optimistic on the phone.

  Opening the freezer, he pulled out frozen waffles. “Waffle BLT’s are so good and incredibly easy to make. You’ll love them.”

  “Can’t wait!” I paused, reluctant to spoil the mood. “Um. So, who were you talking to?”

  Theo’s face tensed as he took out a frying pan from a cupboard and bacon from the fridge. “Warren.”

  It was best to not reveal how much of the conversation was overheard, so I played stupid. “Oh? Something important? You two were talking so late. Everything, okay?”

  Theo clicked on the stove. His face was conflicted before he said, “I don’t want to worry you.” He took my hands in his. “Nor do I want you to feel responsible for any of this.”

  It was too late. I already did.

  He turned back to the stove and placed four pieces of bacon in the pan. “But, because of everything that’s happened, the Board is going to vote on whether I can stay on as CEO.”

  I hugged him from behind, squeezing him tight. “Can they do that?”

  He clasped my hand on his stomach and just nodded.

  I felt awful. “There must be something that can be done. Something that I can do? I’m the one that started this whole thing any way.”

  My rogue activism as Anonimo could cost Theo his company. Pictogram meant everything to Theo. If he lost it, it would be all my fault.

  The bacon sizzled and crisped in the pan. The salty, savory smells of mouth watering bacon wafted throughout the kitchen.

  “Can you pop some waffles into the toaster?” Theo asked me.

  Regretfully, I pulled away from him. Worries that our relationship could be in jeopardy stirred back up inside me. How
would Theo ever forgive me if he lost Pictogram?

  With shaky hands, I took the waffles out of the package and put them in the toaster. What could I do to help him? Pictogram was everything to Theo.

  He held me from behind. “I don’t want you to feel responsible for any of this. The Board had already questioned my leadership long before any of the pics came out.

  Tears fell from my eyes. “I shouldn’t have been such an asshole and posted those photos and violated your privacy.”

  He turned me around to face him and touched his nose to mine, holding my face in his hands. “If you hadn’t posted those photos, we wouldn’t be here right now together. Everything happens for a reason. If those leaked photos led me to you, I would do it all over again. A hundred times over.”

  Wiping my tears from my cheeks, he kissed me on the lips. The bacon cracked and sizzled. Abruptly, he turned back to the stove. “The bacon! I hope you like them extra crispy!”

  “I love extra crispy,” I said, sniffling and wiping my tears away.

  My love for Theo made my heart burst. I couldn’t let him lose the community he built from his heart, especially since it was without a doubt all my fault.

  Chapter 12

  Theo

  With Mia staying over more, the last couple weeks had flown by happily. The joy I felt waking up to her overwhelmed me. The happiness that was inside me was unfamiliar, but I cherished it. With her in my bed, there was no need for my sleeping rituals: the fans, the noise machine. And I hardly bothered to draw the blackout curtains on most days now.

  All I needed was her warm body next to me.

  Lying in bed with her, an ease came over me allowing me to peacefully drift off into sleep even with everything going on at Pictogram. Admittedly, the nights she was away were difficult. I fretted over the fate of my Pictogram community into the late hours.

  All my sleeping rituals were required plus the addition of binge watching television and cuddling with one of Mia’s sleep shirts. Even then, I could only get a few hours of good sleep.

  It was no longer a secret that Mia and I were seeing each other. The paparazzi relentlessly followed us everywhere. Mia was taken aback by all the attention at first. The first time, the onslaught of clicking cameras as we left a movie theater, stunned her. I put my arm around her and held her close as we quickly walked to my car.

  The photos were all over the media within hours. Mia’s head rested on my chest with my arm around her. If I don’t say so myself, we looked great together in the photos.

  Public displays of affection were generally not my thing, but that was the old me. The paparazzi captured so many photos of Mia and I kissing and holding hands. We looked to be so in love in the photos.

  In a weird way, I was grateful to have the paparazzi around documenting our time together. It gave me a little thrill to see photos of Mia with me. Every photo, I was astounded at her beauty. That bombshell buxom beauty was holding my hand or kissing me in those photos. I couldn’t have been more proud.

  The day the Board was going to discuss my fate as CEO, I was an emotional mess. Because of that, I just wanted to get off the Pictogram campus for a while, opting for Estrella, a Michelin starred California and Mediterranean cuisine restaurant, for lunch.

  I tried my best to hide my anxiety from Mia, but she was much too smart to not pick up on it. When the server walked away, she reached across the table and took my hand. Her outfit, a cream and black floral silk shift dress with knee length boots, looked stunning on her. Her unique flair of style upped the chicness of the Marc Janow clothes. She had a way of making a piece of clothing all her own.

  I’d given her diamond teardrop earrings last week. She had them on now and they sparkled as she cocked her head, looking at me intensely. “Everything is going to be okay. I just feel it.”

  I lightly brushed an earring making it swing gently. “These look fabulous on you.”

  She smiled and kissed my hand. “Thank you.” She paused gazing into my eyes with heavy worry. “Theo, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking.” She took a sip of water before she continued. “Let me talk to the Board today at the meeting.” Kissing her hand, I shook my head. Before I could speak, she jumped in, “Let me tell them about all the security features I’ve added to Pictogram. We’re rock solid now. Pictogram is impenetrable!”

  Her face was so full of hope and optimism. I tried to assure her, “I appreciate that, Mia. But…”

  Her eyes began to well up with tears.

  “Don’t cry. Don’t cry,” I said, feeling touched by her kindness.

  She dabbed her eyes with her napkin. “I can’t let you lose your company.”

  “If I lose Pictogram, it’s on me. Not you. In retrospect, there are a million things I could have done to not be in this position. All of them have nothing to do with you.”

  She bit her lip, tears still streaming down her face. “You love Pictogram. You put your whole life and soul into it.”

  “But I made repeated fatal mistakes. For so long, the Board urged me to fix my party playboy image. I refused! If anything, it only made me party even more. Do you know how hard it is to party and have a good time out of spite?”

  Mia laughed, wiping tears from her cheeks.

  “It turns out it’s incredibly easy to to do actually. That’s why I did it,” I chuckled, trying to lighten the mood.

  Mia gave me a small amused smile.

  I continued, “They want to expand Pictogram past just Millennials and make it a family app where user parents are comfortable posting pics of their families. The older generation and more conservative users were disturbed by my photos and are now turning to other photo sharing apps that have a more family friendly image.”

  Mia threw her face into her hands. “It’s all my fault. Everything! If those photos hadn’t have come out…”

  I took both of her hands into mine. “No, it’s not your fault.”

  She looked away unconvinced. Gently with my fingertips, I brought her gaze back to me. “Those photos represent the old me, but should I pretend none of that happened? Whether those photos came out or not, those sex parties happened. I can’t deny it.”

  What the Board wanted me to do was pretend I was something I wasn’t. Of course, things were different now that I was in love with Mia. But still, I’d had sex with a bunch of girls. Did that make me such a horrible person? Did that mean I should be crucified?

  Mia touched my lips with her fingertips with the saddest expression on her face. “I wish there was something I could do.”

  Kissing her fingertips, I said, “Just being here for me is enough.”

  She smiled woefully. “Okay. I hope it is.”

  Mia’s determination to fight for me touched me. She was the kind of woman that would make a wonderful wife. A man was unstoppable with a strong wife behind him who had his back.

  Wife? What was happening to me? How had that thought snuck into my head?

  I’d never considered getting married before until I met Mia, but I couldn’t deny it. Mia would make a great partner. What I’d said to her was the absolute truth. The playboy in all of those orgy photos was the old me.

  Mia would be a perfect match for the new me in every way. I couldn’t think of a better person to be my partner in life.

  Chapter 13

  Mia

  I had been dying for weeks for Jill to come visit the Pictogram office. She was finally here!

  Walking to the front desk, I saw Jill talking with Amanda. “I’m so happy you could make it!” I cried.

  Jill embraced me with a hug. “Thanks for having me! This place is amazing.”

  Amanda handed Jill a guest I.D. “Here you go! Welcome to Pictogram.”

  Jill clipped it onto her shirt. “Thanks! I’m proud to be an official visitor.”

  “How is the online programming class going?” I asked Amanda.

  Her face went into a grimace. “Okay, but do you think you have time to help me with my assignment? I’m really
stuck.”

  I gave Amanda a reassuring smile. “Of course! How about this afternoon?”

  Amanda beamed in appreciation. “That’s perfect. Thank you!”

  “No problem.” Turning to Jill, I asked, “You ready for the grand tour?”

  “Absolutely. This campus is amazing,” she said in astonishment as we walked. “The little town square. The retro style movie theater. The European style café. Picto-Town is so cute!”“

  “Isn’t it? Theo modeled it after a town in the Czech Republic,” I gushed. I didn’t want to be that girlfriend who boasted about her man, but Theo was definitely a remarkable boyfriend to humblebrag about.

  When we walked by Theo’s painting, the one used in the Marc Janow ad, Jill stopped and commented, “Hey! This is from your ad.”

  I nodded looking at the magnificent piece of art. “Theo painted it. Can you believe it?”

  Jill gave me a surprised look. “He did?”

  “Yup.” My cheeks were hurting from smiling so much just talking about Theo.

  “That’s pretty impressive,” she said, gazing at the large canvas.