Hear No Evil

by James Grippando

  “What do you mean, the way he treated my mother?”

  “Hector was-” She stopped herself, measuring her words. “I was married to Hector for only four years, but I know him well. Trust me, he’s never had a healthy relationship with a woman in his life. He’s not capable of it.”

  “Do you know something specific about my mother?”

  “Only what I saw.”

  Jack blinked hard, even more confused. “Wait. You and Hector met after my mother was dead. So what could you have seen?”

  “I saw a man consumed by the memory of a woman he couldn’t live without.”

  “Lots of people carry a torch.”

  “I’d call it an obsession.”

  “He’d probably call it sentimental.”

  “There was nothing sentimental about it. The man scared the hell out of me. It’s why I divorced him. I followed him one day,” she said, her voice tightening.

  “What?”

  “He used to leave the house every Saturday, not tell me where he was going. So I followed him one day.”

  “Where’d he go?”

  “The cemetery. Flagler Memorial Park.”

  “That’s where my mother is buried. He visited her grave?”

  “Yes. Every Saturday.”

  “Even after he was married to you?”

  “That’s right.”

  “That’s why you divorced him?”

  “It wasn’t just the visiting that bothered me.”

  “What was it?”

  “It was-it was just strange.”

  “I’d like to know.”

  “Like I said, I followed him to the cemetery. I hid behind a mausoleum so he couldn’t see me. He looked around to make sure no one was watching. And then he…”

  Jack felt his pulse quicken. “What?”

  Her voice started to shake. “He lay down on top of her grave.”

  Jack went cold.

  “And then he…” Her voice trailed off. She couldn’t say the rest, and Jack didn’t want to hear it anyway. Her eyes were cast down toward her coffee cup. Jack was looking at her face, but the image was suddenly a blur.

  “So you divorced him,” said Jack, his anger rising. “And he remained friends with my father all these years. Shook his hand, smiled to his face, went to his birthday parties, used him for whatever political capital my old man was worth.”

  “I didn’t know that until I saw him on the news tonight. But when I heard that-well, I just had to call you. I’m sorry. This has to be a terrible thing to hear about your own mother.”

  “No need to apologize. You did the right thing.”

  They sat in silence, as if neither one knew exactly where to take the conversation from here. Maritza stirred her coffee, and the spoon shook in her hand. The outing of her ugly secret had only seemed to make things more awkward.

  Jack checked his watch, then rose. “Trial tomorrow. I should be going.”

  She seemed relieved by the suggestion. She saw him to the foyer and opened the front door.

  “Thanks again,” said Jack.

  She shook his hand, then a look of concern came over her. “Please don’t tell Hector that I said any of this. I’m happy now. I’ve remarried, I have a nice life.”

  Jack looked into her eyes, and he could see beyond the concern. He saw traces of genuine fear-an old fear that had suddenly reared its head after all these years. For an instant, it was as if he were looking into his own mother’s eyes, and he wondered if it was that same kind of fear that had driven her from Bejucal, that had carried her across an ocean. And then it suddenly came clear to him: Abuela may have bought her daughter a ticket to Miami, but Ana Maria hadn’t boarded that Pedro Pan airplane because her mother told her to go. She hadn’t left Cuba out of shame. She was indeed running for freedom, the kind of freedom that only Torres’s ex-wife could understand.

  “I won’t say a word,” he promised. He turned and started down the front steps, walking into the silence of night. As the door closed behind him, he turned for one last look, one final impression of the door too heavy on the house too big-and of the nervous woman inside, all too believable.

  50

  Whoever coined the phrase “There’s no second bite at the apple” had obviously never heard of rebuttal.

  Jack took his seat in the central courtroom knowing that a criminal trial rarely ended with the words “The defense rests.” The prosecution always had the right to call witnesses to rebut the case presented by the defense, and Lieutenant Johnson had given Hector Torres no other choice. Jack was quite certain that the U.S. attorney would call at least one witness in rebuttal, and Jack didn’t have to tell Lindsey who that one witness would likely be.

  “Your Honor,” said Torres in a voice that filled the courtroom, “the United States of America calls Brian Pintado.”

  The big double doors opened in the rear of the courtroom. At once, the eyes of the judge, the jury, and several hundred spectators were locked like radar on a ten-year-old boy.

  “The witness will please come forward,” said the judge.

  Slowly, Brian made his way down the center aisle escorted by the bailiff. His eyes darted left and right, as if in search of a friendly face in the crowd. He appeared nervous, as anyone would, especially a child. But from a distance-if Jack squinted and ignored the difference in height between Brian and the bailiff-he seemed amazingly mature. Brian was a young man, not a boy, looking sharp in his dark blue suit and burgundy tie as he walked bravely down the aisle. Still, Jack’s perception was clouded by vague and confusing memories of the child in the photographs Lindsey had showed him, Jack’s first images of his biological son. He recalled that evening outside Alejandro Pintado’s house, the first time he’d laid eyes on Brian in the flesh. He was just a carefree kid riding a bicycle at the end of a cul-de-sac, and Jack found himself wanting to cling to that image and never let go. This was a courtroom, however, not a playground, and Jack was beginning to feel like the proverbial parent who had blinked twice and missed it all-the first steps, the first words, the soccer games, the graduations, the whole shebang. Brian was growing up without him, as it should have been with adoption; but Jack couldn’t help feeling that someone was being cheated, if not himself, then Lindsey-if not Lindsey, then Brian. Kids grew up too fast, even without a murdered parent, and putting Brian on the witness stand would surely bleed away the last remaining drops of innocence from a tattered childhood.

  If the smile of anticipation on Hector Torres’s lips was any indication, he didn’t seem to give a damn.

  “Please raise your right hand,” the bailiff said.

  Brian did as he was told, though he seemed slightly confused by the administration of the oath. The bailiff said it aloud, and a young woman signed it out for Brian, breaking down the barriers of lost hearing. Jack watched the woman’s gestures with interest, all that gibberish about “the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.” What could it possibly mean to a ten-year-old boy, be it in sign or the spoken word? It probably would have made more sense to pinky swear.

  “I do,” said Brian.

  It was the first time Jack had heard his voice. The speech was understandable, though far from perfect. His response was somewhere between “I do” and “Ah duh.”

  “Please be seated,” said the judge.

  The courtroom was silent as the prosecutor stepped forward. Brian wasn’t focused on Torres, or the jury, or the judge. Initially, it struck Jack as odd that the boy wasn’t even seeking out his mother, but then he realized that Brian was riveted to the sign interpreter, his connection to what was going on in the courtroom. A trial was scary enough for a child with hearing. For the deaf, the anxiety had to be even higher. It was understandable, therefore, that Brian wasn’t looking at his mother.

  What was really odd was that Lindsey wasn’t watching her son.

  The judge said, “Young man, I know this is all new to you. If you get tired or confused or need a break, you speak up and let me kn
ow. You understand?”

  Brian waited for the sign interpretation, then said, “Yes, sir.”

  The judge looked at the prosecutor and said, “Mr. Torres, proceed.”

  “Thank you, Your Honor.” Torres unbuttoned his suit coat and buried a hand in his pants pocket. He was trying hard to be nonthreatening, the exact opposite of the way he normally handled witnesses. “Good morning, Brian.”

  “Good morning.” That time, he didn’t need the interpreter. He read Torres’s lips.

  “First, let me say how sorry I am about the loss of your father. I know this is extremely painful for you, so I will try to be brief.”

  There was a short pause for signing, then Brian thanked him. Torres took another step closer, now with both hands in his pockets. He spoke in a low voice, a hint of sadness in it, more paternal than prosecutorial. “Brian, is that your mother sitting over there?”

  Again there was silence. Brian’s gaze slowly shifted toward the defense table, finally coming to rest on Lindsey. Jack saw no anger in his eyes, no animosity. Brian seemed to be pleading with his mother, as if asking for forgiveness.

  Still, Lindsey wouldn’t look at him.

  Brian said, “Yes, that’s my mom.”

  “All right,” said Torres. “You understand that you have to tell the truth in this courtroom. It doesn’t matter who is watching.”

  Jack didn’t like the implication that his client might encourage falsehoods, but he withheld his objection. There was no upside in jumping all over a kid who was merely acknowledging that he had to be truthful.

  Brian said, “Yes, I will tell the truth.”

  Torres paused, as if an ominous stretch of silence was the appropriate buildup for his next question. Finally, he asked in a grave tone, “Brian, did you shoot your father?”

  Brian looked at his mother, and for the first time since the young witness had entered the courtroom, Jack’s client made direct eye contact with her son. It was almost imperceptible, and Jack wasn’t sure if he was actually seeing it or imagining it. But he could have sworn that Lindsey-ever so slightly-had shaken her head.

  The boy looked at the prosecutor, then spoke directly to the jury. “No, I did not kill my father.”

  “Thank you. No further questions.”

  Torres turned and took his seat. Brian seemed ready to get up and leave, but Jack was quickly on his feet, which sent a clear message that the ordeal wasn’t over yet.

  The judge said, “Mr. Swyteck, cross-examination?”

  “Yes, Your Honor.”

  Jack could manage only half steps as he approached the witness, as if his feet were weighted in blocks of cement. Brian looked terrified, and it sickened Jack to think that this was how they would meet, this was how he would introduce himself to his own flesh and blood, the big bad defense lawyer staring down a ten-year-old boy on the witness stand. Jack wondered who had selected Brian’s clothes, who had combed his hair, who had told him not to worry, that it would all be over soon. Jack wanted to cut through the tension and be a friend whom Brian could turn to. He wanted to wish away all the horrible things that had happened at the little house in Guantánamo. He wanted to lose the necktie, reach across the rail, and see if the kid wanted to arm wrestle him or do a round of rock, paper, scissors.

  He wanted to do anything but what he had to do.

  Jack took another step forward, pushing through that profound sense of dread, struggling to get a tighter grip on reality and find a stronger sense of purpose. This boy was a witness. Not just any witness, but a key witness for the prosecution. He was in this courtroom for one reason: to help the prosecutor put his mother in jail. It was Jack’s job to keep Brian’s mother out of jail, to keep Lindsey from taking the fall for her son.

  “Good morning, Brian,” said Jack.

  Brian was silent. He clearly didn’t want any part of Jack’s pleasantries, and the mistrust written all over his face only added to the tension that filled the courtroom. No one could have possibly envied Jack’s position, the lawyer forced to paint his client’s young son as a murderer. Yet, no one outside the defense team knew the full depth of Jack’s pain. No one else knew that Jack was up against his own child.

  “Brian, how long have you been deaf?”

  “A long time.”

  Jack nodded. It was a true answer, but an evasive one as well. The medical file that Brian’s grandfather had shared with Jack had laid out all the details, putting Brian’s deafness in an entirely new light. In fact, it wasn’t until Jack learned the true cause of Brian’s hearing loss that he came to see the case against Lindsey so very differently, which made it seem like the right place to start his cross-examination.

  “How did you lose your hearing?” asked Jack.

  The boy dipped a shoulder, as if embarrassed to answer.

  Jack said, “All you have to do is tell the truth. That’s all we want to hear. Just tell us the truth.”

  “It was an accident,” said Brian.

  “An accident,” said Jack. “How did it happen?”

  “I did it myself.”

  “You made yourself deaf?”

  He nodded.

  “How did you do that?”

  Brian looked away. “Headphones.”

  “You were listening to loud music, isn’t that right, Brian?”

  “Yes.”

  “Over a period of many months, you put on the headphones, and you kept turning up the volume louder and louder. Right?”

  Again he nodded.

  “Each time you did it, you damaged your hearing a little more. By the time you were five years old, you were profoundly deaf.”

  Brian didn’t answer, but Jack was saying it for the jury’s benefit anyway. “Isn’t that right, Brian?”

  “Yes.”

  Jack moved closer. He was pretty sure he knew the answer, but he had to ask the question. It was time to test his theory, and he couldn’t have been more sorry that it had to come at Brian’s expense. “Why did you do that to yourself, Brian?”

  The boy shook his head.

  “Brian, did your mother and father argue a lot?”

  He waited for the interpreter, then said, “Yes. All the time.”

  “Did your father ever hit your mother?”

  Again he paused. He scanned the courtroom, seeming to search for help. Finally he answered, “Yes.”

  “Did she cry?”

  He nodded.

  “Did she scream?”

  “Yes.”

  “How did it make you feel to hear your mother screaming and crying?”

  “Not good.”

  “Bad?”

  “Terrible.”

  “Bad enough so that you didn’t want to hear anymore?” asked Jack.

  “Yes.”

  “Bad enough to make yourself deaf?”

  The prosecutor was on his feet. “Judge, I hated to call the defendant’s son to the stand, but at least I kept it short. This is way beyond the scope of direct.”

  “Overruled. But, Mr. Swyteck, be sensitive.”

  Be sensitive, thought Jack. If he only knew. “Yes, Your Honor.” Jack squared himself to the witness and said, “Brian, did you ever feel angry toward your father?”

  “Sometimes.”

  “Did your father and mother have a fight on the night he died?”

  “Yes.”

  “Was she screaming?”

  “I couldn’t hear it.”

  “But you saw them fighting, didn’t you?” said Jack.

  “Yes.”

  “Could you hear it in your head?”

  A pained expression came over the boy’s face. “Yes.”

  “So even though you’re deaf, you still heard your mother’s screams. In your head?”

  He nodded.

  “Did your father hit your mother that night?”

  “I don’t remember.”

  Jack sensed that he was lying. Then again, there were no bruises noted on Lindsey after the police came to the house and found Oscar’s
dead body. “Did your father do anything at all to your mother that night? Anything that made you mad?”

  He began to tremble. “He made her do things. Like he always did.”

  “What kind of things?”

  “With Lieutenant Johnson.”

  Jack drew a breath. He had to carry this line of questioning through to its conclusion, but he wasn’t sure he could. “Brian,” he said, his voice tightening. “Did you see the things that your father and Lieutenant Johnson did?”

  “I know what they were doing.”

  “How do you know?”

  “Because they took my mother in the bedroom. And they locked the door.”

  “Did you see them go into the bedroom?”

  “Yes.”

  “How many times did you watch this happen? How many different nights?”

  The child shrugged.

  “More than once?”

  “Yes.”

  “More than five times?”

  “Yes.”

  “More than ten times?”

  “Yes.”

  “This happened many times over a long period of time, didn’t it, Brian?”

  He nodded.

  Jack was trying to be the good lawyer and stick to his cross-examination. But it was only human for him to empathize with a boy who had essentially lost his mother. Jack had felt that same anger, the way his own mother was taken from him. He often wished that there had been someone he could blame, someone who could be the object of his anger. In that sense, Brian had an advantage. He knew who had come between him and his mother. He knew exactly who to hold accountable.

  The judge said, “Mr. Swyteck, do you have any further questions?”

  Jack composed himself, brought himself back to the task at hand. Brian had already denied shooting his father, so there was no percentage in rehashing that ground. Jack, however, had another angle, good lawyer that he was. “Brian,” he asked in a serious voice, “were there ever times you wished that your father was dead?”

  Brian stared at Jack, then at the woman who was repeating the question in sign. He was just ten years old, but he seemed to know a trap when he saw one. Jack watched him squirm, watched him mull over in his mind the question that seemed to split him in two, the side that wanted to answer and the side that didn’t.