by D T Dyllin
I thought of Devlin as he was when we were kids, and then when we’d been in a relationship. He’d been pretty good to me, and I had loved him for a long time. Maybe he really was twisted up in the head because of drug use. We would be in a position where he couldn’t hurt us and we could move on with our lives. I never wanted anything to do with Devlin again, but I could ultimately forgive since I would be protected. Maybe he just needed a second chance, and for old time’s sake, I was willing to give him one. “I’m down with accepting, and, yeah… come over tomorrow and bring what needs to be signed.”
“Done,” Carmella said. “I’ll see you tomorrow then.”
“Bye.” I hung up.
It felt good in some way that things were going to turn out the way that they were. It was final, and it made me feel like I was finally moving on from my old life. I wouldn’t have to think about Devlin anymore. I used to wonder if I had blown my one chance at true love when I’d left him. Now I knew that David was who I was meant to spend my life with, as sappy as it sounded. I believed everything good and bad happens for a reason. Maybe I wouldn’t appreciate David as much as I did if not for all the shitty relationships I’d had. I probably never would have run into him again if I hadn’t been doing porn. I probably would have married Devlin and never gotten out of Pittsburgh. But, there was no point in playing the ‘what if’ game any longer. The future was looking bright and I was very, very hopeful.
Chapter Forty
Six months later…
~Alexa
L.A. was a completely different world to me since I’d given up porn. I won’t lie, I kind of missed it. Not the having sex with other people part, but the adoration from millions of fans. I felt completely invisible sometimes. I guess I still needed to find my way, and it was unrealistic to expect for things to magically be settled. After all, I lived in the real world, not a fairy tale where happily ever after meant the end of the story.
“Honey, I’m home,” David called from the front door as it banged open. He liked saying that, as corny as it was, since I’d moved in with him. I was only renting my house, and David owned, so it was kind of a no brainer for me to give up my place. After all, we were getting married soon. I scurried from my lounging position on the couch, wedding magazines strewn around me, and ran to meet him. I’d missed him so much. Sure he’d only been gone a week, but we were still in the honeymoon phase of our relationship. As soon as I saw him I jumped into his arms and shoved my tongue into his mouth.
David pulled away from me and grinned. “Someone’s happy to see me. Give me a minute to get my stuff upstairs and—“
I stole his words as I jammed my tongue back in his mouth. I was so horny that if he hadn’t come home when he did, I may have gone through a whole box of batteries. “Can’t wait,” I said against his lips. “You need to fuck me right here, right now.”
Sensing my urgency, or really because I’d just told him… David dropped me to my feet, spun me around, lifted my skirt, and before I knew it, was balls deep inside me. One hand pushed my face against the wall while the other gripped my hip, biting into my flesh. He fucked me hard and fast and I was screaming his name and coming on his hard length in no time. I pushed him away from me and dropped to me knees, wanting to taste his cum on my tongue. I opened my mouth and was rewarded a moment later with exactly what I was craving. I stared up the line of his body and my heart clenched. He was so beautiful. My skinnier, inked up version of Clark Kent. I swear, he got hotter and hotter every time I saw him. I could study him for hours, kiss him for hours… fuck him until I was too sore to manage anymore. I just loved him so much.
“I missed you too,” David rasped.
I straightened my skirt and stood, meeting his shockingly blue gaze. “That was just to take the edge off. I’ll be needing more special attention as soon as you’re unpacked.”
“My life is so rough.” He picked up his small black suitcase and trailed after me to our shared bedroom. “So what have you been up to today?”
“It’s been a boring day. Lots of masturbation and wedding magazines, that’s about it.” David smirked and shook his head.
“We got another offer to make more sex tapes,” he added non-chalantly.
It was something that was really starting to get to me. You see, after our car sex tape had gone viral, the short snippet of two of us in the elevator had as well. Being that I’d given up porn… well, we’d starting getting some very lucrative offers to make our own porn almost right off the bat. There was a part of me that wanted to do it. After all, I wouldn’t be having sex with anyone but David. He wasn’t game though. I flopped on the bed and pretended to study my nails. “Still haven’t changed your mind?”
“No.” I could hear the frown in his voice. He looked up from his unpacking and studied me for a moment. “Have you thought about directing some movies at Sinfully Yours Films like I suggested?”
I dropped my hands to my sides and huffed. “Yes, I thought about it, but… I don’t know. Directing is a ton of work and at the end of the day you don’t even get laid.”
David closed his eyes and shook his head slowly before getting back to unpacking. “You’ll find whatever you’re meant to do next eventually. For now let’s focus on the wedding… and our honeymoon.”
That perked me up a bit. I was really looking forward to our planned exploration of Europe. I’d never been and I couldn’t be more excited. We were taking an entire month for our honeymoon. “I guess I can do that.” I started bouncing on the bed. “Aunt Suzy and Eli are going to be here tomorrow, remember? You know, to help me with my wedding dress shopping…well Aunt Suzy, not Eli. You have to hang out with him and keep him busy tomorrow afternoon.”
“Yep, I remember.”
“So until tomorrow you better plan on being naked because we have a whole week’s worth of sex to catch up on.”
David met my eyes and smiled. “Like I said, my life is so hard.”
Chapter Forty-One
~David
I’d told Alexa that she’d find what she was meant to do next, eventually. I was just hoping that eventually turned out to be sooner rather than later. I could tell she was having a hard time coping with the new anonymity from quitting porn. At least I was secure enough to know it was that and not her missing having sex with a whole bunch of other people. That would have spelled the beginning of the end of our relationship. I’d mulled over what it would be like to film some movies with just the two of us, but it was one thing to have an accidental film and another thing entirely to become a porn star in my own right. I wished I could give that to her, but I was hoping she’s find her way soon and forget about it. I was having a hard enough time as it was dealing with my mother. She was less than thrilled in my choice for a bride. If she discovered that her baby boy was going to have sex on film for money… She’d never forgive Alexa. For now, my plan was to distract Alexa with plenty of sex, I know, such a hardship, and with wedding plans.
My thoughts were swirling as I lay in a half-awake state. I groaned as Alexa pounced on me. “Please…I need sleep,” I mumbled, squeezing my eyes tightly shut.
“But you promised to entertain Eli.” The pout was evident in her voice.
I blinked open blurry eyes and tried to come fully awake. I fumbled for the nightstand and felt around for my glasses. I slipped them on and glanced at the clock. “Noon already?”
“Yep, and they’ll be here—“
I tore my glasses from my face and rolled over. “Not for another few hours. I need more sleep.”
She tried to wedge her hand under me to get at my—shit—no longer sleeping dick. Just her mere presence perked him up. I was tired from travel and from the sex-a-thon we’d had last night. Alexa hadn’t been kidding when she said she wanted to make up for the week I’d been away. Of course, I’d been more than happy to oblige. I was feeling a bit worn out now though.
She started bouncing on my ass when I refused to roll over for her. “If you don’t cooperate,
I’m just going to have to play dirty.” She paused. “Which could be fun.” I did not like the tone in her voice. “I’m pretty sure you’ve never had anal before, David. Maybe it’s time I broke you in.”
“What are you talking about, you know that—“ Oh, no. That was not going to happen. “Alexandra James. If you bring any kind of toy near my ass with the intention of inserting it—“ I ground my teeth together in annoyance. “So help me God I will not be responsible for what I do.”
Completely ignoring me I heard her rummaging around in the closet. “Fooo-uund it,” she sing-songed.
I flipped over and glared at her as she pranced out of the closet. In her hand was a strap on. “Now where’s the lube?” She scrunched her face up in concentration as she scanned all the surfaces in the room.
“Alexa,” I growled. “Put that away. You’re not using it on me.”
“Oh come on, David, lots of straight men enjoy some anal stimulation. What’s the—“
“I’m thinking maybe a finger or something is what they enjoy. Not a fucking huge purple dildo attached to a strap on.”
Alexa giggled and dropped the toy. She ran and pounced on me again. “Really? So you don’t want me to shove that up your ass?”
“It’s not even funny.”
“I don’t know, I think it is.” She had me right where she’d wanted me to begin with, and she didn’t hesitate in taking advantage. Her hand slid into my shorts and she tightened her fingers around my erection. I groaned. “Shhh… Don’t worry baby, I’ll do all the work. You don’t even have to open your eyes.” Alexa pulled my shorts down just enough so she could impale herself on me. She swiveled her hips, riding me fast and hard while pinching her own nipples. As soon as she came, she slid off me and sucked my dick into her mouth. I’d never met anyone who enjoyed giving blowjobs as much as her. Not that I would ever complain. She did all the work, just as promised. After she’d swallowed me down, I was more than awake and I decided I wanted a little taste of her. So I pulled her up my body until she was sitting on my face. I grabbed her ass to hold her steady, and gave her enough orgasms to hopefully quiet her down long enough for me to sleep for another hour.
When I woke up a little while later to take a piss, I couldn’t help but admire Alexa passed out in bed next to me. She was sprawled face down, completely naked, with her long blonde hair fanned out around her. Being in a relationship with her hadn’t dulled my utter and complete awe of her. I loved her more than I could ever begin to explain. But again my thoughts were turned in the direction of her sexual inclinations. What if I wasn’t enough one day? What if she needed people to watch? When I returned to bed… Fear of losing her, and my anxieties drove me to wake her up by plunging into her from behind. I fucked her to claim her—to make her mine. And once again I wondered how I used to think that I had no alpha male tendencies. I held her down and made her take me just the way I wanted. But what I really wanted was to be absolutely sure I’d never lose her.
Chapter Forty-Two
~Alexa
“Aunt Suzy and Eli are here! They’re here! They’re here!” I exclaimed with excitement. I dashed from our room where David was still getting dressed and ran to get our front door. When I swung it open I was greeted by my Aunt Suzy, Eli…and a baby bump? My mouth dropped open while I processed. Then I started jumping up and down and squealing. “Oh my God! Oh my God!” I burst through the door and threw my arms around Aunt Suzy. “Wait, how far along are you, how did you fly?”
Eli brought his arm around her and smiled at me. “It’s only the first trimester. She’s just so tiny her bump is already showing. Plus by the time she hit’s her third trimester—“
Aunt Suzy smacked at his hand playfully. “Shut up. I want to tell her.”
“Are you guys going to get married too?” I interjected.
“Yes. But not until after the baby is born, plus I don’t want to steal your thunder.”
“Oh I don’t care. I—“
“That’s not was I was going to tell you.” Aunt Suzy interrupted me back. “I was going to tell you that we’re moving to California to be closer to you guys.”
“Really? Oh my God!” I was bouncing so much I was starting to get a headache.
“Are you going to invite them in or are you going to stand on the front stoop all day?” David asked as he came up behind me.
“Oh—oh, right. Sorry. Come in.” I held the door open for Aunt Suzy and Eli and then took David’s arm. “Did you hear?” I asked. “Not only are they having a baby, but they’re moving to California.”
David chuckled. “I’m pretty sure the entire West Coast heard the news.”
“Well it’s good news. Totally worth sharing.” I dropped David’s arm and practically skipped in front of the happy couple. “Are you still okay to go shopping with me, Aunt Suzy?”
She bobbed her head of shiny curls demonstratively. “Of course. I’ve been so excited to have this time with you.” Sudden tears welled in her eyes and she wiped at them. “I’m sorry, I’m a bit hormonal. And I’m just so happy for you.”
“Yay!” I clapped, feeling very young and very buoyant in mood. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been so happy. “Okay, well let’s go now because I have some appointments and I don’t want to be late.” I steered Aunt Suzy out of the house. Absentmindedly I waved at David and Eli. “Bye, have fun doing boy stuff. We’ll see you later.”
I loaded Aunt Suzy into my red Jeep Wrangler and sped off to find my wedding dress. I was excited for me but also to hear, without Eli present, all the unedited details of her pregnancy, and their impending marriage. It wasn’t like girls lied in front of their men, but the delivery of the story was always different in mixed company as opposed to just being out with the girls. I glanced at my aunt and grinned. “Okay, I want to hear every single juicy detail.”
She grinned back at me. “Of course. I would never dare to try and deny you.” We both giggled like we were teenagers again.
Chapter Forty-Three
~David
I cracked open a bottle of Yuengling Lager for myself and offered one to Eli. He took it with a nod of appreciation. We both slumped down in the living room in a comfortable silence. After a few sips of my brew I set the bottle down on the coffee table. “Suzy and Alexa are quite the pair. They’re probably chattering non stop right now.”
Eli grimaced. “I hate to admit it but I’m really glad I don’t have to deal with all of that. Don’t get me wrong, I love Suzy and Alexa but—“
“But we’re guys!” I finished for him. I picked my beer and clinked it to his. “Cheers to men and manly silence.”
“Sooo…” Eli shifted uncomfortably. “I know that I’m allowed to know that Alexa did porn but it’s still awkward to mention in any way. I guess I just wanted to ask you how things were going…but in a very manly non-invasive way.”
I took another sip of beer and nodded. “No, I get what you’re saying. It’s kind of weird when I really think about how many men have seen her naked. All of my friends have her movies, that’s really the weird part. I wish I could at least make them throw them away.”
“Lucky for you I’m not big into porn. I hate to admit, don’t ever tell Suzy, but I did see one of her films.” Eli winced. “I’m sorry, maybe I shouldn’t have said anything.”
“Okay, yeah, it’s kind of weird that you’ve seen her having sex, but it can’t be helped.” I most definitely wouldn’t be telling Suzy or Alexa what Eli had just told me. They’d both freak out. Alexa thought that he’d almost recognized her a while back from one of her TV interviews. I was more than happy to let her keep on thinking that. “The real problem has been my mother,” I stated as a good subject change. “She’s not pleased with the idea of gaining Alexa as a daughter-in-law. In fact she’s refusing to come to the wedding.”
Mulling over my words, Eli took another swig of beer. “How does Alexa feel about that? Suzy hasn’t mentioned it to me at all so that means Alexa hasn’t said much to h
er.”
“She’s not saying much about it period.”
“Oh. Bad sign.”
I sighed. “My thoughts exactly.”
“So, want to play some video games?” Eli asked, eyeing up my PlayStation.
I quirked an eyebrow. “I didn’t know you played. I’m down.”
“Set it up, and I’ll grab us some more beers.”
All right. It’d been awhile since I’d really gotten to play. Alexa always wanted to distract me with sex every time I tried. And I was definitely not one of those guys who’d rather fuck around with video games than their girl. If I was, Alexa probably would have walked out the door a long time ago.
I clicked on the consul and Eli handed me another beer. “Cheers to video games and no endless wedding dress chatter.”
“Here, here,” Eli said.
A few hours later the girls still weren’t back and both Eli and myself were well on our way to buzzed town. I very rarely drank enough to become inebriated, but when I did, my impulse control was very low. I knew Alexa was out wedding dress shopping and bonding with her aunt, but I suddenly missed her a lot more than I should have. I’d been out of town for a week and a one night sex-a-thon wasn’t going to make up for that, despite what she said.
“Hold up!’ I dropped my controller. “I’m calling Alexa to see what’s taking them so long.”
Eli was so focused on the game he didn’t acknowledge me at all. He mumbled, “Die asshole.” While rapidly hitting the buttons.
I shrugged and pulled my phone out of my pocket. “Hello?” Alexa’s sweet voice said into my ear, a moment later. “Hey baaaby,” Had I just slurred my speech a little? Maybe I should back off the booze a bit. “I just wanted to see how things were going?”