Ancient's War 01 - Shadow Run
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How could she possibly hope to control it? she wondered. How could she hope to get into deep space, as she knew she must?
Hyatt had said the familiarization session would be nothing more than a formality. He had indicated that when she plugged her LIN/C into the ship’s console, she would quite literally become the ship.
But with her mind on the verge of going over the edge, and with the headache pounding like a jack hammer behind her eyes…?
The snowflake pattern formed in her mind and she mouthed the mantra. As she had expected, they did no good. The pain continued to burn like fire in her mind, making the mere act of thinking a nearly impossible chore. And she knew that whatever she did, she would have to accomplish it in spite of that pain.
Closing her eyes, she pressed her LIN/C into the slot.
From extremely low frequencies, through broadcast, microwave, infrared, visible and ultraviolet, into X-rays and gama, and beyond, Susan’s thoughts were suddenly bombarded by myriad inputs, collected by Photon’s sensors, channeled through its computer, and fed into her mind through her LIN/C. The sensation she felt was one of drowning in a turbulent, chaotic sea of electromagnetic stimuli.
Her mind screamed out against the inputs—a long, ragged cry of mental agony—and instantly they became diminished. Yet still there were far too many of them for her to handle. They continued to rasp harshly in her thoughts. Yet she knew now that she could control them. With a thought, she cut the stimuli further, narrowing them to only those wavelengths within the visual range, and instantly the inputs became manageable.
Luna’s peaceful surface stretched out in her mind, bathed in harsh light from the Sun. The stars shown bright and clear—like chips of ice in a black velvet sky. Near the horizon, to the north, sat the domed city.
Movement between her vantage point and Luna City caught her attention. She shifted a sensor’s field of view, then increased magnification.
It was a line of three open crawlers. Behind the wheel of each sat a suited figure. She boosted magnification further, but could see nothing beyond the suits’ helmet visors.
“Captain Susan Tanner,” came a voice in her thoughts, and she instantly knew the ship’s radio was feeding it directly into her mind. “This is Clayton. Do you copy?”
So, Clayton had finally found her. He drove one of those crawlers. But now he was probably after her because he thought she had killed Krueger. And Hyatt as well.
She didn’t answer. Clayton might not know for certain whether or not she was aboard. And right now, she needed time to think. And to become accustomed to the ship.
Searching with her mind through the ship’s computer, she encountered the control points for its many complicated systems. Life-support, hydraulics, electronics—they were all open to her probing tendrils of thought.
She located the control points for the hyperspace drive and the engine and issued the command thought that should have brought Photon’s engine on line. Nothing happened.
The headache was interfering, its pain preventing her from concentrating sufficiently to produce a coherent thought. She pushed the pain into a small, isolated part of her mind and built a mental wall around it. Then she tried again.
This time she felt equal amounts of both matter and antimatter feeding into the engine’s reaction chamber, and instantly there was a tremendous release of energy. Yet it would take a few minutes for sufficient power to build, allowing her to lift from the lunar surface. During that time, the crawlers would continue their advance.
And, suddenly, Susan realized that by the time she finally could lift, the crawlers would be too near for their occupants to avoid the engine’s lethal radiation.
She watched nervously as they came on—steadily, relentlessly—and all that time the power continued to build in Photon’s engine. If the crawlers continued to advance, when she lifted they would be caught in a deadly storm of hard radiation produced by the ship’s engine. Those driving the crawlers would die.
Unless she could do something to stop them. Unless she could turn them back before it was too late.
With a thought, she activated the transmitter, then shouted a single thought into its special psycho-electric circuits: Stop!
The crawlers staggered to a halt. After a few seconds, Clayton’s voice again entered her thoughts.
“Captain Tanner, we know you are onboard that ship.”
“The engine has been activated,” Susan responded. “If you don’t turn back immediately, I can’t be held responsible for what will happen.”
“We can’t turn back, Captain,” Clayton said. “You know that. We have orders to bring you in.”
“And you know I can’t allow that.” They would never believe her; they could not. Any evidence she had once possessed was now gone. Even her LIN/C would be suspect—they would say she had somehow found a way to alter its contents. They simply could not believe the story she would be forced to tell. For their own sanity, they could not.
“You will be responsible for our deaths,” came another voice into her thoughts. “Do you really want that, Susan?”
It was Karl! Karl drove one of those crawlers.
And instantly Susan again saw the apparition she had experienced in the briefing room in Luna City. Again she saw Karl, his flesh burned through by radiation—by the radiation from this ship!
No! she thought. She didn’t want that. She knew now that she had not been responsible for those deaths ten years ago. She had done everything she could to save as many lives as possible. And she certainly did not wish to be responsible for these men’s deaths now.
Yet, she knew she would be. If they did not turn back soon, they would be beyond the point of return before she was forced to lift. They would not be able to escape the hard radiation that would pour from Photon’s engine as it rose from the lunar surface.
If she could only somehow override the engine’s safety. If she could alter it so that it would lift before optimum power had been achieved.
Again she searched the computer’s control points with her mind. There were myriad areas for control, yet there did not seem to be one for the process she needed. And, suddenly, she knew there was not. There was no control point to override the engine’s safety circuits, allowing her to lift before sufficient power had been achieved.
There was simply no way around it; if the crawlers did not turn back soon, she would be forced to shut the engine down and give herself up. She did not want to do that, but she would have to. She had no choice.
But not quite yet. First, there was one final ploy she must try. They thought she had killed both Hyatt and Krueger. She might use that to her advantage.
“By now, you probably know I’ve killed twice already,” she thought into the ship’s transmitter. “I won’t hesitate to kill again.”
“You would kill me?” Karl asked.
“If I must.”
Karl knew her history. He knew how she longed to get back into deep space, and he had to know she would do almost anything to make that dream come true.
She waited. Nothing more came over the ship’s radio, and she transmitted nothing. The crawlers came on.
After a few seconds, the computer’s thought entered Susan’s mind: SUFFICIENT POWER BUILD-UP HAS BEEN ACHIEVED. AWAITING LIFT OFF COMMAND.
Still the crawlers advanced. Already the crawlers were probably too near. Already their drivers had been exposed to a lethal dose of radiation.
The power in Photon’s engine continued to build, and suddenly she knew she either must lift from Luna’s surface, or shut the engine down.
It was then that the computer’s cold thought again knifed into her mind: WARNING. WARNING. SAFETY LIMITS ON ENGINE POWER GENERATION WILL BE EXCEEDED IN THREE MINUTES.
She knew what that meant. If she did not either lift or shut down the engine within three minutes, Photon’s engine would detonate with devastating force—perhaps enough force to destroy Luna City, some sixty kilometers distant.
And instantly numerals began co
unting down in her thoughts: 2:59…2:58…2:57…
“What will be the consequences if I fail to lift within that time, and yet do not shut the engine down?” she thought at the computer.
DETONATION, the computer replied, WITH THE SUBSEQUENT DESTRUCTION OF EVERYTHING WITHIN A TWO HUNDRED KILOMETER RADIUS.
And still the crawlers came on.
2:55…
“I will lift in less than three minutes,” Susan thought into the ship’s transmitter, although she knew she would not.
She received no response. 2:53…2:52…2:51…
There must be a way out of this, she thought. She had to think of something. But the headache was again with her, throbbing behind her eyes, and she could not think coherently.
There was no way around it. She had to shut the engine down. And yet, she had visited herself on this very ship in deep space. If that had truly happened—and she did remember it happening—what could that mean?
2:47…2:46…2:45…
She watched through the ship’s sensors as the three crawlers continued to advance toward her, realizing she could do nothing to stop them. If she didn’t shut down the engine, Karl would become that charred apparition she had seen in the briefing room in Luna City. And not just Karl. Also Clayton, and whoever occupied the third crawler.
With a thought, she reached out to shut down the ship’s engine.
Nothing happened.
Had she touched the wrong control point with her thought? she wondered.
She checked again. No, it had been the correct control point. Photon’s engine should have shut down.
1:36…1:35…1:34…
Then, suddenly, she felt something. It was something strange, something alien.
At first she thought the alien presence inhabited the ship’s computer. Then she realized it was not in the computer. The strange alien presence inhabited her own mind!
And instantly she realized it was this alien presence that had stopped her from shutting Photon’s engine down.
What was it? How had it entered her mind? And how long had it been there?
Susan did not know.
Then, amazingly, she did know. The alien presence itself supplied the answers.
The presence came from an alien artifact. It came from the very pendant which, ten years ago, Susan had melted down and left for doctors to place in her head.
And it was this same presence that had told her before to visit her own past and melt down a pendant, so that it could be in her thoughts now.
But why had it stopped her from shutting down Photon’s engine?
0:57…0:56…0:55…0:54…
She didn’t have time to worry about that now. She had to get the engine shut down.
Again she reached out with a command thought. And again her thought was blocked.
How could she beat it? How could she get past this alien presence in her own mind?
She did not know. All she knew was that if she did not shut the ship’s engine down soon, not only would those in the crawlers die, but so would everyone in Luna City.
She tried again, but still the engine would not shut down.
0:27…0:26…0:25…
But there was a way to save those in Luna City. There was still a chance the thousands in the domed city might survive.
0:13…0:12…0:11…
If only the alien presence in her mind would let her do it.
0:08…0:07…
“I will lift in only a few seconds,” she transmitted, although she knew it was already too late.
She felt the pain growing behind her eyes, stronger now than it had ever been before. Soon, it would overpower her, and rational thought would no longer be possible.
0:05…0:04…
“I am lifting now!” she screamed her thought into the transmitter.
0:03…
“I love you, Karl,” she thought softly into the radio circuit as she snaked her tendril of thought toward the control point that she knew would lift the ship.
0:02…
She made contact with it, and felt the roar of released energy as the ship lifted from the lunar surface.
“And I love you,” she thought she heard over the radio. But she could not be sure she had heard it.
Devastating pain washed through her mind, eliminating all other thought.
Chapter Thirty-Four
Susan hung weightless, strapped into the acceleration webbing on Photon’s small bridge.
The pain in her head was far less than it had been as she’d lifted from Luna’s surface; nearly eighteen hours of involuntary sleep had seen to that. The pain hadn’t totally abated, but she knew it soon would.
Finally she was in deep space, out beyond Luna’s orbit. She had won.
But, in a sense, it was a hollow victory. Never again would she see Earth or Luna. Even the asteroid colonies would be forever barred to her. She could never again set foot on a human world.
Not, that is, unless she wished to spend the remainder of her life in prison. It was bad enough that she had killed—at least, that is what those back on Luna thought—but she had stolen the Survey Service’s prize ship as well. That they could never forgive.
And in doing so, she had again put Karl’s life in jeopardy.
Was he all right? she wondered. Had he survived Photon’s liftoff?
She had no way of knowing. The hard radiation produced by the ship’s engine made all contact except through hyperspace radio impossible, and those frequencies were clear. She had not been able to receive transmissions from either Earth or Luna since lifting nearly twenty hours ago. Those who had been in the way of the ship’s blast might have survived, or they might not have, and she would never know. Soon, she would make her jump, and be far beyond the Federation Fleet’s reach.
She hoped they were all right, but she doubted it. She had not meant to hurt anyone. Not Clayton. And especially not Karl.
She took a deep breath, and plugged into a sensor scanning out ahead of the ship. There, the stars were slightly shifted to the blue. She was traveling toward the unknown stars at incredible speed.
Toward a meeting with an alien intelligence—the first such ever encountered.
Suddenly, inexplicably, she thought about the short man who had attacked her in her quarters less than a week ago—the dark man, the belter. His attack had started it all, his attack that had been the first indication of everything that was to happen to her. And yet, it was his attack that remained unexplained. She could account for all her attackers but him. Even Hyatt had denied he had sent that assassin.
She was sure the answer to that attack awaited her on a planet at the heart of the Crab Nebula.
Susan heard a noise behind her, the sound of someone breathing! Someone else was on Photon’s bridge, someone who hadn’t been here only an instant before. And she knew who it was.
After a few seconds, she turned around to meet herself.
~The End~
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Table of Contents
Copyright
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty
-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four