by NJ Cole
It had happened to me several times over the years with submissives. We’d have a great weekend together and the women would be convinced that they were in love with me. They would want to move in with me and live vanilla lives. In each case, I’d sent the women on their way anyway and told them not to contact me until the following weekend. Two of the three times, the women were completely over me by the following weekend. The third still wanted to scene, but she realized that it was just the emotions from serving. I had to wonder if this is what was going on with Raven and I.
I thought about it through dinner as she sat on my lap and I fed her. I thought about it at bedtime when she climbed in bed next to me. We didn’t have sex, having been satiated from the afternoon, but I planned on taking her to my dungeon if she was well enough in the morning.
Before I fell asleep, I checked my phone. There was no message from Seth. For a second, I worried he knew what I wanted and was avoiding me, but I realized that my text, Seth, call me when you get a minute, gave no clues as to what I wanted to talk to him about.
Raven slept in my arms all night and woke me with a world class blow job. I came down her throat, though I’d have much rather come deep inside of her. I didn’t want a quickie though, I wanted a full scene with her. I thought she was well enough for it and as long as she seemed up to it, I planned to spend the afternoon with her in my dungeon.
I had other things to take care of first. Namely, Seth, but I also had been neglecting my work. I’d spent a great deal of time thinking about things, how they’d been and where I might want them to go. My first stop was the office.
After Raven and I ate breakfast, I quickly showered and dressed. This was the part of the day we’d usually spent apart, me working and her doing some chores around the house and her own personal maintenance. After she’d been injured, I’d spent most of the day sitting with her in bed. The house had been neglected and so had my work. It was a perfect time to get back on track and it would feel even better to spend time in the dungeon this afternoon after accomplishing some things.
I found Raven in the kitchen, wiping everything down. She’d really whipped the room back into shape in no time. When she saw my shoes, she gave me a puzzled expression.
I stepped closer, putting my hand in her hair. “I have to go into work and I have some other things to take care of. I’m going to leave you here. The house could use a bit of work, and I’m sure you have some personal things you’d like to do as well.” She nodded and I caressed her cheek. “Yesterday some things happened...and well, they’ve caused me to think, and I feel like I need to take action.” Again, she nodded and I thought I saw concern in her eyes. I wasn’t surprised. I’d never left her alone, and despite how well put together she looked, she still had nightmares sometimes.
I reached into my pocket, taking out my personal phone. I could use my business one when I went to work and I’d message Seth using it. I handed the phone to her. “You won’t be alone long, but if you need anything, you can call me. It’s in the phone under “work phone.”
For the third time, she nodded.
I could still tell she was nervous or upset and part of me felt like staying there to comfort her, but if I did, we’d never get to play in the afternoon and I’d never get any of this resolved. I was a man of action, and when I felt something, I wanted to act on it.
Leaning down, I gave her a slow sweet kiss. I pulled back and touched my index finger to my chin then pointed at her. “Miss you,” I said, repeating the sign. I saw a slight smile on her lips and I decided this was as good as any time to go. Had I known that was the last time I was going to see her alone in my house, I’d have signed something else, though it did turn out to be appropriate because I did miss her. I missed her more than I thought it was possible to miss another human being.
I left and went to work. It took me a few hours, partly because the drive was nearly 45 minutes to get there, but also, I hadn’t been in in weeks and there was a lot of catching up to do. Things were going well and I informed everyone that I’d be coming in only once a week from now on, choosing instead to work at home. No one questioned why, and after I’d caught up on my paperwork, I headed home.
To my disappointment, Seth still hadn’t called or texted back. For the first time, I wondered if possibly, something had happened to him. Raven hadn’t texted or called either. I wasn’t surprised. I knew she only would message in an emergency. I thought about messaging her that I was thinking about her, missing her, but I didn’t really want to push things until I’d talked to both her and Seth.
When I rounded the corner and saw his car in the drive, I was both relieved and upset. I hoped to get to talk to him before he came to get Raven to see about visitation at least. I hoped she and I were on the same page. Maybe we could do it together.
It wasn’t like I’d expected to walk in and find the two of them having tea and crumpets, but when I opened the door, it was sure one hell of a reality check, a reality check that put me right back in my place.
Chapter Twelve
Seth
It was so fucking good to be home. I wanted to get a real burger and sleep in my own bed. First, I had to grab Raven. I was horny as fuck. I’d been gone for four weeks. The first two had been amazing. I’d met these two guys at a club. They had these hot girls with them. I asked about their dynamic. They asked about me and the lifestyle. I told them about Raven and showed them some pictures. They said they would be in the States the next week and wanted to play with her. I traded time with her for time with their girls. The two of them rocked my world. I must have busted a nut half a dozen times in the few hours we were together. I’d figured everything would be fine with Raven, but it wasn’t.
Kade had called and told me the guys roughed Raven up. At first, I thought maybe he was being a pussy about it, but when he sent pics, I was horrified. The doc had confirmed that things were even worse than the pics. They’d given her some disease or something by forcing her to suck on their cocks after they’d fucked her ass. I thought about flying home right then, but the family business wasn’t done. It seemed like Kade was taking care of her, but I was going to get her now.
I’d been horsing around the day before I was due to fly home, and one of the guys and I started wrestling and ended up in the pool with all of our clothes on, and in my case, my phone in my pocket. There wasn’t time to get a new one before I got home. I’d pick one up at a store once I hit the states.
Ironically, my phone half worked. It could do everything it used to, but the touch screen part was broken. That meant it could ring, I just couldn’t answer it. I could get texts, I just couldn’t respond. That’s how I knew that Kade was looking for me. He’d sent about a dozen texts saying he wanted to talk to me or asking when I was coming home. It had been weeks and Raven was probably outstaying her welcome.
When I pulled up to the house, she was home alone. I figured he worked during the day. Raven was busy cleaning the living room. She’d been holding a dust rag when I’d rung the bell. The look of shock on her face was priceless. I guess Kade hadn’t told her he’d been calling me to come and get her.
She was sexier than I’d remembered her. “Pet, on your knees now.” She scrambled over to me and dropped to her knees. I noticed she was a bit slower than before. I wondered if she was testing me or if it was because of her attack. She did still have some yellowing green bruises in places. I pulled out my cock and slapped the side of her face with it. “Suck it now. Get me nice and hard so I can remind you who you belong to.”
Then she did something that she’d never done before. Rather than eagerly swallow my cock, she looked around the room. Is this why Kade had wanted me to pick her up? Was she disobedient? I slapped her on the cheek with my cock again. “Raven, is there a problem?”
Again, she looked around frantically.
“Who are you looking for? It’s just the two of us. Kade’s not here. In fact, he’s been texting me and calling me all day yesterday and today to c
ome and pick you up.”
There was a look of shock and what appeared to be pain on her face. This was a totally different Raven. It was almost like she’d forgotten who she was, but I was there to remind her.
I took her hair. “Is this what’s been going on? Have you been like this, disobedient? Do you remember who owns you?” I pushed her against the couch so that she was on her knees, leaning over the back of the couch. “I own you, and you’re not going to forget it anytime soon.”
I took my pants off and climbed on the couch, kneeling behind her. I pinched her ass cheeks hard with both hands. I wasn’t usually this rough, but I hadn’t seen her in a while. I assumed that she had missed me so much, she’d stopped wanting to serve. It didn’t help that she’d been hurt serving. I was felt bad that I’d left her for so long, but I’d reclaim her.
I leaned in closer, taking my cock from my jeans. “God damn, I missed this body,” I growled. I rubbed my cock against her pussy. I’d missed how warm and wet it was. I also wanted to verify for myself that she was healed. I might be an asshole, but I wasn’t a monster.
As I sank into her warmth slowly. I pumped in and out a few times. Her eyes once again darted around the room. Despite what I’d just said, she still was looking for Kade.
She clearly wasn’t in the right head space. I needed to get her there. “What’s going on Raven? Have you forgotten me?” I reached around and grabbed her chin. I pulled her face around so I could see her better.
Again, her eyes looked around.
“I think I need to remind you who I am, who you are.” I let her chin go and pulled the tail out of her ass, tossing it onto the couch. She picked it up and held it in her hand. I spit on her ass, not wanting to take time for lubrication. I knew she’d been hurt there, but the doc had said she’d be healed by now.
I pressed into her. Her ass was so tight. I had to wonder if Kade had fucked it at all. She let out a low moan that made my dick harder and I pushed in so that my swollen head was now stuck in her ass. “You’re mine Raven.” I pushed in harder and she screamed out.
I looked down and there was no blood. I’d fucked her ass hundred of times. Most of the time she was just quiet, but sometimes she screamed. Those were my favorite. This time was no different. She was screaming, clawing at the couch, moving her arm around on her chest in a circle in a way I had no clue what she was doing.
It didn’t matter to me. I was going to fuck her ass until she was the same Raven I left, then I was going to pull out and cum all over her. Once we got home, I’d shower, rest and repeat.
Reaching around, I grabbed onto her tits and held her in place while I reclaimed her ass. She had stopped screaming so loudly, but the tears still rolled down her face. “Am I hurting you?” I asked.
She shook her head but she still looked sad.
I slowed and held myself inside of her. “You don’t have to worry about a thing anymore. I’m going to fuck your ass, show you that you’re mine, then take you home. You’ll be home, sleeping in your cage next to my bed tonight. It’s going to be okay pet. Relax and enjoy it.”
I went back to my fucking, moving in and out of her ass hard and fast again. I didn’t even hear the door open. It was Raven who noticed him first. I had no clue how long he’d been standing there. Either he’d walked in late, or he’d seen me pull out of her ass and shoot my load all over her back, some of it going into the back of her hair.
Her ass was still gaping. I gave her cheek a slap and turned around to Kade. “God, I love it when they look like that. Don’t you?” Her asshole was already closing.
Kade nodded, but the look on his face said he didn’t. Damn, she must have been a handful.
I pulled up my pants, tucking my cock inside and pulled Raven up too. She had her eyes down. “Raven, are you ready to go home now?”
She hesitated for a moment. She never did that.
I glanced at Kade. He looked like he was holding his breath.
Finally, Raven nodded.
I thought Kade would be relieved, but oddly he looked upset. Maybe he was upset she’d hesitated, afraid he’d be stuck with her or something. I figured it was because she had my cum dripping from her ass.
“Good girl,” I said. “She’s kinda messy, do you mind if she takes a quick shower before we get going?”
Kade shook his head. “Not at all. Take your time.”
Raven headed up the stairs, not looking back. Once she was gone, I turned to Kade. “I’m sorry I was gone so long and she ended up staying here, and I’m really sorry about what happened with those two guys. I had no clue they’d do that.”
“It was no problem. I enjoyed having her here.” He looked like there was something more he wanted to say. It was probably a “but.” I headed him off. “Thanks so much for all you did. Clearly, things went wrong though.” I glanced at the phone that was sitting on the table near where he was standing. “I got the texts...well, I’ll just grab her things and go.”
He nodded, his jaw clenched.
Whatever Raven had done, must have been bad, or maybe it was just that she’d been there too long. “Hey, uh, when she comes down, why don’t we have her give you one last blow job before we go?”
“Nah, that’s not necessary. She gave me great head this morning…” his voice trailed off.
“Well, let me give you some cash for your troubles.” I pulled five thousand dollars from my pocket. It worked out to about a thousand dollars a week. I could have given him more, but he was already shaking his head.
“I don’t want your money. She was more than welcome here. I’d have her anytime.”
I was glad he said that. Maybe things hadn’t been as bad as I’d thought. “Well, I shouldn’t need to go away like this again for a long time, but thanks. And I can’t ever repay you for how you took care of her when she was hurt.”
“Really, it was no big deal,” he said.
It had been a big deal, but I liked this guy’s sense of calm and humility.
“Why don’t I go grab her cage and a few things from my room. She doesn’t have much out down here.” He followed the path Raven had taken upstairs.
I was looking around the room for things that belonged to her. I grabbed her leash that had been laying on the coffee table. She’d looked at it several times while I was fucking her. Maybe she’d wanted me to put it on her. It wasn’t like she needed it.
I’d gathered a few things when Raven reappeared. She was wearing a plain blue dress. Her eyes were puffy like she’d been crying. I had no idea what was wrong with her. Maybe it had something to do with the attack. Maybe she just needed to get home. “Why don’t you go get in the car, pet,” I said when she’d reached the bottom of the stairs. She nodded and walked out the front door. She was definitely different.
I finished gathering her things when Kade appeared with her cage in one hand and the toy suitcase in the other. He looked around the room. “I was going to help Raven with her bag, but her room was empty.
“She’ brought it down already.”
He nodded and peeked his head into the kitchen.
“She’s in the car already.”
“Oh,” he said, his face like stone.
“Okay, well then,” I said, trying to break the awkward silence. “Why don’t I get going? I haven’t been home yet. I’m exhausted.”
We put the crate in the back of my car with the rest of my luggage. Raven was sitting in the front seat, her head down.
Kade looked at her a moment, saw her wipe a tear from her eyes and turned back toward me. “I don’t even know…”
I stopped him. He didn’t need to apologize for her being moody. It was his right to send her home when he was done with her. “Don’t worry about it. She’s different you know.” I chuckled. “I’m sure it’s nothing a good fucking won’t fix. If you find anything she left, bring it to the club. I’m sure we’ll be there.”
Again, he nodded. “Okay… see ya.”
I got in the car as he walked up to
his porch. I felt like I should say something, do something. I’d left the money in the house. He could donate it if he wanted to. I didn’t care, but it was worth it to know she’d been taken care of.
“I’m sorry,” was all Raven said when we got into the car. “I don’t even know what I did wrong…”
I put my hand on her lap. “Let’s not worry about it. He probably just likes his privacy.” Raven nodded and I backed out of the driveway. I gave a final wave to Kade as we drove away.
Raven had turned her head to watch him out of the back window until we couldn’t see him anymore.
We drove about ten minutes and I saw a little place to eat. I hadn’t had anything since breakfast on the plane. “Wanna stop and get a bite?”
Raven’s tears increased, her sobbing louder.
“Okay then. We can just do a drive through closer to home.”
She never stopped crying the entire way home and her mood lasted and lasted despite me taking her every night and having scenes with her in the playroom. We went to the club, and she was no better. I hoped to ask Kade about it, but he wasn’t there. He wasn’t there the next week either. I thought about calling or texting, but how would he know if I didn’t? I didn’t blame him for wanting me to come and pick her up if she’d been acting like this.
In an act of desperation, while she was in the shower, I opened and read a bit of her diary. What I read shocked me. Her mood had nothing to do with the assault at the club but there was still nothing I could do to fix it. Well, maybe there was something. I really cared about her and I could give it a try. I picked up my phone and texted a friend who I hoped would help.