Dirty Diaries: A Darkly Erotic Novel

by Rimmer, Anita

  "I thought he'd never leave," she said pulling herself up and out from behind the chair. When she stood up and I could see her, I was shocked to see she had removed her pants and panties completely and stood before me bottomless. Her pubic hair was full and matched the copper color of the hair on her head, and her legs were long and pale with freckles running up and down the sides of them. She walked towards me with a slight smile on her face.

  I raised myself up on my elbows and continued to stare at her fire bush as she walked forward. It had been years since I'd seen a pussy other than my own this close, and I couldn't remember ever seeing one so red. I found it strangely erotic.

  I raised my head to look her in the eyes, they were sparkling again even though the only illumination was from a dim interior light overhead. "I was wondering if you wanted some help cleaning up?" she asked seductively.

  Not having had any experience with women before, I really wasn't sure what she was asking. I could clean myself up, of course, but I felt like she had something else in mind then grabbing some tissue and helping me get dressed. I was intrigued by her, and wanted to see where this would go. I just nodded.

  Dani lifted one of her long legs and swung it over me on the bed, flashing me her pink slit as she did so. I could see it glistening and knew she was turned on, but whether from touching herself earlier or from what she was doing now, I wasn't sure. She placed her knee down next to mine and then brought the other leg up as well, straddling my legs. "I know Dave didn't last too long, I could tell you didn't get to cum," she said. "Which is a shame, since you were the only one left out."

  My eyes widened at that, I had no idea she had given herself an orgasm while she had watched us. As she spoke, she ran her fingers up and down the tops of my thighs causing goose bumps to break out all over my body. She slowly ran her fingernails across my hips and then through my own wispy blond pubic hair. I'd never had a girl touch me there before and I couldn't believe how my body was responding. A warmth was starting to spread through my body and my pussy started to itch, anxious to be touched. Dave's cum still continued to leak out of me, but now I was sure it was heavily mixed with my own juices.

  Dani lowered her face to my mound and breathed in deeply, then let out a little sigh which blew through my pubes and tickled my vulva. I wiggled my hips in response. She slowly stuck out her tongue and touched it to my clit. My hips bucked in response, it was like I was hit with a little bolt of electricity. She gave a little giggle and then touched me again, this time pressing harder and then dragging down across my vulva until she reached the bottom of my pussy. Dani brought her hands up and pressed on my clit with one of her thumbs as I felt her tongue start to lick softly around my pussy. It took me a moment to realize that she was licking up all of the cum that was leaking from me, both mine and Dave's.

  I now understood what she meant by cleaning me up. I couldn't really think too much about it, though, because I was distracted by the fact that her thumb was rubbing circles on my clit even as her tongue continued to dig deep within my hole for more cream. She seemed to be investigating each fold and crevasse of my pussy and her manipulation of my clit seemed to be timed to match the speed and intensity to which she licked. I could feel a very powerful orgasm approach, and it was coming quickly.

  My body was reacting to Dani's touch and it got even better when she reached up with her free hand to grab one of my nipples and start to roll it around with her fingers and thumb. As soon as she did that I let out a squeal of delight and she gave my nipple a little tug in response. I moaned and her pace quickened, my hips were now rotating along with her thumb. The tension in my body was building up and I couldn't wait for it to be released. Each lick and rub from this beautiful girl was making me shudder and I suddenly let out a loud groan and squeezed my thighs tight against her head to make sure she didn't stop licking as an orgasm finally tore through my body.

  My first spasm shook my pussy and ground it into her face and she redoubled her efforts, pushing her tongue deep inside of me and using her wet thumb to continue to rub my pleasure center. I could hear the lapping of her mouth as she worked and it was only seconds before another wave of ecstasy ripped through me. The tension in my legs exploded outwards and every fibre of my being seemed to hum and vibrate until it all cumulated in one last contraction. Finally exhausted I had to literally push her head away as my legs fell flat against the bed. I couldn't take any more.

  Dani crawled up alongside my body and lay against me, looking deep into my eyes. She then inched her head forward and kissed me, softly at first, but gradually harder until I could taste both myself and Dave on her tongue. We continued to kiss for a few more minutes and then just stopped, holding each other on the bed. After the last few weeks of humiliation from Frank, I just enjoyed lying in her arms for as long as I could. I had just met her, and she was only my age if not younger, but for some reason she made me feel safe.

  Eventually, though, we knew that Dave would be back soon so I got up and dressed. Dani said that she was leaving in a few hours since Dave was probably going to just take a quick nap when he returned before heading out. But she said she would be back this way soon. I left the truck with mixed feelings. It was one of the most tender moments I had shared with anyone in months and I was feeling elated because of that. At the same time, though, I was heartbroken that it had to end so soon. She hadn't even left yet, but I couldn't wait for Dani to return.

  Week 14

  This week was fairly uneventful, although I think that's likely because I spent most of it walking on air thinking about my brief time with Dani. I know it was just a brief little fling, but I feel like after everything I've been through in the last few months, meeting her was all I needed to lift me out of the bout of depression I didn't even realize I had been sinking into. It was amazing to me how a girl that was younger than me could make me feel so... special. Not like a toilet or cum bucket, the way Frank and his cronies made me feel a couple of weeks ago.

  She's only been gone a few days, and I had only known her for maybe an hour, but I already missed her desperately. She said she would be back soon, but who knows what that meant. I got the feeling she was the kind of girl that moved with the wind, and you never know which way that will blow. In a way I felt a little bit guilty as well. She had given me such a wonderful orgasm and I didn't do anything for her in return. I know she had just cum by her own hand, but I still feel like I should have tried to give her another orgasm. Next time, for sure. God, let there be a next time. And soon!

  Week 15

  At the beginning of the week, I was starting to feel like Frank had been going a bit easier on me. I wasn't sure if he felt guilty about the way he treated me with his friends the night of his poker game, but whatever the reason he wasn't as much of an asshole to me. At first I thought maybe he was just happy at all the money he won that night. Turns out his friends played even worse after dropping their loads all over me than they had after a few beers, and Frank ended up winning a few thousand dollars. Not that I saw any of it, but at that point I was just happy not to have him grinning evilly at me as I walked by, some nasty or spiteful plan in his head about how to degrade me further.

  That was until the other day, however. I don't have any proof that what happened upstairs in the little shower room was Frank's idea, or that he even knew what was going to happen, but to me it had his fingerprints all over it. And when I came downstairs afterwards, his attitude and comments made me feel like he knew exactly what had happened.

  It started out like any other typical late afternoon trucker request. Someone had asked for me to meet them upstairs. I thought it was going to be another glory hole session, but I was told not to go in the closet, this guy wanted more than just a suck. Nothing unusual about that either. A lot of guys fucked me upstairs in the shower room since not all of them had little bedrooms built into their cabs. The upstairs room was the only private place they could fuck me, although a few of them did want to do me in the trailer of the
ir semi's. That was rarely comfortable.

  At any rate, I headed upstairs to wait. About five minutes later the door opened and a tall, skinny man walked in. His face was gaunt, with the unshaved scruff of at least a few days along his cheeks and chin. His wiry frame was hidden by a pair of overalls and a plaid shirt. He had greasy, black hair and beady little eyes to match.

  "You Anna?" he asked. His voice was nasal and high pitched. His eyebrows furrowed as he stared at me and his lips pursed together, his nose wrinkling as if he was smelling something bad.

  "Who else would I be?" I said with a smile, trying to lighten his mood a bit.

  "Then why the fuck are you dressed?" he asked.

  At first I thought he was joking and I started to laugh but he just glared at me and one hand started to loosen the straps of his overalls. Apparently this guy was all business.

  I nodded at him and then started to quickly get undressed, keeping my eyes away from his. I didn't like the way he was staring at me. His eyes burned through my soul and I couldn't find an ounce of friendliness in them. If I could have left right then and there I would have, but I wasn't ready to face the repercussions. Especially for something so silly as not liking this man's eyes.

  I dropped my pants and stepped out of my panties, and then pulled off my shirt. I had no bra on, so I stood there in only my shoes and socks. I wasn't sure whether or not he wanted me to remove those but decided I didn't want to ask, so I bent over and started to untie my laces.

  I had just removed both shoes and was about to take off my socks when I felt two cold hands grasp me by the hips. I was still completely bent over with my bare ass in the air when I felt a hard cock already pressing against my pussy.

  I wasn't even wet, but that didn't stop the thin trucker from trying to push his way past my dry lips. I gave a little yelp and then felt the hot sting of a slap against my ass. I yelped again and then tried to straighten up, but another slap against my bare flesh made me stop. Instead of raising up, I reached forward and put my hands on the bench in front of me so that I wasn't doubled completely over.

  I heard the trucker spitting into his hands and then felt his hard cock pushing against me once more. This time, the extra saliva lubricated him enough to push past my labia and into my pussy a couple of inches. I grunted in pain as his dry cock burned on the way in, but I was greeted by yet another slap. I could feel the burn of his hand against my skin even after it was gone and I was sure he was leaving a red mark where he continued to hit me.

  He pushed deeper with a hard thrust and I felt his hips touch mine. Luckily his cock wasn't that long, although he did feel somewhat thick. The reality was that now that he was inside me, my own lubrication was starting to flow and despite the fact that he continued to spank me as he began to move back and forth, I was starting to enjoy the roughness of this fuck. It was wild, this man was a bit of a monster, but for some reason it all added up to a thrilling experience that made my juices begin to flow. I was still glad that I didn't have to continue to look at him, though.

  After a few minutes of him driving in and out of my pussy and continuing to rain sharp smacks against my ass, I could hear the squishing noises of his dick sliding within my now sopping wet hole. I was surprised at how wet I had become, and I was considering whether or not I was going to be able to have an orgasm from this without even touching my clit.

  Suddenly, though, as the trucker pulled back his dick popped out and I let out a groan of disappointment as my now empty pussy ached to be filled once more. Another smack against my skin made me bite my tongue, though, and I lifted my hips a little bit trying to subtly urge him to slip back in right away.

  One of his hands still held my hip with a firm grasp, but the other was fumbling around behind me, likely trying to guide his stout cock back into my wet and waiting hole. Within seconds I felt him press back against me with his cock head, only he wasn't positioned quite right and he was pressing against my sphincter instead of my vagina. I tried to lift my hips a bit higher to help him get back into position, but he slapped my ass hard again and I let myself drop back into my original stance with a cry.

  His cock continued to push against my asshole and my eyes went wide in fear as I realized that was his intended destination. For all the fucking I had done at the truck stop until this point, I had somehow been able to avoid anal sex until now. Sure, I had a few guys stick fingers in my ass while they fucked me. I had even licked some ass and even fucked a couple of dirty holes with my own tongue. But until now I had been able to avoid a cock being shoved through my virgin ring. It seemed my luck on that had finally run out, I was pretty sure this guy wasn't someone I could sweet talk into something else. He clearly had a purpose and any time I started to make a sound his hand slapped hard against my already red butt.

  The only saving grace was how wet his cock was from my own juices, and as he pushed past my tight ring I could feel him running his fingers along my wet gash. He would then add that lubrication to his shaft as it continued to push in. I gasped in pain, wincing as the anal intruder continued to push inside of me. I'm sure my sound would have garnered me another smack if his hands hadn't already been busy holding my ass cheek with an iron grip and lubricating his cock so that it could violate me.

  I could feel each inch of his thick cock as it sank into my rear end. He continued to go slow, but the pain and burning from my stretched virgin hole was still considerable and tears were already rolling down my cheeks. I bit down on my tongue to keep from screaming, knowing it would do no good. This room was pretty far removed from the populated areas of the truck stop and even if someone did hear me, did I really want them busting in here to see me naked and bent over with a cock half way up my ass? Frank would be furious and probably throw me out and I still didn't have enough money to make it on my own anywhere else. I would likely just wind up doing this at a new place, and as much as I was starting to hate it here, I was worried somewhere else may be a lot worse.

  I finally started to feel the pubic hair at the base of his cock tickle my ass cheeks and knew he finally had himself buried as far as he would go. The hand that was dipping into my slit disappeared and then gave me a couple of hard whacks to announce its return to my ass. He then grasped the other side of my hip tightly. I gritted my teeth, knowing what was coming.

  His cock slid backwards, my gaping ass rubbing along it, still lubricated by the juices from my pussy. When he had almost completely removed it, he slammed it hard back into me. This time I did scream, despite myself, and bit down hard on my arm as his spanking hands rained down on me. Tears continued to stream down my face as he relentlessly pounded my ass.

  Each time he trust forward, the pain in my ass numbed a little bit more. The stretching of my hole was complete and it was starting to become accustomed to his size. It still burned a bit, but his sliding was more smooth now, almost as if my ass was making its own lubrication. Not enough that it took the pain away completely, but at least it didn't feel like it was going to tear my apart anymore.

  The trucker continued to thrust against me for a few more minutes, and finally I could feel him start to speed up and knew it wouldn't be long before this punishment was over. I pushed my ass back against him each time he moved forward, hoping to help him along and get him to spill his load in me faster.

  Just as I felt like his climax must be imminent, he pulled completely out and yanked me hard on the hips, spinning me around and then pushing me down onto my knees. One of his hands grabbed me roughly by the hair and he yanked my head back, causing me to cry out in surprise and pain. As I did, however, he shoved his dirty hard cock right into my open mouth. I would have liked to scream again, but my mouth was too full of his slimy dick for me to get a sound out. It was all I could do not to gag and choke, as I tasted my own ass on this dirty truckers cock.

  His dick filled my mouth completely with its girth, but I was glad that it didn't have the length to slam into the back of my throat with his rough thrusts. As it was, I was try
ing hard to concentrate on just finishing this job and not throwing up all over his cock. If his dick had tickled the back of my throat I don't think I would have been able to hold back. The taste of his cock was vile, and even though I knew a lot of that was from my own ass, I had a feeling that a good portion of it was this asshole's regular flavour.

  The smell from him was horrid, and I was forced to take it in as I had to breath out of my nose while I waited for him to bust a nut. Finally, his dick swelled up in my mouth and he jammed forward one last time. My mouth filled with his slimy spunk and I let as much of it as I could leak out of my mouth and drip onto the floor. I didn't care anymore, I was trying hard not to vomit and swallowing any more of this sperm than I had to would definitely put me over the edge.

  His dick continued to spasm in my mouth for a few more moments and then he finally withdrew it, his hand in my hair also releasing me. I wasted no time and bolted to my feet, running to the shower and spitting out everything I could. I turned on the water and made it as hot as I could bear, letting the scalding water pour down over me and into my upturned and open mouth. I continued to fill my mouth with hot water and then spit, trying to get every ounce of the cum and shit taste off of my tongue. I was almost tempted to gargle with some of the soap from the dispenser on the wall.