The Strongest Steel
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“There’s one other detail you need to know.” Harper reached for his hand, turning to face him as she spoke.
“My name isn’t Harper Connelly. It’s Taylor Kennedy. That’s the name you are going to find on the restraining order.”
Christ, was there going to be no end to the secrets?
“I’m sorry,” she whispered just to him. Despite everything, he squeezed her hand, the need to comfort her compelling in spite of his anger.
“We’ll talk about it once we get through this.”
A cough interrupted them. Detective Lopes.
“We can take the phone in to our lab and see if anything can be tracked, but to be honest, these kinds of things are done with disposables. Untraceable likely, given the duration of the message. We’ll do the best we can. We’ll go talk to the florist, get some more information from them. I expect the flowers were purchased with a hacked credit card.”
“So what else can be done in the meantime?”
“I wish I had a better answer for you, Mr. Andrews. We’ll investigate the leads you’ve given us, put some calls in to Chicago, and give you our cards so you can contact us if anything else strange happens.”
“Harp … Taylor had some issues with the police before she left.” Trent looked at Harper, her mouth open, eyebrows raised. “Sorry, darlin’, but they should know.”
“No, you … don’t, please,” she started, her voice filled with panic.
“What kind of problems?” Detective James cut her off.
“The kind that only money and connections can buy. Her attacker’s father was very well connected, especially to the police, and they conspired to discredit, intimidate, and leave her open to continued harassment.” He felt Harper’s fingernails dig into the palm of his hand and then release, itching to flare. The police couldn’t do their job effectively without all the facts, he knew. All he could do was hope he’d made the right call.
* * *
The contents of the side table in the hallway rattled as the door to Trent’s apartment closed with a slam. He hadn’t spoken a word to her since the detectives had left his office, except to tell her that they were leaving.
She jumped as the kitchen cupboard slammed. The clink of glasses hitting the granite followed.
“Want one, Taylor?” He drew her name out, and it sounded foreign coming from his lips. Harper shook her head as he tipped his head back and downed the glass.
The silence was terrifyingly cold. Shoulders hunched, Trent placed both of his hands on the counter and lowered his head.
“Is there anything else I need to know? Hidden kids? A criminal record of your own? Because I got to be honest, I feel like I just took the red pill and am out of the matrix.”
The barb hurt. “I’m sorry. I thought it was for the best. If someone came asking for me, you wouldn’t have to lie.”
Trent lifted his eyes to hers. She could see the hurt etched into the lines in his forehead.
“You don’t trust me? Is that what you are saying?” he asked quietly.
“No,” Harper exclaimed. She wanted to go to him, but the thought of being rejected rooted her to the spot. “That’s not it at all. I didn’t want to drag you any further into my drama so you didn’t get hurt. So he didn’t know you were involved.”
Trent straightened and walked towards her, stopping right in front of her, and put his hands on either side of her face, his eyes stripping away the lies and untruths.
“Don’t you get it, Harper? For reasons I can’t even begin to understand right now, I want to be with you. I want a future with you. Good or bad. Together. So right here, right now, you gotta tell me what you want too, because if it isn’t this … if it isn’t us … I need to know. And if this is what you want, you need to tell me if there is anything else I need to know.” His forehead touched hers, his breath warm on her lips.
“There isn’t anything else. You know everything. And yes, that is what I want. More than anything. It’s the only reason I’m still here. That I haven’t run. You’ve anchored me here.”
His hands sank into her hair and his mouth crushed hers. In that moment as he took her, she realized that losing Trent would hurt more than anything she had already been through.
* * *
Harper was stroking his chest, her breath slow and steady. They’d talked. A lot. Her tears had stopped, and thankfully her kisses hadn’t. He could spend the rest of the night just kissing her soft, swollen lips and generally staring at the wonder of her like the soppy ass he was.
“Will you keep calling me Harper?” Harper folded her arms on his chest and looked at him thoughtfully.
“I’ll call you whatever you want me to call you, darlin’.” Calling her anything other than Harper would be really weird, but it was her choice.
“I’m not sure I’m Taylor anymore.” He couldn’t stop touching her. He ran one hand up and down the sexy little dip at the base of her back. The other he gently pulled through the length of her hair.
“Harper it is, then. How did you choose it?”
Harper let out a small laugh. “Honestly?”
“I hope you are always honest with me from today onward, darlin’.”
“I was at the bus station and went to the little convenience store to get some water for the trip. While I was standing in the line to pay, I saw Jennifer Connelly on a magazine cover. I knew I was going to use a different name, and I got told once I looked a bit like her—but I figured taking her whole name would be more than a bit weird. The magazine next to the one she was on was Harper’s Bazaar. So I combined them.”
Trent laughed, remembering Cujo’s unknowingly accurate comment about Harper being bizarre.
He lay there, staring at the ceiling, as Harper drifted off to sleep on his chest. They hadn’t had the easiest of starts but they were finally where they needed to be.
* * *
“Move in with me.”
Harper’s heart beat through her chest at the words.
“I’m serious, Harper. Move in with me. I want us to be together. All the time. Not just when we can squeeze in a night together.”
She’d never thought she’d hear those words again. Or even want to. And now that she had, it just wasn’t that easy. She was stuck. She didn’t want to run anymore, but putting down permanent roots seemed more than she was ready for.
She put her coffee cup down on the bistro table next to Joanie’s latest assignment, a synopsis of Wuthering Heights that Joanie had structured beautifully.
“I’m too old to be packing a bag for a sleepover, and I’ve seriously had enough of going commando at work because I don’t have any clean underwear to put on.” Trent smiled.
He was so damn attractive in plaid pajama bottoms and his naked chest. His tattoos looked stunning in the early sunlight. Harper studied his face. He was a good, strong, sincere man, and he wanted them to move forward. It was only natural. In any other circumstance, Harper would have felt like the luckiest woman in the world.
“Isn’t it a bit soon? I mean, we’ve only known each other a couple of months.” Was there a compromise to be reached? There was still so much going on in her head—a shrink would have a field day. If she moved in with him, Nathan would figure out where they lived, which would put Trent at risk. On the other hand, if she moved in with him, she’d definitely be safer. But all craziness aside, who moved in with their boyfriend after such a short period of time?
His hand reached around her neck and his thumb stroked her cheek softly. “More time will only prove what I already know, Harper, but if you’re not ready just say so.”
The expectant look on his face was almost more than she could bear. Why couldn’t this just be the happiest day of her life and be done with it? Trent raised an eyebrow at her. A silent “So?”
“I don’t know what to think, to be honest. The last couple of months have—what was it you said?—yeah, stood my world on its head. I’m just starting to find myself again. I have incredibly strong feelin
gs for you, Trent.” Harper reached out her hand and placed it on his cheek. “You don’t need to worry about that.”
Trent leaned back in the chair, pulling away from her hand. He rubbed his hand along his morning-shadowed jaw.
“Maybe I should give you some space,” she said.
He slammed his cup down. Coffee splashed over the rim and puddled around the base. “What on earth gave you the idea I want space? I want you here. With me. All the time. I want to come home and hear the shower running and get excited because I know you’re in it. I want to struggle every morning to get up and go to the gym because I hate the idea of leaving your warm body behind in bed. I want to hear a key turn in the lock and feel contented knowing you’re home. I don’t want fucking space, Harper.”
Harper laughed.
“What’s funny?”
“I didn’t mean space. I meant space, like closet space, a drawer in the bedroom, part of the counter in the bathroom.”
Trent’s mouth twitched, a slight smile making its way to his lips.
“Like a compromise. A commitment that I want more. I seem to recall you telling me in the car about something being a step in the right direction to a goal we both agreed on. Well, I want all those things you just said, with you, eventually. And if we start to leave things at each other’s places, it’s a step, right?”
Trent reached up, flexing his delicious tattooed bicep, and scratched the side of his head. Without speaking, he leapt to his feet, grabbing Harper and pulling her into a fireman’s lift.
“Trent,” she squealed, kicking her feet to get free. “What are you doing?”
He slapped her butt playfully and laughed as he carried her down the hallway.
Reaching the bedroom, Trent threw her onto the bed. “We’re doing space. Today, right now.” He started pulling open his drawers, looking inside each one before pulling stuff out of the top drawer and dividing it between the others.
“Okay, this is for your underwear. I need to see bras, panties, and whatever other girly shit you have in here before the end of the day.”
Like a panther on the prowl, Trent launched himself at the bed, grabbing her ankle and pulling her to the edge of the bed before sweeping her into his arms to walk to the bathroom. He perched her on the corner of the vanity, where his stuff was spread across the two sinks.
“Pick one.”
“Pick one what?”
“Sink. Which do you want?”
“You’re giving me a whole sink? Wait … stop…”
Trent grabbed her and started tickling her. Harper didn’t recognize the girly giggles that escaped her.
Pointing to the sink farthest away from the door, she watched as he pushed his toothbrush, toothpaste, and styling products to the other side of the vanity.
He did the same thing with the vanity drawers and created some space under the sink.
“I expect to see toothbrush, toothpaste, your shampoo, and whatever it is that makes you smell like vanilla in here.”
“You like the vanilla?” It never ceased to surprise her, the details he remembered.
Turning, he grabbed her cheeks in both hands and kissed her hard. He trailed kisses behind her ear and inhaled deeply before returning to face her. “Absolutely. I fucking love vanilla,” he murmured against her lips before kissing her again, softly this time. “Oh and I’d better see a box of tampons too.”
“Oh my goodness, you are beyond!” Harper blushed furiously.
“I want you for so much more than just sex, Harper.”
He grabbed her hand and took her back into the bedroom before yanking open all of the closet doors. Within minutes there was hanging space and empty coat hangers.
“I’m going to pack up some stuff right now, and then we are going over to your place to do the same thing. I’m moving into your place and you’re moving into mine today.”
“Ow,” Harper squeaked as Trent gently swatted her butt. “What was that for?”
“Because I can’t keep my hands off your perfect ass.” His quick grin made her heart clench. “I’m getting you up and to your place before you change your mind.” Harper watched as his mighty fine form walked toward his newly arranged closet. She nearly melted as he dropped his pajama bottoms. Looking over his shoulder, he winked at her.
Chapter Twenty-two
Harper locked up Trent’s apartment and smiled at her new key ring, the pink and sparkly skull with a little bow on top casting reflective rainbows on the door.
The last four years had given her a renewed appreciation for the small things in life. They’d gotten keys cut to each other’s places and Trent had bought her the key ring. So not her, but cute. He’d put their respective condo keys on it and handed it back to her. Who knew a skull could make her the happiest girl alive? He’d also presented her with an awesome new phone, complete with new number, as the police had taken hers away.
She headed over to the mall to meet Drea. They walked to Drea’s favorite store and not half an hour later, Harper was sitting on a fitting room bench watching her pull on a pair of bright red jeans. “So Dre, what’s the deal with you and Cujo? What happened the other night?”
“Urrgghh! He’s infuriating. I don’t know why you don’t see it.”
“You’re right, I don’t. He’s been nice to me, sweet, even.” Harper shifted to lean forward, watching Drea turn from side to side to check the fit.
Drea slumped next to her on the bench. “Doesn’t it bug you? The way he treats women. You saw how he was with that blondie the other night. And he treats me like I’m stupid. I know I only work in a coffee shop, but I help José manage it. I’m not stupid.”
Harper put her arm around her friend. “No, you definitely aren’t. Are you sure there’s no way you’re mixing signals? I work in the coffee shop, technically beneath you, and he doesn’t make me feel small.”
Drea sighed. “I don’t know. I don’t think so. Maybe he just doesn’t like me, and you’re the boss’s girlfriend so he has to make nice with you.”
Could that really be it? It was a possibility, but somehow that just didn’t sit right. She remembered him sitting with her through her first tattoo when she had been so clearly upset, laughing and joking with Trent until, together, they had seen her through it.
“I know what you’re saying, Dre, but I just, I don’t know, I really struggle with that. I’m not saying it’s you or him … I just wonder if you got off on the wrong foot with each other.”
“Don’t you see how arrogant he is? Thinks he can take what he needs from a woman and then drop her as soon as there’s responsibility to be had. Doesn’t care who it affects and how much it hurts. He’s just like my dad.”
“I had no idea, Drea.”
“Shit.” Drea wiped furiously under her eyes, taking in a deep breath. “You know what? It’s fine, Harper. He doesn’t like me, that’s fine. He won’t even speak to me if you aren’t around and even then it’s usually to say something mean. I’ll just avoid him when we’re out together.”
Harper looked at her friend, wondering if she was even aware how unhappy she sounded about that.
As Drea paid for the jeans, Harper pulled out her phone to text Trent. He was going to love the cute little bra and panty set Drea had encouraged her to buy. A rich emerald-green satin with black lace. She swiped the screen and then stopped when she saw the incoming message.
There’s nowhere to run.
* * *
Trent sat up on the weight bench, his muscles burning with the satisfying pain that only came from a good workout. As he took a long drink of water, he scoured the gym until he found her.
Wearing red wraps on her hands, bound tightly to protect the small bones and joints from fracture, Harper alternately kicked and punched the hook and jab pads Leon held, looking like a pro. Her body was definitely more toned than before and it looked seriously good on her. When Frankie yelled, “Stop!” Harper dramatically fell to the floor, laughing as Frankie threw the towel at her.
Leon tossed the pads over the rope, and Trent watched as they fell to the concrete floor. She’d been sparring with Leon at Frankie’s request, but he’d yet to see her in action. The roundhouse kick she executed knocked Leon off balance, not an easy thing to do to the six-foot fighter.
“Your girl’s a natural,” Frankie said as he joined Trent on the weight bench. Trent watched as the perfectly timed knee kicks did what they were meant to do. The guys in the gym cheered as Harper rained an elbow strike down on Leon’s head guard.
Trent opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came. Sure, Leon could easily have laid her out, but she was definitely giving him a workout. Frankie laughed.
“Yeah, we were all a bit like that when she started picking it up quickly. She could fight, if she wanted. I’d train her if she did.”
The bout over, she walked toward him in her little shorts and tank top, all golden, glistening skin, unraveling the hand wrap on one hand until she hit her thumb loop.
“Ready to head out, Andrews?” she asked, throwing the wrap at him.
“Have I told you how much I like you wet?” Trent handed her a bottle of water before stroking a thumb across the sheen of sweat on her collarbone.
“Funny.” She smiled, her cheeks pink.
“Serious,” he said, leaning forward to kiss her chastely.
“Eew. Gross. Shower. Now.”
Trent raised his eyebrow, the idea of a shower with Harper beyond tempting.
“Separately!”
He laughed as she read his mind.
Half an hour later, they were heading into the police station to show Detective Lopes the latest messages.