The Cowboy's Dark Desires (Billionaire BDSM Steamy Romance)

by Irons, Rose

  He was so big, he filled her in ways she’d never known. Nerve ending she didn’t know existed were set afire as he moved within her. She wrapped her thighs around him, holding him there within her. Again, he began rocking against her with his cock buried within her cunt. The pleasure built torturously slow, but he ignored her urging.

  Jake sensed that she was close and withdrew until only his engorged head remained within her, her lips clinging to him as if to draw him back into her folds. Andrea cried out against the overwhelming feeling of emptiness, but the cry turned into a moan as he slid back into her.

  That was all it took and the slow boil of pleasure within her roiled over. Her body shook and her mouth formed a silent O, as she found that she lacked the coordination to even moan. The walls of her cunt squeezed down on her lover’s cock and he grunted as he began to convulse inside her. A rush of warm semen filled her as Jake emptied himself within her depths.

  “I love you.” He Jake whispered.

  When their breathing returned to normal, Jake reluctantly pulled himself from her. He hopped from the bed and disappeared into the bathroom. The sound of water running reached Andrea, as she lay on the bed.

  “How about that bath” he called to her.

  ~

  As they soaked in the tub, Andrea wrapped up in Jake’s arms, she had broken down and told him everything. Through her tears, she explained her pregnancy and eventual miscarriage, her job loss, and finally her cheating ex boyfriend. It felt so good to get it all out. She felt safe in his arms and for the first time since she lost the baby, Andrea felt hope.

  When she woke the following morning, she was alone. Andrea pulled on a robe Jake had provided for her after their bath, and left the room. She wandered the house, finding it empty. She began to worry about Jake, maybe he regretted last night and had run off. He had been quiet, just holding her and listening, occasionally interjecting that everything was going to be all right.

  Then Andrea remembered the way he had looked at her, and she knew she was just letting her irrational fear get the better of her. Surely he was around somewhere.

  Sunlight warmed her skin as she stepped out onto the porch. There was no sign of Jake outside, but it was such a nice morning, so Andrea decided to wait on the porch swing.

  As she rocked back and forth, a great brown bear emerged from the forest a little ways from the house. Andrea’s heart began to race; she was a city girl and knew nothing of such creatures. Every once in a while, she’d catch a segment on the news about some poor hiker getting mauled to death. She thought the animal was too far away to be any danger, but still, she glanced over to the door and mentally judged the distance and how long it would take her to get safely inside.

  Judging it safe, at least for now, Andrea remained on the porch and watched the beast trundle through the underbrush. It looked up at her, and she would have sworn a look of recognition crossed its face. Then the bear disappeared into the trees.

  She waited several minutes, but the bear did not return. She heard some noise from inside the house and saw Jake moving in the kitchen through the sliding glass door. He wore only a pair of blue jeans; she watched the muscles on his chest ripple as he moved. He turned to her and smiled, then set about making breakfast. Andrea sat silently, watching her old friend with new eyes.

  He joined her on the porch with a tray and they ate together, wordlessly enjoying each other’s company.

  When they had finished, he said “Come with me, I have something to tell you.”

  Jake walked down the steps into the backyard and led Andrea into the trees. She was worried at the serious tone, but couldn’t think of a reason he would possibly need to take her into the woods to deliver bad news. They reached a small clearing and he turned to face her.

  “When I was -” he began, “-well, I guess it’s just easier if I show you.”

  He took a few steps away from her and unbuttoned his pants. Andrea was now completely confused, but admired his toned backside as his pants dropped to the ground. He stepped out of them and kicked them to the side.

  “Are you ready?” He asked.

  Ready for what? She thought, but instead only nodded.

  Before her eyes, the muscles of Jake’s back began to ripple and grow. He leaned forward, and then tufts of thick brown fur erupted from his skin. In just moments he had grown to three times his size and was hunched over on all fours. A small bobbed tail sprouted from his hind quarters and then his body stopped shifting.

  The great brown bear from earlier stood before a speechless Andrea. She had seen such things in movies, but never once thought they were for real. She didn’t know what to say or even if he could understand her now.

  The bear turned to face her, and Jake’s loving eyes shone in the morning light. She wasn’t afraid.

  Then he shifted once more, and his body returned to its original shape. He turned to Andrea, looking apprehensively at her face for some sign of what was going on in her mind. He’d never shared his secret with anybody, but he felt safe with Andrea. His childhood friend knew him better than anyone, if anybody could be accepting of his nature, it was her.

  “How?” Of the million words rushing through her mind, that was the only one she managed to say.

  Jake visibly relaxed, seeing that she wasn’t freaking out just yet.

  “I was on a training mission and got separated from my squad.” He said, standing nude before her.

  “I was lost for days in the wilderness; the whole time, I had this creeping sense that something was watching me. Hunting me. Then it attacked.”

  He traced a line from the left side of his neck all the way down to his right hip. Andrea picked out a scar so faint she hadn’t even noticed it earlier.

  “I barely survived,” he continued. “I was left bleeding in the dirt, but then the blood stopped. Over the next several days the wound healed and all but vanished. I began noticing things I’d never picked up on before; faint scents and distant noises.”

  Andrea stood in rapt silence. If she hadn’t just seen him shift, she never would have believed it. Even with the proof right in front of her, it strained credulity.

  “I must have wandered into enemy territory,” he said. “I was attacked. Shot once, in the shoulder. And then I shifted.”

  His face grew pained, and Andrea resisted the urge to take him in her arms.

  “When I regained my senses, they were all dead. My wounded shoulder was already beginning to heal. I don’t remember anything from that first time. Since then, I’ve learned to remain in control when I change.”

  He walked over to her and took her hands in his. “Andrea,” he said, “I’m telling you this because I love you, and if you’re going to love me, I need you to love all of me.”

  “But also because I think I could help you. I am blessed with extraordinary healing powers. If I shared this with you, you would gain them too. You could bear my child.”

  Andrea felt her knees go weak. Jake sensed it and caught her just in time, pressing her soft warm body against his.

  Her mind reeled; just yesterday she had been drowning in despair, now the one thing she yearned for more than anything was within reach. She looked at the gorgeous man who held her, who offered her everything she had ever wanted. How could she have known him all these years and never realized? She thought back over all the time they had spent together, all the letters they had written each other, and felt a fool for not realizing how much she had loved this man.

  “Please…” The single word was filled with all her hopes and desires.

  “Are you sure?” He asked.

  Tears of love and hope filled her eyes, and Andrea nodded. Jake slipped the robe off her shoulders and she let it fall to the floor. The bright sunlight and warm breeze felt wonderful against her bare skin. Jake moved behind her and brushed her long hair back from her neck. She felt him shifting behind her and then there was a moment of silence before his teeth sunk into her exposed neck.

  She had bra
ced herself and he was gentle, but still it hurt. She knew his teeth had only just pierced her skin, but she couldn’t help but feel helpless between his strong jaws. And then she could smell her own blood. And him.

  His scent was exquisite, and she was suddenly in heat. The scent of her mate drove her absolutely wild, and she couldn’t believe everything she had been missing with her human senses. He released her neck, and she turned to find him once more in human form.

  Jake saw the look in her eyes and pounced. His mouth closed over hers and their tongues intertwined. Then he released her from the kiss, only to press her body against a tree. Andrea arched her back and angled her ass toward him. Jake wasted no time; he mounted her like an animal, his thick cock sliding between her slick lips and nestling against her opening. With one thrust, he drove himself to the hilt inside her. She moaned and thrust her body back to meet him.

  The scent of their arousal filled her nose and drove her to even greater levels of need. Her mate’s monstrous cock filled her completely, and she was overwhelmed with the need to feel his warm semen filling her. She could almost feel the emptiness in her womb and the animal inside her needed to mate. She would bear his cubs.

  Andrea pushed her body back to meet her lover, forcing him even deeper inside her. They moved quickly, filled with raw animal need. All the tenderness of the night before was gone, as they fucked with wild abandon.

  A scream rang through the forest as Jake once more bit down on her neck. The sensation of pain mingled with the pleasure within her and all the sights and sounds that overwhelmed her senses. It was too much for her and her climax hit her like a tidal wave. Her thrusting mate and the tree he had pinned her to were the only things keeping her upright.

  Jake felt her body writhing under him, and the soft walls of her cunt contracting around his cock. With a roar, he climaxed and filled his mate with his seed.

  Andrea felt the first warm splash of semen within her and imagined she could feel its heat radiating within her. As they came down from the peak of their pleasure, the warmth remained. She would soon be carrying his cub.

  Warning: This book contains graphic depictions of consenting adults engaging in explicit sexual activities, and is only intended for mature readers over the age of 18.

  Marissa couldn't control her excitement. Today she would be interviewing for her dream internship. As only a sophomore, everyone had told her not to get her hopes up, but here she was about to prove them all wrong. She had been preparing for this interview for months. She was ready and she knew she could do this job and do it well. It was her passion to work on forest conservancy and she had heard so many good things about the company and its founder, Russell Branch.

  And it wouldn't even take her away from her fiancé for the summer. She and Jake would be close enough that they could still visit. Everything was definitely going to be perfect.

  She dressed carefully for the interview, wanting to give the manager a good idea of her professionalism. But when she arrived, it wasn't an HR manager who met her at all. It was Russell Branch.

  "Sir," Marissa stammered, feeling almost like she should courtesy. "This is a huge honor."

  "Please call me Russell." He smiled, and she found herself immediately drawn to his warm green eyes. "And it's my foundation after all. I oversee all hiring. I only want people here who really care about the wilderness. This forest we oversee is very dear to me for personal reasons."

  "Oh, I do love it sir. Russell." Marissa forced herself to stop babbling.

  He laughed and offered her his hand. "And you are?"

  "Marissa Edward, sir. Russell."

  She took his hand to shake it. The connection immediate and electric. Something was between them. She couldn't have said what, but it made her weak in the knees.

  She forced her mind back to the interview. What was wrong with her? She was happy with Jake and this man would be her boss, for goodness sake.

  "Shall we begin?"

  He held the door open for her, still smiling. And though Marissa couldn't have said in what way, his expression had changed subtly as though he had noticed something about her, too. Maybe it had been her imagination.

  It didn't matter. She was here for her dream job.

  Marissa squared her shoulders. "Yes. I'm ready. We have a lot to cover, Russell."

  His delighted laugh followed her into the room.

  ~

  First day. Time to get up.

  Marissa stared at the ceiling and tried to summon the passion she had felt only a few short months ago. Where was her drive, her enthusiasm?

  Or maybe Jake had taken those from her, too.

  It came out of the blue two weeks ago. "I don't love you anymore," he'd said, and taken back his ring. "I don't think this can work."

  He left then, and left her devastated. Worse, she knew the real reason he was leaving, and it made her feel even more like a fool.

  She was pregnant. She had only told him a few weeks ago, but she had expected Jake to be happy that they were starting their family so soon. Instead, he had blanched and asked her if she was really going to keep it.

  Marissa couldn't even think off giving up her child. Even though she had only been pregnant a short time, she already loved her child with a fierceness that was frightening in its depth and intensity.

  But she had truly thought he would come around. She had never thought he would leave her.

  Swallowing against tears, Marissa forced herself out of bed. Her baby needed food, and her amazing internship awaited her. Everything would amazing again, she just had to remember that.

  And Russell Branch had been so kind to her. It would definitely be a pleasure to work with his team. And for such a good cause. Her baby would be proud of her someday.

  Feeling reassured, Marissa went to get dressed.

  ~

  To her surprise, Russell came himself to welcome her. She blushed at the warmth in his smile, feeling like this whole job was a dream. How was a billionaire - a busy billionaire, with his own company and non-profit - so down-to-earth and willing to talk to her? She had been certain he would have forgotten her, or would at least take a moment to place her, but here he was, welcoming her by name.

  It was then she saw him take in her condition. Marissa couldn't help but feel a thrill of fear. After Jack's reaction, she now felt a moment of panic that her pregnancy would ruin things here, too. But somehow, warmth still lingered in her new boss' voice when Russell clasped her hand. "I see congratulations are in order!"

  "Thank you." She felt a thrill at his touch and had to force herself to let go.

  "You are your fiancé must be excited."

  Being reminded of Jake hurt. But then, she was always reminded of him. "I am. Jake is... no longer in the picture."

  "I see. I'm sorry." Russell did look genuinely sorry for her sake, and seeing his concern made her heart skip a beat. How could such an important man be so down to earth and thoughtful?

  "It's fine." She forced a smile.

  He didn't look as though he believed her, but he was a gentleman and didn't press. "Let me show you to your desk. I hope you'll be happy here."

  Seeing the earnest hope in his face made her smile again, this time for real. "I'm sure I will be."

  ~

  Marissa threw herself into her work. It was easy - she had always been passionate about conservancy, but now she had a new reason to push herself. She wanted to forget the spring, to forget Jake and the look on his face when he told her he didn't want to be with her and her child.

  Over the next few weeks, it began to dawn on her that she might have some other reason for working hard.

  Her billionaire boss continued to pay special attention to her, even though she was sure he was a busy man, trying to run both his company and the non-profit. Yet he seemed to be more often working to save the forests than trying to make money, and Marissa began to feel like he might be spending more time in her department particularly than he might have otherwise.

>   She tried to convince herself she was imagining things, but every day, Russell dropped by to say hello, even if he was too busy to have a real conversation. He brought her flowers for Mother's Day and left her little notes at times when he came by while she was in another desk. Once, one had a little doodle of her as a superhero fighting to save the forest, and she laughed until tears came to her eyes.