Spin a Wicked Web

by Cricket McRae

  "Coffee?" Lindsey asked.

  I shook my head. "I'm full up. Thanks, though." I walked over to the loom. "Are you the weaver?"

  "I am." Her voice was deep, confident, her manner easy and unhurried.

  "And the alpacas?"

  "I raise them for wool and sell them for breeding."

  Gabi had mentioned that she could get sheep and alpaca wool locally. Lindsey was probably one of her sources.

  "My husband's the painter," she said. "He's out of town at a gallery show right now."

  "It practically vibrates with creativity in here."

  She smiled. And waited.

  "I understand you were a good friend of Ariel's," I said, wondering what this self-possessed woman had in common with Arieland what Ariel got out of it. "I'm very sorry for your loss."

  "Thank you." Sad about her friend's death, certainly, but not grief stricken. Serene. But how could I presume to know how she expressed sorrow?

  She looked down, her face suddenly pinched. "We all have to go eventually, but no one deserves to die like that. The venom, the hatred behind such an act of violence. It's inconceivable."

  And yet, inconceivable as it was, this was the third time I'd been involved in a murder in our little town. A woman could get a real complex about something like that.

  "Everything all right?" Lindsey's concerned voice brought me back to earth.

  I shook my head. "I find what happened to her upsetting, too." I'd started feeling downright sorry for myself there for a second. "Had you known Ariel for a long time?"

  She took a sip of her coffee and considered me. "How did you know I knew her at all? Did she mention me?"

  "Um, no. Her sister-in-law did, though. I was there last night."

  "You stayed the night at the Kaminskis?"

  I nodded.

  "Friend of the family?" Obvious intelligence shone from her eyes. No way I'd get away with lying to her.

  "Not exactly." I took a deep breath. "Ariel and I belong… belonged to the same artists' co-op. I drove up with her paintings, to give to her brother. One thing led to another, mostly because Gabi and I hit it off and have a common interest in spinning. I ended up staying the night. She mentioned you and Ariel were friends in high school, and what road you lived on, and when I was driving by on the way home, I sort of…" I trailed off, lame as could be.

  She squinted. "I guess I still don't quite understand why you're here."

  Why indeed? "Um. Well, I keep finding out things about Ariel that I hadn't known before. I thought you might be able to tell me more.

  "You're simply curious, then."

  I grimaced.

  Lindsey laughed, which disconcerted me further. "It's okay. Ariel was an odd little thing."

  "But you were friends."

  "In high school. Since then it had devolved to exchanging Christmas cards. At least most of the time. Once in awhile she still called when she needed to."

  Something about the way she said that. "When she needed to?"

  Lindsey inclined her head a fraction, holding my gaze.

  "And when," I pushed, "was that?"

  She looked speculative then seemed to make a decision. "When she started to fall back into her old habits."

  This time I was the one who waited.

  Another sip of coffee, followed by a small, self-deprecating smile. "Ariel and I had something in common in high school that bound us. We were both anorexic. My parents caught on, and I began seeing a local psychologist who specialized in eating disorders. Ariel's parents were both gone by then, and her brother had no idea what was going on. But once I started to get better, I convinced her to go with me. The woman who was treating me was an angel; she agreed to let Ariel share my sessions for no extra fee. By the time my mother and father found out, I was improving, so they let it continue. Over the course of two years, we both learned how to deal with having an eating disorder." She paused, watching the alpacas outside the window. "I was lucky. Staying well has been easier for me. Ariel had a difficult time."

  "That explains it," I said, without thinking.

  "Explains what?"

  I ran my hands over my face, suddenly tired. "I keep hearing Ariel wasn't exactly, um, overflowing with the milk of human kindness, if you know what I mean. She didn't like people so much for who they were, as for what they could do for her. She cultivated those who could provide her with something she needed."

  Lindsey didn't respond, continued watching the herd. I began to get a sick feeling, like I'd stepped on a puppy. I shouldn't have spoken so frankly.

  Then she turned back to me. "I never really thought about it that way. But, of course, you're right. She did exactly that."

  "You were awfully nice, letting her come to your sessions. It must have made it harder for you," I said, plunging in further.

  "She was killing herself." The simple words, stated so matter- of-factly, gave me goose bumps.

  I couldn't help asking, though, "Did you like her?"

  "I accepted her. Many people didn't."

  "Did you accept everything about her?"

  "You mean the men?"

  "You knew about the high school teacher, then. Owens."

  Lindsey's expression clouded. "He should have known better. She acted tough, but she was just a kid. A wildly insecure kid. He lost his job over it, but he should have been prosecuted."

  "Did you know she was recently having an affair with a married man?"

  She hesitated, licking her lips. "She called me a couple of weeks ago, as a matter of fact."

  Interesting. Lindsey hadn't been going to tell me that.

  "Did she mention Scott Popper?"

  "She talked about two men, both associated with the artists' co-op.

  "She was having affairs with both of them?" So she and Jake had progressed beyond e-mails. No wonder Felicia had made that angry phone call.

  Lindsey was silent.

  "Listen, I know you want to keep her confidence, and I don't blame you. But she was murdered. The police are probably going to show up on your doorstep, asking these same questions. At least, I hope they are, because the people she was involved with right before she died are important, and you have information about them."

  Okay, so I wasn't being particularly nice anymore.

  With pity on her face-for Ariel and not for me, I hoped-she said, "Yes, she was having affairs with both of them."

  "One was a cop, and the other one was a doctor, right?"

  Lindsey frowned. "One was a policeman, yes. The other was a mechanic."

  "A mechanic?"

  "Zak something?"

  Oh, wow. Zak Nelson. Not exactly associated with the co-op, but close enough. No wonder he'd wanted to buy one of Ariel's giant canvases. And no wonder Irene seemed to hate Ariel so much; she knew what was going on.

  "What else did she say?" I asked.

  However, Lindsey was shaking her head. "No. This has gone far enough. I'm sure you're a very nice person, but I don't know you, and I shouldn't be talking to you about Ariel like this. If the police come, fine. But you're not the police, and I'd like you to leave now.

  "But-"

  "I don't have anything else to tell you. Please. Go."

  "All right. Thank you for talking to me," I said. It sounded weak. I could tell by the rueful look on her face that Lindsey regretted talking to me at all. At my insistence she had violated a personal code of ethics.

  On one hand, the last twenty-four hours had gleaned a pile of new information about Ariel, some of which might be helpful in determining who murdered her.

  On the other hand, I felt like dirt.

  TWENTY-ONE

  I'D LEARNED A LOT about Ariel, things that Robin and Barr might not have unearthed by themselves. I'd sworn up and down I wasn't going to investigate her murder, yet it sure looked like that was exactly what I was doing. Why couldn't I stop asking questions? Did I have some kind of genetic mutation?

  Gawd. Well, that was it. Finished. Over. Finito. No mo
re snooping or questioning or even wondering to myself. No more gnawing on the problem like it was a big juicy bone and I was a hungry terrier. Barr had asked me to gossip, but by stealing Ariel's diary and talking to Lindsey Drucker, I'd crossed that line.

  Too many people knew I'd been asking questions. Someone had killed Ariel in a very violent manner, and the last thing I wanted was to set them off or make them think I was a danger in anyway, shape, or form. After all, it was more than likely I knew the murderer.

  Nope, I thought. Stick a fork in me; I'm done.

  At least for a few days.

  I mean, it made sense to back off and see how things played out. I knew a lot more about Ariel now. Maybe it was enough. I'd learned by now that it was a bad idea to barrel ahead, poking at hornet nests just to see what came out.

  Because I already knew the result would be hornets. And I didn't like getting stung.

  ***

  Our yellow house on the edge of the historic district of Cadyville looked as welcoming as a grandmother's hug. Brilliant azure clematis twined up a trellis to one side of the tiny porch, breathtaking against the butter color of the wall. Lavender bushes lined the walkway, and showy annuals brightened the more sedate perennials tucked all over the small yard. As I walked to the front door, I couldn't help smiling. I was such a homebody, and this was definitely my home. Time for a shower and then back to my normal life.

  Once inside the door, though, my cheerful disposition faded. Voices drew me into the living room, where I found Meghan and Barr, iced coffees in hand, chatting up a storm. As soon as I entered, though, their animated conversation died a sudden death. The looks on both of their faces didn't improve my mood.

  "What happened?" I asked.

  Meghan glanced at Barr, then said, "Hannah stopped by."

  I dropped into a chair. "Again" It wasn't a question.

  She nodded. "She seems determined to talk to you."

  I exhaled audibly. "Fine. I'll talk to her. Let's just get it over with."

  "We have to find her first," Barr said. "And when we do, I want to be the first one to speak with her."

  Something ominous in his tone. I peered at Meghan. "What did she say?"

  She twisted her mouth and shrugged. "Only that she wanted to talk to you, was in fact determined to talk to you. It wasn't so much what she said, as how she said it."

  Hmmm. Meghan had been spooked enough to call Barr.

  "Well, I'm here now," I said. "So next time she comes back she can have her wish. I don't know that she's going to be very happy with what I have to say, though." I smiled at Barr. It was not a nice smile.

  He stood. "I'm going to try and track her down before she gets a chance to bother you again. I'm sorry about all this, Meghan."

  She shook her head. "It's all right. I know you'll take care of it."

  I walked him to the door. "I have a lot to tell you about my trip to La Conner. "

  "Can it wait?" he asked. "I really want to find Hannah."

  Great. He was neglecting his job just to track down his ex-wife so she'd stop bugging us.

  "I guess," I said. "Or I could tell Robin."

  He looked alarmed. "No, let me do that." Bending down, he gave me a long kiss. Then he whispered, "Come over tonight and tell me all about it, okay? We'll have dinner."

  I nodded. "What sounds good?"

  "Huh uh. I'm cooking for you. But I'm afraid my repertoire is somewhat limited, so you'll have to take what you get."

  He was cooking for me? "Deal," I said. This was the first time he'd cooked a meal for me. It was bound to be horrible, but I didn't care. It was a case of the thought that counts.

  ***

  After showering, I walked into my storeroom refreshed and ready to get back to work. I trailed my fingers along the soaps stacked neatly on the shelves, lingering on the pretty pastel labels, the colored glass bottles. A plethora of scents whirled around me.

  I'd recently developed a soap especially for children and babies. It was superfatted with avocado, almond, and jojoba oils, meaning there was more oil in the recipe than the chemical reaction between the oil and lye-saponification-used. This left some of the oils in the soap in emollient form. The result was a mild, moisturizing bar the color of heavy whipping cream. I didn't add any scented oils or colorants, so parents didn't have to worry about allergic reactions with their little ones.

  Soon my work island was covered with huge bottles of oil, granulated lye, bowls and measuring cups and scales, as well as stirrers, thermometers, and my safety equipment. I donned the apron, rubber gloves, and goggles and began mixing and pouring. The oils melted together in a big kettle on the ancient stove while I measured water into another giant stainless steel kettle, this one with a pour spout. Gently, I stirred in the lye pellets, careful not to splash any of it outside of the container.

  The thing about making soap was that it was just dangerous enough that it demanded my full attention. My worries evaporated, and I found myself engaged in the magic of the soapmaking process yet again. I doubted I would ever become entirely blase about it. At least I hoped not. And right now it made me feel better to create something both beautiful and useful.

  Of course, that didn't mean I knew what I should do when I could no longer immerse myself behind the wall of work. The thought of a confrontation with Hannah gave me butterflies the size of dragons.

  Talk about overreaction, Sophie Mae.

  I pushed the thoughts out of my head and reached for a thermometer.

  The lye had heated chemically when mixed with water. When it had cooled to the temperature I needed, I poured the warm oils into the industrial-sized mixer I'd bought from a bakery in Seattle when it went out of business. Then I very, very carefully added the liquid lye and started the beater turning on the lowest speed. The liquids swished sluggishly together.

  I moved away from the mixer and removed my goggles, hanging them nearby for easy access for the next stage of the process.

  "Are you busy?" I nearly dropped the wooden soap mold I was holding when Meghan spoke from the bottom step.

  "Don't sneak up on me like that," I said with one hand over my racing heart. "What if I'd been handling lye?"

  "Sorry. I guess you are. Busy, I mean."

  I removed a glove and pushed back a tendril of hair that had flopped over my eyes. "What's up?"

  "Ruth's upstairs. Looking for you."

  "Can you entertain her for a few minutes? I'm almost done here."

  "You got it." Meghan returned upstairs.

  I could tell by the texture and viscosity of the soap that it had reached trace and was ready to pour. Donning my glove and goggles again, I turned off the mixer and, with a grunt, removed the bowl and carefully took it to the work island where the wooden molds, each of which held two dozen bars worth of soap, sat waiting. For the first couple I climbed onto a step stool and carefully ladled the thickened mixture into the molds. The last two I was able to pour directly.

  It took a little muscle, though. I thought of Chris wielding her hammer and tongs in the forge. She'd be able to pour the whole lot, I bet.

  When I had finished, I covered the soap with a light cloth to let it set up, cleaned up my workroom and myself, and headed upstairs.

  ***

  "How did it go?" Ruth asked.

  She, Meghan, and I sat in loungers in the strip of shade that ran along the back of the house. Erin was still at math camp, but Meghan would be leaving soon to pick her up. Out in the yard, the sunshine fell relentlessly on the garden beds. I could almost hear the plants reaching and stretching toward it, determined to procreate. Their biological imperative would benefit our table for the rest of the year. The hens clucked at each other in their pen, and in the neighbor's yard a pair of spotted towhees called to each other. A squirrel ran along the top of the cedar fence, pausing first to twitch his nose at us, and then his tail.

  The squirrel let loose with an irritated chatter, then flipped his tail at us one more time and scampered down the
fence, out of sight.

  I felt kind of funny telling them what had happened in La Conner before I told Barr, but he'd had his chance. Besides, it seemed to fall under his gossip mandate.

  Taking a sip of lemonade, I said, "Rocky, Ariel's brother, is twenty-eight, has a wife and twin boys, an inherited tulip farm that doesn't make enough money to survive on, a side business as a car mechanic, prematurely thinning hair, and a lifelong blindness to who his sister really was. Gabi, his wife, is a competent, creative, family-oriented farm wife, doing her best to make do with what she has. She resented Ariel's hold over her brother and the money Rocky gave his sister."

  "She's the spinner?" Meghan asked.

  Ruth perked up at that.

  I nodded. "She has a fabulous stash, and she quilts and sews, too."

  "No wonder you like her so much," Meghan said.

  Hmmm. "I do like her," I mused. "She's one of those people who, on paper, you have a ton in common with, but there's a lot we don't, as well. Still, I think we could grow to be good friends."

  "It's too bad she lives so far away."

  "True," I said. "I did find out a few interesting things about Ariel herself, though."

  Ruth leaned forward.

  "For one thing, she had an affair with a teacher in high school."

  "Oh, that poor little thing," Ruth said.

  "Ariel's friend from high school would agree with you. Her sister-in-law, on the other hand, said it was all Ariel's fault and that she deliberately seduced the teacher in order to get a good grade."

  "Her friend from high school?"

  I told them about my conversation with Lindsey Drucker, including what I'd learned about Ariel's eating disorder.

  When I'd finished, Ruth gazed at me with sadness. "She was one messed-up kid, wasn't she?" Her eyes welled, and she looked away, blinking rapidly. Ruth was one of the most tender-hearted people I knew.