BWWM: Bad Boy Billionaires Box Set (A Bad Boy BWWM Billionaire Collection)
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I decided to take some time to read the contract, instead of going in to work early. I slipped the contract out of the envelope. It was only four pages but it looked intimidating. I sat down and began reading slowly and carefully.
BDSM CONTRACT
This contract dated (day) of (month), 20(yr) is the complete and entire agreement between the signatories, _________ (Dominate/Dom), hereinafter referred to as “DOM” and _________ (submissive/sub), hereinafter referred to as “SUB.” The terms of this agreement will begin on (day) of (month), 20(yr) and will remain in effect for a period of _____ month(s)/year(s). This contract shall also become null and void immediately upon request of the injured party following any material breach of the contract. Should the injured party agree to continue with the contract following any material breach, the broken clause shall still remain in effect for the remaining term of the contract. By signing this contract DOM attests that he is of sound mind and healthy body and that he is entering into this contract on his own volition. By signing this contract SUB attests that she is of sound mind and healthy body and that she is entering into this contract on her own volition. SUB further attests that she has read and understood this contract in its entirety and she is in full agreement with all of its terms. By signing this document both parties attest that they are over the age of twenty-one and that they are up to date with all STD screening.
DOM’S RESPONSIBILITIES
DOM shall be responsible for keeping SUB safe at all times
DOM shall submit to regular STD screening and DOM shall immediately notify SUB if He contracts any sexually transmitted diseases or infections.
DOM will not make SUB engage in scene play with other parties besides DOM against SUB’S volition.
DOM shall pick out the entire wardrobe for SUB at His expense. DOM shall dictate what SUB is to wear when they appear in public as a couple.
DOM shall provide SUB with an agreed upon allowance to provide for SUB’s basic living expenses, medical bills and leisure activities. Should SUB materially breach or terminate this contract. SUB’s allowance shall cease immediately upon time of breach or termination.
DOM will pay all household bills and living expenses including but not limited to mortgage, utilities , housekeeping staff, chefs and food costs.
DOM shall provide for all of SUB’S travel expenses and arrangements
DOM shall provide SUB guidance on what to eat, how to exercise and when to sleep in order to facilitate SUB’s health and happiness
DOM shall provide SUB with two spa days per month at DOM’s expense for waxing, tanning, hair care, pedicure, manicure and massage
DOM will stretch SUB’s limits to help SUB grow as a spiritual, sexual and emotional being
DOM will facilitate formal training sessions for SUB to educate SUB about the BDSM lifestyle and different types of play
DOM agrees to expose SUB to new activities both sexual and otherwise that will facilitate SUB’s personal growth and enjoyment
DOM will do everything within His power to train, educate, instruct, shape and mold SUB into the best submissive that she has the capacity to be
DOM will respect and honor the invocation of the safe word (______) by SUB.
DOM will respect all hard limits of SUB.
DOM agrees to help SUB explore any new interests that SUB discovers.
DOM shall punish and discipline SUB as DOM sees fit.
DOM shall inform SUB of the reason for any punishment.
DOM shall enforce an 11PM curfew for SUB when SUB is in DOM’S absence.
DOM shall not keep SUB from staying in touch with her family and female friends and DOM will not unreasonably withhold trips from SUB to visit said friends and family.
DOM may restrict SUB’s association with male friends as He sees fit.
DOM will not allow SUB to scene with or engage in sex play with men other than DOM.
DOM shall allow SUB to scene with or engage in sex play with other women if SUB desires. Should DOM allow SUB to scene with anyone DOM shall be present during the entire scene in order to assure that SUB is unharmed and not forced to do anything on SUB’s hard limit list.
DOM agrees not to scene with or engage in sex play with anyone other than SUB without SUB’s express permission.
SUB’S RESPONSIBILITIES
SUB agrees to maintain her personal appearance and hygiene by regular bathing and all other routine body care (e.g. brushing teeth, exfoliating, moisturizing etc).
SUB shall maintain clean shaven genitalia, legs and arm pits at all times, unless instructed otherwise by DOM.
SUB shall consistently and meticulously take some form of birth control to prevent unwanted pregnancy. All costs associated with the birth control method of SUB’s choice will be provided for by DOM.
SUB agrees to submit to routine STD screenings and to maintain her sexual health. SUB agrees to inform DOM if she contracts any sexually transmitted infection or disease.
SUB agrees to study BDSM on a weekly basis to educate herself on how to become the best SUB that she is able to be.
SUB agrees to make assimilating into the BDSM culture a priority.
SUB agrees not to work outside the home without DOM’s express permission.
SUB agrees to communicate openly and honestly with DOM about her interests, desires, limits and fears.
SUB shall show honor and respect to Dom at all times.
SUB shall address DOM exactly as he requests including titles such as “Master,” “King,” and “Sir” or any other titles that he sees fit.
SUB shall defer to DOM’s wishes on all major decisions. SUB agrees that DOM always has the final say on day to day matters.
SUB agrees to never remove ownership collar at any time.
SUB shall stand or sit by DOM’s side at all times when they appear together in public as a couple.
SUB is only to wear underwear and lingerie approved of by DOM. When in doubt as to what to wear or if DOM is unavailable to give directives SUB should go without underwear.
SUB shall sleep naked.
SUB shall make herself available for use by Dom in anyway DOM desires at anytime DOM desires within the terms of this contract.
SUB shall not have any sexual contact including masturbation at any time without permission from DOM.
SUB shall not orgasm without express permission from DOM.
SUB shall not invoke the safe word unless absolutely necessary.
CONSENT TO PLAY TIME ACTIVITIES
SUB consents to kissing, touching, fondling, licking and biting of any and all body parts by DOM within any scene or anytime or any place DOM sees fit.
SUB consents to have her hair pulled by DOM within any scene. SUB’s hair will only be pulled by DOM within a scene and never in public.
SUB consents to receiving manual stimulation by DOM within any scene or anytime or any place DOM sees fit.
SUB consents to receiving oral stimulation by DOM within any scene or anytime time DOM requests said activity within the privacy of DOM or SUB’s home or vehicle.
SUB consents to vaginal intercourse within any scene or at anytime DOM requests said activity within the privacy of DOM or SUB’s home or vehicle.
SUB consents to anal intercourse within any scene or at anytime DOM requests said activity within the privacy of DOM or SUB’s home or vehicle.
SUB consents to the use of any toy or device that DOM sees fit for vaginal penetration and/or clitoral stimulation so long as SUB’s health and safety are not jeopardized.
SUB consents to the use of any toy or device that DOM sees fit for anal stimulation and/or penetration so long as SUB’s health and safety are not jeopardized.
SUB consents to the use of nipple clamps or any other device that the DOM sees fit for stimulation, arousal and punishment.
SUB consents to receiving corporal punishment including spankings and floggings. SUB consents to the use of paddles, whips, belts and riding crops for corporal punishment.
SUB consents to being restrained within any scene by use of rope, hand cuffs, chains, duct tape or by any other means that DOM sees fit during a bondage scene.
SUB consents to being gagged within any scene as DOM sees fit.
SUB consents to being chastised, humiliated and degraded within a scene including but not limited to being referred to with terms such as “bad girl, “dirty little slut,” “kinky whore” or any other term DOM sees fit for punishment and humiliation. SUB only consents to sexual humiliation within a scene and in private never in public or outside of a scene.
SUB consents to food play as DOM sees fit.
SUB consents to wax play as DOM sees fit.
SUB consents to being choked lightly and stimulated by means of erotic asphyxiation so long as proper safety measures are adhered to.
SUB consents to pleasuring and stimulating DOM however and whenever He demands including but not limited to kissing, touching, massaging, fondling, licking, biting, manual stimulation, fellatio, anal stimulation and sexual intercourse.
SOFT LIMITS
SUB’s soft limits shall be negotiated between the Parties and memorialized in an amendment to this document.
HARD LIMITS
SUB will not engage in sexual activity with minors or animals.
SUB will not engage in any scene or activity that involves the loss or exchange of blood.
SUB will not engage in any scene that involves fire play or the use of combustible material.
SUB will not engage in pet play (pony play and/or pup play).
SUB will not engage in rape play.
SUB will not give or receive golden showers.
SUB will not engage in scat play.
SUB will not engage in needle play.
SUB shall not engage in gunplay.
SUB shall not engage in knife play.
SUB will not engage in electric play.
SUB will not participate in any scene that requires an unusual risk of death or serious bodily injury.
SUB will not engage in infantilism.
SUB will not succumb to or be required to administer genital torture.
SUB will not succumb to or engage in fisting.
SUB will not be required to wear a leash in public.
CONFIDENTIALITY
Neither DOM nor SUB shall disclose the nature of their relationship to the media or any persons outside of the BDSM community.
Neither DOM nor SUB shall disclose any of the terms of this agreement to the media or to any persons outside of the relationship.
SUB shall not disclose any of DOM’s specific kinks, fetishes or sexual proclivities to the media or anyone outside of the relationship.
SUB is permitted to discuss the nature of her Dominate/submissive relationship with DOM within the BDSM community but only in general terms. SUB is only permitted to discuss the relationship insofar as it pertains to seeking advice on how to be a better SUB.
SUB shall respect the privacy of DOM and shall not disclose anything about DOM that could reasonably be perceived as humiliating, embarrassing or harmful to His personal or professional image.
DOM will respect the privacy of SUB and will never disclose any information about SUB that could harm her personal or professional image.
In the event of breach or termination of this agreement by either Party this section of the Agreement remains in effect.
My head was spinning by the time I finished reading the contract. My mouth was dry and my stomach was tight. I guzzled down my orange juice and read the contract again in its entirety. I never realized just how virginal and inexperienced I was until I saw things in the contract that I had never even considered, let alone experienced. From day one, whenever Trevor referred to me as innocent or untainted I always cringed, because at the time I thought he was only seeing me as the sheltered ingénue he wanted me to be, and not the sexually mature woman that I perceived myself to be. But the more I got to know Trevor, I realized that in comparison to him I was innocent and pure. My heart skipped a beat at the thought of learning from a sexual master as skilled as Trevor. I realized that if I signed the contract my sexuality would soar to heights that I never thought imaginable. Mmmm… multiple orgasms… I crossed my legs to stifle my wetness as I thought about letting Trevor teach me, train me and dominate me. I skimmed over the contract once more, and my heart sank as I read it more carefully. I absolutely cannot do this. I definitely don’t have it in me to be a submissive. A curfew? Deferring to Trevor on every decision? Calling him ‘Master’ and ‘Sir’?… No way! I’m not signing up for that. Trevor’s contract sounded completely insane to me, but I couldn’t deny that I was still wet from the thought of having him tie me up, pin me down and dominate me. I had a lot to think about, but I needed to get to work. I put the contract in my bag, suited up in my winter coat and boots, and headed out the door.
I have never really cared for winter. In fact I’ve always despised it. The snow makes it hard to get around, and the lake effect wind in Chicago is excruciating. But this winter had been more enchanting than even the best Christmas movie. The warmth of Trevor’s affection has made this holiday season not only bearable but delightful. This was the first time I was in a relationship during the holidays. I liked couple life — it was cozy and comfortable, especially during this time of year. Even though I was conflicted about being Trevor’s submissive, I was grateful to have him in my life. Despite all of the turmoil I went through over the summer, this was shaping up to be a really good year. My career as an entertainment journalist had been going better than it had been in years. These days, instead of chasing after publicists and hunting for stories, I was busy answering calls from publicists pitching me. I love the shoe being on the other foot. It’s amazing. And Kevin had given me a lot of responsibility. Not only did he trust me to avert crisis, but I also got to help choose which artists and events we covered. I was really excited that all of my hard work had paid off, but sometimes deep inside I felt that my career had plateaued at this particular publication. My real dream was to have my own entertainment news show or to be a music industry correspondent for a major television network. I cringed as I thought about how close I was, back when I was living in L.A. over three years ago. I shook my head back and forth to clear my thoughts as I shifted my focus to what I had to get done for the day at work.
* * *
My heavy workload made the remainder of the workweek pass quickly. I finished all of my assignments for Kevin before the deadline, and our current issue went to the printer as planned. Kevin took me out to a nice dinner on Friday after work to thank me for my dedication. On Saturday night when I talked to Trevor on Skype, I casually mentioned the dinner thinking it was harmless, but for some reason it made Trevor furious. He never raised his voice, but he admonished me pretty harshly and he accused Kevin of having bad intentions. I asked Trevor why he didn’t trust me and he said it’s not me that he didn’t trust, it was my boss. He told me I was naïve if I thought that Kevin wasn’t trying to sleep with me. I held my ground and insisted that the relationship between me and Kevin was strictly professional and that Kevin understood that just as well as I did. I mentioned that Kevin was married with a baby on the way, to prove my point that it was highly unlikely that he was trying to woo me. Trevor pointed out that men with pregnant wives cheat all the time.
I didn’t want to hear any more of it, so I told him I was going to bed early so that I could wake up and take care of some things before our trip. Before he let me go he told me that if I ever went out with another man in his absence again, there would be serious consequences. His words tied my stomach in knots. I hated to upset Trevor, especially right before Christmas with his family. And part of me wondered if Trevor was right; perhaps Kevin was attracted to me. At first I was infuriated that Trevor thought he had the right to control me and tell me who I could and could not go to dinner with. I am my own person. I am not a piece of property that Trevor owns. I couldn’t believe he had the gall to chastise me over
a work meeting. But as the weekend progressed and my anger wore off, I felt guilty about going out with Kevin, even though the tone of our dinner was professional. I was crazy about Trevor. He was the only man I had eyes for and I wanted him to know that. I decided in the future I would at least try to be more cognizant of how my actions came across and I’d be more mindful about not making Trevor jealous, even if I shouldn’t have to.
Monday arrived in a flash. I had my bags packed for Cleveland and I was ready to go. I was excited to go back to my hometown. It had been far too long since I’d visited. I really lucked out, falling for an amazing man from the same city as me. Cleveland breeds talent, that’s for sure. It’s no surprise that despite traveling all over, I ended up with a guy from the Buckeye state. I was excited to go back to the city where I spent my childhood and teen years but I did not want to see my family. I had a strained relationship with my parents. And my sister and her husband were going to be in town, and I certainly didn’t get along with them. My sister was a successful real estate agent in Florida, and her husband was a hotshot lawyer. They were both snobs and looked down on my career as an entertainment journalist. They thought it was frivolous. I was hoping that meeting and getting to know Trevor’s parents would give me access to the family life that I’d always craved but never had. I really hoped they liked me. I knew I would like them. They raised one of the most incredible and successful men in the world. They had to be amazing people.
Trevor and I had been so busy Christmas shopping, working and preparing for our trip, that we hadn’t had time to discuss the contract. I decided not to bring it up. As exciting as exploring a different lifestyle may be, I liked our relationship the way it was. Trevor and I typically only saw each other on weekends and vacations, so every moment together was special. I knew that spending time with him and his family on Christmas would bring us closer. Maybe he would realize we didn’t need the contract after all. I was hoping that Trevor had forgotten about it, but deep inside I had a feeling that he hadn’t. Trevor was usually pretty talkative most of the time, but he was quiet and reserved on the way to the airport. The lack of conversation made me uneasy.