Forever with You (Fixed)

by Paige, Laurelin

  Fuck, he was already so deep, each merciless jab hitting me in just the right place. Every exhale was a whimper, my hands and knees shaking as he assaulted me with enormous jolts of pleasure.

  He withdrew again to his tip and paused as he flipped me to my back. Pushing my knees back into the bed, he leaned into me and resumed pounding into me with a fevered pace. “Come with me, precious.” It wasn’t a request. He meant for me to obey. “I’m going to go soon. Tell me you’re coming with me.”

  “Yes,” I panted. “Yes. Yes.”

  “Good.” He pushed on the underside of my thighs, tilting my hips up, and bucked into me, hard and deep. Deeper than he’d ever been; I’d swear he’d never been that far inside of me. My orgasm began surging through me. “Wait, Alayna.”

  I widened my eyes, gasping in shallow breaths as I tried to hold on.

  “Wait. Wait. Wait.” His command matched the rhythm of his thrusts. “Wait.” Then, “Now!”

  At his permission, I succumbed to the force that had built inside, letting it rip through me with lightning speed. My pussy clenched around his cock as Hudson pressed into me with a long, deep drive. “Fuuuccck!” He elongated the word as he knocked against my pelvis, spilling into me fiercely.

  He collapsed onto the bed next to me, his chest rising and falling in tandem with my own. “Well,” he said after a few minutes. “That was…”

  Holy, wow, I thought.

  Hudson finished the sentence, stealing one of my other favorite terms. “…amazeballs.”

  ***

  We spent the evening in the bedroom, only leaving to make sandwiches from the supplies that the property manager had dropped off before we’d arrived. We made love late into the night and woke with a morning round as well.

  Though we were in the middle of nowhere, I discovered we still had wi-fi. It was almost a disappointment—part of the beauty of the cabin was the remoteness of it. Yet it was nice for listening to music. After a breakfast of yogurt and fresh berries, I set up Spotify on Hudson’s laptop, logging in as me, and turned on one of my favorite playlists. We lounged naked on the sofa, my head at one end, his at the other while he massaged my feet.

  Phillip Phillip’s So Easy came on. I hummed along for a bit, occasionally singing some of the words.

  Hudson watched me with admiration. “You have a nice voice.”

  I blushed. It was funny to realize that I hadn’t ever sung in front of him. Oh, the firsts we still had between us. Since I was already embarrassed, I admitted, “This song makes me think of you.”

  His nose wrinkled in surprise. “You have a song that makes you think of me?”

  “Several. A whole soundtrack.” We were listening to the playlist I had titled H, after all.

  “Hmm. I didn’t know that.” He tilted his head and I could tell he was trying to catch the words.

  I sang along, helping him hear the important parts, getting louder at the chorus where Phillip sang about making it so easy to fall so hard.

  It was Hudson’s turn to be embarrassed. He looked down at his hands working the sole of my foot, a small smile playing at his lips. The song ended, and he moved to my other foot. “How about a shower?”

  I stretched my arms over my head and pointed my toes, noting the soreness of muscles that I didn’t even know I had. “Yes. Definitely.” A hot shower sounded good. But I didn’t make a move to get up. Not moving sounded good too.

  “Do you have any specific plans for the day? Besides the shower.”

  I groaned as his thumb worked at the knot in the ball of my foot. “You have me kidnapped in the mountains—I think I’m kind of at your mercy.”

  “That you are. In which case, I was thinking I’d like to spend the day inside you as much as possible.”

  I grinned. “I’m totally okay with that. Anything else you have planned?”

  “I’d like to take you for a walk around the property. And perhaps some online jewelry shopping. I believe a new necklace or earrings for Mira’s event might be nice.”

  Instead of automatically arguing about the idea of a gift like I usually did, I weighed the idea in my head. “That might not be bad. I don’t have anything nice, and I have been through the wringer lately. Maybe I deserve a present of some sort.” I smiled coyly.

  “Alayna!” Hudson exclaimed. “I’ve never heard you care about any of that before.”

  I stared at my hands and shrugged, wishing I hadn’t said anything.

  Hudson abandoned my feet, crawled up to my face, and covered my body with his. “I’m very pleased. And a whole lot aroused.”

  Well, he was somewhat aroused. The new position made it evident.

  “Why does my acting like a greedy bitch turn you on?”

  “Because I love giving you things. It’s something that I’m good at. I wish I could give you more but you never seem interested.” He ran his fingers through my hair. “So anything you want, I’ll give it to you. A shopping spree? A week in Nevis? A car?”

  I rolled my eyes and tried to push him off of me. “You’re making fun of me now.”

  He held his ground, both physically and conversationally. “I’m dead serious. Do you want me to buy you a company? Or an island?”

  “Stop it.”

  “No. I won’t.” He tilted my chin up to meet his eyes. “Anything you want, Alayna. It’s yours. And since you don’t seem to know that, I’ll have to work even harder to make sure you take advantage of my wealth.”

  Again, I tried to push him away. “I don’t want or need to take advantage—”

  “Now stop.” He moved his hand to caress my cheek. “I know you don’t. You never have. But I’ve told you before that you own me. Whether you take advantage of it or not, I’m yours.”

  I started to protest again, but he continued. “And thereby, all I own is yours.” He met my eyes with stone-cold sincerity. “There are contracts that can guarantee that, you know.”

  I swallowed. Gulped, actually. The kind of contracts he was talking about…joint ownership…those were hints at wedding bells if I’d ever heard them. Petrified and a little bit thrilled, I tested the waters. “That’s some pretty serious stuff you’re implying.”

  “I’ll do more than imply if you let me.” His voice was quiet but genuine.

  My heart pounded in my chest. He couldn’t say I love you, but he could promise me the moon? He got intimidated when I expressed my feelings through a song, but he could offer a lifetime?

  We weren’t ready for that. I wasn’t. He wasn’t, even if he thought he was. “I think I’ll just take a nice piece of jewelry for now,” I whispered.

  I waited with bated breath for his response, hoping I hadn’t hurt his feelings.

  It took a second, but he smiled. “Then it’s yours.”

  Wanting to lighten the mood more, I added, “Also, some more books. And did you really say a car?”

  He shook his head in disbelief. “You don’t want a car. You don’t like to drive.”

  It was true that I wasn’t fond of being behind the wheel of a car. But there were other places that driving occurred. “No, I like to drive. You just never let me.”

  He narrowed his eyes. “You’re not talking about cars anymore, are you?”

  “Nope.” I reached my hand down to circle his cock that was still semi-aroused. I stroked him, once, twice.

  He groaned and flipped me so that I was on top of him. “How about you drive right now?”

  I straddled him, positioned myself over his cock and slid down. “It kind of seems like I already am.”

  Chapter Eleven

  We returned to the city Sunday evening, rested and deliciously sore. At least, I was. I was also more excited than ever about our relationship. Still, as eager as I was to get back to our home and our lives, a sadness accompanied our arrival. Hudson and I had made great strides at connecting while we were alone. Could we hold onto our progress back in the real world?

  I worried that the answer was no. Especially when, after s
etting the suitcase in our bedroom, Hudson headed straight to the library to get some work done. I was asleep when he went to bed, and he didn’t wake me. Just like that, our vacation was over and we were back to life.

  The next morning, I woke before Hudson left for the day. I sat up against the headboard, watching him as he laced his belt through his slacks. “I’m glad I caught you.”

  He lifted a brow. “You caught me? I was under the impression that I’d caught you.”

  I tossed a pillow at him. “I mean right now. I’m glad I caught you before you left.”

  He put his jacket on and turned to give me his full attention. “Why? Do you need to talk to me?”

  “I don’t need to. My days are just better when they start off seeing you.”

  His lips slid into a smile. He came to the bed, placing one knee into the mattress and pulling me into him. “I feel the same way. Completely.”

  I wrapped my arms around his neck and played with the hair at the back of his neck. “Let’s try to make sure we start it that way more often, okay? And when we go to bed, the same thing.”

  He leaned his forehead into mine. “I didn’t want to wake you, precious.”

  “We never want to wake each other. Let’s get over that. I’d rather lose sleep than lose what I have with you. And sometimes I feel like with our work and day-to-day lives, we slip away from each other. This weekend reminded me how good it feels to be the center of your world.”

  His expression grew warm. “You’re always the center of my world.”

  I melted. Would he always be able to make me feel this good? I had a feeling the answer was yes. As long as he took the time to tell me. As long as I took the time to listen. “Well, then wake me up and tell me that before you go from now on.”

  “Done.” He captured my mouth, kissing me sweetly. “You’re the center of my world, precious. Every minute of every day. Even when I’m not with you.” He brushed his lips against mine. “You make it so easy to fall so hard.”

  He remembered the words of the song I sang him! My heart flipped in my chest and my eyes grew misty. I clutched onto him. “God, I love you.”

  He lingered another moment, his gaze fixed on mine.

  A rush of…something…swept through my body. It was impossible to pinpoint the exact emotion, and I suspected it was a combination of a whole lot of stuff—melancholy and lust and love and adoration.

  But, even with all the good stuff, under all that, there was a steady pulse of dread.

  He narrowed his eyes, studying me. “What is it, precious?”

  “I don’t know.” How could I explain this unwarranted feeling that the beautiful thing we had was right on the edge of shattering? I brushed my hand across his cheek. “Sometimes, when you go, I’m left feeling off kilter.”

  “Trust me, precious, the feeling is mutual.”

  I thought about his response long after he’d left, wondering what he’d meant. Maybe he hadn’t realized that my statement wasn’t exactly a compliment.

  Or maybe I had him just as off balance as he had me.

  ***

  Mira tugged at the waistband of the blue floral A-line I was wearing. I couldn’t see myself in the mirror from where I was standing in the dressing room, but from what I could see, it looked pretty damn good.

  “Turn,” she demanded.

  I spun half-heartedly. I was tired of spinning, frankly. It was nearly three and after trying on dozens of outfits, we still hadn’t found the perfect one for her reopening. Scratch that. Mira hadn’t found the perfect outfit. I’d found several.

  “Hmm.” She studied me with narrow eyes. “I love this one, but it’s not as good on you as I thought it would be.”

  I swallowed back my sigh. “Maybe I’m not a very good model.” I suddenly had a ton of appreciation for those who modeled for a living. I loved clothes. I loved trying new clothes on. I did not, it turned out, love being poked and prodded and scrutinized by a feisty fashion expert.

  Mira shook her head. “That’s the thing. You’re too gorgeous and this dress dulls you.”

  Dulls me? That was a new one.

  “There’s too much material,” she went on. “It’s like I’m trying to hide beauty.”

  “Whatever.”

  “There’s got to be something else.” She rifled through the dresses on the rack that I had yet to try on, which was not many. “All of these have the same problem. We need a perfect balance between the dress and you. We need one that shows more skin.”

  “Don’t make it too skimpy or Hudson will kill you. Or me. Or both of us.” Thoughts of Hudson were never far away when I was in Mira’s shop. We’d had amazing sex right in that very dressing room— my hands pressed against the mirror, his cock thrusting in from behind—

  “Hudson can bite my ass.”

  Leave it to Mira to bring me back to reality. Sharply. Except now I was thinking about Hudson biting my ass…

  Mira pulled a dress from the rack, looking it over. “Did you figure out if Hudson has any plans for Celia?”

  “Unfortunately, I think he doesn’t.” That was what my heart was truly telling me. It was probably also why he wanted me out of town. “And did you see Celia was there at the restaurant last week?”

  Mira whipped toward me. “Oh my god! She was? I didn’t see her. With Mom and everything, I guess I was distracted. Did she say anything to you?”

  “Nope.” She’d skirted past the Sophia incident, so I took that as a sign she didn’t really want to talk about it.

  “Thank goodness for that.” She turned to put the dress back in its place and began shuffling through the outfits we’d already been through. “I can’t believe she has time to dedicate to that. I mean, she doesn’t need the money, but she has a job. Does she just ignore her clients?”

  I’d actually lost jobs in the past due to my own obsessions. But for once, I didn’t want to compare. I decided to go for a lighter approach. “I know, right? Maybe she pays an assistant to do all her work.”

  Mira laughed. “Or she canceled all her projects this month.”

  “And put up a sign in her office that says: Closed for Stalking.” We were both laughing now. The release felt good. It broke the ever-present tension sort of in the same way sex did. If I couldn’t spend all my days in bed, I definitely should spend more of it laughing.

  “Well, at least we can find the humor.” Mira moved behind me, apparently giving up on the clothes rack. “But there’s no humor in this horrid dress. Let’s get you out of this lousy thing.” She loosened the ties that threaded across my back, then started removing the pins she’d put in to tighten the dress at my waist.

  There was a tap at the dressing room door. Stacy entered without waiting for an invitation. “Here’s some for that one.” She handed a pair of cherry red heels toward her boss.

  I hadn’t seen much of Stacy that afternoon. She’d stayed relatively busy with another customer, but as soon as she was finished, she had popped her head in. Mira had sent her on errand after errand, asking for a different bra, another box of pins, and so on.

  But even just seeing her sporadically, it was enough to send my mind back to the video she’d offered to show me. I’d told Hudson I didn’t need to see it—and I didn’t—but that didn’t stop me from being slightly curious. Okay, more than slightly.

  Mira waved the shoes away. “We’re scrapping this one. It’s not quite right.” Her eyes lit up. “You know what? We should try the Furstenberg piece. The new one. What do you think, Stacy?”

  Stacy tilted her head and examined me, perhaps trying to picture me in the dress they were talking about. “It would look great with her skin tone. And the fit is meant to accentuate the bust line, which works with her body type. Is it still in the backroom?”

  “Yes.”

  Stacy turned to leave.

  “No, wait.” Mira stopped her. “I pulled it for Misty to try on and then she chose something different.” Her brow pinched. “Crap. I don’t know where it
is now.”

  “I can look around,” Stacy offered.

  “Let me go. I don’t expect you to figure out where my hormone-influenced brain left it. Will you help her out of this one?” Mira handed the pin box to Stacy.

  Maybe it was my imagination, but Stacy’s expression didn’t seem too pleased. “Certainly.” And her voice was tight.

  Mira didn’t seem to notice. “Thanks. Be back shortly!” Under her breath, she added, “Hopefully.”

  Stacy kept her head down while she moved behind me, as though she were deliberately avoiding looking me in the eye. Waves of hostility rolled off her body. She’d been cold in the past, but this was different. More angry. Was she mad that I’d refused to see her video? How petty was that?

  I debated whether I wanted to break the tension or not. Finally, I decided to try. “Are you excited for the renovation celebration?”

  “Sure.” Again, her response was curt.

  And not a lot to work off of. “I imagine it will bring new business. Will you be hiring more help?”

  “Probably.”

  Yeah, definitely some rage going on. I felt the waistband loosening as she removed the last pins.

  “Lift.”

  I raised my arms for Stacy to pull the dress over my head. She was rough as she did, and when my hair got caught, she muttered an unconvincing apology. Then she turned to hang up the outfit on the rack.

  I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling odd in my panties and strapless bra in front of a woman I barely knew. A woman who apparently was not very happy with me.

  I considered letting it go.

  But letting things go had never been one of my strong points.

  Stacy remained turned away as she worked, so I had to address her back. “Are you mad at me?” She didn’t say anything so I clarified. “Mad that I didn’t want to see your video?”

  “Don’t be ridiculous,” she huffed. Then, after a beat, “That’s not why I’m mad.”

  “But you are mad?” I knew it! My paranoia wasn’t always off-base. “Why?”