Happy Ever After in Christmas

by Debbie Mason

  “Seriously Sawyer, you can’t keep spoiling me like this. I’m not as good at this romantic stuff as you are.”

  “This is for both of us. I thought…” He lifted a shoulder. “Well, you’ll see.”

  She frowned as she watched him jog to the house, not sure how to read his mood. Her phone pinged with a message from Nell. Jill had sent her a text, attaching a video of the proposal. Nell had responded with a selfie of her and Calder giving a thumbs-up. Jill didn’t know when she’d ever seen Nell looking as happy as she did now.

  She showed Sawyer as soon he opened her door. “Way to go, Calder. I wondered if he’d finally work up the nerve to ask her out. She’s all the guy talks about. I’ve been giving him advice. Glad to see it finally sank in.”

  “Maybe you should be writing an advice column for the Chronicle, Mr. Romance. And no offense, but I think it was my advice to Nell that did the trick. Well, that and Calder getting shot.”

  He grinned. “If we decide we want a change in careers, we’ll go into the matchmaking business together,” he said as he wrapped a heavy wool blanket around her shoulders. “I hate to cover up that dress, but it’s chilly out. And I really hate to change these heels out for rubber boots, but knowing you, you’d kill yourself walking on the path.”

  His hand curved around her calf while he drew the fingers of his other hand slowly down her leg to remove her shoe. By the time he got to her other foot, she was practically moaning. She fisted her hands in his jacket and pulled him down for a hot, wet kiss, then drew back and said, “Maybe we should save our walk for tomorrow.”

  He kissed her back. “It won’t take long.” He nodded at the chimney. “Gotta give the fire time to heat up the place.”

  “Um, we’re not going canoeing tonight, are we?”

  He laughed. “Babe, I’m not getting in a canoe with you ever again.”

  She crossed her arms. “I wasn’t that bad.”

  “Thanks to Chance, I have evidence to the contrary. Come on.” He closed the passenger’s side door, then took her hand and turned on a flashlight.

  The air was cold, her breath crystallizing in small puffs. She clumped alongside Sawyer in the oversize rubber boots. Leaves crunched beneath their feet, the smell of wood smoke on the air, the full moon cutting a golden path across the black water. “It’s so peaceful here. I can’t wait until we live here full-time.”

  “Say the word. We can move in next week.”

  “Really?”

  “Yeah, really.” He brought her hand to his mouth and kissed it, then he stopped. The beam from the flashlight illuminated a bench. It was rustic, made out of a tree. The ends were still covered in bark. But it was the perfect angel carved onto the smooth and varnished back that held her attention. She sat down as she realized what he’d done, what it was, and outlined the angel with her finger. “It’s beautiful.”

  He sat down beside her and drew her into his arms. “I wanted a place where we could come and remember her. If you want, we can get a plaque. Put the date on it.”

  “No, this is perfect. Maybe one day we’ll have more children. We can make it a family bench. Have us all represented. She’ll be at the center, the center of our family.”

  His arms tightened around her. “We’re going to have a beautiful life together, Jill.”

  As she sat happy and content in the circle of Sawyer’s arms, the sound of the water lapping against the rocky shore reminded Jill of the conversation she’d had with Nell that day on the bridge. Sawyer’s love filled her with joy and hope, healing the pain of their recent loss, the pain of her past, smoothing over her edges. She smiled up at him and kissed his jaw. “I know we are.”

  Jack Flaherty has been missing in action and returns as a military hero with no memory of his life in Christmas. But even as he struggles to rekindle the romance with the wife he can’t remember, he knows in his heart what he wants: a second chance at love.

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  Christmas in July

  Chapter One

  Till death do us part.

  Grace Flaherty, owner of the Sugar Plum Bakery, tried to drown out the wedding vows she couldn’t get out of her head by humming a song. Her breath hitched when she recognized the melody—“Amazed,” her and Jack’s song. It was as if he knew what she was going to do and tried to stop her. A warm spring breeze wafted through the screen door, and she closed her eyes, letting its soft caress soothe her aching heart.

  Today was her husband’s thirty-fifth birthday, and the day Grace said good-bye to him.

  “I’m sorry, Jack. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t keep pretending you’re coming home,” she whispered as she put the finishing touches on the cake, tying a yellow ribbon to the tiny white picket fence that circled the pink fondant house.

  Since the day Jack’s Black Hawk went down in Afghanistan and he’d been listed as MIA, she’d clung to the hope he’d come home to her and their two-year-old son. But where hope had once sustained her, now, seventeen months later, the gossamer threads held her in limbo. The not knowing was making her crazy. She had to move on with her life and somehow heal her broken heart. And the only way she knew how to do that was to let Jack go.

  Kneeling on the stool beside her, her son Jack Junior dumped a bottle of blue sprinkles onto the stainless steel prep top instead of the cupcake she’d given him to decorate.

  She sighed, prying the bottle from his small fist.

  “Me do.” Under a tumble of curly dark hair, a frown puckered the brow of his sweet face. “Mommy sad.”

  So sad that it hurt. “No, Mommy’s happy.” She gave him a hug, touching the tips of her fingers to her cheek to ensure there were no tears. Grace had been schooled at an early age to hide her feelings, and it amazed her how easily her son picked up on her emotions. Then again, she could never hide her feelings from his father, either.

  Forcing a smile, she handed him a miniature American flag. “Put it on your cupcake,” she said as she attached one to the Victorian’s front porch. His hand darted in front of her. “No…” She swallowed a frustrated groan when he smashed the flag in the wildflower garden, taking out two poppies and a sunflower.

  If she didn’t hurry up, he’d destroy the cake. She quickly retrieved the chocolate sugar plum from the refrigerator. Typically, the sugar plum contained an engagement ring or a wish. This one held Jack’s wedding band, a good-bye note, and a wish for her future. A man’s man, her husband didn’t wear jewelry and had only worn the ring on their wedding day. Their life had been filled with such promise then, promises and dreams, like the house on her cake. But while her dreams with Jack might be over, she was determined to create new ones for her and her son. Different dreams, but just as bright.

  Instead of hiding the sugar plum in the cake like she always did, she placed it beneath the house. She couldn’t risk someone finding it, but she needed the sugar plum to be there. It wouldn’t be her signature cake without it. And lately she’d been receiving letters from people whose sugar plum wishes had come true. Something her silent business partner and friend—not that Madison McBride knew what the word silent meant—had been happily exploiting. Grace didn’t believe there was anything magical about her cakes, but if there was a chance…

  The stool wobbled as Jack Junior tried to get down. “Me go party,” he said, referring to the gathering Jack’s friends had organized to celebrate his birthday at the Penalty Box tonight.

  After putting in twelve hours before picking up her son at the sitter—two of her employees had called in sick that morning—the last thing Grace wanted to do was spend an emotional evening with the citizens of the small town of Christmas, Colorado, who believed with all their hearts their hometown hero would one day come home. It wasn’t as if she could plead a headache or heartache and drop her cake off and leave. They expected her there, as upbeat and as naïvely positive as they were.

  At the thought, Grace wearily scooped her son into her arms. “As s
oon as mommy’s cleaned up the kitchen, we’ll go.”

  “No!” Wriggling in her arms, he tried to break free.

  She couldn’t handle his Flaherty temper right now, but nor could she leave the bakery in a mess. She put him down and reached for the broom. “Here.” She handed him the dustbin. “Let’s play catch the sprinkles.”

  After an exasperating five minutes, even though the black-and-white tiles were clear of sprinkles, Grace reached for the mop, then stopped herself. She was being ridiculous. Instead, she searched for something to occupy her precocious son while she cleaned the prep top. She latched on to the cupcake liners he’d dumped onto the counter and sat him on the floor at her feet. “Can you put these back in the tube for Mommy?”

  He nodded. She ruffled his baby-soft hair before turning to clean up the icing and sprinkles. The crushed flowers called to her. She needed the last cake she made for Jack to be perfect. When an over-the-shoulder glance revealed her son to be engrossed in his task, she reached for the gum paste and cutter.

  Less than ten minutes later, she’d replaced the last of the three flowers in the garden and turned to her son. “Jack…” He was gone. Panic overwhelmed her as the memory of another child who’d gone missing on her watch came back to haunt her. She pushed the thought aside as her gaze darted to the narrow space between the industrial ovens and refrigerator.

  “Jack, it’s time to go to the party,” she cajoled, kneeling to look under the prep table. At the sound of a shuddering crash from the front of the bakery, she uttered a panicked “Jack” and shot to her feet, racing through the swinging doors.

  Chunks of wet plaster had knocked over a round bistro table, water gushing from a hole in the ceiling above. In one breath she was thanking God her baby hadn’t been hiding under the table, while in the next she was crying out his name, her voice ragged with fear.

  “I’ve got him, Grace,” a deep male voice called from the kitchen. Sawyer Anderson, Jack’s childhood best friend and owner of the Penalty Box, came through the swinging doors with her son in his arms. The former captain of the Colorado Flurries, a professional hockey team, Sawyer had been there for Grace since the day Jack went missing. Incredibly good-looking and laid-back, he was the one person she’d been able to share her fears with. The one person who understood why she couldn’t keep pretending Jack was coming home. His support made it easy to be with him. Only lately, it’d been too easy.

  She reached for Jack Junior, who wrapped his small arms around Sawyer’s neck. She laid a palm on her son’s back, the steady rise and fall of his breath and the warm body beneath his navy T-shirt calming the panicked gallop of her heart. “Where did you find him?”

  “Back alley. I was coming to check on you…”

  She closed her eyes. She’d been so focused on making sure the flowers were exactly right that she hadn’t heard the screen door open.

  “He’s fine, Grace.”

  “Only because you were there. If you…” She shook her head, trying not to think of what could’ve happened. Of what had happened that long-ago summer. “Thank you.”

  From beneath the ball cap pulled low on his dark-blond hair, he scanned her face, then lifted his gaze to the ceiling. “Shit,” he muttered.

  “Shit,” said her son.

  Grace shot Sawyer a don’t-you-dare-look as he fought back a laugh. “Jackson Flaherty, what did I tell you about using the S-word?” Grace’s sweetly innocent child had been spouting expletives with an alarming frequency, and now it seemed she’d discovered the reason why.

  “Me no say shit, Mama, me say shh.” He grinned at Sawyer, who’d lost his battle with laughter.

  She narrowed her eyes at the two of them. Sawyer winced. “Okay, buddy, I’ll make you a deal. No more S-words this week, and Mommy’ll bring you to the bar for a root beer float on the weekend.” He raised a brow at her.

  “Bribery?”

  He shrugged. “Worked for me.”

  Obviously it worked for her son, too. He nodded. “Me like beer.”

  “I’m sure that’s just what your mother wanted to hear,” Sawyer said, handing her Jack Junior. “We need to do something about the leak.”

  Distracted by her son’s safe return, she’d forgotten about the gaping hole in the ceiling. She wished she could ignore it completely and the dent it was going to put in her meager bank account.

  Leaning over the table, she called to their tenant, “Stu, are you up there?”

  “Stu, up there?” her son echoed.

  “He’s not there, Grace. Get me the keys.”

  “How can you be…” She caught the sympathetic look in Sawyer’s eyes. “You think he skipped out on us, don’t you?” She groaned. “Jill’s going to kill me. She wanted to put him out when he didn’t pay last month’s rent, but I thought… Jill’s right. I am a sucker.”

  Hefting Jack Junior higher on her hip, Grace rounded the display case and opened the cash register drawer.

  “You’re not a sucker,” Sawyer said as he followed her. He took the key she retrieved from under the tray and held on to her hand until she looked at him. “You were just trying to give the guy a break. Nothing wrong with that.”

  There wouldn’t be if she could afford to, but she couldn’t, at least not yet. Stu, a recent divorcé whose wife had had an affair and gotten both their home and their children in the settlement, had easily garnered Grace’s sympathy. She hated the thought she’d been played.

  “I could be wrong. Maybe he didn’t skip out on you. Give me a couple of minutes upstairs and—”

  She shut the register drawer and locked it. “I’ll go with you.”

  “You sure? He might have left the place a mess.”

  “Oh, I didn’t think of that.” Going into the apartment was hard at the best of times, and this was not the best of times. There were too many memories of Jack there. It was one of the reasons Grace had moved in with her sister-in-law a year ago, the other being the extra income from the rental.

  Jack Junior held out his arms to Sawyer. “Me go, Da. Me go you.”

  A soft distressed cry escaped from Grace, her arms tightening around her son.

  Sawyer bowed his head, then raised his eyes. “I wish, buddy,” he murmured as he rubbed her son’s head and held her gaze.

  She averted her eyes, nervously clutching the neckline of her white blouse. “Sawyer, I can’t—”

  He lifted his hand to caress her cheek. “Yeah, I know. It’s too soon. But—”

  “What the hell’s going on here?” Jill, Grace’s sister-in-law, snapped, keys jangling in her clenched fist as she strode through the front door. Eyes the same vibrant blue as her brother’s were dangerously narrowed beneath her dark hair, her blade-sharp cheekbones flushed with Flaherty temper.

  Grace went to take a guilty step back. But Sawyer, with a gentle yet firm grip on her shoulder, held her in place. He gestured to the mess on the floor. “There was an accident. I’m going up to see what I can do.”

  Her sister-in-law looked up at the ceiling. “Son of a—”

  “Jill,” Grace interrupted her in an exasperated tone.

  “Sorry.” Hands on the hips of her tan uniform pants, Jill’s lips flattened. “So Stu decided to leave us a good-bye present when he skipped out, did he? Wait till I get a hold of the little pri—”

  Sawyer cut her off. “I’ll take care of it. Help Grace get the cake and Jack Junior to the party.” The look in his eyes dared her to argue.

  Which she probably would, because when Jill and Sawyer were in the same room together, fireworks were guaranteed. Jack had always thought his sister had a crush on his best friend. She’d been their shadow growing up. If their interactions of late were anything to go by, Jill no longer loved Sawyer; she hated him. Grace released a grateful breath when her son broke their silent standoff. “Me go party.”

  “Right.” As quick as Jill’s anger flared, it dissolved with one word from her nephew. “Are you going to show me the cake you and Mommy made for your daddy
?”

  Jack Junior nodded as Jill took him from Grace’s arms and headed for the kitchen. He looked back at Sawyer and opened his mouth.

  Don’t say it, Grace prayed. Don’t call him Da. Jill would never understand that it was normal for a little boy without a father to be looking for one. She’d blame Grace for spending too much time with Sawyer. Given what he’d just said to her, maybe she’d be right.

  “See you at the party, buddy. Save me a piece of cake.”

  Jack Junior grinned. “Me have beer.”

  “Nice, Sawyer. Now you’re corrupting my nephew.”

  “Don’t listen to her,” Grace said as she went to drag the garbage pail over to clean up the mess.

  “I’ll take care of it.” Sawyer stopped her with a hand on her arm. “Don’t let her get to you, Grace. You’re not doing anything wrong.”

  “I know. It’s just…” She shrugged, then looked up at him with a smile. “Thanks for everything.”

  “It’s not your thanks I want,” he said before heading for the door.

  * * *

  With the cake in her arms, Grace walked the half block along Main Street with her son and Jill. Jack Junior giggled as his aunt swung him up the street by his hands.

  “No wonder he’d rather walk with you than me,” Grace said.

  Jill laughed. “Mommies aren’t supposed to be fun.”

  “Thanks.” Grace wasn’t fun; she was boring and overprotective. She used to wonder what it was about her that her adventure-loving husband had fallen in love with.

  Jill cast her a sidelong glance. “I was teasing. You’re a great mom.” She stopped, lifting a protesting Jack Junior into her arms. “Are you okay?”

  No, I’ve just said good-bye to the man I loved with all my heart, and if you ever found out, you’d never forgive me. “Tired. It’s been a long day. Not to mention the ceiling caving in and Stu skipping out on the rent.” Grace sighed. “I’m sorry. I should’ve listened to you.”