SECRET BABY (A Billionaire Romance)

by Mia Carson

  Keith was my team manager—JSR, or James Spence Racing. I had a mechanic named Ray who Keith brought with him from England, and they had a couple of assistants, Nick and James, or ‘Other James,’ as he was known. We had a full-on bike transporter crammed with spare parts and two race bikes, as well as a little chill-out room and a small kitchen, and that was about it. A tiny setup when compared to something like the factory Honda team; they had twelve guys just to look after the engine in one of the two race bikes they run. The cost ran about two million bucks to race each weekend, depending on how far we had to travel. Worth it, in my book.

  “Was that Suzi you disappeared with last night?” asked Keith in his deadpan voice.

  “It was,” I replied.

  “You know she was assigned to Blake?” he pointed out.

  William Blake is a UK rider without two pennies to his name who just happened to be my direct competition. I knew Suzi was assigned to be his grid girl—one of the pretty ladies who would stand on the grid in a small costume to shield us poor riders from the elements with a large umbrella. I also knew Blake had taken a liking to her.

  “Really? I had no idea the girls had been assigned yet.” I smiled. I didn’t especially like Blake, but I never missed the chance to get a psychological advantage over a rival. Especially when it was such a pleasure to arrange.

  “Of course you didn’t,” replied Keith.

  ***

  We parked up at the Circuit of the Americas track just south of town and wandered into the pits to find my team. The sun and a clear blue sky were overhead; as yet, it was too early for the sticky, shirt-drenching temperatures we could expect this afternoon. Team JSR was all set up in its garage, with my number-one bike looking vaguely malevolent on its axle stands. Black with red race wheels, the bike was a picture of tiny, sharp purposefulness. Its 1000cc engine could produce over 220 brake horsepower, which was crazy to imagine. That, in a package that weighed just 350 pounds, plus me, meant we could scream along at more than 200 miles per hour on state-of-the-art suspension, tires, and brakes. It was not quite the pinnacle of motorcycle technology—that was over in the Repsol Honda garage at the center of pit lane—but it was the next best thing, and the bike was worth about twelve million dollars.

  The day’s chores involved a bunch of technical and mechanical tasks that I let the boys handle, and an hour later, I was out on the track. I always felt so free out there. There was nothing to worry about, nothing to think about except ‘brake, lean in to turn, accelerate, brake again.’ Despite the roar of the engine and the deafening wind noise, it was so peaceful. Unless someone got past me, then it was time to take action.

  Everything would suddenly become about competition, chasing your target, seeing who could be braver on the brakes, who was prepared for disaster just to corner a little bit faster, who was ready to risk life and limb for a just fraction more speed. Racing was intense, exhilarating, terrifying, and liberating all at once. I’d been doing it for more than twenty years, and I had never tired of it.

  At the end of qualification, my leathers were heavy with sweat, my hands were numb, and my whole body ached from the extreme forces I’d subjected it to. But the adrenaline coursing through me meant I felt no pain, couldn’t keep the smile off my face, and couldn’t stop talking. I hadn’t done badly at all. I was in eighteenth place for the start tomorrow, and I didn’t crash the bike, break anything, or hold up any of the fast boys as they had come past. A good result for us, except for the fact that Blake was in sixteenth position.

  “You know what this means?” I said to Keith as the results were posted.

  “It means you’ll have to look at his flabby arse the whole time you wait on the grid before the start,” he quipped.

  “Exactly.”

  “Then you’d better get a shift on and pass him.”

  Summer

  I quite liked the Four Seasons, although it was a bit pompous for my taste, but the staff did bend over backwards for you and the food and scotch were pretty good. The valet parking attendant handed me my ticket in exchange for my keys before I stepped into the opulent foyer of the grand hotel. A definite gold and beige theme dominated the décor, with the odd brown and white longhorn print thrown in because, hey, Texas.

  A pretty blonde girl behind the reception desk pointed me in the direction of the banquet hall, and I was suddenly in the middle of a full-scale party. The two bars, one at either end of the room, were nearly three deep in places, and the dance floor entertained enough swaying couples to make the swing band playing on the stage behind it a worthwhile investment. Empty and half-drunk glasses littered maybe fifty white cloth-covered round tables throughout the hall.

  I also spied some extremely young and pretty men here, all in expensive suits with bracelets, cufflinks, Rolexes—you name it. All the trappings of earning a seven-figure salary while still under twenty-five. Of course, with those trappings came the girls. A huge collection of amazingly attractive girls surrounded the young men, and with them, some seriously high hemlines and plunging necklines. The ones in designer couture and real diamond jewelry were the wives and girlfriends of the racers, and the ones in less lavish fashions were the grid girls and hangers-on.

  Further around the room, the executive types, the team managers, and sponsor reps mingled—mainly older ladies and gentlemen, along with a lot of less well-dressed men and women of all ages that I assumed were mechanics, technicians, and the like.

  I spotted my client by the bar and walked up with my hand outstretched.

  “Donald Jackson? Summer Hayes,” I said, flashing my most alluring smile.

  “Well…what can I say?” He shook my hand, and I picked up a definite Boston accent. Lines showed around his eyes below his salt and pepper hair, and I’d have said late forties, slightly overweight but probably a player in his younger days. “I’m very pleased to meet you. Drink?”

  He was drinking whisky, good. “Scotch. Single malt, please.”

  “Glenfiddich okay?”

  “Lagavulin, sixteen-year-old, if they have it.” We talked slowly, fencing. He introduced me to the other two people he’d been in conversation with. The brunette in her late thirties and a business suit was from an engine oil manufacturer, and the big, African-American guy represented a brake pad company. They were all suppliers to the top teams and got to live this rock-and-roll lifestyle throughout the season.

  However, Donald was testing me to see if one, I was just a pretty face, and two, there was any chance he might get me into bed. His slight leer and overpowering attempts at charm were obvious. He signaled the barman with his left hand, all very smooth, but I spotted his wedding ring, though he still was clearly comfortable flirting with me. Fucking men. It was one thing to presume a young hot chick like me would be remotely interested in his aging fat ass, but that he had a wife as well, and no intention of remaining true to her, pissed me off.

  My smile remained fixed as I sipped from the glass he handed me. It was good. Warm and peaty. It took the edge off of my silent fury nicely. My decision to stay free from all that commitment bullshit was spot on, though. No chance of ending up like Donald’s poor wife.

  As the small talk flowed between us, he won a prize in my head for managing to mention sex three times in the first ten minutes of our conversation. He was not suggesting we do it, not directly, just getting it out there, planting the seed, testing my comfort with the word as well as calculating my sense of humor.

  By the second drink, I was trying to switch gears to go over a few business points. He seemed to be far more interested in talking to my chest. I had no way of knowing how many he’d had before I'd arrived, but his not-so-subtle innuendos and bad puns meant the drinks must have taken their toll. We adjourned to the nearest free table, and Clive, the brake pad man, had to stop Donald from falling and managed to help him into a chair. I was forced to stumble with him.

  When I looked up, I was distracted by someone further down the bar. This guy caught my eye and s
miled when he saw me looking at him. And it was quite a smile. White teeth, full lips, and a strong jaw, lightly coated with stubble so natural it must have taken him hours to get right. At least he’d avoided shaving slashes or stupid lines into his beard. I hated that. Still, I liked what I saw and give him a sexy smile back.

  “You know, you’re really very attractive,” Donald managed to slur at me. I would get no work done with him tonight. Good thing I had booked a room here. I could catch him at breakfast.

  “And you’re pretty hot stuff yourself, Donny,” I told him, which earned me a satisfied grin. Clive apologized on his peer’s behalf, but I wasn’t really listening. I had lost sight of the guy at the bar. Oh well, guess it wasn’t meant to be. I wouldn’t want to hook up with a racer, anyway.

  Just getting to the track itself would be hard enough. Too many bad memories of my dad. Plus, if my father’s behavior was anything to go by, some arrogant racing dick would never be faithful, anyway.

  James

  Attending the pre-race dinner seemed like fun on paper, but I’d done too many over the years. Still, I had to go. Keith, Ray, Nick, and Other James always looked forward to it. Free food, free booze. Ray and Keith got to take their wives out, and Nick and Other James got to try to pick up grid girls. I wasn’t relishing it, this time especially, because of my fling with Suzi. She would expect to hook up again, which, I’ll admit, I was not opposed to, but if we didn’t, she would not sit quietly if I tried to connect with one of her contemporaries. There would be drama, and I loathed drama. Which was exactly why I stayed single.

  First of all, I hadn’t yet found Ms. Right. Secondly, Ms. Right Now was likely to cause trouble when she realized I was not going to settle down with her. I rarely went on second dates. It was always a one-night thing with me, and I made sure all parties were agreed on that point up front. I was not trying to get out of a commitment; I simply didn’t want a commitment at all. As long as she understood that, we’d be fine. Obviously, this didn’t mean I wouldn’t sleep with the same girl twice. It just meant we both had to understand it was never going to lead to a relationship.

  I could tell Suzi was looking for something more from me. Her eagerness to stay in my room and the affectionate way she greeted me at the circuit when she returned my Maserati all pointed to her envisioning a relationship in our future, despite our agreement. No, tonight was going to be a little awkward.

  Anyway, we had all worn our best monkey suits. Ray’s looked like it was from the seventies, with its huge ruffled shirt and big collar. He used to have a decent one, but that one had earned its place in history when covered in red wine by former World Champion Nicky Hayden at last season’s Portuguese Grand Prix. Nicky had been apologetic and immediately had another DJ sent to Ray; this monstrosity had been in the box. Even Ray found it funny, which was rare for our taciturn technician. I’d been meaning to take him out to get a new one, but we just hadn’t had the time. I think he secretly rather liked the thing.

  I arrived to find my team enjoying themselves. Keith and Ray were in deep conversation about English soccer while their wives, Diane and Sharon, laughed and whispered together. I didn’t see their two assistants immediately, which meant they were either at the bar or trying to hook up already. The four at our table let out a big cheer as I walked up to greet them. The lovely wives really had pulled out all the stops in getting dressed up tonight. I complimented Sharon’s daring green dress and Diane’s sparkling diamond earrings, then looked around for Suzi.

  Crystal, one of the pit girls, a stunningly well-formed blonde with legs for miles, definitely appeared to be checking me out, biting her lip seductively and batting her beautifully long eyelashes at me as she told me Suzi had received a last minute call for a modeling job and couldn’t make tonight. Good for her. Suzi would go a long way in her career. I wasn’t sure how she’d feel if I gave in to Crystal’s advances, though.

  As the night rolled on, the crowd got louder. I did the rounds, socializing with the riders and mechanics I knew well. I had a good time reminiscing with the British rider Cal Crutchlow about our season together on Superbikes in 2010. We talked entirely about girls rather than racing. We had both been in our twenties and had a bet that involved bedding anyone, so long as it wasn’t a grid girl, that season and seeing who got the most. He'd won.

  Back at our table, I noticed the drinks were running low. I made my way to the bar away from the dance floor because it seemed a little quieter and less busy. I was ordering beers for the English boys when I saw her. At first, I thought she was with Donald from Dunlop; then I realized he was a bit worse for wear and Clive from EBC was helping her sit him down. Wow, what a goddess. A sharp, alive face with large, slightly cruel eyes that helped her look more intelligent, and a thick, stunning shock of long, dark hair. And that dress—an amazing scarlet number that pulled in at the waist, dipped low between her bountiful breasts yet still proudly presented them, and curved tantalizingly over her butt. The way she moved, as well, with such confidence, like she was completely aware that everyone in the room wanted to fuck her and she was okay with that, was tantalizing. I was staring open-mouthed at her, like an idiot.

  She made eye contact with me, and I barely had the presence of mind to close my mouth and nod at her. Looking me up and down for a second, her face quickly broke into the most seductive smile I’d ever seen. Her eyes did most of the work, drawing me in with an unspoken promise, and while she didn’t actually lick her lips, something in her expression made me feel like she had, like she was assuring me about the pleasure her mouth could bring to me in the right setting. My cock twitched in reaction.

  Donald from Dunlop said something to her, and she smiled and responded. He didn’t look good, and Clive was talking to her again. The bartender handed me a tray of drinks and I decided to steal back to my table, resolving to catch up with her later when she might be alone.

  Summer

  After Clive and the motor oil lady apologized for Donald, I was left alone at our table. The warming glow of scotch made me feel a little light-headed myself, so I decided to use the room I’d booked rather than drive home. Which meant I could treat myself to another before I retired.

  At the bar, it was a struggle to be served. Ordinarily, I could just lean forward, show a little cleavage, and be attended to quickly, but the staff were being run ragged. Consequently, I ended up standing there long enough to get hit on by one Spaniard, two Italians, and an Australian. I diverted them all with a gentle smile. The Australian was the easiest to deter. I just spoke Spanish to him, and he gave up quickly.

  I felt like indulging in a little stress relief after the disastrous night I’d had, and coupled with last night’s breakup with Derek, I felt I deserved it. Some dirty, physical, no-bullshit sex might be just what the doctor ordered, and the more I thought about it, the more I realized this could be almost the perfect venue. There was a wide selection of rich, good-looking guys, and almost all of them were looking for a one-night hookup.

  The only fly in the ointment was that I was five-two, five-six in these heels, and I liked a man to tower over me, to physically dominate me. I liked it when I had to bend my head back and nearly break my back to enjoy a passionate kiss. I liked a man who could lift me off the floor and fuck me against a wall. Here, though, I seemed to be as tall or even taller than most of the men. Short stature must be an advantage in their sport, like a horse-racing jockey. Unfortunately, it was not attractive to me.

  I stepped out for some air, onto a terrace on the west side of the banquet hall. It might only have been April, but even approaching midnight, the Texas air was warm and dry and smelled sweet. The terrace looked out over the hotel’s rounded swimming pool and beyond, over grasslands, trees, and the night-black waters of the Colorado River. I wondered where that guy from earlier had run off to.

  He had looked to be over six feet, with some muscle to him. I had an image in my head. I don’t know where it came from, but it was of him. His neat, swept-back hair
fell in tousled strands over his face. His face was above me, intimately close to mine, while he pushed himself inside me. Wow. I could almost feel him deep within me. The feeling was so strong I had to lean against the rail to steady myself.

  That was intense. I must have been hornier than I realized. I counted on my fingers, and yes, it had been over ten days since I last had sex. Even longer since I last touched myself. It had been such a busy couple of weeks, I hadn’t realized. Poor Derek. No wonder he was so upset. Everything about us began to make more sense now.

  “I hope you’re okay,” a man’s voice said from behind me. I looked around and, of course, there he was. “You look a little unsteady…do you need to sit?”

  “I’ll be okay, thank you.” I tried to smile but my mouth felt dry. I don’t normally suffer from embarrassment, but I felt a heat rise in my cheeks, as if what this man had done to me in my imagination had been broadcast in a big technicolor cartoon thought bubble above my head and he had seen everything.

  “If you’re sure,” he said. A little self-assured smile crept across his face, so I was certain he somehow knew exactly what I was thinking. Maybe sensing my discomfort, he looked out across the river. “Quite a view, isn’t it? I confess, I used to think Texas was all dry deserts, cactuses, and sun-bleached steer skulls.”

  “You’re thinking of Arizona.”

  “Yeah, that’s it. I get confused by all the states and countries after a while,” he mused. “Looking at the landscape, who can tell Germany from Britain, or Japan from Australia? You know?”