Finally A Bride

by Renee Ryan

  Both avenues had appealed, for very different reasons. One had meant the comfort and safety of the known, of family. The other had called for a leap of faith, but had promised freedom from forever being labeled as that “other” Mitchell boy.

  Although he was satisfied with his choice—now—Garrett had been torn back then. Molly had methodically broken down each choice with him, calling on Scripture to reinforce various points. In the end, she’d left the decision up to him, with one final word of advice. You must follow your heart, Garrett.

  Follow his heart? What did that mean anyway? He still wasn’t sure.

  If Molly had given him any indication she wanted him to stay home, he would have become a rancher in a heartbeat. No regrets. But she hadn’t asked. She’d let him walk away from her, and all the plans they’d made in secret.

  You didn’t ask her to come with you, either. You didn’t ask her to wait for you.

  No. She was supposed to fight for him, for them. But she hadn’t. So he’d left. Angry, hurt, miserable.

  Pride. He’d had more than his share back then, probably still did. A trait he had in common with the lovely woman staring up at him.

  Long day, he thought, rubbing a hand over his face. Long, never-ending day full of too much emotion and too many memories.

  “Thank you, Molly. I appreciate your honesty.”

  She opened her mouth to respond.

  But Garrett wasn’t finished. “You have lent me considerable perspective on the situation.”

  She sucked in a ragged breath, pushed it out inside a humorless laugh. “Have I, now?”

  Her sarcasm made him wince. Stuffing his hands in his pockets, he selected his next words carefully. “You can’t deny that your formula influenced Fanny’s decision.”

  “You still blame me for her actions?” Her eyes narrowed to tiny slits. “After I just explained what I said to her?”

  “I’m not blaming you…” He paused. “Not directly, at any rate. I’m merely pointing out your role in this unfortunate event.”

  “My role in this unfortunate event.” She repeated his words very calmly, very deliberately through very tight lips.

  Where was his finesse, Garrett wondered, his superior use of the English language? Exhaling slowly, he tried another tactic. “I’ve always believed, Molly, that one of your greatest gifts is your power of persuasion.”

  Her eyes filled with skepticism.

  “It’s true. Most people—” men especially “—can’t help but be swayed by your…” He searched for the right word. “Influence.”

  Garrett certainly had never been able to resist her charms. He’d thought of her often over the past seven years. Even now, softened by their common purpose, he couldn’t take his eyes off the girl he’d once loved more than his youthful heart could bear.

  “My…influence? You make me sound as crafty as Samson’s Delilah, or Potiphar’s wife at her most calculating. Or maybe—” she advanced on him, her jaw tight, her eyes flashing “—you think me as devious as Jezebel.”

  Sarcasm. Hurt. So much of both were there in her narrowed gaze, in the stiff angle of her shoulders.

  “It’s not a bad thing, you know, swaying people to your way of thinking.” For the most part, that’s how Garrett made his living. “Every person who meets you is better for the experience.”

  “Even you, Garrett?”

  “Especially me.” He prayed she heard the sincerity in his tone, the truth in his words. He never regretted loving Molly. He only regretted losing her, regretted not doing enough to win her heart once and for all.

  “Look, what I’m trying to say is…” What? What was he trying to say? “I’m sorry for implying your words persuaded Fanny’s behavior in this matter. My sister can be stubborn when she gets something in her head.”

  “That’s certainly true.” A beat passed. And then another. “Apology accepted.”

  She lifted a careless shoulder as if the matter of his distrust was of little consequence, but the sadness in her eyes gave her away.

  “Molly—”

  “Stop talking, and let me think how to help Fanny.”

  Yes, perhaps it was best to hold his tongue. For now.

  He watched—in silence—as she wound a lock of shimmering black hair around her finger. Round and round and round. Until this moment, Garrett hadn’t allowed himself the luxury of looking at her, to really look at her without interruption and without thinking too hard about the consequences. She was still so beautiful, her features as delicate as a porcelain doll, as precious as fine china. There ought to be a law against that sort of beauty walking freely about town.

  He cleared his throat.

  The gesture seemed to spur her to action. Without another word, she set out in the direction of the boardinghouse where Fanny rented a room with their other sister, Callie.

  Garrett followed, determined to prevent Molly from doing—or saying—something rash in the heat of the moment. Catching her in two long strides, he moved directly in her path.

  She gave him a pointed look. “You are in my way.”

  “I know.” He widened his stance.

  “Ah.” Hands fisted at her sides, she jerked her chin at him. “I see you are in one of your stubborn moods.”

  “Not even remotely.” In fact, he was trying very hard to remain calm, to think of Fanny, only Fanny. A nearly impossible feat with Molly standing so close, looking up at him with those big, striking, blue, blue eyes. Eyes that turned his brain to mush, still, after all these years.

  “Let’s both try to be reasonable here.” He softened the suggestion with a smile.

  “Reasonable?” She sniffed. “I’m not sure that’s possible.” But instead of continuing on her way, or expanding on her words, she leaned toward him, ever so slightly, eyes blinking rapidly up at him. She had more to say, he saw it in her troubled gaze, and knew he wasn’t going to like it.

  Still, he waited, fascinated by the display of emotion on her face, the exotic curve of her lips, the slight tilt of her head. It was his turn to lean forward.

  Step back, he told himself. You didn’t come home for this. You didn’t turn down the job in St. Louis for her.

  He remained frozen on the spot, the sights and sounds of the busy street all but ignored, because this was Molly. Molly.

  His first love. His only love.

  The beautiful girl who had never truly been his.

  For a split second he was slung back in time, when things were simpler between them and they could read each other’s thoughts. He moved a bit closer. Closer, closer…

  He froze.

  What was he doing? What was he thinking? He was descending on Molly, as if he was going to kiss her, out in the open, on a busy street, where anyone could see them if they were paying attention. Someone was always paying attention.

  As if coming to a similar conclusion, Molly frowned, shifted to her left and resumed walking.

  Garrett followed again, this time a few steps behind.

  A block later, they arrived at Mrs. Agatha’s Boardinghouse for Women. An unassuming structure, the house was as plain as its proprietress. The three-story home, painted a dull gray, reminded Garrett of a woman’s dormitory on a college campus.

  Like any housemother, Mrs. Agatha had strict rules of conduct for her residents. That, among other reasons, was why the family had been happy enough to see Fanny and Callie settle here while they worked at the Hotel Dupree, Fanny as a concierge and Callie in the kitchens.

  Had it been wise to allow the girls to move off the ranch? Not that anyone could have stopped them. Well-educated, far too worldly after returning home from school out East, both had claimed they didn’t fit on the ranch anymore.

  Molly, on the other hand, fit perfectly on the ranch. She fit just as well here in Denver. In truth, she fit everywhere, anywhere. He’d forgotten that about her, forgotten her ability to blend in wherever she went, and befriend whomever she met. Her inner light drew others to her. Garrett was no exce
ption.

  Heart lodged in his throat, he watched her stare up at the boardinghouse’s entrance. “We should formulate a plan,” he said, mainly to break the silence between them.

  Although she’d given no indication she was aware of his presence, she didn’t seem surprised he’d spoken. “Oh, Garrett, I thought I was encouraging her when I gave her my four-step formula. Now, I’m not so sure. Then again—” a sigh leaked out of her “—if Fanny doesn’t love Reese enough to want to marry him, then maybe, maybe she’s making the right decision.”

  Was she speaking from experience? Had Molly broken her own engagements because she hadn’t loved her fiances enough to spend the rest of her life with them?

  A pleasing thought, to be sure, one that sent an unexpected surge of relief spreading through him. Satisfaction, too.

  Focus, Garrett. This isn’t about you, or Molly, or the past. “The important point is that my sister has changed her mind about Reese and we need to find out why.”

  “Agreed.”

  A rare moment of solidarity passed between them and they shared a brief smile. Turning as one, they commandeered the steps leading into the boardinghouse together. They progressed side by side, their movements perfectly in sync with one another. For an instant, they were back at a place of deep understanding, where words weren’t necessary between them.

  The sensation brought on a spurt of hope, nearly breaking through Garrett’s cynical heart. Problem was he relied heavily on his well-honed cynicism to keep him from making a mistake. A mistake, such as, say…drawing Molly’s hand into his and forgetting all about their tumultuous history.

  Don’t do it, he warned himself. Not a single glance in her direction. He lasted an entire three seconds.

  Then, he turned his head.

  She stole his breath, just as she had when he was a boy. Feeling boldly nostalgic, he reached out.

  And…

  Closed his hand over hers.

  Chapter Four

  Molly sucked in a breath, torn between tightening her grip around Garrett’s hand and yanking free of his touch. With him this close, holding on to her oh so casually, every sense was heightened to alarming proportions. Smells became stronger, colors brighter, sounds louder.

  It was always this way with Garrett, she realized, despite the years of turmoil standing between them. Sadly, she couldn’t remain detached, not with his fingers tenderly entwined with hers, and his masculine, woodsy scent wafting over her.

  Her throat constricted.

  Panic reared.

  Despair threatened.

  She really, really needed to distance herself from the tall, handsome man who thought the worst of her one moment, and then pointed out her strengths the next. The same man who’d so easily walked away from her seven years ago.

  Your time to be together has come and gone, she reminded herself. The Lord has a different plan for you both.

  Precisely. No use wishing for what might have been at this point.

  Let him go, she told herself.

  Instead of pulling free, she clutched her fingers around his a little tighter. A dreaded show of weakness, to be sure.

  When Molly paused at the entrance, and spared a look at their joined hands, Garrett finally released her. Yet he didn’t go far. As she entered the house and climbed up to the third floor where Fanny and Callie shared a room, Garrett kept close, only one step below. At least he didn’t touch her, or try to hold her hand again.

  Small blessing, that. But then he did something equally disturbing. He placed his palm at the small of his back, gently guiding her forward.

  Unbearable longing sharpened in her throat, and something else, something equally awful, something that felt like wistfulness.

  Your chance to be together has passed. Why couldn’t she remember that important fact?

  Frustrated with herself, with him—with them both—she treated him to a fierce scowl. He dropped his hand.

  Molly resumed her ascent.

  This time, Garrett joined her step for step. From beneath her lashes, she took in every angle of his once-beloved face. He’d changed. Gone was the lean, almost lanky physique, replaced by broad shoulders, long legs, corded muscles and sun-bronzed skin. The latter was proof he spent time outdoors, working on the family ranch when he made the trip home.

  “Through with your inspection?” he asked in an amused tone.

  She suppressed a sigh. “Must you be such a…a…man?”

  “I’m not sure how to answer that.”

  “It was a rhetorical question.”

  “Naturally.” A grin spread across his lips, teasing, almost flirtatious.

  Telling herself the flutter in her stomach was due to physical exertion, she completed the rest of the climb. The moment her foot hit the third-floor landing, she whirled to face him again.

  With him two stairs below, they stood nose to nose, neither moving, neither breathing. One shift on her part, one step on his and their lips would touch. Bad, bad idea.

  She lowered her gaze.

  He pressed his fingertip beneath her chin and applied gentle pressure until she looked him in the eye once more. “What’s wrong?”

  Did he really have to ask?

  “Molly.” He spoke her name on a whisper, his gaze full of remorse. “I’m sorry I accused you of encouraging Fanny to break her engagement.”

  “Are you?”

  “Beyond words.” He leaned over her, all six feet two inches of him, and rested his hand on her shoulder. “But I’m thankful we’re together now.”

  Was he? “Why?”

  “With the two of us working in tandem we’ll uncover what’s really behind Fanny’s decision to break up with Reese.”

  He spoke with such confidence, as if they were a single unit, a team, stronger together than apart. She thought of a favorite Bible verse from Ecclesiastes, the one she’d once dreamed would be recited at their wedding. Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour.

  It was hard not to sigh, but Molly had a lot of practice controlling her emotions around Garrett. “I’m glad, too.”

  She spoke the simple truth.

  He pulled his hand away from her shoulder. As before, they turned toward the door as a, well, a single unit. Two are better than one.

  She gave in to that sigh, after all.

  Rolling his shoulders, Garrett lifted his hand to knock.

  The door flew open before he made contact.

  “At last, you’ve come.” Callie, the older of the two sisters by a year, spoke directly to Molly. She hadn’t noticed Garrett yet. Or perhaps she’d chosen to ignore him for now.

  Either way, Molly did her best to smile at her friend.

  In return, Callie gave her a shaky lift of her lips. The gesture didn’t quite reach her eyes. Upon closer scrutiny, Molly noted her friend looked uncharacteristically ruffled. Her pretty, oval face was flushed. Her green eyes, usually so bright, were dimmed with worry, and her hair was in disarray, with several blond locks fluttering around her ears.

  “Is Fanny still in her room?” Molly tried to hide her concern behind a bland tone.

  Callie nodded her head in resignation.

  “Well, then, let’s see if we can coax her out of there.”

  “I’m not sure I’ll be of much help.” Something uncomfortable shifted in Callie’s eyes. “She’s not feeling especially charitable toward me at the moment.”

  “Not to worry, Cal. When Molly said we—” Garrett stepped forward, drawing his sister’s attention “—she meant her and me.”

  “Oh. Right. Garrett…you’re back.” Callie’s shoulders relaxed, then stiffened again. “Wait. Now wait just a minute. You and Molly are here…” Her gaze darted between them. “Together?”

  Her reaction came as no surprise. Still, Molly shared a look with Garrett. He flattened his lips in a grim line. She did the same. They drew a collective breath.

  “Oh, honestly, Callie.” She choked out what she hoped was a mild
, casual laugh. “Garrett and I have done nothing out of the ordinary by arriving here together.”

  “I beg to differ.” Eyes wide, Callie divided a look between them. “It’s completely out of the ordinary for you two to be together, under any circumstances.”

  Well, yes, that was true. But still…

  Molly flicked a glance at Garrett. Quiet, calm, expression impassive, he appeared perfectly willing to let her carry the conversation.

  So be it. “For Fanny’s sake, Garrett and I have agreed to join forces—this once.”

  Molly emphasized the last two words, reminding herself she had a point to make. A very large point. It wouldn’t do for Callie, or Garrett, or even Molly herself, to assume matters between them were resolved simply because they shared a common purpose here today.

  Too much stood between them—spoken and unspoken—hovering under the tense surface that she was taking great pains to ignore.

  As was Garrett.

  Molly glanced at him again, arched an eyebrow, waited.

  He shot her a half smile then, finally, addressed his sister directly. “The point isn’t that Molly and I have arrived together, but that we have come to speak to Fanny. Not you.”

  Callie scowled at her brother, opened her mouth to speak then clamped her lips shut and sighed. “Then you better come with me.”

  She entered the suite. Garrett and Molly followed her inside.

  Narrow and cramped, the tiny foyer barely had enough space for all three of them, especially with Garrett’s larger-than-life aura stealing all the available air.

  Thankfully, Callie continued into the front parlor without breaking stride. Molly joined her, pleased to discover the room was still as warm and cozy as she remembered, welcoming even, much like the women who called this tiny space home.

  The large, overstuffed furniture and flowered wallpaper offered a pleasant contrast to the stark, whitewashed beams in the sloped ceiling. Off to the left was Callie’s bedroom. The room next to it belonged to Fanny.

  Pushing past both women, Garrett strode to Fanny’s closed door. He banged with two hard raps.

  No response.

  “Fanny, open up.” He knocked again. “It’s Garrett.”