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by Bryan Thomas Schmidt


  “They were relying on the dome.” Miles eyed him. “And for the bad news?” he murmured.

  Tung’s smile soured. “This round, our total time window is only two hours.”

  “Ouch. Half their local space fleet is still too many. And they’ll be back in two hours?”

  “One hour, forty minutes, now.” A sidewise flick of Tung’s eyes betrayed the location of his ops clock, holovid-projected by his command headset into the air at a corner of his vision.

  Miles did a calculation in his head, and lowered his voice. “Are we going to be able to lift the last load?”

  “Depends on how fast we can lift the first three,” said Tung. His ordinarily stoic face was more unreadable than ever, betraying neither hope nor fear.

  Which depends in turn on how effectively I managed to drill them all… What was done was done; what was coming was not yet. Miles wrenched his attention to the immediate now.

  “Have you found Elli and Elena yet?”

  “I have three patrols out searching.”

  He hadn’t found them yet. Miles’s guts tightened. “I wouldn’t have even attempted to expand this operation in midstream if I hadn’t known they were monitoring me, and could translate all those oblique hints back into orders.”

  “Did they get ’em all right?” asked Tung. “We argued over some of their interpretations of your double-talk on the vids.”

  Miles glanced around. “They got ’em right… you got vids of all this?” A startled wave of Miles’s hand took in the circle of the camp.

  “Of you, anyway. Right off the Cetagandan monitors. They burst-transmitted them all daily. Very—er—entertaining, sir,” Tung added blandly.

  Some people would find entertainment in watching someone swallow slugs, Miles reflected. “Very dangerous… when was your last communication with them?”

  “Yesterday.” Tung’s hand clamped on Miles’s arm, restraining an involuntary leap. “You can’t do better than my three patrols, sir, and I haven’t any to spare to go looking for you.”

  “Yah, yah.” Miles slapped his right fist into his left palm in frustration before remembering that was a bad idea. His two coagents, his vital link between the dome and the Dendarii, missing. The Cetagandans shot spies with depressing consistency. After, usually, a series of interrogations that rendered death a welcome release… He tried to reassure himself with logic. If they’d blown their covers as Cetagandan monitor techs, and been interrogated, Tung would have run into a meat grinder here. He hadn’t, ergo, they hadn’t. Of course, they might have been killed by friendly fire, just now… Friends. He had too many friends to stay sane in this crazy business.

  “You”—Miles retrieved his clothes from the still-waiting soldier—“go over there”—he pointed—“and find a red-haired lady named Beatrice and an injured man named Suegar. Bring them to me. Carry him carefully, he has internal injuries.”

  The soldier saluted and marched off. Ah, the pleasure again of being able to give a command without having to follow it up with a supporting theological argument. Miles sighed. Exhaustion waited to swallow him, lurking at the edge of his adrenaline-spurred bubble of hyperconsciousness. All the factors—shuttles, timing, the approaching enemy, distance to the getaway jump point, formed and reformed in all their possible permutations in his mind. Small variations in timing in particular multiplied into major troubles. But he’d known it would be like this back when he’d started. A miracle they’d got this far. No—he glanced at Tung, at Thorne—not a miracle, but the extraordinary initiative and devotion of his people. Well done, oh, well done…

  Thorne helped him as he fumbled to dress himself one-handed. “Where the hell is my command headset?” Miles asked.

  “We were told you were injured, sir, and in a state of exhaustion. You were scheduled for immediate evacuation.”

  “Damn presumptuous of somebody…” Miles bit back ire. No place in this schedule for running errands topside. Besides, if he had his headset, he’d be tempted to start giving orders, and he wasn’t yet sufficiently briefed on the internal complexities of the operation from the Dendarii fleet’s point of view. Miles swallowed his observer status without further comment. It did free him for rear guard.

  Miles’s batman reappeared, with Beatrice and four drafted prisoners, carrying Suegar on his mat to lay at Miles’s feet.

  “Get my surgeon,” Miles said. His soldier obediently trotted off and found her. She knelt beside the semiconscious Suegar and pulled the encode from his back. A knot of tension unwound in Miles’s neck at the reassuring hiss of a hypospray of synergine.

  “How bad?” Miles demanded.

  “Not good,” the surgeon admitted, checking her diagnostic viewer. “Burst spleen, oozing hemorrhage in the stomach—this one had better go direct to surgery on the command ship. Medtech—” she motioned to a Dendarii waiting with the guards for the return of the shuttle, and gave triage instructions. The medtech swathed Suegar in a thin foil heat wrap.

  “I’ll make sure he gets there,” promised Miles. He shivered, envying the heat wrap a little as the drizzly acid fog beaded in his hair and coiled into his bones.

  Tung’s expression and attention were abruptly absorbed by a message from his com set. Miles, who had yielded Lieutenant Murka’s headset back to him so that he might continue his duties, shifted from foot to foot in agony for news. Elena, Elli, if I’ve killed you…

  Tung spoke into his pickup. “Good. Well done. Report to the A-Seven drop site.” A jerk of his chin switched channels. “Sim, Nout, fall back with your patrols to your shuttle drop site perimeters. They’ve been found.”

  Miles found himself bent over with his hand supported on gelid knees, waiting for his head to clear, his heart lurching in huge slow gulps. “Elli and Elena? Are they all right?”

  “They didn’t call for a medtech… you sure you don’t need one yourself? You’re green.”

  “I’m all right.” Miles’s heart steadied, and he straightened up, to meet Beatrice’s questing eyes. “Beatrice, would you please go get Tris and Oliver for me? I need to talk to them before the next shuttle relay goes up.”

  She shook her head helplessly and wheeled away. She did not salute. On the other hand, she didn’t argue, either. Miles was insensibly cheered.

  The booming racket around the dome circle had died down to the occasional whine of small-arms fire, human cry, or blurred amplified voice. Fires burned in the distance, red-orange glows in the muffling fog. Not a surgically clean operation… the Cetagandans were going to be extremely pissed when they’d counted their casualties, Miles judged. Time to be gone, and long gone. He tried to keep the poisoned encodes in mind, as anodyne to the vision of Cetagandan clerks and techs crushed in the rubble of their burning buildings, but the two nightmares seemed to amplify instead of cancelling each other out.

  Here came Tris and Oliver, both looking a little wild-eyed. Beatrice took up station at Tris’s right shoulder.

  “Congratulations,” Miles began, before they could speak. He had a lot of ground to cover and not much time left. “You have achieved an army.” A wave of his arm swept the orderly array of prisoners—ex-prisoners—spread across the camp in their shuttle groups. They waited quietly, most seated on the ground. Or was it the Cetagandans who had ingrained such patience in them? Whatever.

  “Temporarily,” said Tris. “This is the lull, I believe. If things hot up, if you lose one or more shuttles, if somebody panics and it spreads—”

  “You can tell anybody who’s inclined to panic they can ride up with me if it’ll make them feel better. Ah—better also mention that I’m going up in the last load,” said Miles.

  Tung, dividing his attention between this confab and his headset, grimaced in exasperation at this news.

  “That’ll settle ’em.” Oliver grinned.

  “Give them something to think about, anyway,” conceded Tris.

  “Now I’m going to give you something to think about. The new Marilac resistance. You’r
e it,” said Miles. “My employer originally engaged me to rescue Colonel Tremont, that he might raise a new army and carry on the fight. When I found him… as he was, dying, I had to decide whether to follow the letter of my contract, and deliver a catatonic or a corpse, or the spirit—and deliver an army. I chose this, and I chose you two. You must carry on Colonel Tremont’s work.”

  “I was only a field lieutenant,” began Tris in horror, in chorus with Oliver’s, “I’m a grunt, not a staff officer. Colonel Tremont was a genius—”

  “You are his heirs now. I say so. Look around you. Do I make mistakes in choosing my subordinates?”

  After a moment’s silence, Tris muttered, “Apparently not.”

  “Build yourselves a staff. Find your tactics geniuses, your technical wizards, and put ’em to work for you. But the drive, and the decisions, and the direction, must be yours, forged in this pit. It is you two who will remember this place, and so remember what it is you are doing, and why, always.”

  Oliver spoke quietly. “And when do we muster out of this army, Brother Miles? My time was up during the siege of Fallow Core. If I’d been anywhere else, I could have gone home.”

  “Until the Cetagandan army of occupation rolled down your street.”

  “Even then. The odds aren’t good.”

  “The odds were worse for Barrayar, in its day, and they ran the Cetagandans right off. It took twenty years, and more blood than either of you have seen in your lives combined, but they did it,” asserted Miles.

  Oliver seemed more struck by this historical precedent than Tris, who said skeptically, “Barrayar had those crazy Vor warriors. Nuts who rushed into battle, who liked to die. Marilac just doesn’t have that sort of cultural tradition. We’re civilized—or we were, once…”

  “Let me tell you about the Barrayaran Vor,” cut in Miles. “The loonies who sought a glorious death in battle found it very early on. This rapidly cleared the chain of command of the accumulated fools. The survivors were those who learned to fight dirty, and live, and fight another day, and win, and win, and win, and for whom nothing, not comfort, or security, not family or friends or their immortal souls, was more important than winning. Dead men are losers by definition. Survival and victory. They weren’t supermen, or immune to pain. They sweated in confusion and darkness. And with not one-half the physical resources Marilac possesses even now, they won. When you’re Vor”—Miles ran down a little—“there is no mustering out.”

  After a silence Tris said, “Even a volunteer patriotic army must eat. And we won’t beat the Cetagandans by firing spitballs at them.”

  “There will be financial and military aid forthcoming through a covert channel other than myself. If there is a Resistance command to deliver it to.”

  Tris measured Oliver by eye. The fire in her burned closer to the surface than Miles had ever seen it, coursing down those corded muscles. The whine of the first returning shuttles pierced the fog. She spoke quite softly. “And here I thought I was the atheist, Sergeant, and you were the believer. Are you coming with me—or mustering out?”

  Oliver’s shoulders bowed. With the weight of history, Miles realized, not defeat, for the heat in his eyes matched Tris’s. “Coming,” he grunted.

  Miles caught Tung’s eyes. “How we doing?”

  Tung shook his head, held up fingers. “About six minutes slow, unloading upstairs.”

  “Right.” Miles turned back to Tris and Oliver. “I want you both to go up on this wave, in separate shuttles, one to each troopship. When you get there, start expediting the off-loading of your people. Lieutenant Murka will give you your shuttle assignment—” He motioned Murka over and packed them off.

  Beatrice lingered. “I’m inclined to panic,” she informed Miles in a distant tone. Her bare toe smudged whorls in the dampening dirt.

  “I don’t need a bodyguard anymore,” Miles said. He grinned. “A keeper, maybe…”

  A smile lighted her eyes that did not yet reach her mouth. Later, Miles promised himself. Later, he would make that mouth laugh.

  The second wave of shuttles began to lift, even as the remnants of the returning first wave were still landing. Miles prayed everyone’s sensors were operating properly, passing each other in this fog. Their timing could only get more ragged from now on. The fog itself was coagulating into a cold rain, silver needles pelting down.

  The focus of the operation was narrowing rapidly now, more of machines and numbers and timing, less of loyalties and souls and fearsome obligations. An emotionally pathological mind, devoid of love and fear, might even call it fun, Miles thought. He began jotting scores left-handed in the dirt, numbers up, down, in transit, remaining, but the dirt was turning to gluey black mud and did not retain the impressions.

  “Shit,” Tung hissed suddenly through clenched teeth. The air before his face blurred in a flurry of vid-projected incoming information, his eyes flicking through it with practiced rapidity. His right hand bunched and twitched, as if tempted to wrench off his headset and stamp it into the mud in frustration and disgust. “That tears it. We just lost two shuttles out of the second wave.”

  Which two? Miles’s mind screamed. Oliver, Tris… He forced his first question to be, “How?” I swear, if they crashed into each other, I’m going to go find a wall and beat my head on it till I go numb…

  “Cetagandan fighter broke through our cordon. He was going for the troop freighters, but we nailed him in time. Almost in time.”

  “You got identifications on which two shuttles? And were they loaded or returning?”

  Tung’s lips moved in subvocalization. “A-Four, fully loaded. B-Seven, returning empty. Loss total, no survivors. Fighter Shuttle Five from the Triumph is disabled by enemy fire; pilot recovery now in progress.”

  He hadn’t lost his commanders. His hand-picked and carefully nurtured successors to Colonel Tremont were safe. He opened his eyes, squeezed shut in pain, to find Beatrice, to whom the shuttle IDs meant nothing, waiting anxiously for interpretation.

  “Two hundred dead?” she whispered.

  “Two hundred six,” Miles corrected. The faces, names, voices of the six familiar Dendarii fluttered through his memory. The two hundred ciphers must have had faces too. He blocked them out, as too crushing an overload.

  “These things happen,” Beatrice muttered numbly.

  “You all right?”

  “Of course I’m all right. These things happen. Inevitable. I am not a weepy wimp who folds under fire.” She blinked rapidly, lifting her chin. “Give me… something to do. Anything.”

  Quickly, Miles added for her. Right. He pointed across the camp. “Go to Pel and Liant. Divide their remaining shuttle groups into blocks of thirty-three, and add them to each of the remaining third-wave shuttle groups. We’ll have to send the third wave up overloaded. Then report back to me. Go quick, the rest will be back in minutes.”

  “Yessir.” She saluted. For her sake, not his; for order, structure, rationality, a lifeline. He returned the salute gravely.

  “They were already overloaded,” objected Tung as soon as she was out of earshot. “They’re going to fly like bricks with two-hundred-thirty-three squeezed on board. And they’ll take longer to load on here and unload topside.”

  “Yes. God.” Miles gave up scratching figures in the useless mud. “Run the numbers through the computer for me, Ky. I don’t trust myself to add two and two just now. How far behind will we be by the time the main body of the Cetagandans comes in range? Come close as you can, no fudge factors, please.”

  Tung mumbled into his headset, reeled off numbers, margins, timing. Miles tracked every detail with predatory intensity. Tung concluded bluntly. “At the end of the last wave, five shuttles are still going to be waiting to unload when the Cetagandan fire fries us.”

  A thousand men and women.

  “May I respectfully suggest, sir, that the time has come to start cutting our losses?” added Tung.

  “You may, Commodore.”

  “O
ption One, maximally efficient; only drop seven shuttles in the last wave. Leave the last five shuttle loads of prisoners on the ground. They’ll be retaken, but at least they’ll be alive.” Tung’s voice grew persuasive on this last line.

  “Only one problem, Ky. I don’t want to stay here.”

  “You can still be on the last shuttle up, just like you said. By the way, sir, have I expressed myself yet, sir, on what a genuinely dumbshit piece of grandstanding that is?”

  “Eloquently, with your eyebrows, a while ago. And while I’m inclined to agree with you, have you noticed yet how closely the remaining prisoners keep watching me? Have you ever watched a cat sneaking up on a horned hopper?”

  Tung stirred uneasily, eyes taking in the phenomenon Miles described.

  “I don’t fancy gunning down the last thousand in order to get my shuttle into the air.”

  “Skewed as we are, they might not realize there were no more shuttles coming till after you were in the air.”

  “So we just leave them standing there, waiting for us?” The sheep look up, but are not fed…

  “Right.”

  “You like that option, Ky?”

  “Makes me want to puke, but—consider the nine thousand others. And the Dendarii fleet. The idea of dropping them all down the rat hole in a predoomed effort to pack up all these—miserable sinners of yours, makes me want to puke a lot more. Nine-tenths of a loaf is much better than none.”

  “Point taken. Let us go on to option two, please. The flight out of orbit is calculated on the speed of the slowest ship, which is…?”

  “The freighters.”

  “And the Triumph remains the swiftest?”

  “Betcher ass.” Tung had captained the Triumph once.

  “And the best armored.”

  “Yo. So?” Tung saw perfectly well where he was being driven. His obtuseness was but a form of oblique balking.

  “So. The first seven shuttles up on the last wave lock onto the troop freighters and boost on schedule. We call back five of the Triumph’s fighter pilots and dump and destroy their craft. One’s damaged already, right? The last five of these drop shuttles clamp to the Triumph in their place, protected from the now-arriving fire of the Cetagandan ships by the Triumph’s full shielding. Pack the prisoners into the Triumph’s corridors, lock shuttle hatches, boost like hell.”

 

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