Don't Look Now and Other Stories

by Daphne Du Maurier

  The description of Ballyfane in the official guide had been laconic. "Situated west of Lough Torrah with numerous smaller loughs close to the village." The Kilmore Arms had six bedrooms, but there was no mention of mod cons. If the worst came to the worst she could telephone Nick--his old friend's daughter stranded in the neighborhood, could he suggest a comfortable hotel within ten miles, and she hoped to call upon him in the morning. A butler would answer, an old retainer. "The Commander would be pleased if you would accept his hospitality here at Ballyfane Castle." Irish wolfhounds baying, and her host himself appearing on the steps, leaning on a stick...

  A church tower appeared over the crest of the road, and here was Ballyfane itself, a village street straggling up a rise flanked by a few somber houses and shops, names like Driscoll and Murphy painted on boards above doors. The Kilmore Arms could have done with a coat of whitewash, but marigolds in a window box making a valiant attempt at a second flowering suggested someone with an eye for color.

  Shelagh parked her Austin Mini and surveyed the scene. The door of the Kilmore Arms was open. The entrance hall that also served as a lounge was bare and neat. Nobody was in sight, but a handbell standing on the counter to the left of the entrance seemed there for a purpose. She rang it briskly, and as a sad-faced man emerged from an inner room, limping and wearing spectacles, she had a fearful feeling that it was Nick himself, having fallen on hard times.

  "Good afternoon," she said. "I was wondering if I could have tea?"

  "You can," he told her. "A full tea or just the pot?"

  "Well, full, I think," she replied, with a vision of hot scones and cherry jam, flashing him the smile she generally reserved for the stage-doorkeeper.

  "It will take about ten minutes," he said. "The dining room is to the right, just three steps down. Have you come far?"

  "From Dublin," she said.

  "It's a pleasant drive. I was in Dublin myself a week ago," he told her. "My wife, Mrs. Doherty, has relatives there. She's away sick at present."

  She wondered whether she should apologize for giving trouble, but he had already disappeared to get the tea, and she went down the steps into the dining room. Six tables laid ready, but she had the impression nobody had eaten there for days. A clock on the wall ticked loudly, breaking the silence. Presently a little maid emerged from the back regions, breathing heavily, bearing a tray that had upon it a large pot of tea and, not the scones and cherry jam she had anticipated, but a plate with two fried eggs and three fat slices of bacon, as well as a heap of fried potatoes. A full tea... She would have to eat it, or Mr. Doherty would be offended. The maid vanished, and a black-and-white cat that had made its appearance with the tea arched itself against her legs, purring loudly. Furtively she fed it the bacon and one of the eggs, then tackled the remainder. The tea was piping hot and strong, and she could feel it searing her inside as she swallowed it.

  The little maid emerged once more. "Is the tea to your liking?" she asked anxiously. "I could fry you another egg if you're still hungry."

  "No," said Shelagh, "I've done very well, thank you. Could I see your telephone directory? I want to look up the number of a friend."

  The directory was produced and she thumbed the pages. Barrys galore, but none in this district. No Commander. No Nicolas Barry, R. N. (Retd.). The journey had been in vain. Her mood of high expectancy, of daring, turned to despondency.

  "How much do I owe for the tea?" she asked.

  The little maid murmured a modest sum. Shelagh thanked her, paid, and went out into the hall and through the open doorway to the street. The post office was on the opposite side. One last enquiry and then, if that was unlucky too, she would turn the car round again and make for some hotel back on the road to Dublin, where she could at least relax in a steaming bath and spend the night in comfort. She waited patiently while an old woman bought stamps and a man enquired about parcels to America. Then she turned to the postmaster behind the grille.

  "Excuse me," she asked, "I wonder if you can help me? Do you happen to know if Commander Barry lives anywhere in the district?"

  The man stared. "He does," he said. "He's lived here these twenty years."

  Oh joy! Oh, the relief! The mission was on again. All was not lost.

  "The thing is," Shelagh explained, "I couldn't find his name in the telephone directory."

  "That isn't surprising," the man said. "There is no telephone on Lamb Island."

  "Lamb Island?" repeated Shelagh. "You mean he lives on an island?"

  The man stared as if she had asked a stupid question. "It's on the southern side of Lough Torrah," he said, "about four miles from here as the crow flies. You can't reach it except by boat. If you want to get in touch with Commander Barry you'd best write for an appointment. He doesn't see many people."

  The chip on the shoulder... The recluse...

  "I see," said Shelagh. "I hadn't realized. Can one get a glimpse of the island from the road?"

  The man shrugged. "There's a turning down to the lough a mile or so out of Ballyfane," he told her, "but it's no more than a rough track. You can't take a car there. If you have stout shoes it's an easy enough walk. Best done in daylight. You would miss your way if it came on for dusk, and the mist rises too over the lake."

  "Thank you," said Shelagh, "thank you very much."

  She went out of the post office with the feeling that the postmaster was staring after her. What now? Better not risk it this evening. Better endure the doubtful comforts of the Kilmore Arms and indigestion. She returned to the hotel and came face-to-face with Mr. Doherty on the doorstep.

  "I suppose," she said, "you couldn't let me have a room for the night?"

  "I could indeed, you'd be very welcome," he told her. "It's quiet now, but in the tourist season you'd be surprised--we've seldom an empty bed. I'll bring in your baggage. Your car will come to no harm there in the street."

  Anxious to please he limped to the boot of the car, brought out her suitcase, conducted her inside the Kilmore Arms and led the way upstairs, showing her into a small double room overlooking the street.

  "I'll only charge you for the one bed," he said. "Twenty-two shillings and your breakfast. There's a bathroom across the passage."

  Oh well, it was rather fun--and mod cons after all. Later on the locals would come into the bar and break into song. She would drink Guinness out of an enormous tankard and watch them, join in herself, perhaps.

  She inspected the bathroom. It reminded her of digs on tour. One tap dripping, leaving a brown stain, and when she turned it on the water gushed forth like the Niagara Falls. Still, it was hot. She unpacked her night things, bathed, dressed again and went downstairs. Voices drifted down the passage. She followed the sound and came to the bar. Mr. Doherty himself stood behind the counter. The voices ceased as she entered, and everyone stared. Everyone being about half a dozen men, and among them she recognized the postmaster.

  "Good evening," she said brightly.

  A mumbled response from all, but uninterested. They went on talking among themselves. She ordered whiskey from Mr. Doherty and felt suddenly self-conscious, perched there on the stool, which was perfectly ridiculous, because she was used to going into every sort of bar on tour, and there was nothing very singular about this one anyway.

  "Is it your first visit to Ireland?" asked Mr. Doherty, still anxious to please, pouring out the whiskey.

  "Yes, it is," she told him. "I'm rather ashamed I've never been over before. My grandfather was Irish. I'm sure the scenery is lovely around here. I must do some exploring tomorrow, down by the lake."

  She glanced across the bar, and was aware of the postmaster's eye upon her.

  "You'll be with us for a few days, then?" asked Mr. Doherty. "I could arrange some fishing for you, if that's what you like."

  "Oh well... I'm not sure. It rather depends."

  How loud and English her voice sounded on the air, reminding her of her mother. Like a socialite out of a glossy magazine. And the local ch
atter had momentarily ceased. The Irish bonhomie she had visualized was absent. Nobody here was going to seize a fiddle and dance a jig and burst into song. Perhaps girls who stayed the night in pubs on their own were suspect.

  "Your dinner is ready when you are," said Mr. Doherty.

  She took the cue and slipped from the barstool and so on into the dining room, feeling about ten years old. Soup, fish, roast beef--the trouble they had taken, when all she needed was a wafer slice of ham, but impossible to leave anything on her plate. Trifle to finish with, doused in sherry.

  Shelagh looked at her watch. It was only half past eight.

  "Will you take your coffee in the lounge?"

  "Thank you, yes."

  "There's a television set. I'll switch it on for you."

  The little maid drew up an armchair close to the television, and Shelagh sat down to the coffee she did not want while an American comedy, vintage 1950, flickered from the box. The murmur of voices droned on from the direction of the bar. Shelagh poured the coffee back into the pot and crept upstairs to fetch her coat. Then, leaving the television blaring in the empty lounge, she went out into the street. There was nobody about. All Ballyfane was already in bed or safe within doors. She got into the car and drove away through the empty village, back along the road she had traveled earlier that afternoon. A turning, the postmaster had said, a mile or so out of Ballyfane.

  This must be it, here on the left. A crooked signpost with the lettering "Footpath to Lough Torrah" showed up in the glare of her headlights. The footpath, narrow and twisting, led downhill. Silly to attempt it without a torch, and the moon, three-quarters full, giving only a fitful gleam behind banks of racing cloud. Still... She could go part of the way, if only for the benefit of the exercise.

  She left the car close to the signpost and began to walk. Her shoes, luckily flat, squelched in the mud. As soon as I catch a glimpse of the lake, she thought, I'll turn back, and then be up early tomorrow and come here again, bring a packed lunch, decide upon my plan of attack. The footpath was opening out between the banks, and suddenly before her was the great sheet of water, encircled by jutting lips of land, and in the center was the island itself, shrouded in trees. It had an eerie, somber quality, and the moon, breaking through the clouds, turned the water silver, while the island remained black, humped like the back of a whale.

  Lamb Island... Inconsequentially it made her think of legends, not of Irish chiefs long dead or tribal feuds, but of sacrifices to ancient gods before the dawn of history. Stone altars in a glade. A lamb with its throat cut lying amid the ashes of a fire. She wondered how far it was from the shore. Distances were hard to judge by night. A stream on her left ran down into the lake, fringed by reeds. She advanced towards it, picking her way carefully among the pebbles and the mud, and then she saw the boat, tied to a stump, and the figure of a man standing beside it. He was staring in her direction. Foolish panic seized her, and she backed away. It was no good, though. He walked swiftly up the mud and stood beside her.

  "Were you looking for someone?" he said.

  He was a young man, strongly built, wearing a fisherman's jersey and dungarees. He spoke with the local accent.

  "No," Shelagh answered, "no, I'm a visitor to the district. It was a lovely evening and I thought I'd take a walk."

  "A lonely spot for a walk. Have you come far?"

  "Only from Ballyfane," she told him. "I'm staying at the Kilmore Arms."

  "I see," he said. "You're here for the fishing, maybe. The fishing is better the other side of Ballyfane."

  "Thank you. I'll remember that."

  There was a pause. Shelagh wondered if she should say any more or whether she should turn and go, bidding him a cheerful goodnight. He was looking beyond her shoulder towards the footpath, and she heard the sound of somebody else's footsteps squelching through the mud. Another figure loomed out of the shadow and advanced towards them. Shelagh saw that it was the postmaster from Ballyfane. She was not sure whether to be sorry or relieved.

  "Good evening again," she said, her voice a shade too hearty. "You see I didn't wait until morning after all, I found my way successfully, thanks to your advice."

  "So," replied the postmaster. "I noticed your car up there on the road parked by the turning, and thought it best to follow in case you came to harm."

  "That was kind of you," said Shelagh. "You shouldn't have bothered."

  "No bother at all. Better be sure than sorry." He turned to the young man in the fisherman's jersey. "It's a fine night, Michael."

  "It is, Mr. O'Reilly. This young lady tells me she's here for the fishing. I've explained she'll have better sport the other side of Ballyfane."

  "That's true, if it's fishing she's after," said the postmaster, and he smiled for the first time, but unpleasantly, too knowing. "The young lady was in the post office this evening asking for Commander Barry. She was surprised he was not on the telephone."

  "Fancy that, now," said the young man, and disconcertingly he produced a torch from his pocket and flashed it in her face. "Excuse the liberty, miss, but I haven't had the pleasure of meeting you before. If you'd care to tell me your business with the Commander I will pass on the message."

  "Michael here lives on Lamb Island," said the postmaster. "He's by way of being a watchdog to the Commander, and keeps unwelcome visitors at bay, you might say."

  He said this with the same knowing smile which she found so unpleasant, and she wished she could be away and out of it, back in the neat little bedroom at the Kilmore Arms, not here beside the sinister lake with these two strange men.

  "I'm afraid I can't give a message," she said. "It's a private matter. Perhaps it would be better if I wrote to Commander Barry from the hotel. He isn't expecting me, you see. It's all rather difficult."

  Her loss of composure was evident to the two men. She saw them exchange glances. Then the young man jerked his head at the postmaster and drew him aside, and they spoke together out of earshot. Her uneasiness increased.

  The young man turned back to her. "I tell you what I'll do," and he was smiling now, but a shade too broadly. "I'll run you over to the island in the boat, and the Commander shall decide for himself whether he wants to see you or not."

  "Oh no...," said Shelagh, backing away, "not tonight. It's much too late. I'll come back in the morning, and you can run me across then."

  "It would be better to get it over with tonight," said Michael.

  Get it over with? What did he mean? A few months ago she had boasted to some friends after a first-night party that she had never been frightened of anything in her life, except drying up. She was frightened now.

  "They'll be waiting up for me at the hotel," she said quickly. "If I don't return soon Mr. Doherty will get in touch with the police."

  "Don't fret yourself," said the postmaster. "I have a friend standing by up the road. He'll drive your car back to the Kilmore Arms and we'll make it all right between us with Tim Doherty."

  Before she could protest further they had seized her arms and were marching her between them down to the boat. It can't be true, she thought, it can't be happening, and a strangled sob escaped her, like that of a terrified child.

  "Ah, sshh now," said Michael, "no one's going to touch a hair of your head. You said yourself it's a fine night. It's finer still on the water. You may see the fish jumping."

  He helped her into the boat and pushed her firmly on the stern seat. The postmaster remained on shore. That's better, she thought, at least there's only one of them.

  "So long, Mr. O'Reilly," Michael called softly, starting the engine, then loosening the painter from the mooring post.

  "So long, Michael my boy," called the postmaster.

  The boat glided away from the reeds onto the open lough, the chug-chug of the little engine quiet, subdued. The postmaster waved his hand, then turned back and started walking up the shore towards the footpath.

  The journey from mainland to island took barely five minutes, but seen from
the lake the mainland appeared dark, remote, the hills in the distance an ominous smudge. The comforting lights of Ballyfane were out of sight. She had never felt so vulnerable, so alone. Michael said nothing until the boat drew in alongside a small landing stage built out from the narrow shore. The trees clustered thickly to the water's edge. He tied up the boat, then held out his hand to her.

  "Now then," he said when he had helped her onto the landing stage, "the truth is that the Commander is away at a meeting the other side of the lough, but he should be back by midnight or thereabouts. I'll take you up to the house and the steward will look after you."

  The steward... The Ballyfane castle and the Georgian mansion had returned to the land of fantasy whence they had sprung, but "steward" had a medieval ring to it, Malvolio with a tapering staff, stone steps leading to an audience chamber. Wolfhounds guarding doors. A faint measure of confidence returned to her. Michael was not going to strangle her under the trees.

  Surprisingly, the house was revealed after little more than a hundred yards, set in a clearing amid the trees. A long, low, one-storied building, built surely of timber put up in sections, like pictures of relief hospitals erected by missionaries in jungles for sick natives. A verandah ran the whole length of it, and as Michael led her up the steps and paused before a door marked "Galley Entrance" a dog barked from within, not the deep-throated baying of a wolfhound but shriller, sharper, and Michael laughed, turned to her and said, "They don't need me as watchdog when Skip's around. She'd smell strangers twenty miles away."

  The door opened. A short, stocky, middle-aged man stood before them, dressed in the uniform of a naval steward.

  "A small problem for you, Bob," said Michael. "The young lady here was wandering down by the lough just now in the darkness and all, and it appears she was enquiring off Mr. O'Reilly for the Commander."

  The steward's face remained impassive, but his eyes traveled down from Shelagh's face to her clothes, and her jacket pockets in particular.

  "There's nothing on her," said Michael, "and she must have left her handbag in the car beside the road. The young lady is staying up at the Arms, but we thought it best to bring her straight here. You never can tell."