All I Want is You_A Second Chance Romance

by Carter Blake

  But I don’t want her to let any of that shit—whatever it is—bear down on her in the middle of an amazing fucking vacation that’s expressly designed for escaping all that garbage.

  And, fuck, just seeing her face makes me feel a million times better.

  Which is not a “vacation fling” kind of thought to have.

  Fuck, I hate being fucking confused, but maybe I’m losing my touch, because that seems to be happening more and more.

  And Macy’s looking right at me, and I smile.

  It’s meant to be warm, reassuring, a tiny bit mischievous, devastatingly handsome, and swoon-worthy. . .

  You know, the usual.

  But I have a sinking feeling that none of those comes across. And I’m sure that sinking feeling isn’t helping, either.

  Fuck, I’m not dressed for this fucking wind. I guess even tropical weather can’t always live up to expectations.

  Although, I don’t know what the fuck’s expected of me right now. Even from myself—where’s the line of getting too carried away with this? I’m usually not even in danger of getting close to it.

  The wind stops, and a descending, forbidding sound fades in from the distance.

  It’s coming from the sky, and both of us keep walking as it grows louder. As horrible and fucking loud the sound is, it’s just another commercial airliner coming in for a landing.

  Inside the hotel—the rooms, especially—everything seems well-insulated from the sound of giant Boeings and Airbuses approaching Princess Juliana International Airport.

  But the resort’s close to Maho Beach, which is next to one of the airport’s runways. On Maho Beach, the sound is deafening when a jet passes just a few feet overhead.

  And on the outskirts of the resort, it’s still fucking deafening.

  It’s now impossible to ignore the approaching plane, but we try, walking toward the hotel entrance without so much as a glance upwards.

  I mean, that shit’s nothing more than an annoyance to both of us. Why should we give it any attention?

  I knew where the resort was and what I was getting into when I arrived in one of those planes myself.

  But it’s just another little annoyance that’s making me miss that island even more.

  The sound fades by the time we get to the main path leading up to the hotel. When it disappears, Macy and I finally acknowledge it with a look at each other.

  “Did you hear that?” she asks, smirking.

  Okay, maybe the vacation’s not over after all.

  “What?” I punctuate the question by slipping on my aviator shades, looking comically oblivious.

  “Oh, you’re too cool to care about sounds now?”

  I smile, much more easily this time, and stop in my path. Macy stops alongside me, not matching my smile but maintaining her smirk.

  Macy’s smile grows the tiniest bit as I take off my sunglasses and put them on her, but I swear I can see her roll her eyes when she’s wearing them.

  “Now, you’re cool.”

  “Cooler,” she corrects me, and we restart our walk to the hotel in a much better mood.

  “Aaron! I’ve been looking for you! Aaron! Over here!”

  So much for a much better mood.

  “Are you fucking serious?” I grumble. “Just ignore him,” I tell Macy.

  Todd Myers, the Variety reporter who’s been waiting for me on this empty path for fuck knows how long, is known for wearing trilbies.

  “Aaron! How do you respond to the rumors about the Anna Bell project? Mr. Michaelson?”

  Even dressed in a T-shirt, cargo shorts, and sandals, Todd fucking Myers is still wearing a black trilby.

  We walk past him into the entrance, and I need to stop for a second.

  Macy stops with me, ready for an explanation. She’s taken off my sunglasses and holds it in her hand.

  “Was that paparazzi?” she asks.

  “I can’t fucking believe…” After grinding my jaw a couple times, I take a deep breath and calm down to talk to Macy. “Although he doesn’t take pictures, which is one good thing I’ll say about him, I still consider him paparazzi, or a paparazzo because it’s always just him. Fuck!”

  To channel some of this stupid, frustrated energy Todd Myers inspired, I start walking to the elevator—and Macy keeps up with me.

  “Who was that?”

  “He’s this guy who likes to follow me around sometimes. He works for Variety, because no one else cares this much about behind-the-scenes shit. But I don’t blame the publication. He’s his own fucking animal that gets his stories from hounding people.”

  There are more questions in Macy’s eyes, but I can tell she doesn’t know where to start. So, all she does is hand me back my aviator shades as we walk.

  Frankly, I don’t know where to start, either.

  Macy

  We quickly walk to the elevator together, and Aaron smashes the button to take us back up to our suite.

  For a few seconds there, I thought he might lose it to that guy. He doesn’t seem to handle that whole thing very well, considering his profession.

  He still looks super pissed.

  Fuck. I’m just plain relieved.

  The bathing suit I’ve been wearing since yesterday has sand inside it, and my hair feels like a tangled mess. It’s going to take some serious conditioner to recover from the last twenty-four hours.

  Bouncing on my toes, I pray for the elevator.

  Come on. Come on.

  I can’t wait to get back to the room.

  The suite, I mean.

  I hope some of that with the paparazzo outside wasn’t because he’s embarrassed of me,

  It could be some superficial Hollywood bullshit I don’t understand.

  It could be that, despite all appearances and apparent attitudes, he’s actually attached to someone.

  Or it could be some weird mix of all the above and then some.

  There’s still so much about him I don’t know.

  But I can’t help but wonder what was up with him showing up and waiting at that weird hour alone. That was really weird.

  He was really interested in talking to Aaron, though.

  What’s even up with that? It’s not like he’s an on-screen star.

  That I could understand.

  And I don’t think it was my imagination, but when he was asked about that actress, he got even more pissed. Now he’s super distant.

  Peeking a sideways look, yep. Brow furrowed, frowning—he looks almost comically mad.

  He could be involved with Anna fucking Bell, for all I know. Maybe they’ve hidden it from the tabloids, but her star-power’s making them dig in.

  That wasn’t a tabloid, though. Variety doesn’t report on shit like that, which makes the whole thing even weirder.

  And if he’s involved with anyone, why is he here alone? He was obviously on the fucking prowl when he got here.

  The elevator dings, and the doors open. As early as it is, we wait for a small group of hungover college kids to get off before stepping inside.

  Honestly, he could be here alone for any number of reasons, but the whole situation suddenly seems so...sordid.

  At least we have the elevator to ourselves. I’m so tempted to ask him about it.

  Go on. Do it.

  No, I think we’re both feeling the effects of our night out on the beach. I know I am.

  Nothing a hot shower, some moisturizer, and some fresh clothes won’t fix.

  It’s already silent in the elevator, and if I ask Aaron about the reporter, I’m sure he’ll just stonewall me.

  But on the flipside, I’d rather just get it out there. I was with him, after all.

  I think I’m entitled to some kind of explanation.

  The elevator door dings. It opens on our floor.

  “Aaron, what’s up with him tracking you down all the way here, though?” I blurt it out before I overthink it any more.

  The doors slide open as Aaron makes a very convincing grow
ling sound under his breath.

  Taking the lead, he walks in front of me, leaving the elevator.

  “I don’t fucking know.” Head down, he grinds out his answer.

  Well, shit. I called that one right.

  His long legs eat up the floor, putting distance between us quickly.

  I feel burnt, too. I’m not functioning at top speed, so it doesn’t take long for him to leave me behind.

  Whatever. I’m too beat to deal with this shit.

  Stopping at our door, Aaron hesitates and looks back at me.

  Turning back to the door, instead of inserting the key card, he leans against it and lightly bangs his head on it.

  He spins toward me, and I cover the last couple feet and stop beside him.

  This seems a little dramatic to me, but we’ve had a long day.

  I’m also not the one that’s been dealing with their shit for the longest time.

  It’s hard for me to relate.

  Turning to face me, he looks deflated. “I’m really sorry. I just hate the press around this industry sometimes…at least parts of it.”

  Running his hand across his head and through his hair, he seems to contemplate the floor before looking at me. “This is what he knows. I really don’t like it, but this is how he’s used to operating. He found out where I am somehow, and, I’m thinking, he probably saw a nice vacation in it for himself.”

  He pulls his key card out of his back pocket and turns and looks at me again seriously.

  “The most important thing right now for me—for us—is that it doesn’t ruin our honeymoon.”

  Turning away from me, he inserts the key card and walks into the room.

  Fuck, he said that. And there’s no way I misheard him.

  He actually sounded completely serious when he called it that.

  He’s holding the door, so I walk past him automatically, trying my best to keep a blank face.

  I’m so relieved that we made it back; I’m temporarily sidetracked because of Aaron’s statement.

  “I call dibs on the shower,” he calls from the bathroom where I can hear him peeing. He must’ve really had to go.

  It makes sense to let him shower first, considering he’ll be way quicker than me. I can’t wait to soak and shave.

  “Sure, that sounds fine. But I need to pee first.”

  Unpacking my bag that I had taken for the excursion the day before, I hear the shower start and wonder if Aaron heard me.

  That question’s answered when Aaron walks out of the bathroom a couple seconds later.

  Surprise, surprise. He’s naked. Not that I’m complaining.

  “I just turned it on to heat up while you go.”

  “Oh, thanks.” Quickly, I leave what I’m doing and head into the bathroom.

  I don’t want to mess up the tentative friendship that we seem to have worked out at this point.

  Even though I’m seriously weirded out by the random reporter in the middle of fucking St. Maarten, I’m not going to bring it up again.

  We’re both tired, and we haven’t had a decent meal. With our personalities, just the combination of lack of food and sleep is enough for us to be at each other’s throats.

  I like our...thing, whatever it is, the way it is now, even with its limits and unknowns.

  There’s no reason to push any further.

  That’s what leads to trouble, anyway. There’s no way I need any of that in my life, and I’m sure Aaron doesn’t, either.

  Washing my hands, I can’t believe how bad I look. I splash some water on my face and try to remove the basic grit so I can leave him to his shower.

  He opens the door, and he’s right there. With both arms spread, he leans against the door casing, looking as casually fucking self-possessed as usual.

  “You aren’t naked?” He winks. “I thought maybe you might want to take a shower with me?”

  That sounds like an amazing idea, but I want to wait until I can fully appreciate it—when I’m not so gross and tired.

  “I might need a shower before that shower.”

  After a moment of looking at each other purposefully, we both step into the bathroom in tandem. And like magic, I’m suddenly in his arms.

  He nuzzles my neck, sniffing loudly. “You do need a shower. I could wash your back.”

  I slap his biceps playfully and laugh. “I’m aware that I need a shower. I was the first to admit it!”

  His nuzzling has turned into tickling. His prickly stubble’s just the right length to drive me crazy.

  I start to giggle, instinctively grasping his arms tightly.

  This seems to encourage him. He moves to my ear—which he knows is supersensitive—and is now nibbling and licking.

  My knees go weak as he pulls me tighter to him. After one last gentle touch of his tongue, he finishes with my ear and draws back slightly to look me in the eye.

  “You’re welcome to join me, if you decide.” He pecks me on the lips before pulling away and sauntering into the glass-walled shower.

  Turning under the spray, he lifts his arms to wet his hair.

  His body really is a work of art. Sleek muscles, shining from the water, twitch and flex. His cock, shifting and swinging subtly as he washes, eventually wins out as the focal point for this show.

  Okay, time to stop gawking before I’m fucking hypnotized or something.

  There’ll be time for all this stuff soon enough.

  Quickly, I turn and leave the bathroom, pulling the door shut behind me.

  I can’t help but think I may be in over my head, though. Between his comments about not wrecking our honeymoon and my growing attraction for him, it’s all becoming a bit muddled.

  I need to keep this all in perspective. I don’t want it to be a mistake.

  We’re consensual adults having a great week on our friends’ dime. It’s that simple.

  “Macy!” Aaron’s call is only slightly muffled by the door.

  Popping my head in, I say, “What?”

  “I have an idea where I want us to go for dinner tonight. Just down the beach. Sounds good?”

  “Yes. Dinner sounds good.”

  Now that we’ve started talking about it, dinner can’t come soon enough. I might need to eat sooner, but I may need to just fucking sleep until then.

  “Okay. I’ll just rest on the couch for a while. Wake me up when you’re ready to go.” He shuts the water off and steps out.

  He loves flaunting what he’s got, but I honestly can’t blame him for that.

  Pulling my head out, I shut the bathroom door and lean against it.

  I hope I’m not way over my head.

  Aaron

  Having decided upon dinner, I retreat to the couch for some much-needed shut-eye while Macy heads to the bathroom.

  I lie down and feel the cool leather of the couch soothe my rising anxiety over the fucking paparazzi. I can’t say it enough—I fucking hate them.

  Their presence instantly pisses me off, especially if they’re there for me, and especially if they followed me somewhere far from their usual stomping grounds just to disrupt my fucking life.

  So, I’m not exactly in my relaxed going with the fucking flow mode I’ve been trying to stay in all vacation.

  They really do have a knack for ruining everything. Even the most idyllic afterglow.

  Then they had to say her name. Was that necessary?

  I twist my body, trying to find a comfortable position on this damn couch. It seems fucking impossible as I recall our run-in with the paps.

  Macy knows her name now—and it’s a famous fucking name at that. She’s curious, even asking questions.

  I wonder if she’s jealous. She can’t be. She doesn’t even know her, and doubtfully even cares, though a part of me wants her to.

  I shake my head. Now I’m being fucking dramatic.

  What the fuck’s happening to me?

  No matter what, I need to make sure this honeymoon of ours isn’t ruined by those assholes.


  Like before, on the boat, my main concern is showing Macy the time of her life.

  Paparazzi or not, I want to make it so she can’t stop smiling. I want her night to be just as enjoyable as her day.

  The sound of heels clicking on the floor wakes me from my pitiful sleep.

  I look around, finding Macy’s door closed. There’s still light out, though the sun looks like it’s about to set, hovering over the horizon.

  I quickly freshen up, hoping to wash away the lingering anger.

  Nope, no luck.

  Waiting for her, I sit on the back of the couch, scrolling through my phone. I don’t know what kind of rumor are spreading about me back home, or who tipped off Myers, but I just want to keep all this fucking nonsense as far away from this vacation as possible.

  And Macy shouldn’t have to be privy to any of this venomous bullshit.

  Before I could dive into the depths of the internet, I hear the door creak open behind me.

  Turning toward it, I’m greeted with the most spectacular view.

  Fuck, she looks fantastic. Miraculously, every ounce of anger I was carrying disappears at the sight of her.

  Her presence is apparently my remedy.

  Damn, I’m getting cheesy. I need to watch myself.

  “You ready?” she asks, smiling and giddy. “I am so ready for dinner. I can’t wait.”

  “You look fantastic,” I say, my eyes glued to her body.

  I make no effort to hide my wandering gaze, drinking every ounce of her.

  Her dress is sexy yet still modest, showing off just enough skin to keep my imagination pumping along. It hugs her curves, almost too well, while the blue design brings out the color of her eyes.

  She’s fucking glowing.

  Her grin widens, and I see a hint of pink color her cheeks.

  “Thank you.” She twirls around, giving me a panoramic view of her body…well, really, her outfit. But that’s only part of the picture.

  “So…where are we going?”

  Closing the distance between us, I grab her hands and pull her to me, kissing her cheek.

  She leans into it, enjoying it as much as I do.

  I take her arm and intertwine it with mine, placing her hand on my forearm.

  “You’ll see. But I’ll give you a clue—it has something to do with a beach.” I smirk.