The Best Of LK Vol. 1
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“You really should charge people more to eat up here,” my dad says as I stand next to him.
“I’ll be happy if we have constant traffic,” I tell him, and King rolls his eyes.
“Would you stop worrying? We’ve got reservations booked out for three months solid, I don’t think you’re going to have anything to worry about.
I smile, grateful for the support that I’ve had from Lorenzo. Yes, I now call him Lorenzo, and he’s been vital during this entire process.
“Are you guys hungry? I made some appetizers.”
They all nod their heads and we take the best seat in the house. As they dig into the food, I sit back and look at King, so proud of him and thankful to him for giving me this amazing gift.
“Did you decide on the menu for tomorrow night?” my dad asks me, knowing that was a big worry.
“Yeah, let me grab you one.” I get up from my seat and get him one from the hostess stand. As I walk back up to the table, I freeze in my tracks. Staring back at me is a letter from my mom.
“You don’t have to open it now, Ever,” he says and I swallow sitting in front of it, scared to touch it. “I know how you like to have them at midnight though.”
I can tell my dad wants me to open it now, or he wouldn’t have sat it out in the open like that. We haven’t talked about the letters since the day of the blowup when King gave them to both of us. I think my dad assumed that he’d be the one giving them to me…and that’s okay.
“No…I want to open it. It’s what mom would want, I want her voice to be a part of all this.”
Lifting the letter, King squeezes my thigh and I give him a small smile so he knows that I am okay with this. He gets worried and that is the last thing that I want him to be right now.
Running my thumb over the indentation of her handwriting, I flip it over, the yellow sticky note that reads, restaurant is still stuck to the back. Gently, I tear open the envelope and take out her letter. A cool breeze whips through me and I’d like to think that it’s her, encouraging me on. Clearing my throat so everyone can hear her words, I find strength in the wind.
My dearest Everly,
I never doubted for one second that your dreams would come true. You are a talented and amazing chef. You have no idea the power of your abilities and how proud of you I am. It disappoints me that I cannot be there with you to help you, but I’m a firm believer in fate and a greater power. I know God has a bigger plan for all of us, especially you, my sweet Ever. I hope as you read these words you’re happy, and as you embark on such a huge accomplishment in your professional career, please know that I’m with you…I always have been and always will be…until we meet again.
Love, Mom
Acknowledgments
Mr. Prezident, we did it again and I am so grateful for not only your undying support, but your love and guidance as I finished our 11th book. I cannot tell you how much this is a dream come true, thank you for pushing me from the beginning, to write Fatalism and guiding me along all these years as I’ve pursued my dream. I love you baby, to infinity and beyond.
Lisa, we’ve officially done ten books together and I couldn’t be happier. You are so amazing and talented. Thank you for editing this one from a wonky laptop, while dealing with yet again another one of my crazy ass deadlines.
Leticia and Janice, my impeccable proofreaders. If I had another way to say thank you other than in these words, I’d do it. I’d get down on my knees, so you know just how much I appreciate the two of you. You ladies make my books flawless and I am truly indebted to the both of you, forever.
Crystal, AKA the Boss, AKA mama bear, thank you for pushing me to write King’s story in an obscenely short amount of time. You are a Godsend, and even though I give you a hard time about my Facebook bans, I appreciate it…so much. Thank you, for believing in me and my work and for sticking behind me the way that you do. Remember our #1 rule, and never forget it.
To my crazies, you ladies make my days so much happier, your posts, comments, emails, and messages are the best. I hope I’ve made you proud with this story.
Last, but absolutely not least, to all of the readers, reviewers, and bloggers. Thank you for taking the time to read King & Ever’s story. Your support means the world to me. You are the reason I write and I’d love to hear your thoughts, if you could leave a review on Amazon, short or long, I would appreciate it. Both the Prezident and I read every single review and love hearing your feedback.
Copyright © 2017 LK Collins
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Edited by Ashley Williams, Adept Edits
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Dedication
To our fans, this one is for you.
1
Fallon
“Hey, this is Leo, leave me a message,” my boyfriend’s voice says back to me through his voice mail. I’ve been waiting for him for the last thirty minutes, and I don’t know how much longer I can sit here by myself.
Every time I look around, it’s as if everyone is staring at me. The place is crowded, but it wouldn’t be so bad if I weren’t the only person sitting all alone in this fancy ass restaurant.
Nervously, I look down at my menu, pretending I’m trying to decide what to order when really, I already know. I’m just trying to hide the fact that I’m mortified to be sitting alone.
Where are you, Leo?
God, I hope he’s okay. It isn’t like him to blow me off. When we talked about meeting for lunch, he seemed excited. This is his favorite place to eat, and with his recent promotion at work, he wanted to come here to celebrate.
My anxiety peaks, sending my mind spinning with a number of worst-case scenarios. Something has to be wrong; he couldn’t forget. So, I call his office. The phone rings a couple of times before the receptionist answers.
“Don’s Autoworld, how may I direct your call?”
“Hey, Shira, it’s Fallon, I’m sorry to bother you, but is Leo available?”
“Hey, honey. Let me check.”
“Thanks,” I tell her, and the line clicks, sending me over to the annoying hold music the dealership uses. Shira is such a sweetie and one of the few girls that have worked with Leo I’ve liked.
“Are you sure you don’t want anything while you wait?” the waiter asks me stopping at the table.
“No, thank you. He’ll be here any minute, and then I’ll order.” The guy walks off, giving me a pitiful smile.
“Fallon, it looks like he’s out to lunch.”
“Great. Did he just leave?”
“Yup.”
“Thank you.”
We hang up, and I consider ordering for the both of us, knowing when he gets here it’ll save us time. But today, I’ve got all the time in the world. It’s one of my two days off for working this weekend. My phone beeps and I glance at the screen.
Leo: I’ve only got an hour; I want you naked in my bed!
Leo’s words make my cheeks flush. I glance around the restaurant, wondering if anyone else can sense that I’m turned on. Nope, they are all still staring at me with pity. Pressing my thighs together, I swallow and try to decide how to respon
d. Leo hasn’t texted me like this before, not that I’m complaining. I’m . . . I’m just overexcited, I guess. That excitement grows a bit more when my phone beeps again.
Leo: Now!
Without a second thought, I hop out of my chair like it’s on fire, rummage through my purse for any cash I have, and toss it on the table to cover the tea I ordered. Then I toss more down to cover my guilt for wasting the waiter’s time and head to the door.
Who knew a spur-of-the-moment text could turn me on so much? I hadn’t, and it’s a little embarrassing and a whole lot exciting. I actually have to force myself to walk to my car instead of run.
I put the pedal down and drive as fast and safe as possible to get to him. The traffic is light this time of day, so I make it back to our condo in record time. I slam the breaks so hard my tires squeal, cut the engine, and climb out of the car. Before I reach the door, I pull the tie from my long light brown hair and run my fingers through it. Leo loves my hair down, messy and all.
I’m so wet that my panties are drenched, but knowing Leo, he’ll have them off me in half a second.
Taking in a deep breath, I open the door and look around, but I don’t see him. There are moans coming from upstairs, and I know that means one thing—he’s watching a porno and waiting for me. Stripping naked, I leave all my clothes by the door and run my fingers through my hair one last time as I head up the stairs. The woman on the porn is really loud, and I have to admit, I like the way it makes my heart beat a little faster.
I step into the doorway, but the sight in front of me stops me cold. I grip on to the doorframe to try to steady myself, everything inside of me shakes, and I fear I’ll collapse. My breathing is unstable.
Fuck. Don’t faint.
My eyes are wide as I watch in disbelief.
There is no porno; the noises are from another woman in my bed. With my boyfriend. Leo has his face smashed against her pussy. Her fingers are knotted into his hair—just like I do, and I don’t know what to do. My voice has been stripped from me. She arches as his hands roam all over her body, and I . . . I can’t fathom this is what I’m really seeing.
How is this my reality again? Then she says, “Fuck me, Leo,” and I watch, horrified as he pulls away from her, grabs his dick, and lines it up with her pussy. He’s not even wearing a condom.
I scream, “No!” before he can slam himself into her. My throat burns and my ears ring from that one single word.
They both look over at me mortified. “What the fuck?” the woman yells and clambers toward the headboard, my headboard, pulling the comforter over her body. The comforter that Leo and I picked out together. That he told me he liked because it was the color of my eyes.
“Shiiiiiiiiiiit,” he mutters under his breath, but I hear exactly what he says.
“Yeah, ‘shiiiiiit’ is right. What the fuck are you doing?”
“It’s not what you think—”
I shake my head and storm off, realizing that I’m naked, which sends my embarrassment through the roof. It’s exactly what I think. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. I should’ve known better. I’m so pissed at myself. I should’ve left him so long ago.
“Baby, please,” he begs as he follows me without bothering to get dressed first. I pull my shirt over my head, and he reaches for me.
“Don’t fucking touch me, motherfucker!” I snarl, slapping his hand away. His filthy tainted hand.
“Come on, Fallon, don’t leave. I love you, baby.”
I pull my pants on, gather my shoes, bra, and panties, shoving them into my bag and ignore him as I fight the urge to kick the shit out of him. It’s the least he deserves.
“I . . . I didn’t mean to.”
“Yes you did! You texted me instead of her, you dumbass!”
The look of utter confusion across his face as he puts two and two together pisses me off even more. “How the fuck do you accidently end up with another woman in our bed, anyway?” Rage courses through my veins, my head feels as if it’s going to explode, and I want to beat the shit out of him more than I’ve ever wanted to do anything in all my life.
“I got carried away, baby.” He tries to touch me again, and this time I push him backward.
“Yeah, you did, just like the last time. Fuck you, Leo, fuck you!” I scream and turn away from him, storming out of the condo and toward my car. With every step I take, I imagine myself beating him with the heel of my shoe, which is exceptionally pointy.
He did this to me before about a year ago and swore it was the worst mistake of his life. He said he had been drunk when it happened and begged me to forgive him. I didn’t want to, but then he dropped to his knees and promised to make it his life’s mission to make me happy.
I forgave him like an idiot, and it took me so long to get past that pain and heartache, to trust him again, but I did, and now I’m well aware it was the greatest mistake of my life.
2
Parks
When someone knocks at my front door, I’m relieved. I’ve been staring at a blank email document for the better part of the morning. It’s now one thirty, and I’ve typed a whole sentence. How am I supposed to respond to being named photographer of the year? Photography is my fucking life, and this award is the epitome of my career. There is no way I can explain my gratitude in an email.
I open the door to find Fallon standing there. I thought she was working today, so her being here has me worried. She looks up at me, clearly upset. Her green eyes are filled with tears, and my heart breaks. My arms open to her, and she falls against my chest, letting me guide her inside as she sobs uncontrollably. I have no clue what happened, but I have a feeling that it has something to do with Leo.
“Shhhhh,” I tell her and rub up and down her back. The closeness of our bodies has my cock fuckin’ throbbing, and I fight the feeling the way I have my entire life. Now is not the time for this, especially with how upset she is. Fallon and I are friends, best friends in fact, and have been since we were kids. But I’ve been in love with her my entire life; I’ve just never told her about my feelings.
“Here, come sit,” I tell her when her sobs become less erratic and she turns her face up to me. Her cheeks are streaked with her makeup, and her lip is trembling, but she’s no longer sobbing as she lets me move her to the couch. She flops her tight ass down, and the second I sit next to her, she scoots over to my lap, laying her head a few inches away from my dick.
Motherfucker!
I let out a breath of air, imagining my dad naked to help control my cock. If I get hard right now with her on my lap, she’d be mortified and surely hate me. But I can feel it growing, so I decide to start talking to see if the will help.
“Is it Leo?” I ask her, and she nods her head as she wipes her sleeve across her cheek.
Goddamn it, don’t move.
“I . . . I don’t know how I let this happened again, Parks.”
My cock won’t stop, and I have to slip away. “I’m going to grab you some tissues,” I tell her, and she sits up, nodding at me so innocently. I grab a box of Kleenex, which I only have because I was sick last week and Fallon brought them over. As I head back to the living room, I find Fallon with her knees pulled to her chest, and I think I have a fair shot at keeping my dick down if she is on her side of the couch.
“Here,” I tell her as I hand her the box. She wipes her eyes and blows her nose, and I have to know what happened. As much as I know it will hurt her to replay whatever happened, I need to know. “What did that asshole do?”
“I caught him in our bed with some girl.”
“Oh fuck, Fallon, I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be. It’s my own dumb fault. How many times am I going to let him do this to me? I should’ve left him after the first time he cheated.”
I don’t have words. There is no right response to something like that. But when she looks up at me with her dark green eyes, I know I have to say something. “I hope you’re done with him. You deserve someon
e to treat you like a queen.”
“I am. I am more than done, but what am I going to do now?”
“You’re gonna start the fuck over and force yourself to forget all about that asshole.”
She nods, fidgeting with the tissue in her hand, and I can see how hard this is on her. “But what if I don’t want to start over, Parks?”
“You don’t have a choice unless you’re willing to forgive him again.”
She cuts me a harsh glare. “That will never happen.”
“I know. I also know that it sucks it happened, but that’s life. I promise you’ll thank me one day. You’ll find a great guy who loves you and treats you the right way.”
Tears gloss over her eyes, and she leans toward me again. I contemplate snatching a pillow to lie on my lap, but thankfully, her head lands on my shoulder and her arm wraps around me. I pull her closer and run my fingers through her soft, light brown hair.
God, I wish I could be that guy.
I’d give Fallon the world and everything in it . . . I’d never make her cry or sad. I’d put my life on the line for her happiness in a heartbeat, but that’ll never happen because she doesn’t feel that way about me. That, and I just can’t risk losing her as a friend—I won’t do it no matter what.
Our families lived next door to one another, and as the years went by, she only got hotter. My feelings for her just kept getting stronger. I never gave into them, though. Then my sister died, and I had fallen apart. Hell, I almost died right along with Meg that day on the beach, and Fallon was all that got me through it. She was the only thing holding me together, and I knew from that moment on . . . I couldn’t lose Fallon, too . . . still can’t.