Risen

by Strnad, Jan

  "You heard about John Duffy," Brant said, and Franz acknowledged that he had. "Do you believe it?"

  "I don't know," Franz answered. "If I'd seen it with my own eyes, maybe I would."

  Brant angled his chair to point more squarely toward Franz and leaned forward. "It's true. And what's more, John Duffy isn't the only one. There are others. I don't know how many, but there's at least one more. There was no way to keep Duffy's rise a secret, but others could be dying and coming back and not telling anyone about it."

  "Why would they do that?"

  "That's the worrisome thing. One of them...well, it's Deputy Haws."

  "I know him."

  "He was shot the night John Duffy came back. He was shot and killed. The next day he was back, good as new, with a bullet hole in his shirt. He never said a word to anybody, not even to Sheriff Clark. Mr. Klempner, the boy who shot him was Galen Ganger."

  Franz stiffened in his chair.

  "I saw Haws talking to the Ganger boy shortly before your accident. I don't know for sure, but he may have ordered him to...do what he did. It may have had something to do with what Irma said at the church."

  Brant became highly aware of the antique clock ticking loudly on the mantel. Either Franz or Irma had probably bought it new. The clocked ticked off a good three minutes before Franz said anything.

  "I thought it was me," Franz said. "Because I drive slow, the boys have their fun with me."

  "Mr. Klempner, who is Eloise?"

  Franz shook his head. "I don't know anyone by that name."

  "Did Irma know anyone named Eloise?"

  "Not that I recall."

  "Maybe someone from long ago."

  "No, no. I don't remember anyone by that name. I'm sorry. My wife, she wasn't right, you know, in the belfry. But she was a good woman."

  Brant nodded with a sympathy that he discovered, to his surprise, was genuine. Maybe two years in Anderson had softened him more than he knew.

  They sat in silence for some time, Franz in his big stuffed chair, rigid as a statue, the dog at his feet. Brant noticed the Bible on the lamp table next to him, well worn.

  "She had nightmares," Franz said. "Always had them, but they were worse as of late. It was the bell that set her off, though. Scared her half to death."

  "The bell?"

  "The church bell. Some fool's taken to ringing it late at night. Midnight. It's that new preacher, I'd guess. It just set her off something awful."

  Brant sat back and subconsciously began to rock. "Hm," he said, and he rocked slowly, back and forth, forward and back, while the mantel clock ticked and Elmer the dog chased a rabbit in his sleep, and Franz Klempner sat like a stone in his ratty old overstuffed chair, occasional tears running unashamedly down his cheeks.

  As dusk fell in Anderson, Deputy Haws jerked in his sleep and his elbow honked the horn of his patrol vehicle and he woke with a start.

  Tom Culler arrived home and helped his mother by peeling some potatoes.

  Doc Milford called it a day.

  And the roaches under Carl Tompkins' floor picked clean the skeleton of a cat who'd crawled under the house a few hours before, seeking someplace cool.

  Fourteen

  Tom felt like a time traveler in the Grand Ballroom of the Titanic watching the doomed dancers in their finery twirl and laugh, watching star-crossed lovers nuzzle each other under the chandeliers, knowing that soon the alarm would sound and there would be panic and the mad scrabble for the lifeboats would begin as the unthinkable happened, as the unsinkable ship sunk to an icy grave.

  The unthinkable was happening here, now, to Tom and everyone else in Anderson. Like the dancers on the Titanic, most of the town was unaware of the impending horror. His mother flitted about the kitchen, tearing lettuce and slicing carrots and celery and mushrooms for the salad, checking the roast in the oven, buffing the silverware with a kitchen towel, putting out dishes and finding chips on all the plates and digging through the shelves to find three perfect ones. She didn't know what was going on, and Tom didn't want her to know, not yet.

  Obviously she was in love.

  It made him feel good to see her excited about something again, but he felt shame, too, that he wasn't the one who'd snapped her out of her grim obsession with Annie. Brant had better not let her down as he'd let Tom down. If he thought for a minute that Brant was just using his mother for sex, he'd kill him. Not that that would do much good, apparently. Not in this town.

  Tom peeled the potatoes and whacked them into fourths and put them on the stove in a pan of water. He marveled at the way life went on in its usual patterns while momentous events seethed beneath the surface. Everyone knew that a man had risen from the dead and they realized what an outstanding and uncommon thing that was. The news rattled through the community and set tongues wagging and raised some hackles. But after the gossip and the arguments and speculations, they went back to their houses and their families and their ironing and mending and sports on television, and come Monday morning they'd wake up and go to work or to school just the same as always.

  What would it take to break the grip of the mundane? What would it take to shake people up enough to say to hell with school and the workplace and all the stupid minutiae of life, and compel them to dive deeply into unknown waters? A disaster, maybe. A flood, an earthquake, a war.

  Miracles were happening in Anderson. Were they good miracles or bad miracles?

  Are you a good witch or a bad witch?

  Tom told himself that he had to start writing again and get some of this crap out of his head or he'd go crazy, if it wasn't already too late.

  He heard a knock at the door and Peg dashed into the bathroom for some last minute adjustments, wondering why Brant didn't give her a warning toot. Tom let Brant in and they had a few hurried words in private while they could. Tom had noticed that Brant's car wasn't out front.

  "I parked in the alley," Brant said. "Haws had my house staked out earlier. I spent most of the day with Franz Klempner. He doesn't know anything about Eloise, but Irma had been having nightmares. It had something to do with the Reverend ringing the church bell in the middle of the night."

  Tom said, "I heard it! It was ringing the night we buried Haws." He told Brant about his "midnight" theory and Brant said that it fit the facts, what few of them he had.

  "Maybe it's some kind of signal or catalyst or something," Tom suggested.

  "Irma Klempner might've been able to provide the link, but...."

  "Hi, Brant," Peg said brightly as she waltzed into the room. She was so pretty and chipper that Brant's gloom was brushed into the corners of his mind. He smiled at her and offered up a compliment and the three of them shared an awkward moment before Peg rushed out to check on the dinner. She told Brant to have a seat and instructed Tom to find him something to drink. Brant asked for a glass of water. Tom returned with the water and the news that dinner would be another few minutes. They huddled in the living room and tried to keep their voices down.

  "Peg doesn't know about any of this, does she?" Brant said.

  Tom shook his head. "I keep wanting to tell her. I keep thinking that she ought to know what's going on. But damn it...you should have seen her this evening. You've made her happy somehow. I want it to last as long as it can. Until we know what's really going on...."

  "I know what you mean." So, he made her happy, did he? "Still, she's in a position to hear things."

  Tom shook his head. "I know her better than you do. It's too soon."

  Brant acquiesced. He could hear the resentment in Tom's voice. Brant had given Peg something Tom couldn't. Tom probably knew what a shit he'd been lately and confessing his role in a murder, however accidental, would leave him open to all manner of accusations and I-told-you-so's. Brant had screwed up with Tom once and didn't want to do so again, especially not with things on the mend.

  And Tom was right in that he had a clearer picture of Peg's mental state than Brant did. Brant had never believed, as some people
did, that God didn't give you more than you could handle. If that were the case, where did all the nervous breakdowns and suicides come from? Between the divorce and the accident, Peg was already walking the edge. He'd let Tom call this shot, for now.

  "What did the boys say after I left?" Brant asked.

  "They're freaked out. If it wasn't an accident, Galen must've been expecting to come back like Haws did. It's a freaky thought but, shit...anyway, we're going to check it out tonight."

  "Oh?"

  "We're meeting at the mortuary at a quarter to twelve."

  "That'll test the 'midnight' theory, too. How do you plan to get in?"

  "Kent. He got fascinated with Houdini in junior high, wanted to be an escape artist. He can open about anything."

  Brant shivered. "If what I saw of Galen can come back, then anybody can."

  He filled Tom in on his other thought, that there could be more Risen than John Duffy and Deputy Haws.

  "I've thought of that," Tom said. "For every one we know about, there could a dozen others. People could be dying right and left and coming back before anybody knows about it."

  "Or getting murdered. I saw blood stains on the dock this afternoon."

  Tom's eyes went wide. "We heard shots across the water. A long ways off. We didn't think much of it. Jesus! Did you look around for bodies?"

  "No, I got the hell out of there."

  "You should've looked. We'd know who they were if they came back. I'll check it out tonight, before the mortuary."

  "Be careful, Tom. If half of what I think is going on is really going on, we should just pack our bags and get out of town while we still can. Right now. Right this minute."

  "Mom wouldn't go, not with Annie in the hospital. We'd have to get her released, get her transferred. That'd be a risk. Mom wouldn't do it, not based on what we have now."

  That point struck Brant as one more reason to tell her what they knew. He started to say something when Peg appeared in the doorway.

  "My, don't you two look serious," she said. "What's the topic of conversation?"

  "Politics," said Tom before Brant could answer.

  "We're against them," Brant added.

  "I don't allow any political talk at my dinner table. It's bad for digestion. Come take a seat. Dinner's ready."

  ***

  Peg decided early that the meal was a disaster. The roast was dry and the potatoes competed with the gravy in the category of Most Lumps. She noticed that Brant ate around the mushrooms in the salad and neither he nor Tom asked for seconds of anything.

  Conversation lagged. Brant seemed interested in the town's reaction to the Duffy business, but every time he brought the subject up, Tom sidetracked it by complimenting the food he'd barely touched. Peg couldn't seem to start a sentence that didn't begin with "Annie..." and that made her realize how insanely narrow her life had become in the past eight months. She dredged her memory for an amusing anecdote from the diner but couldn't come up with anything that didn't involve Cindy Robertson, another touchy subject with Tom. She tried to tell a joke that she'd overheard Carl Tompkins telling Stig Evans but she only remembered after it was all told that the three guys in the rowboat were Lutheran ministers, which was the point of the whole thing.

  She couldn't fathom the reason for Tom's sullenness. She'd have assumed that he was jealous of Brant, but they'd seemed to be getting along so well in the living room. Maybe it was the you-can't-replace-my-father thing. He kept shooting hateful glances at Brant as if mentally kicking him under the table.

  She saw echoes of the haunted, escaped convict in Brant's face. He'd said at the diner that he had things on his mind. Apparently a plate full of dry roast and lumpy potatoes wasn't enough to make him forget his troubles, whatever they were. He'd catch himself now and again and make the effort to smile, but clearly something was on his mind.

  Something was on her mind, too. As an act of desperation during one of the long, tense silences that had become the hallmark of the evening, she said, "Madge Duffy has some strange ideas."

  "Oh?" Brant said.

  Tom's jaw tightened the way his father's used to do before he flew into a rage, but Peg couldn't take the strained silence any longer. She had to get this notion out into the open or she'd burst.

  "She says that John's changed since he came back. He used to have bursitis in one arm. Did you know that?"

  Brant said that he didn't.

  "Neither did I, but I guess Madge would know. Anyway, it's gone. Just completely gone. Other things, too, little physical ailments that aren't there anymore. She said...."

  Peg toyed with the green beans on her plate.

  "She has this idea about Annie. She thinks maybe if it had been Annie instead of John...if Annie had come back...maybe she'd be better. Maybe...."

  "Fuck Madge Duffy!" Tom's angry exclamation was like an M-80 exploding under the table.

  Peg looked at Tom and saw her ex-husband staring back at her. He wore the same beastly look that she'd seen on Rod a hundred times, usually when he'd been drinking, or when he was laid off, or when fate had dealt him any unjust blow. The look spoke of a savage anger with its roots thousands of years in the past, when the line between human and animal was thin as dust and the difference between survival and extinction depended on sheer ferocity.

  "Madge Duffy is an idiot!" Tom continued.

  "She was only saying that"

  "She was talking bullshit!"

  "What did she say exactly?" Brant asked.

  "It doesn't matter!" Tom shouted.

  He set his hands on the table and leaned toward Peg as if getting ready to pounce. "Annie's gone! You have to face facts, Mom! She isn't going to get better and if you kill her—which is what Madge Duffy was suggesting, right?—she isn't coming back from the dead!"

  "You can't know that," Peg replied coldly, returning his stare with one of her own. "John Duffy came back."

  "So what? That doesn't make it right! Jesus! Can't you see that? Can't you see how fucked up that is?"

  "Tom, maybe we should" Brant began, but Tom cut him off, stabbing a finger at him.

  "Brant, shut up," Tom commanded. "I know what you're thinking and you're wrong, so just shut the fuck up!"

  "Tom!" Peg admonished.

  "It's okay," Brant said.

  "No, it isn't okay!" Peg said. "We have rules in this house, and I'm pretty damned sick of being the only one who follows them!"

  "I don't need this," Tom said, and he shoved his chair away from the table. It fell over with a bang and he kicked it aside as he marched out of the room. Peg heard the kitchen door slam shut, then the engine of Tom's Honda coughed and roared and finally faded into the distance.

  Brant saw that Peg was trembling. She wadded up her napkin and threw it to the table.

  "Shit!" she said.

  Brant went over and put his hand on her shoulder.

  "I am so sick of his shit!" Peg's voice shook with fury.

  "Don't be too hard on him," Brant said.

  Peg brushed off Brant's hand and turned to look at him incredulously.

  "Me, hard on him?" she said. "Weren't you here? Didn't you see that? What did I say that deserved that?"

  "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to imply that it was your fault. It wasn't. But it wasn't his, either."

  "Then whose? Madge Duffy's? Yours?"

  Peg got up and started clearing the table, forcing Brant to answer over the clatter of dishes as she angrily stacked plates one on top of another.

  "There's something going on in this town," he said. "It's thrown everybody out of whack. You saw the fight at the diner. Everybody's on edge. Would you mind not doing that right now?"

  Peg slammed the plates to the table and whirled to look at him, arms folded over her chest.

  "Okay, tell me how to raise my kid," she said.

  "I'm not telling you how to raise Tom."

  "Then what, Brant? What are you saying?"

  "I'm just saying that...kids like to think the worl
d is a stable, secure place that makes sense. When they hit Tom's age they start finding out that it isn't so, that it never was that way and never will be. Then there's the Duffy business and the Ganger boy's accident...Tom doesn't know how to deal with it all, but he's grown up enough to think he should. That's all I'm saying."

  Peg closed her eyes and sighed. Some dinner. Any normal man would've made his excuses and fled. What planet did Brant come from where people were so patient and kind?

  "Oh, Brant," she said. She felt suddenly very tired. "I'm such a mess."

  She opened her eyes to see him looking at her and smiling for no damn reason, and when he opened his arms to her she didn't know what to do. He stepped up and embraced her and without thinking about it she threw her arms around him and held him tight. She didn't realize until she did it that this was what she'd been needing for way too long. She wondered if Brant noticed that she'd started crying and decided that he'd figure it out when the tears soaked through his shirt.

  Brant couldn't think of anything to say, so he just said "It's all right" about a hundred times or so. Finally Peg pulled away and looked up at him, swiping a palm across her red, wet eyes, and sniffled.

  "Dessert?" she said, and Brant said that dessert sounded good.

  ***

  Peg and Brant sat on the front porch in a swing that groaned under their weight. It had been there for twenty years, long before Peg and Rod moved in, and had seen its share of lovers' autumn moons. It was an old-fashioned thing to do, and Brant was thinking that it was one of the finest pleasures life has to offer.

  "It was a stupid thought," Peg said after a long period of neither of them saying anything. "About Annie. I don't blame Tom for getting upset."

  "It's not all that farfetched," Brant said. "If John Duffy can get his throat cut and come back from the dead, you'd have to think that anything was possible."

  "Are you saying you believe in miracles?"

  "I believe things happen that I don't understand. What I can't figure is why Duffy would be the one it happened to."

  "I don't think it was meant for John's benefit. He was brought back for Madge. Otherwise she could've spent the rest of her life in prison. I think it's her miracle."