Hot for Talia

by Julian Bloom

  “Oh nothing, except that I am going to haunt you all through this wedding until you get back to your senses.

  “You are crazy!” he gave a god-awful laugh. “Do you know what that is?”

  “Yes, I know this is crazy and the technical term for this is stalking. I could be arrested for it, but it’s worth it. I am trying to stop the love of my life from making the biggest mistake of his life.”

  Ethan looked intently at Alex, and for a moment Alex thought he might have reached him, that he might have come back to his senses.

  “What are you doing here Alex?”

  “I’m Maggie’s plus one to your wedding.” Alex said.

  Ethan’s face changed, grew darker.

  “No way.” There was no way he was going to let Alex be a part of his wedding. He could barely concentrate with him being so close to him right now. It will be way worse to think of him, as he is sitting with the congregation when he says his vows.

  “I’m getting married this week Alex.” Ethan said disappointingly. “I’m sorry but it has to be done.”

  “Why?” Alex pondered as he just couldn’t understand hiding who he was to please other people, especially when those other people are your family and they are supposed to love you no matter what, flaws and all.

  “Family.” Ethan said as he let out a lost breath and closed his eyes. His lashes fanned his face and Alex stared at his delicate features, these were the features of the man he loved, someone who had always shown strength, but now looked lost and fragile.

  “I need my mom to be my mom and I don’t know if she will accept me if she knows who I really am.” His voice cracked as a single tear drop rolled down his check.

  Alex didn’t know what to do, he had never seen Ethan like this, hadn’t even known that this man could actually have a sensitive side. But he knew what he was going through because a lot of his friends had gone through the same thing before. Alex knew that all he could do right now was be there for him and that’s what he needed right now.

  He leaned in and kissed him, softly on his lips, letting him know that he could lean on him and depend on him. He felt Ethan kiss him back, felt him open up and accept the love and support. Later he would make sure Ethan saw the error of his ways, but right now all he wanted to do was comfort him, and he did.

  Chapter Four

  It was a Thursday morning, three days to the wedding and the Carter family had invited the party guests for an all-expenses paid three-day retreat. They were presently having a fantastic picnic at the back of the huge catholic cathedral, the food was sumptuous, conversation was good but Alex had only one agenda on his mind; saving Ethan from himself.

  "Hi Mrs. Carter." Alex said, moving up to Ethan’s mother. She was a small petit woman with a classy pink designer suit and her hair in a very frumpy pronounced bun. Alex silently wondered if she really knew who her son was "It's so nice to see you.”

  She turned to him, looked down at his white polo top and black jeans and then looked up sternly as if to be pondering…how could someone wearing such basic attire have the audacity to talk to her. "You are?" She asked him regally.

  "Oh, didn't Ethan tell you about me? I'm his very good friend Alex.” He smiled at her, as he noticed Ethan from the corner of his eyes walking up to him.

  "No, I'm afraid he failed to mention it.” She said. “May I help you?”

  "Yes, we are very close,” He leaned in as if to tell her a secret. “How well do you really know your son?”

  “I’m afraid I don’t know what you mean.” She said, her interest visibly peaking.

  "Excuse me mother.” As Ethan wrapped his hands around his forearm and dragged him out of the tight secret cocoon.

  "What the hell are you doing?" Ethan asked. Alex looked up at him, loving the look of anger he saw in his eyes. Yes, get angry, get very upset! Maybe that would bring you to your senses.

  "I was introducing myself to your mother, it seemed like you were never going to get around to it.”

  "What's wrong with you Alex? I'm getting married in a week’s time.”

  “To a woman.” Alex added sarcastically.

  “YES! Because men marry women!”

  “Who fed you that load of crap?” Ethan led him into the church, and it took Alex a while before he realized that they had landed near the confession booth. He spun him around and blasted him with a disappointed look.

  “I let you stay and this is how you repay me? After everything I confided in you, you are still going to threaten me with my sexuality?”

  "You know that’s not what I’m doing Ethan,” Alex rested his head against the confession booth, “and you know why I'm here, no threats no blackmail, it’s just pure and simple.” Just as Ethan was about to comment, they heard footsteps and Alex did the only thing that seemed rational to him at that very moment, he grabbed Ethan’s hands and pushed him into the confessional, sitting on top of his lap as he fell on the seat.

  “Shhh.” He said, “You don’t want your family to see you in the corner talking to another man, do you?” He smirked as he thought about the reply he was going to get, but when none came his way he turned only to see that was the last thing on Ethan’s mind, and the poking at his side told him where his ex-boyfriends train of thought had landed.

  The tension was thick enough to cut with a knife, as Alex looked up at Ethan he felt a little fluttering in his abdomen. Alex dragged his hands up Ethan's back, enjoying the strained sound that escaped his lips. He was the only one that had ever been able to make him feel like this, and that gave him a kind of superhero power right now.

  Keeping steady eye contact, he unzipped Ethan’s pants and slid his hands across his lap and down into the ridge that started triggering sweet friction on Ethan’s cock.

  “Stop.” Ethan uttered through locked jaws. Alex could see him straining to keep control. Knowing that he was the reason for this, Ethan was as hard as a rock and ready to fuck because of the pleasure he was receiving. Right now, he was not interested in some skinny woman that didn’t even really know him and was probably just marrying him for the fame and money.

  Smiling, he ran his tongue softly down his neck, leaving moist trails of fire in their wake. Ethan groaned, holding back. “Stop.” He said again. “My family is just outside.”

  Alex ignored him and ran tiny little swirls on his now hot flesh with his tongue, dragging his tongue up Ethan’s throat. Alex felt his Adam’s apple bob as he swallowed. He smiled as he took Ethan’s mouth in his.

  Alex let out a deep sigh after this new connection, heaven! His tongue sought his, firstly wanting more, then gradually demanding even more. It reminded him of the first time they had kissed and the raw passion that had flown through his body. He wanted this man to be his, and if he didn’t know Ethan wanted him too, he may have had to check into the psyche ward for obsession. His feelings for this man were that intense.

  Ethan seemed to let go, as he slipped his hands into Alex’s hair, he could feel him deepening the kiss, his fingers digging into his scalp taking all that he could. Alex gripped his forearm, as he felt Ethan’s hands find their way into his jeans and massage his hot throbbing cock. Their kissing grew more intense as their tongues seemed to partake in a duel dance.

  Alex needed to breath yet he couldn’t stop the kiss. They were practically in full public view but they both felt like they were the only ones in the world. It felt exhilarating.

  Ethan couldn’t believe how amazing this felt, just kissing Alex, he was already horny as fuck. He had to stop, fearing his mother might come looking for him at any minute. If she saw him like this, he feared how she might react, but he just couldn’t stop, not when Alex was so willing, so pliable. He tried anyways…

  "Alex, we have to stop." He whispered against his lips, “Someone might see.” But instead of obliging him, Alex moved his hand that was already grabbing onto his cock and squeezed it harder, stroking it faster at the same time.

  He inhaled sharply. He needed to be stron
g, one last time and he was going to give up.

  "We have to," he shuddered “we have to stop." But he didn’t comply, instead he kissed his neck, his jaws, his ear lobe and all around his lip before settling on his mouth.

  “No, we don’t.” Alex said. “It has been a long time since I made you cum.”

  Oh hell! That was it, no more trying to stop something that was long overdue. This feeling was great and he wouldn’t have done this with any other person except Alex. He was generous in his intensity, giving more and more. He felt so good against him, and tasted even better. He had deprived himself of this for so long. It was almost four months since he’d had sex and he longed for the feeling of Alex cumming in his ass.

  Why did he always have to be the good guy? For once, he was going to take what he wanted, take what Alex was so desperate to give him, family and responsibility be damned.

  He turned Alex around, drawing down his pants. Alex slipped the lock for the booth and rested both hands high up the wall knowing what was coming next. He felt cool breeze on his ass as Ethan drew down his jeans exposing him to his now pawing and probing hands.

  “I have missed this.” Ethan said, “Missed your sweet ass against my cock.” Ethan thumbed his asshole as he said it, pushing his hands in and testing his readiness. “I’m going to fuck you until you are begging me to stop.” He continued.

  “Then what are you waiting for?” Alex asked frustrated. He was already horny and needed to feel Ethan’s hard cock in him right now, but Alex insisted on this foreplay of words that did nothing but make his dick strain for release in the most painful way. He placed his hands on his cock and started to massage it, but Ethan slapped his hands away.

  “Mine he said.” Before replacing it with his hands and giving Alex the best feeling of his life.

  “Oh God!” Alex exclaimed as he felt Ethan’s hands jolting and squeezing his dick, his palm roughly stroking the engorged tip and making him speak in tongues. He worked Alex’s dick in such a way that he was clawing and digging into the wood in front of him, trying to grasp support, trying to get release from the sweet pain building up at the tip of his dick.

  But then Ethan stopped.

  “What the hell man?” he asked before Ethan turned him around and took him in his hungry mouth. Working it from a different angle, he sucked at his dick like he was trying to suck the life out of him, using his tongue, his teeth and his whole mouth. He was doing to Alex what he hadn’t let anyone else do to him since the breakup.

  He was in heaven! He released a groan, as Ethan scraped his now very sensitive length with his teeth, and then he pulled him out, turning him around and doing the same thing to his asshole, sucking at it till Alex was whimpering in pleasure.

  “Fucking Fuck me babe!” Alex cried out when he couldn’t take it anymore. It felt like Ethan was punishing and tormenting him for all the stress he had put him through these last few days, bringing him to the edge of completion and then leaving him stranded, trying to figure out what was going on.

  Alex writhed against the wall of the booth, as Ethan pinned him in place, making him more frustrated and just a little bit crazy.

  His lips were working some kind of magic on him, magic that had him lost for words and hard to breath.

  And then he was inside him, deeply rooted and making Alex wonder if it was possible for a cock to get bigger in the expanse of four months. He felt so full, so used and so raw and yet Ethan hadn’t even started to move yet. He licked his lips in expectation as the throbbing in his dick became more pronounced at the thought of what it would feel like to have Ethan moving deep within him.

  Ethan shook for a bit, giving Alex the impression that he was going to cum right then and there, for just being inside him. He groaned.

  “You are so tight babe.” Ethan said, “Exactly how I remember you.” That made Alex feel hot and sexy, that he still had the power to please this god-like man that he loved so much. And then Ethan gripped his hips. And then started moving in and out, ramming into Alex’s ass, eliminating any previous thoughts he had before. His cock filled his asshole, making Alex pant at the sheer effort it was taking for him to be quiet and take the dick instead of screaming in ecstasy.

  He felt Ethan grip his waist tighter as he rammed in again and again, reminding him just how much he had missed this, just how much their sex was mind blowing.

  Ethan reached one hand to the front of their conjoined bodies and started massaging Alex’s throbbing cock like he had done before, only this time with less control or decorum, his hands were all over it, as he tugged, stroked, squeezed at the same time ramming into Alex’s asshole again and again, increasing his tempo with each thrust.

  "Don't move, don't move, don't move," Alex managed to croak out from the fog of pleasure he was stuck in.

  “Cum for me baby.” He heard Ethan whisper against his ear as he bit his earlobe. That was his undoing, he hoped Ethan was close, or at least coming because he knew that nothing could stop what was about to happen, he didn’t expect the turmoil of pleasure that came busting out of his cock, hard and fast like they had been waiting for so long. Nothing could stand in their way.

  Finger nails dug into his flesh as he heard Ethan cum right along with him. He had tried to hold back for a little while, but couldn’t with Alex making such delicious noises as he came next to him. He could officially say that he had been mind fucked and he had loved every last bit of it. His cum had shot through him like nothing he had ever felt before, tearing through all the self-control he thought he possessed. Alex was teaching him that when involved, the rules that had bound his life for so long were no longer true, he was powerless where he was concerned.

  He expected to hate it, to lament and have an internal warfare with himself about it, but instead he felt good, to truly belong to someone, love someone so much that they mattered enough for you to change a few rules, and for that person to truly love you back.

  “Damn gurl!” Alex teased in a fake southern accent making him laugh out loud, not bothered about who may be passing by.

  When they were done and decent, Ethan looked around the booth and said. “We have some major cleaning to do,” causing Alex to laugh and hug him. He felt lighter, felt free. He felt like a major weight had been lifted from his shoulder, maybe it was the fact that he had just received a good fuck that was making him giddy in all the right places. But Ethan didn’t want this feeling to ever stop. For too long he had been looking at his problem with only one solution. Maybe there was a way to make both his mother and his boyfriend happy, there had to be a way, he was sure of it and if it turned out that there wasn’t, he was going to create one.

  Chapter Five

  "If, by the time you are to get married and you haven't come out yet, I will leave you be.” Alex said. They were lying on the king size bed in Ethan’s room but there was no space between their bodies as they cuddled together.

  "That's unfair!” Ethan replied. He was so comfortable in this spot that he never wanted to leave. He had found a way to have his cake and eat it, but something told him that Alex would not go for it so he was taking his precious time bringing up the suggestion.

  "No, what's unfair is doing what you did with me yesterday and today toying with my emotions like yesterday never happened.” Alex sounded like he was sulking which Ethan thought was very cute. He laughed.

  "It was the weakness of the moment.” He joked, really toying now with Alex’s emotions because he knew how he would react, and he didn’t fail to disappoint him.

  "You know it wasn't, you care about me, and you love me.” Alex said, catching on as he playfully tickled Ethan. "Why don’t you accept that?”

  "Because...” Ethan became serious. No matter how much he cared for Alex, there was still the major obstacle present, an obstacle he couldn’t understand or see because he didn’t come from the same family Alex came from. Not that he could blame him, in fact he envied him but he had to take responsibility for this.

  "Because?" A
lex probed.

  "Because I have a family name to represent, and this— being gay— is not acceptable to my family.” It had never been, and he knew in his heart of hearts that his mother would never accept him if she found out the truth, but was he ready to live a lie?

  Alex voiced his fears out. "If your family can't take you for who you really are, are they really the right fit for you?"

  He didn't know, and he didn't want to think about it. Alex seemed to sense his internal turmoil and leaned in closer, kissing the corner of his mouth.

  "Don't.” Ethan whispered turning away. Why did this man love him so much? Why did he care about him so much? He was almost positive that if he had treated any other person the way he had treated Alex, if he had dumped them without so much as an explanation, they wouldn’t have stuck around to find out what had gone wrong. Their pride and their self-respect would have stopped them and they would have been onto the next fresh thing that caught their fancy.

  But Alex had not only stuck around, he was trying to save him, trying to save him from himself, from making the biggest mistake of his life. He loved this man.

  "Why not?" Alex’s hands moved down his trousers, running up and down the already visible bulge that was forming in his jeans before moving to unzip it. Alex now had full access to Ethan’s dick.

  He stroked it, loving the heaviness of Ethan’s breathing, loving the fact that he had his hands in his hair, tugging it, bringing him closer and kissing him with reckless abandon.

  Sucking his tongue, his mouth enveloped his lips, claiming them as his as heat intensified between them.

  He broke the kiss.

  "I want to feel me inside your mouth.” Alex whispered roughly as he unzipped his pants and took out his bulging erection. "I want to cum inside your mouth as you suck me.” He continued. Ethan gave a lazy smile and got down on his knees. With both hands, he took Alex's engorged cock into his mouth and started to suck it off. Pre-cum already lined the tip of his cock, giving off a salty taste in Ethan's mouth that made him all the hornier.