Us: Book Three in The Everett Gaming Series

by Drew Sera

  “Was it pain, fear or something, sunshine?”

  “Pain. I wasn’t afraid. I have never had nipple clamps before. So I didn’t know it would hurt when it came off. I was more shocked at the clamps ability to create pain when they came off.”

  I knew that Anthony and I needed to educate her more on the various toys and implements that I had in the playroom. It would help her to learn what to expect.

  “Anthony and I are going to show you, gently, about all the toys in the playroom. Then when you encounter them during our play, you’ll know what to expect. Okay?”

  “Yes, Sir. I’d like that.”

  “Were you scared with the blindfold?”

  She got shy and nuzzled her head into my shoulder. I encouraged her to speak up.

  “If it had been anyone but you two, I wouldn’t have let the blindfold go on me. But I trust you and I knew you wouldn’t hurt me. It was a little scary at first, but you stayed close, and I could feel where you were at. It was kind of sexy and exciting to not know what you were going to do next to me, but it was also a little scary. All I knew was that you were playing and being yourself, and I was safe in your hands.”

  This girl of ours was so fucking amazing. She knew deep down that she was always going to be safe in our hands. I felt very secure and content with Sydney, and knew that she trusted us down to our bones.

  “Anthony,” she reached out and took his hand, “I’m sorry that I hurt you last night. I never meant to do that. I hated seeing the look on your face. I felt it. I would have rather sustained severe pain quietly than see the anguish on your face.”

  “No! Don’t say something like that.” Anthony leaned over and took her face in both of his hands. “No, Sydney. You never hide pain. Sunshine, that only leads to fear, and you’re done with fear. You’ve left that life and now are with Colin and I. Don’t you ever hide pain from us.”

  She looked between Anthony and I and was seriously listening to our words. She understood. Sydney likes a little pain and a little bite with her kink. She’s definitely not a masochist, but she likes a little sting. Anthony and I were going to get her used to some toys and implements and learn exactly what she likes and doesn’t like.

  I set her flat on her back and straddled over her playfully. I made sure none of my body’s weight rested on her but made sure she could feel the inside of my legs holding her. I bent over and took one of her nipples in my mouth. I ran my tongue around it and flicked at it.

  “How are your nips feeling this morning, baby?”

  She smiled and turned her head to the side. Anthony kissed her lips and then dropped down to take her other nipple in his mouth. We worked her nipples to bring her pleasure. And it wasn’t long before she was raising her hips upward toward me.

  I knew that Sydney was okay and that the three of us were on good footing. Anthony and I were going to keep today light and weren’t going to let her out of our sight.

  “We’re going to make you feel good, baby. Just relax.” I looked over at Anthony and we shared a silent conversation. “What do you want? Front or back Anth?”

  “Front, please.”

  We gently turned her to lie on her side facing Anthony. Anthony pulled her top leg to rest up and over his shoulder and went to work on her pussy and clit while I let my tongue dance around her tiny hole. Soon Sydney was grinding away at Anthony’s face and finally moaned out her orgasm. She melted into the sheets again, smiling ear to ear.

  After some snuggling, we got up and headed to the shower. When we got out, I had a text from Matt saying that he was on his way over. I went into the bathroom where Anthony was rubbing some aloe on her back and butt and announced that Matt would be over soon.

  I threw on jeans and a black tee shirt and quickly made the bed before heading downstairs, just in time for the doorbell. Matt and Gina walked in and had a quiet demeanor. I knew it was because they weren’t sure what they were walking in to.

  “Come on in. Thank you for bringing over breakfast.” We headed towards the kitchen with the food. “And thank you for bringing Gina.”

  “No problem. I thought that maybe she could talk to Sydney. Maybe be a sounding board or answer any questions.”

  “Thanks, Matt.”

  I kind of was lost suddenly in my own kitchen when Gina came over to help.

  “I’ll get the plates and silverware. You can go do your Dom talk with Matt,” Gina smiled and began pulling stuff out for breakfast. I went over and sat at the breakfast bar with Matt.

  “So, how is everyone? Did you guys get any sleep?”

  “Yes, she didn’t have any nightmares either. When we woke up, we talked about last night. I think things are okay. Anthony even sounded better this morning.”

  “Good, glad to hear. He was getting ready to go out of his mind last night, Col. He felt horrible over her saying that while he was playing with her.”

  “I know he did. I think I would have felt the same way. While he and I were trying to see where the limit line was at, we didn’t prepare for what would happen if one of us made her say it.”

  Anthony and Sydney came downstairs and Sydney went over to help Gina. Gina hugged Sydney and congratulated her on her first dungeon scene. The two girls giggled and carried on as if nothing out of sorts had happened last night.

  We all ate breakfast together at the table, and Matt asked about our plans for the day. I told him Anthony and I planned on spending the day with Sydney. She needed to have eyes on her and needed to spend the day feeling loved. After we ate, Gina and Sydney went to sit on the patio in the sun for a bit to talk. I kept the patio door open, and all three of use could see our girls.

  “So what happened after Gina and I left?”

  “I had the brilliant idea of the three of us showering before we left. I thought it’d calm us, and Anthony and I needed to clean her up and get some lotion on her. Turned out not to be a good idea. I let go of her in the shower and had her wait for us under the stream of the shower. She started to shut down on us. Luckily, Blake had his eyes on her and brought it to our attention pretty quickly.”

  “It was my fault too,” Anthony said.

  “I shouldn’t have left you guys,” Matt said while gazing outside. “Honestly though, you guys had an unbelievable scene. Think of everything you accomplished. The blindfold was huge. Plus, finding out erotic floggings turns her on? You now know she can play rough with you, and you know that her safewording was more out of shock from the nipple clamps rather than fear. Those clover nipple clamps can be quite damaging.”

  After Matt and Gina left, we had a relaxing afternoon together. Anthony and I made sure we spent the day with Sydney, holding her, talking with her, and loving her. We knew it was very important to re-establish a safe and loving base.

  We stayed on the couch and chaise, watching movies for the duration of the afternoon. For dinner we just went down the street to Pizza City. It was a relaxing environment, and it got us out of the house for a while, which was good for us.

  61

  Monday, January 6th

  Anthony

  I fucking hate Mondays. I held Sydney’s tiny hand in mine while Chris got his notebook situated on his lap. Today I was nervous for different reasons. Sure, I was still on edge about what torment Sydney may recall. But a lot of my nervousness today also had to do with my actions at the club Friday and ultimately being the one who pushed her to safeword.

  “So how was your New Year’s celebration? Calm?”

  “It was nice. We went to Matt and Gina’s. His family was there, and he had some friends from work. His family is really nice. They really like Colin and Anthony.”

  Chris commented on how he believed Matt’s family were accepting of her as well. And they were. I knew Gloria’s heart was big enough to have a spot for Sydney too. Arthur would look over her like a father is supposed to look over his little girl. Anger raced through me for a moment as I thought about the bastard adoptive father she had. Useless fuck that he was. Couldn’t
provide for her so he had no qualms about making her useful for him. Fucking asshole.

  “Anthony?”

  Fuck. I was day dreaming, and now the head doctor was toying with me.

  “Sorry. Please, continue.”

  Of course I earned a look of concern from Chris, and Colin looked like he wanted to yell at me to pay attention.

  “Chris, Friday night Anthony and I were playing with Sydney at Irons and were trying to establish a limit line. We pushed Sydney quite a bit in some instances. She ended up saying her safe word,” Colin explained. I was glad he brought it up so it would take the attention off my wandering mind.

  “Well, this is certainly worth talking about. So Sydney, what happened?”

  I felt her hand try to close inside of my hand and knew she was nervous. She looked up at me. I think she was begging me to help her.

  “I caused it.” I met his eyes. “I did it. I pushed her to the edge several times, and then I went to pull off a nipple clamp, and she said it.”

  Chris was quiet for a few minutes which drives me fucking crazy. Why the fuck can’t he see this is uncomfortable and actually try to make it comfortable?

  “So you said your safeword because you were in pain?”

  “Yes.”

  “It’s okay, Sydney. That kind of stuff happens from time to time in the lifestyle. You’re very new to the consensual side of D/s relationships. What you experienced with Howard was not a healthy D/s relationship. You, Colin, and Anthony are just getting used to one another and your reactions to things.” He stopped writing and looked up at her. I held her hand tighter so she wouldn’t try to close it. “You look upset over this. Do you regret saying it?”

  “No. I mean, yes. Yeah, I think I regret saying it. I hurt Anthony and scared him and Colin.”

  “Sydney, they know where you’ve come from. They want to make it a good experience, and they want to know when you’ve hit that wall. They will adjust and fix it, but they have to know they can trust you to safeword when you reach the breaking point.”

  “I understand that. I just felt bad.”

  We spent the entire hour talking about Irons on Friday night and finished up with discussing the sleeping pills. She’s been taking one here and there, but not every night. She explained to Chris that she just doesn’t like the way they make her feel when she wakes up. She feels groggy and in a haze or cloud. That scares her because the shit that Howard would make her take also made her feel groggy.

  Chris said he wasn’t surprised and told her she could stop taking them if she wanted to. As I walked down the hall with Sydney’s hand in mine I could hear Chris telling Colin to dispose of the pills and not leave them around.

  62

  Monday, January 6th

  Colin

  Anthony and I were going to try to work from home the rest of the day. I had to be on the phone for a conference call and went in my den to take care of that. It lasted quite a bit longer than I had anticipated.

  When I got done with my call, I went in search of Anthony and Sydney. They were in the great room, sitting together on the chaise. I leaned against the wall and watched them. Anthony doesn’t give himself enough credit most of the time. He’s so patient and gentle with her. She was sitting between his legs so that her back was to his chest, and his legs were wrapped over hers. He was leaning into her and had his chin on her shoulder. They were concentrating on something in his hands. Rope.

  She was so brave and was clearly trying. I knew it would take time but that eventually, she’d get through it.

  “See how easy I can undo the knot? Feel how soft it is.” He cautiously held her hand and then rubbed the cotton rope over her skin. “It’s soft, huh, sunshine?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  “I can make pretty designs out of rope on your body, you know. Hold your hands together,” he instructed her.

  While her hands were together, he wrapped her from her wrists up to her elbow. She did well with it, and he was calm with her.

  “See, sunshine. You have a pretty purple sleeve. And if you want out really fast, I can do that too.” Anthony quickly tugged on the ends to release her arms and then cuddled her against his chest. “We will go nice and slow once you’re ready, sunshine. Nice and slow.”

  I had a feeling that they were getting much closer to the rope scene. I was fortunate to have been able to play with my Christmas gift of the blindfold already. The rope is a big step though, and she needs to feel comfortable with it.

  63

  Wednesday, January 8th

  Colin

  Our playing had become more intense, and we pushed harder each time we played. This week had brought us lots of sex and even some playing in the playroom. Each evening after dinner, we took Sydney into the playroom and experimented with various toys and implements.

  Wednesday night brought Anthony to an all new high. He enjoyed binding Sydney in the playroom. I sat on the leather couch in the playroom and watched it all unfold. It was intimate, and the amount of trust that she gave to Anthony was incredibly beautiful.

  Anthony had set his rope scissors that Matt gave him for Christmas nearby and in Sydney’s sight. It was important for her to be able to see them and know that if she froze or got scared, that she’d be out of the rope quickly.

  “Get in your present position, sunshine.” She moved into perfect position and looked up eagerly at him which pulled a smile from Anthony’s mouth. “Good girl. I’m going to bind your legs together in your current position.”

  Anthony touched her cheek and then traced with his finger from the top of her thigh around to her lower leg. He maintained eye contact with her as he spoke to help relax her. He knew that if he told her exactly what would happen, that she’d do better with it. Anthony and I spoke previously on numerous occasions about how she couldn’t be surprised by any of it. Otherwise, it could lead to trouble.

  “Once your legs are bound, then you’re going to put your arms behind your back and bend them at the elbow. Then I’m going to bind your upper arms and lower arms. Once you’re bound, you’re going to open your mouth and suck me until I come.”

  I was a safe distance away from them, but I could tell that she was aroused. She hung onto every word of his.

  “Sunshine, you have nothing to fear. I’ll be here and will pay very close attention to you and your body. Colin is right there watching too. I want to encourage you to say yellow if you are starting to get overwhelmed and need a few moments to relax. We can take breaks and take all the time you need. I will check with you periodically verbally. But make no mistake, I’ll be watching your body and reactions the entire time. Are you ready?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  “Good girl.”

  I sat on the edge of my seat watching her reactions to Anthony’s expert touch. Anthony knew what he was doing, and there wasn’t a better person for her to experience this with. He began on her right leg. His movements were slow, and he made sure she was doing okay after he bound her thigh to her lower leg. He tugged on the rope to make sure it wasn’t too tight or loose.

  “Good girl, sunshine. We still doing okay?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  Sydney looked down at her purple rope clad leg and smiled faintly. I could see that the idea of her actually doing this was now setting in. She looked okay still, but wary.

  Anthony noticed too and before repeating the bindings on the left leg, he took some time to kneel in front of her and kiss her hard. He massaged her breasts and tugged on her nipples. After that, he began working on the left leg.

  Once the left leg was bound, he slid his fingers between the rope and her skin to check the tightness. Satisfied that it was perfect, he backed up and crouched down to look at her. I knew that he was having a great time with this. He loves Sydney and loves playing with rope. Even though this was a lighter rope session, it was heavy in the emotional category. So this was a dream situation for him.

  “Sydney, you look incredible. Gorgeous.” He was mesmerize
d. He turned to look at me, and I saw the fire in his eyes. “Incredible, huh, Col?”

  “Beautiful.”

  Sydney was looking down at her legs and began to move her legs a bit to see how restrictive the rope was. I think she was taken aback when she found that she wasn’t capable of moving. A dark shadow passed over her face and her breathing picked up. I started to stand, but Anthony was on it. He knelt in front of her and let his knees touch hers and he took hold of her face with his hands and forced her to look up at him.

  “Eyes, sunshine. Look at me.” Her eyes came up to meet his and she started to look like she might panic. She dropped her eyes to look at her legs again and started to make a light whimpering noise. She was getting scared, but Anthony worked with it.

  “Easy, sunshine. Look at me and don’t look away. What color, honey?”

  It took a moment, but she said yellow.

  “Good girl.” He stroked her cheeks and worked on calming her by rubbing her shoulders and playing with her breasts some. After a bit he asked if she was ready to continue.

  “Yes, Sir.”

  She put her arms behind her back as he instructed, and he began working with the rope. He was swift but made calm movements. Once he was finished, he stood to admire his work. He walked around her and the look on his face clearly expressed how happy he was.

  “Fuck, Sydney. You look incredible. I’m going to take a picture and show you later.”

  I tossed him my phone so he could quickly snap a couple. She looked sweet and sexy. Anthony tossed my phone back to me and then stood in front of her, unzipped his jeans and she began working on him with her mouth. I knew Anthony wasn’t going to draw this out. After all, our fragile kitten was bound. This could very well have been an actual scene that Howard had done with her. Anthony was bold to incorporate oral sex with her first time being bound by him.